Speaks into the void:  Yeah, no.  

Well it’s not like there was a lot on my new hannibal blog anyway since a lot of people didn’t follow me over but I appear to have lost access to his remade blog so ,,, I’m debating whether I’ll just be active here again. 

"I miss you deeply when you're not around."

VOLBEAT SENTENCE STARTERS  /   accepting ! 

SENTIMENT is met with a smile -- Hannibal likely wouldn’t be able to recall with clarity every time something like that had been said to him.  Short relationships that came and went without consequence, like masks.  Part of his PERSON - SUIT.   How deeply their attachments ran, and how shallow his own.  He can’t count the number of times it’s been said -- but he can count the number of times it’s made ripples.  How many times he’s FELT IT when it was spoken.  “ A sentiment deeply shared, then. “ 

fadelilted replied to your post “

IM LOV U

HELLO EM IM LUB U TOO 

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TO - DO LIST !  

clean up followers / following  p much just erase my mains list none of them are active  review / redo tags post starter call ! post plotting call ! 

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TO - DO LIST !  

clean up followers / following  p much just erase my mains list none of them are active  review / redo tags post starter call ! post plotting call ! 

‘ how long will it last? ’

VOLBEAT SENTENCE STARTERS  /   accepting ! 

“ Like all things in life, can one truly make such predictions with any measure of certainty ?  I couldn’t say, Will.  Freedom and it’s shadow are fickle -- but I intend not to end up in captivity again.  I will seek to make that last as long as I may. “ 

the strength  /  the sound  /  the songs. 

‘ among the others, we all look the same. ’  ‘ sick and tired of seeing good people bending over for the system i hate. ’  ‘ i never meant to break your heart. ’  ‘ i should have been with you. ’  ‘ that’s just how i am. ’  ‘ what the hell more do you need? ’  ‘ my loyalty will not be sold. ’  ‘ let me tell you something:  i don’t really care. ’  ‘ we’ll make the world go away. ’  ‘ i feel that i don’t belong here. ’  ‘ ever since we met, you’ve had a hold on me. ’  ‘ i never knew that i could be in love like this. ’ 

rock the rebel  /  metal the devil. 

‘ this is your own way to cope with your mind. ’  ‘ in the darkness, i’m home. ’  ‘ settle down for a moment. ’  ‘ you’re better without me. ’  ‘ your eyes tell me you’re afraid. ’  ‘ well, i hate you, too. ’ 

guitar gangsters & cadillac blood. 

‘ i still believe you can hear me. ’  ‘ i know that your life has been a burden, a living hell. ’  ‘ i’m sorry i was blind. ’  ‘ long time, no see, my dear. ’  ‘ together, we’ll find a way. ’  ‘ i promise we’ll find a way. ’  ‘ thank you very much for listening. ’  ‘ you’re a liar / cheater / fool. ’  ‘ oh, how clever i am. ’  ‘ how long will it last? ’  ‘ it’s all so close to the bitter end. ’  ‘ why not be king / queen for a day? ’  ‘ i’ll make you king / queen. ’  ‘ life ain’t always what it seems. ’  ‘ you’ll never be mine. ’  ‘ i’ll spend my lifetime loving you. ’ 

beyond heaven / above hell. 

‘ i’m sick and tired of fighting. ’  ‘ i sold my soul way down in the dirt. ’  ‘ i saw an angel become the devil. ’   ‘ i don’t need any of them. ’  ‘ so many things i should’ve said… ’  ‘ things still seem so dark and cold. ’  ‘ i would love to bring you home. ’  ‘ you’re strong, but you don’t stand a chance. ’  ‘ life ain’t that good that it’s worth dying for. ’  ‘ i’ll always take a bullet for you. ’  ‘ i told you to stay away. ’  ‘ you’re still a big part of me. ’  ‘ i hate every second, every minute that you’re gone. ’  ‘ nothing in the world can separate us. ’ 

outlaw gentlemen & shady ladies. 

‘ i’m on my way; don’t you cry. ’  ‘ and for that, i can carry on. ’  ‘ i open my eyes, but it’s so hard to breathe. ’  ‘ judgment will prevail. ’  ‘ love would have been the key to all your pain. ’  ‘ i’ve been missing you for far too long. ’  ‘ what’s life without a little pain? ’  ‘ state your name and business. ’  ‘ let’s see what you’ve got. ’  ‘ you feel that parts of you are never coming back. ’ 

seal the deal & let’s boogie. 

‘ mercy, please! ’  ‘ i’m on my knees.  i’m begging you. ’  ‘ we’ll be leaving together, you and i. ’  ‘ what have i done to deserve your anger? ’  ‘ don’t believe a word she says. ’  ‘ i feel like a loaded gun. ’  ‘ it’s a shame that you don’t know me. ’  ‘ it won’t justify the pain that you went through. ’  ‘ have you ever fallen in love? ’  ‘ stand up for yourself this time. ’  ‘ i no longer want to feel the darkness in my soul. ’  ‘ i brought the flowers that i know you like. ’ 

rewind,  replay,  rebound. 

‘ i feel alive again. ’  ‘ i’ll be alone in the end. ’  ‘ i’m customized to do everything i shouldn’t. ’  ‘ i’ve learned all that i know by stubbornness and blues. ’  ‘ my heart has made me weary. ’  ‘ life is too short to be someone else. ’  ‘ i’m finally comfortable with who i am. ’  ‘ that doesn’t mean that i’m perfect. ’  ‘ who took your heart?  who pulled the light out of you? ’  ‘ we can’t do nothin’ right when wrong is all we do. ’  ‘ cut me some slack. ’  ‘ i know your loss is not an easy thing. ’  ‘ i can’t take my eyes off of you. ’  ‘ i know it’s hurting. ’  ‘ life moves on, and you’ll be fine. ’   ‘ we control what is wrong and right. ’  ‘ i can no longer feel. ’  ‘ you’re just one little parasite. ’  ‘ nobody loved you more than i. ’  ‘ you and i could make ‘em all terrified. ’  ‘ i’m still counting the scars. ’  ‘ your memory will live forevermore. ’  ‘ i miss you deeply when you’re not around. ’  ‘ i’m always gonna be right there by your side. ’  ‘ just remember that i care. ’ 

— STARTER CALL ! i’ll be on later tonight. I need to clean up my followers and follow list, since I don’t really know who’s still active.

I’m uhh back again probably for a while. Starter call coming soon

@ghsting​ / sc. 

“ Many people are afraid of the dark -- it is the most common fear among us.  The dark and the cold tap into something awful and primal in us.  It’s alright to be afraid.  But you are better than your fear. “ 

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                                @raudrakos​     /     STARTER CALL

     “ do i seem different? ”

“ Different is subjective.  It requires one to know their subject well to pass a judgement -- different could suggest any number of things ... but if you’re asking, I would imagine you have an answer aligned in your conscious already.  Do you feel different, Will ? “ 

i’m gonna go Chill till time for work ! 

me:  my brain: .................. wendigo!hannibal witcher verse  me: ........ sigh, fuck 

ADDED A LITTLE UPDATE TO MY RULES.   posted below so you don’t have to go look for it: 

I have Dissociative Identity Disorder, C-PTSD, Depression, as well as at least one of my alters struggling with Borderline -- I'm about 80% sure another alter has a different Cluster B Personality Disorder but I haven't gotten into that yet.   Bearing that in mind, I ask that you treat mental illnesses that are heavily stigmatized with respect -- there's another note further down on this page about the same thing.  It's important enough to be on here twice.  Do your research, or ask questions.  Don't perpetuate already harmful stereotypes.

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Daily reminder that the “ Psychopathy / Sociopathy “ that are commonly referred to by people and media both fall under the diagnosis of Antisocial Personality Disorder, which Hannibal doesn’t fit. He doesn’t have ASPD, he isn’t a ‘psychopath’ and he doesn’t have to be one to be a bad person, just the same as being one doesn’t make you a bad person. It’s a disorder that while difficult, can be treated with time and shouldn’t be demonized or romanticized. :)