Ive got too much lore. I dont want any more. Please just let me exist now. Im begging to stay alive. I dont know how long i can hold myself off

Do u ever get so tired you wanna kill yourself or should i up my meds

I just want to rest and recharge but i am so lost in it tonight. Ngl the sauce got me in a chokehold. The sauce being thoughts of not being good enough. I am not worthy. I am nothing. I dont matter. And i know its a fucking lie but i CANT believe it right now. I am not. I want to be the not.

The medicine aint medicine

What is so irreparably fucked up about me that i want to end my existence so fucking bad

Im just a silly goose. Im so silly. Silly silly little goose. Silly that i have these bad thoughts. So silly that i believe them. So so so FUCKINsilly that they are killing me. So silly such asilly lil goose

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I want to flay the skin from my body. I am trying so hard to fight it. I am screaming. I want a thousand cuts. I deserve it. I deserve it. I deserve it. I deserve it i deserve itifesrveitideserveitideserveitidederveiyideserveitidederveitideserveitideservjitideseitideserveitideserveitisedsrg r it