why am i so unloved

things i’ll not call you a whore for:

sexual activity

how you dress

things i’ll call you a whore for:

stealing my food 

stealing my lemons

my cat likes you more than me

on one hand, i think i can do without romance for the foreseeable future. one the other, i think if i am not kissed and loved this instant i will shrivel up and die.

I cannot imagine someone actually like loving me??? wanting to be with me?? dating me?? unfathomable & also impossible 

Free Palestine protesters shut down the Golden Gate Bridge and 880 freeway in Oakland. This is huge🫡

My life is a constant cycle between "I need to rest before I burn out" and "I'm wasting my potential, I should work harder"

I think the child in me healed a little bit today.

My partner knew that I didn’t have a great childhood and had a lot of stuff missing. Memories, experiences, etc.

Knowing how sad I was about it, he set up Easter for me. He came to get me because he’d hidden eggs around the house filled with candies or chocolate.

I felt a little silly at first but then I just let go and let myself enjoy it. It makes me feel emotional, in a good way, just thinking back on it.

So, two reminders from this experience of mine for you.

1) It’s okay to indulge your inner child. In fact, you should! It’s okay to enjoy things others might find silly whether it’s swinging on the swings, watching a children’s movie or any number of things.

2) Amazing people exist in this world. And you deserve to have those people and shouldn’t settle for less. Maybe it isn’t about setting up an egg hunt for you but I hope you find someone, if you don’t have someone, who offers you support and care. And I hope they encourage you to be yourself.

Me and the bad bitch i pulled by being a dumbass

ITS APRIL 13 YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS

FETCH ME NEIL

what does a dyke have to do out here to get a woman to scratch her scalp with her acrylics????

$50,000 immediately dropped into my bank account wouldn't improve EVERYTHING but boy it sure would be a grand, sexy little start to a good, happy life path, don't you think

hmmmmm

Not arguing with a tall femme, whatever she says.

btw the thing she couldn’t ignore was someone calling her out for saying anti-depressants/hormone therapy are only perscribed by lazy doctors

having a praise kink is sooo embarrassing like yeah I can't get off until you pat me on the head and tell me I'm the prettiest bestest goodest boy in the whole world. yeah and sometimes I'll ask "I'm good?" in the whiniest most pathetic voice and I'll need you to respond with affirmations about how good I definitely am before I can continue. in fact the term "good" is practically a magic word here. yeah sort of like an anxious dog. please don't ask about my relationship to my parents or other systems of authority growing up. anyway do you want me carnally

if any femmes need help zipping up their dress, clasping a necklace or bracelet—y'know, the usual—or even the opposite, i offer my services for the low, low price of 2 kisses per hour!