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etastra · 4 years
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so,,,, like,,,, going off this, i now have a mighty Desire for hojin somehow tangling together with a couple of his friends, who are also a couple themselves. those 2 have been together long enough for hojin to Know, and be aware of the fact, and be happy for them ? and yet,,,, he spends a lot of time with them, he considers them both close friends,,,,,, and yeT lines blur b/c this is hojin we’re talking about, who gives affection freely whenever his heart tells him to, who gives out kisses like theyre going out of style, who has never really learned to distinguish romantic and platonic love, and how to express it ; he just,,,, Shows, in the first way that makes sense to him
this is hojin we’re talking about, who would 10/10 press kisses to both of their lips b/c hes Fond of them, b/c theyre his friends, b/c hes naturally affectionate with friends. and it becoming an entire mess b/c hojin has no clue what hes doing, unintentionally ; he has no clue that he can be giving off mixed signals ; he has no clue b/c hes just being friendly, and affectionate, and himself ?
and think of the angst,,,, b/c theyre a couple already and this isnt,,, a Thing ? it cant be a thing ? or b/c hojin is hojin, and he would brush it off as casual and just him being friendly, even if hes suddenly gone from going out and hooking up with people to spending a lot more time with them both ? or b/c one has Feelings and the other doesnt and there will almost always be miscommunication with hojin & emotions/love involved
ahA thinking about how, out of any of the 13, hojin should’ve been the first one to have a poly ship? like i can easily name who would never be in one, for a variety of reasons, and who would definitely be in one ( hojin, for Sure ), and yet the 13 who do so happen to have a poly ship are smack dab in the middle of this scale and it just happened by pure chance/fate ?
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ahA thinking about how, out of any of the 13, hojin should’ve been the first one to have a poly ship? like i can easily name who would never be in one, for a variety of reasons, and who would definitely be in one ( hojin, for Sure ), and yet the 13 who do so happen to have a poly ship are smack dab in the middle of this scale and it just happened by pure chance/fate ?
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etastra · 4 years
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i... will be here hopefully tmrrw or the day after !!
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yall i found another game to devote my entire existence to :/
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“I wish I could save this forever.” hansol @ hyunjun uwu
@tiltedsun // late nights !!
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     soft music floats through the quiet around them, a barely there background hum meant to simply fill in the spaces between them, playlist carefully crafted and chosen thanks to the array of soft hues flittering through mind’s eye. it’s as close to perfect as hyunjun would dare name a thing, a contentment spreading through lungs and veins and suffusing body in warmth. it’s been quiet for a while now, soft songs and softer breaths filling ears and chasing away the permanent static bleeding into everything.
     he’s warm, and happy, and undeniably tired from the long day behind him, but he refuses to drop off into unconsciousness just yet ; he wants a moment longer, wants to commit to memory the way hansol fits against his side, the sound of his breath mingling together with the soft lilting of the song in the background, melding into a soft glow in mind’s eye. he thinks the other has long since dropped off into sleep, so when soft words reach ears, he startles brief and short ; eyes blink open and head tips to seek out his boyfriend’s gaze, unable to find it with the way they’re tangled up together.
     it doesn’t matter ; warmth flutters behind his ribcage and settles comfortably in heart, and hand lifts to card absently through soft strands, equal parts an answer and an acknowledgement. contentment makes everything cotton heavy, body weighed down into the mattress and thoughts too sluggish to form something coherent, and fitting of such a comment. but he summons the energy to turn head, to brush lips along the nearest patch of skin, a whisper soft affection and an agreement all in one.
     it’s perfect, the closest thing to perfect he knows, the only perfect thing he wants to keep.
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          although it was something as simple and almost childish as a pinky promise, alex couldn’t help but smile after being given this reassurance. while she would much prefer to be by the pool already, she didn’t mind waiting a bit longer if it meant she could successfully take him along with her. “ no, it’s alright! i’ll wait for you and we can go together~ ” the singer replied, smiling brightly at him. it’s not that she didn’t think he would lose track of time and not show up if she were to leave first, but she did wonder about that for a second…
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     “no, it’s fine ! i don’t wanna keep you waiting, you should go have fun and i’ll meet you down there as fast as i can.” there’s something like guilt bleeding into his lungs and solidifying low in his stomach, akin to the feeling of being caught doing something he wasn’t supposed to, or entangled in a web of shameful lies. kwangsu doesn’t even know if alex knows just how likely he is to get lost in his work and unintentionally, completely abandon her to her own fun, but he doesn’t want to hear the hurt he’s already familiar with in other friends’ voices in her own. “it’s boring waiting for me to finish, right ? it wouldn’t be fair to you.”
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      seeing him like this pulled at the thief’s heart ; causing lips to pout as she wrapped tattooed arms around him. “relax. even for a moment. i’ll run a bath and cook dinner for you if you’d like.” offer is sincere ; a need to care for him gripping her entirely. stress could bring out the best in people, but it could also wear them down like stripped tires on a textured road. something she didn’t want to see happen to him.
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     her arms looped ‘round him are equal parts reassurance soothing away pinpricks of discomfort and shackles weighing his entire being down ; the cosmos has to fight the instinctive urge to shrug comforting presence away, instead, sagging beneath her embrace and breathing out heavy sigh. “a moment is infinite under pressure. a moment is not granted when there are no moments to spare.”
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               ❝ you can do whatever you want, baby, ❞ sangyeop murmurs, shifting in his seat enough to let hojin slide onto his lap if he so wishes. maybe he’s just whipped for him, but sangyeop is willing to d whatever hojin wants him to – whether that involves him getting his own dick wet or not. ❝ mm, okay. undo your jeans. ❞ he knows it won’t take long before he wants to fuck him, but they have time – whether sunja’s walk gets rescheduled or not, he can always make time for hojin. it just means sunja might not get her walk, or better yet, she gets walked late and he just gets a little less sleep for tomorrow.
     as soon as he’s given permission, hojin is untangling from where he’s been clinging to sangyeop’s back, and is shuffling around to face him properly. “we can make it quick, so you can still walk sunja kinda on time,” comes bright hum, hips wiggling as he shimmies out of his jeans and claims his spot on the other’s lap, arms looped on shoulders and hands tangling in hair. “you can fuck my mouth after too. or me. i just really want your hands on me right now.”
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our boys ♡
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“Are you tired? Rest in your head in my lap.” / serena to jiwon
@wcvensouls // fluff sentences !!
     skin feels stretched too thin over bone, a supernova unfurled and expanded within veins, heartbeat echoing in empty thoughts and swirling in a void’s depth. jiwon can count on one hand the number of times he’s let serena see this side of him, let her catch a glimpse into the burn of starfire when it is meeting its end, a privy to the raw ache of being something endless trapped in something with an end. it’s a side no one else has seen, as it is a side that is too vulnerable, too exposed, too much to be shown.
     and yet there is deep trust, in the way he does not shy away from her when he meets her next, in the way he sits idle and too quiet as she works her way through her magic lessons ; he is always quiet, always a little tired, when watching her in those moments but now ? his silence is a third presence in the room, choking his tongue and blinding him to her movement until her hands are curling together over his and she’s squeezing gently.
     jiwon startles brief, and sluggish, and molasses slow, a reaction that takes place one, two, three seconds later ; his hand instinctively curls around hers, and a small smile cracks along lips, fatigued expression splintering like a mirror shattering. his head shakes and his lips part, a ready argument on tongue about how he is always tired, about how watching her work is comforting, about how it has simply been a very long day and he has gotten very little sleep. but words fail when he takes in the concern on serena’s face, to the squint of her eyes and squeeze of her hands, and he exhales a soft sigh, argument fizzling.
     he is tired, more than the word would imply, in a way he hasn’t been for a while, in a way that weighs down his shoulders and crushes the breath from his lungs. a nap would do him little, as he knows the cause of his aching exhaustion, and yet he has no way of remedying it. but appreciation flowers in heart and he summons the energy to brush lips over her cheek in quiet gratitude, before he is tipping sideways and falling to pillow ‘pon her lap. lashes fan along cheek and, before he lets mind water and the silence build even more in throat, he whispers a soft ‘i love you’, in gratitude, and apology.
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💬💗 for all of them or whoever you want to answer it with~
@wcvensouls // sex & romance hcs !!
💬 when did my muse go on their first date? // 💗 has my muse ever been in love? 
under a cut b/c i’m answering All
JIWON 💬: his first ever date was in middle school !! it was with his first love, and they went on a bike ride after school to the local convenience store, where they bought all the snacks they could both want and shared it together on the sidewalk a couple of blocks down. 💗: yes !! his first love, though maybe an innocent love, is one he stands by even now, years later.
YOUNGSOO 💬: sometime in high school !! specifically, towards the end when he was beginning to come into himself more and was less of a wallflower, silent type and more of the proud, boastful person he is today ! it wasn’t a very enjoyable date, in his opinion, as he’s pretty sure it was only a thing out of pity but oh well. 💗: he doesn’t think so !! youngsoo’s idea of love is intertwined heavily with the idea that love = sex and, because he’s asexual, he’s never felt that he’s been in love. and there hasn’t been very many Notable people in his past to maybe double think and wonder if he was in love.
JUNSEO 💬: junseo doesn’t really remember it but according to his parents, he went on a cute date with a neighbor girl in elementary school !! he vaguely remembers both his parents and her parents cooing over them together, and both families going on an outing to the park, and he thinks that was the date but ? to be determined. 💗: yes. he currently is !! very happily in love, even if it took a while to get there, and was a bumpy, uncertain road for too long. but he’s happy, and in love !
AOYUN 💬: aoyun didn’t start dating until college, and he distinctly remembers his first date !! it was actually with a girl a GE, and they went to the movies before spending all night talking in the park near campus together. he still occasionally talks to her, as they share similar fields of interest ! 💗: love is... a finicky concept for him !! mostly because he is more cosmic than he is human, and it’s simply difficult for him to sift through what is natural awe and adoration for humans, and what is genuine affection. but he thinks he’s as close to love as the universe can be in love with something human.
HOJIN 💬: bold of you to assume hojin knows what is considered a date and isn’t !! no but seriously, hojin has asked out plenty of people, and has been asked out by plenty of people, from as young as middle school, and he’s never been able to tell when it was romantic and when it was platonic ! even if he was the one asking the person out, it’s all a hot mess of emotions, really. 💗: once again, bold of you to assume hojin knows how to distinguish his emotions !! the concept of love is super amorphous and indistinct, and the various types of love are near interchangeable for him. maybe he has been, maybe he is, maybe he hasn’t, maybe he isn’t, whom knows ? certainly not him !
KYUNGMIN 💬: his first ever date is actually with his respective partner in their respective versions of his main verse !! kyungmin has never been very... romantic, and has never taken initiative to ask someone out, nor has someone really shown a lot of interest in him. it’s only very recently that he’s started dating. 💗: yes, he currently is !! again, with his respective partner in their respective version of his main verse, but he is very much in love !
HOSUNG 💬: similar to kyungmin, hosung has never dated before his partner !! he was a very asocial kid, alienated by his peers because of differences in wealth status and simply because he used to think he was above them all. it’s only until he met his partner that dates were a thing. 💗: yes !! he is very much in love with his partner, even if he grumbles and bemoans. they even have a cat together, which is big, and domestic, and proof
DAEHO 💬: sometime in high school !! he was a fairly likeable, and somewhat popular, kid in middle and high school, as he was very happy go lucky, very much a sunshiney kinda guy ( before reality hit and he became what he is now ). it was a cliche dinner date, split between them, and it ended pretty quickly because she liked his laughter and smile, and he just liked her face. 💗: that is..... highly debatable !! daeho doesn’t think he’s gotten past more than the honeymoon phase of a new relationship, or the first date butterflies. but proof that he is in love is gift giving, and becoming softer at the edges where he’s made himself sharp.
MINJUN 💬: sometime around when he started busking, so around 16/17 !! someone from the crowd asked him out immediately after his performance, and he was so flustered and shocked that he said yes without thinking twice. it wasn’t a bad date, but he felt it ended badly when he apologized a million times over and told his date he said yes out of surprise/shock 💗: he doesn’t know what love is, and he’s pretty sure he hasn’t been before ?? at least he hasn’t been with someone for very long to think of love as an option, or the next step !
CHUNYU 💬: his first ever date, unofficial though it may be, was to his parents’ first charity gala they hosted together after chunyu was old enough to run around by himself without getting into trouble !! his date, though, was a friend of his parents’ son, who was five years older and hid half the time. they only were stuck together because of their parents, and chunyu hated every last minute of it. 💗: he has been in love before, and has had his heart broken by that love !! he’s only ever been in love once, and will only ever be in love once as, though he broke up with his partner, life has a funny way of saying they belong together - or at least that’s his opinion.
KWANGSU 💬: he’s been on plenty of study dates, starting the first year of high school !! kwangsu wouldn’t count those as official, romantic dates, as all they ever did was study together. but that’s the earliest memory of a date he can remember ! 💗: he hasn’t !! too busy in school, too busy with anxiety, simply too busy to fall in love, unfortunately. but, lowest of keys, love has always been such a beautiful concept to him, and he wants to experience love ! especially young love, as he fears sometimes that he’s throwing his life away by studying, studying, studying !
HYUNJUN 💬: first ever date was to an arcade with the cutest girl in his high school math class !! in retrospect, it was a terrible location choice, as hyunjun may or may not have spent a lot of time focused on playing than on having fun with her. but he must’ve done something right along the way, since she kissed him goodbye and they dated for a year. 💗: he doesn’t think he has !! love is... perhaps not finicky, like to aoyun, nor amorphous like hojin, but it’s not something he actively thinks about and seeks out and expects in any new relationship ? but when he does fall in love, it’ll slowly creep up on him, and he’ll wake up one day, breathe in slow, and say ‘wow’ because, wow, he’s in love, isn’t he ?
INSU 💬: does.... does his first client count ?? because his first client did take him out to a fancy restaurant to try and butter him up, which didn’t really work but whatever, a free meal and money ? he’ll take any day. 💗: HAH !! insu doesn’t think he’s capable of love, plain and simple, and he knows he’s always kept people at a distance, thanks in part to parents and thanks in part to being... odd, in his words. he doesn’t think he’ll ever fall in love, too.
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FLUFF SENTENCE STARTERS
Inspired by various other fluff/romance rp memes.
“You have something in your hair - let me get it for you.” ”I like the way your hand fits in mine.” “Are you tired? Here, I’ll carry you the rest of the way.” “The truth is… I love you.” ”You can call me anytime you want, even if you don’t really have a reason to.” “Be mine. Please.” ”I’m bad at texting first, so I always hope you will.” “Your hair is so soft.” “I don’t want to get up… I’m so warm beside you.” ”Don’t pull away – Just a little longer.” “Are you tired? Rest in your head in my lap.” “Sit still, I’m trying to braid your hair.” “Whenever we’re together, I feel at home.” ”Are you wearing my sweater?” ”I can’t believe you’re actually wearing my clothes…” “It’s been a long day… here, let me give you a massage.” “I’m not letting you leave without a hug first.” “I mean, if you’re not busy, we could grab lunch together sometime?” “You don’t need to leave so soon.” “You’re so comfortable.” “Let’s just go back to bed.” “Just five more minutes–” “You make me so damn happy.” “Don’t give me that puppy face. How am I supposed to say no now?” “I made this for you…” “Here, take my coat.” “Can I– uhh, kiss you?” “I heard you were feeling sick, so I made you some soup.” “After you, my dear–” “I think we should adopt a puppy/kitten.”
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sex+romance headcanons!
Send me a symbol. Please note that some answers may be NSFW.
🌟 What is my muse’s sexual/romantic orientation? 💦 At what age did my muse lose their virginity? 😘 Would my muse have sex on the first date? 😊 Would my muse ever ask someone on a date? 👍 Does my muse prefer to be asked on a date, or would they rather do the asking? 😉 What are my muse’s fetishes/kinks? 💬 When did my muse go on their first date? 💯 What is my muse’s ideal date? 💗 Has my muse ever been in love? 👠 What was my muse’s last serious relationship like? 👰 Would my muse ever get married? 🌼 Would my muse prefer a big wedding or a small wedding? 🍬 Is my muse a sub, dom, or switch? 🏩 What was my muse’s first time like? 🎆 Is my muse into monogamy? 💕 Would my muse ever be in a polyamorous relationship? 🔥 Would my muse ever be up for a threesome? 👮 Has my muse ever had sex in public? 💔 What was my muse’s first heartbreak? 💑 What are my muse’s requirements for a potential partner? 💋 How many people has my muse slept with? 👀 Is my muse the type to sleep around? 👎 Would my muse ever cheat on their partner? 😳 What was my muse’s worst romantic/sexual relationship? 💲Would my muse ever date/marry/sleep with someone because they were rich? 👓 Would my muse ever lie for sex? 👿 Would my muse ever blackmail someone into sex? 🎥 Who is my muse’s celebrity crush? 🎀 Who would my muse sleep with if nobody ever had to know? 💍 Has my muse ever had a one-night stand? 💝 Does my muse like Valentine’s Day? 💘 What are the ways my muse says ‘I love you’ without actually saying it?
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❥      NON - SEXUAL   ACTS   OF   DOMINANCE . 
feel free to edit or elaborate as you please .   ( add  ‘ reverse ‘  to your message if you’d like to see how my muse would perform the action ) . otherwise , send in one of these for my muse’s reaction to   …
[ lit ]  your muse lighting a cigarette , spliff , etc. for mine . 
[ order ]  your muse ordering for mine at a restaurant or bar .
[ guide ]  your muse putting a hand on mine’s back to lead them .
[ pay ]  your muse paying for mine at a store , bar , restaurant , etc . ( you can specify where or for what . )
[ open ]  your muse opening a door for mine .
[ dry ]  your muse drying mine off with a towel after a shower , bath , swimming , etc . 
[ instruct ]  your muse giving mine instructions / telling them what to do . 
[ groom ]  your muse adjusting mine’s appearance , such as straightening a tie , fixing their hair , or buttoning their shirt for them , etc . 
[ direct ]  your muse taking mine by the chin and telling them to look yours in the eye .
[ disagree ]  your muse sternly telling mine  ‘ no ‘ .
[ rest ]  your muse resting their arm over mine’s shoulder / s .
[ clean ]  your muse cleaning a smudge of something off mine’s cheek , forehead , etc .   feel free to specify what and how . 
[ answer ]  your muse answering a question meant for mine . 
[ coat ]   your muse holds mine’s coat out for them while they put it on .
[ pilot ]  your muse taking mine by the arm , hand , shoulder , etc . to lead them . 
[ stare ]  your muse staring mine down . 
[ placement ]  your muse telling mine to sit down .
[ teach ]  your muse taking control of mine’s hand , arm , hips , etc . to make sure they do something correctly .  
[ patience ]  your muse telling mine to be patient .
[ tears ]  your muse wiping away mine’s tears .
[ swat ]  your muse swatting mine’s hand away from something they’re not supposed to touch .  
[ jewelry  ]  your muse clasping a piece of jewelry for mine , such as a necklace , or earrings . 
[ enough ]  your muse commanding mine to stop talking . 
[ retrieve ]  your muse requesting or ordering mine to retrieve them something .
[ invite ]  your muse inviting mine to sit on their lap .
[ lean ]  your muse inviting mine to lean into their side while they’re sitting or laying together . 
[ calm ]   your muse telling mine to  ‘ just breathe ‘ .
[ scold ]  your muse scolding mine for something .
[ comfort ]  your muse pulling mine into a reassuring hug .
[ approval ]  your muse complimenting mine on a choice they’ve made .
[ beckon ]  your muse beckoning mine to them without speaking . 
[ laces ]  your muse lacing , tying , or zipping something for mine , such as shoes , a dress , or a jacket , etc .
[ stay ]  your muse telling mine to stay in the car . 
[ defend ]  your muse defending mine’s reputation , dignity , or safety for them . 
[ feed ]  your muse feeding mine something , feel free to specify what .
[ volume ]  your muse demanding mine speak louder .
[ read ]  your muse reading something to mine .
[ refill ]  your muse refilling mine’s glass for them . 
[ possessive ]  your muse resting their hand on mine’s leg or the small of their back while they’re sitting beside each other . 
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i’ve been thinking of making this blog dualverse and having all 13 know each other but the Specifics of this verse ? elude me :’)
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