Lolita killed catalina in a high stress environment that neither should have ever in their entire lives have been subjected to. Absolutely despicable. Unsurprisingly, her pod mate , Winston*, was also supposedly known to have killed a few of his dolphin companions before his final destination at seaworld. His daughter, Kalina*, Original “Baby Shamu”, in her final years, broke into fights with another captive, Kayla* and literally broke her jaw with her flukes presumedly, although honestly IMO, to have broken Kayla’s jaw, I believe Kalina would have full forced rammed her Instead. R.I.P Catalina, I’m sorry you had to have endured such a traumatic death and not even with your children. I’m sorry Lolita, who is being punished for the crime of being a beautiful animal (Catalina you as well) who greedy assholes sought for mere human greed and entertainment and forced together that led to this tragic outcome that did not need to ever happen.

J-46 Star

Aghhh I’m so sad for her. I mean considering the rate of miscarriages and calves dying so young for the southern residents, I shouldn’t have been shocked at all to hear she lost her pregnancy. Poor girl did not deserve this. She would have made a great mama. Hopefully she’ll get that chance again someday.

For anyone wondering, yeah Star isn’t pregnant anymore. She’s trim again. She lost the calf sometime between maybe two months ago. I thought something was up when she was so huge, considered near giving birth and then not giving birth.

God this sucks....

I hate going to class one day of the goddamn week. I hate lab days! I get fucking terrified that the teacher will raise her voice at me. I fucking get so anxious. I cry the day hours before class starts. I hate not getting it right on the first try. I feel fuckin pressure to perfect shit. I don’t wanna do this anymore. Of course my parents do not understand.

“Oh just finish this” “It’ll look good on your resume” “ you don’t have to work as one after school ends”.

That’s not the FUCKING point. I’ve literally lost an immense amount of weight just because of the stress of it. I couldn’t eat without puking. I’ve almost fainted various times. I felt fear. My Stomach would bloat. I cry having mental and emotional stress about studying for something I thought I wanted and now realized I just am not cut out to be and I can’t even leave it because I’m close to finishing it..

I got to see some wild dolphins hunting by Coronado Beach, San Diego. it was quite a sight to see but still amazing despite the few appearances. They’re there despite it being hard to see them

I want to rip out my uterus and run it over and over with my car when it gives me cramps