Ray wouldn’t keep him with the words and that was another part of Ray taking care of him.

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Ray/Ryan! 

I'm clearly promoting rare pairs today :) 

Ryan rolls his eyes. Gabe grins, infectious and annoying. He leans in close and whispers in Ryan's ear, voice piercing enough to make Ryan's head jerk involuntarily. "I've read your livejournal dude." 

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I ship this. Yeah. 'Cause weirdly, in my head, Gabe + Ryan = Funtimes. Really fun times. XD 

Also, P!ATD Boyplies! 

"Get out. Get out right fucking now."  Brendon's back hits the door, shoulderblades dully complaining at the impact, but he can't make his hand reach for the knob. 

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H.O.T. 

Things are always confusing when you're first starting out.

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Awkward first times Spyro!! <3 

as brendon has discovered through his search for personal awareness, ryan is kind of... dense. and maybe he is as painfully oblivious to brendon's inconspicuous (in-your-face-flashing-neon-light) hints 

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Cute :) 

 When he's 15, Ryan's father packs him up and brings him to the mob-run casino where he works, and he is put to work as a prostitute to re-pay his father's gambling debts. Four years later, Spencer shows up, and Ryan's whole world is turned upside down.

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Harsh but well written, check the warnings!! Honestly, do not read without checking the warnings! 

Brendon wakes up to a world devoid of people.  At least, most people.

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Amazing, 

Waiting for the day Panic! at the Disco will be known an Brendon! at the Disco. 

dear brendon urie,

here is a list of bands that have multiple songs that aren’t sung by the ‘frontman’ in their discography and yet the frontman is still considered the frontman, or have more than 2 ‘lead’ singers, or all members are on equal level and yet still all have a purpose wow who would...

The only reason why I even care about Panic! anymore is that man who's sticking his tongue out. 

So after ignoring the split and Ryan Ross alltogether, Brendon decided fuckthisshit I wanna talk about it. Because Ryan wanting to sing one song is so horrible that he has to leave the band. Because Ryan sang all the songs alone on Take a Vacation. Because Brendon's only job in the band was to sing and he's so insecure about it. 

If it wasn't for Spencer Smith I would be so done with this band.

So, it's been quite a while.

I actually forgot I have a tumblr account. Also, I have been wrapped up in a warm fuzzy blanket called Thorki that refuses to let me go. But, I did manage to find time to write a fic for BandomBigBang! 23,000+ words! Hell Yeah. 

Why don't you post any Brencer or Brallon fics?

Because I live in a fairytale world where Panic! is still Brendon, Ryan, Jon and Spencer. :D 

Honestly I think Dallon and Ian are awesome, but, I can't read fics with them in it as a part of the main pair, it just goes against everything I've read and seen for the past 6 years. I love V&V and I'm waiting for the new album, but I've hardly seen any live videos of the band after 2009. I'm being childish, I know that, but whatever, I can't read Brallon and I've never read Brencer, not even during Panic! V.2. days. 

Spencer and Ryan turn into kittens. Yes.  Here you go -> (the author very kindly also added these photos!!) 

Kitten!Ryan

Kitten!Spencer 

It's like these kittens were made to be Spencer and Ryan!!! Also, Spencer falls into the toilet!! :D  This fic is made of all things adorable and fluffy!!! 

"I'm-- Yeah, I'm okay," Ryan manages to return, coughing only once in mid-sentence. "Just... cold." Brendon nods and smiles sheepishly, and then Ryan identifies the object in his hands as a mug. "I brought you some tea with honey and lemon," Brendon says. He sets the mug onto the nightstand and shifts his weight from one foot to another nervously. "I just...um, that's what my mom used to make me when I was sick."

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Sick!Ryan being taken care of by Brendon = H/C at it's best!! <3 

Brendon is the prince of a medieval kingdom. Unbeknownst to his wife and his father, the King, he meets his lover, a servant named Ryan, in secret every night. The two refuse to be separated, neither by Brendon's title nor the laws forbidding homosexuality. But they can't hide from the world forever, can they?

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This made me cry. Alot. But, it's beautiful and yay! for happy ending! 

"We have a house." Basic fluff, domestic!fic. The trials and tribulations of living together for the first time.

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I'm a sucker for domestic fluff!:D