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Ellis Finnigan 7th Year Hufflepuff. Daughter of Seamus and Lavender Finnigan. Older Brother Brayden and Younger sister Allison.
Dating the sexy Justin Vane.
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I'm Leaving
It is with great sadness that I write this. I cant take it anymore on here, the abuse, not being able to have an opinion, getting my head bitten of everytime I say something. Having people constantly on my back about how I run my characters and how they don't like them and stuff. Un following my characters then blocking them. I just cant do it anymore. I have never known an rp to be as brutal as this one. Its too hostile and im worn out and done.
Please don't think that today was any indication, some of you behind the scenes have know its been coming for a while, months now and that I was fed up with it and tired of it because I feel like every time I opened my mouth I would be attacked and id have to fight back. The only reason I stayed for so long is because of a few of you wanted me to stay and because I love to rp with you.
I have loved being on here its been fun and there have been some great times. Jullis getting together, Cat's first kiss, Allis and Jullis arguing, Eddie and Ellie flirting and being silly, Drunk Ellis and Albus, Bert high on sugar, Bert and Felice candle conversation. Chantelle and Drake skating, Lola and Ryder getting together. There is no doubt in my mind im going to miss you all and im definitely going to miss playing these characters. I am also trying really hard not to cry because of what ive just written. Leaving Ellis is going to be the hardest thing I have ever had to give up. Her and Carter have a special place in my heart and im going to miss them like crazy.
I have messaged some of you on here and you no where to find me, but to those I haven't message I am saying goodbye now and thankyou for all the fun times you have shown me. If you need to find me message Ellis and I will happily tell you where or message one of the others and they will gladly tell you.
I am well aware I am leaving a heap of you in a ditch because my characters are tied to yours and for that I am truly sorry but right now I just cant stay here anymore. You know how I feel and ive spoken to you about it. I feel guilty for leaving you all but I cant deal with the stress and anxiety that this place brings. So right now im going to say goodbye and fairwell.
Have a great time.
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Ellis Finnigan and Drake Wood // Arguing about the car there in
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Alex Finch Fletchley and Ellis Finnigan // This isn't fair anymore Ellis AU
Ellis touched the handle of the door as she pushed it open slowly. She was wary about going in. The last few hours walking around down had been spend contemplating on whether she should come back tonight or just wait till morning. She had screwed up in more ways then possible and the consequences would be dire. There was no excuse for what had done and she had no doubts her relationship would be over.
Slowly walking into the room Ellis could feel the tension immediately. Closing the door behind her she turned around to see Alex standing at the fire drink in hand. She wasn't surprised. When everything went to crap he drank and usually got himself blind drunk, tonight however she was hoping he was at least sober enough for this conversation.
Walking towards him she stopped, silence all around the room bar the crackling off the fire that echoed of the walls. He said nothing, Ellis waited with bait of breath but nothing came.
"Alex...." She croaked again no reply, Alex shifted to through something in the fire, what it was she had no idea but something told her it was probably a picture of them or something she had given him.
Ellis walked up to touch him but he yanged his arm back from her walking away from the fireplace still not looking at her.
"I'm sorry.." She sobbed as the tears began to run down her face. That's when she heard him laugh manically, he sounded somewhat deranged before he turned around to face her, face like thunder. He was pissed and she didn't blame him in the slightest.
"You slept with him AGAIN!" He shouted as she jumped back.
"I... Didn't"
"Don't" He said holding his hand up in front of her, "Just don't" This wasn't the first time this conversation had been had, there relationship was complicated it always had been. But he fact of the matter was Ellis was standing in front of Alex right now and not him. That had to have accounted from something.
"I cant keep doing this Ellis" He said waving his drink around staring at her. "You cant keep doing this. YOU NEED TO PICK BECAUSE THIS IS NOT FAIR" he yelled at her making the tears fall from her eyes even faster.
Alex was right, she couldn't keep doing this anymore it was fair on no one, someone would get hurt. Which is why she was standing here now.
"I already picked" She replied softly. There was quiet as he opened his mouth to say something then closed it again and looked away from her.
"You no where your things are, leave tonight and don't return" Alex said turning around to walk out the door but Ellis quickly walked up to him and grabbed his arm. He didn't pull away from her this time he turned around slowly to look at her.
Ellis sniffed with half a smile plasted on her face as she let go of his arm and grabbed the bottom of his t-shirt. There was a moment of silence before she spoke.
"I picked you" her voice was so soft she wasn't even sure that Alex had heard her.
More silence followed as Ellis looked up at him shaking her hair out of her face. Her hands slowly moving up his torso to around his neck. "I picked you Alex, because I love you" It was the first time she had said it and it seem to catch him completely off guard as he stared down at her in slight shock. Alex had told her many times that he loved her but this had been the first time in years since she had finally reciprocated it.
Leaning down he gently kissed her and that's when Ellis knew that everything that had happen was forgiven at least she had hope it was. Ell understood that she would have to make it up to him and that it wouldn't be this easy but right now she didn't care, she had finally picked at that's all that matter in that moment.
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Ellis Finnigan and Carter Hewitt hanging out at a club
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Harper, Ryder and Coco in the common room taking photos of each other.
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Ellis Finnigan and Alex Finch Fletchley hanging out and being silly together.
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Ryder, Harper, Coco and Flynn
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Ellis, Allison and Seamus Finnigan hanging out
#allison finnigan#ellis finnigan#seamus finnigan#wth is he wearing lol#came up on twitter and i had to post it
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HIATUS
Right so over the last few weeks I have been contemplating one for a magnetite of reasons. Major one not having the time anymore to rp. My life has gotten really hectic and in all honesty I can see a lot of my issues spirling on here. I'm letting things in my home life effect me and i'm coming on here with my anger and letting it get to me, which is not fair on anyone on here. My friends are also coping it so please don't think its also you.
My life like I said is beginning to get really hectic with everything going on and for the next few weeks at least I just dont have time to be on here unless its at night time.
Being on here 24/7 with everyone gets a little to much even for me we are all so close that it sometimes gets a little in your face and there is arguing. I am at the point where i'm afraid to say anything for having my head bitten of because when I ask a question or something its meet with hostility and then it gets into a giant argument. There is no compromise everyone is far too stubborn (on both sides myself and the other) and I will take my fault on that, i'm not perfect i'm flawed. I need to step away from the enviroment on here and if and when I do come back I know now to keep my opinions to myself because no one cares about them. Lesson learned on that one. I don't want to have constant anxiety or to argue with people, I hate arguing and every time it turns into an argument I end up crying and I don't want that, I hate confrontation. So im sorry for all that shit that was caused.
The other issue I have is I have no muse for my characters anymore, Chantelle is the only one who I have any muse for and im struggling with the other three. I've gotten to a point where I don't even enjoying playing them anymore bar chantelle and that's a big thing for me when it comes to Ellis. Maybe the break away will give me some time to figure it out.
This has got to do with me more so then anyone I learnt today in therapy that I have issues that go deeper then I thought and I need to learn to control my defensiveness and anger and its a hard thing to do, so I need to take a step back for a while and learn to deal with this all, maybe today was a good thing it opened my eyes to see "hey you cant control everything and you need to let shit go" and in order to do that I just need a little time.
Like I said this has been a few weeks coming and I even did a video a few days ago to do with the hiatus but I never posted it. I need to remember why I love coming on here and having fun rping with people and right now at least for the last few weeks i've forgotten why I do, its not something I want. I want to have fun on here and lately i'm just not which is sad to say.
Sam as for the Finnigan family trip I have no idea what to do I may be on I may not be on, I just have no muse for Ellis at the moment and I think that's were part of my frustration is coming from because I feel like im always frustrated with her lately. You can still have them go and I will just post Ellis things when I do come one next.
I don't no how long this hiatus will be could be a week could be more like 2 or 3, I might pop in every now and then but for the most part I probably wont be rping an awful lot.
Im off but have a fun rping and I will see you when I come back on whenever that will be.
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