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the feminine urge to rp gale weathers
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Ā  Ā the haunting of hill house Ā  Ā sentence meme.
Ā  Ā episode 4 - 6
they never believe me.
you believe me, donā€™t you?
when i was a kid, my brother taught me how to spot faces in clouds.
and i meanā€¦ that fucked me up pretty bad.
itā€™s normal for kids to have imaginary friends and nightmares.
we could have a heck of a yard sale.
big boys know the difference between whatā€™s real and whatā€™s imaginary.
that one doesnā€™t exactly keep me up at night.
i know weā€™re all going to have a lot of feelings about that.
weā€™re not in a relationship.
how the fuck do you expect people to get through this without friends?
i just wanted to make sure you were okay.
iā€™m gonna fix this.there are moments you kind of remind me of her.
the only other person that believed in me like that was you.
nothing left to do except maybe fill this place up with kids.
i mean, you know the definition of insanity. doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.
when we decide to get clean, itā€™s not because we expect it to be fucking exciting, you know?
you ever seen someone in withdrawal?
just because you care about someone, it doesnā€™t mean they wonā€™t burn you.
thirty days clean so you can make me feel like shit again.
itā€™s taken me ten years to get ninety days clean.
iā€™ve been called a lot of things in my life, but ā€œfearlessā€ is not one of them.
i was always a scared little kid, and i thought iā€™d get braver as i got older, but i didnā€™t.
any addict alone is in bad company.
listen, i know i fucked up.
please, please let me come back.
they say sheā€™s a nightmare, but sheā€™s real.
if she comes back, you come find us, okay?
i was planning on waiting until the end of your visit to ask you out for coffee.
iā€™m gonna have to get used to that, but i like it.
itā€™s perfectly normal to want to find something to blame.
donā€™t worry. i donā€™t expect you to believe me.
iā€™m not supposed to have things that are fragile.
use your cup of stars. insist on your cup of stars.
can we have a tea party?
iā€™ve been having a hard time sleeping in that house without him.
i need to get well before i go in.
itā€™s just you and me. thatā€™s it.
i always believed in you, you know that?
we all just need a little help sometimes, right?
that is not the way you help an addict.
i am feeling serious fucking concern.
i thought we might get drunk and fucking cry.
you look worse than you did four months ago.
heā€™s not exactly impressing me and i know what the fuck iā€™m talking about.
iā€™ve got your back, but i also have my limits.
you never cared about anyone more than yourself, and thatā€™s sad.
my family is just like any other family; we donā€™t always agree on everything.
youā€™re supposed to protect me, but you say the meanest things to me when i try to tell you.
you donā€™t come in here and embarrass me like that.
are you off your meds?
you donā€™t get to just start smashing up our lives because youā€™re transitioning into a new treatment.
this was not the time or place.
the problem is that you havenā€™t confronted your past.
how can a house, just a collection of bricks, wood, and glass, have that much power over people?
i donā€™t know what i saw.
you should get some sleep. youā€™ve had a rough night.
itā€™s just a carcass in the woods.
we were going to have a tea party.
we always knew. we always believed you.
iā€™m so sorry that we fought.
itā€™s time to wake up, sweetheart.
in movies, they always say that they look like theyā€™re sleeping. she doesnā€™t look like sheā€™s sleeping. she looks dead.
you did a really good job as usual.
you might want to slow down. itā€™s going to be a long night.
please. donā€™t fuck this up.
she was always trying to get all of us together in one place. someone shouldā€™ve told her she didnā€™t have to try this hard.
still not a hugger?
if itā€™s all the same to you, maybe we can save this conversation for a little later.
if you were married, youā€™d know that sometimes people need a little room.
iā€™m drinking every time i feel like punching something.
itā€™s not like we were really talking each otherā€™s ears off before that.
this is his coping mechanism. he turns into a waiter.
you werenā€™t in bed. whereā€™d you go?
i had the strangest dream.
you guys hear a scary noise?
but you know what storms do? they pass.
stay down here and stay away from the windows.
you wearing those gloves to bed now?
theyā€™re not here to hurt us.
itā€™s okay, weā€™re totally safe.
this house has been here for a long, long time. itā€™s seen plenty of storms and worse than this.
i was holding her hand the entire time.
i know youā€™re scared.
i wonā€™t let anything happen to her. to any of you guys.
all words are made up at first.
i know those stories ā€˜cause i was there for those stories.
iā€™m trying to drink her back to life. would you like me to stop?
you know some religions wonā€™t let you be buried in their cemeteries if you kill yourself?
she knew the price the rest of us pay when someone does that, and she did it anyway.
i donā€™t know why she didnā€™t feel like she could talk to me.
thereā€™s nothing she was going through that wouldnā€™t have been okay.
weā€™re all aware of how you like to hold back information.
weā€™ve all got questions and i think itā€™d be swell if you gave us a few answers for a change.
any psychiatrist worth their shit wouldā€™ve kept her on a much shorter leash.
she wasnā€™t worried about herself, she was apparently worried about you.
why do i need protection from the truth?
youā€™re entitled to your anger.
itā€™s very generous of you to allow me to feel my anger.
what else am i entitled to while youā€™re being so fucking generous?
you might want to check yourself before you start talking about the truth.
sheā€™s drunk. iā€™m just pissed.
you took all that paranoia and craziness and you mass-marketed it.
you were happy enough to exploit all of us for some blood money.
you donā€™t know what i felt. and you donā€™t know what i feel. and i am allowed to process that any way i want to.
donā€™t touch me!
i have enough of my own grief. i donā€™t need yours too.
youā€™d have to be a real stubborn bitch not to, so.
you donā€™t get to lie to me, and live off me at the same time.
if i were you, iā€™d get off that high horse before i fall off.
if you were me, you wouldnā€™t be such a fucking asshole.
do you have any idea how much youā€™ve humiliated me?
i canā€™t look at either one of you right now.
i need some more vodka.
you think this is cute?
i donā€™t know why sheā€™d go anywhere else by herself.
i donā€™t want to upset anyone any more than weā€™re already upset.
anything i did, i did it for a very good reason.
i was screaming and shouting and none of you could see me!
donā€™t do that ever again.
iā€™ll never let you go again. i promise.
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You think you stand high above the common man? Youā€™re nothing but an Okie with straight teeth.
Cate Blanchett asĀ Dr. Lilith Ritter in Nightmare Alley 2021 dir.Ā Guillermo del Toro
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š™øš™½š™²š™¾š™¼š™øš™½š™¶ ššƒššš™°š™½šš‚š™¼š™øšš‚šš‚š™øš™¾š™½ Ā  Ā  : Ā  @terrorgoneā€‹Ā  [ ā€¦ ] ā Donā€™t you want to be fully consumed by what loves you? āž
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her interest in lab talk had been all but lost some time ago , back when she could mourn its loss . maybe if mia wouldā€™ve asked when her lab coat was still stiff from lack of use , when the ink on her new contract was still wet , back when her work thrilled her ; sheā€™d provide her with a thoughtful answer . but the days of her heart skipping every time she stepped into her new lab had been replaced by the dull dread of monotony . the life of her dreams had been laid out for her on paper , all she had to do was provide her soul .
unfortunately , sheā€™d had no use for it .Ā 
in a way , she envied mia . sheā€™d long given up on the family , theĀ marriage , the dream of white picket fences and a long line of dogs all named after each other .Ā and though mia wasnā€™t the fenced in backyard type , or so moira assumed , she had a family , youth . she had something to lose . and moira ?
ā€˜ i was , once , ā€™ she offered , taking a moment to look up from her microscope .Ā ā€˜ and what a wretched thing it was . ā€™ moira had a deadline at eleven .
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š™øš™½š™²š™¾š™¼š™øš™½š™¶ ššƒššš™°š™½šš‚š™¼š™øšš‚šš‚š™øš™¾š™½Ā  Ā  Ā :Ā  Ā @effervezceā€‹Ā  [ ā€¦ ] ā› Ā mercy Ā comes Ā in Ā many Ā forms . Ā āœ - from Angela
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ā€˜ so iā€™ve heard . ā€™ her words come slow , easy , unimpressed . far from the truth . after all , moira would have to be MAD to deny the blondeā€™s impressive repertoire . she tilted her head . unethical , perhaps . mad ? no , she knew exactly what she was doing ; the legacy that would follow .Ā 
there is a pit , deep in her stomach . in the stillĀ human part of her ; still swayed by emotions . mercy -- ? if she was any crueler , she might laugh in angelaā€™s face . mercy had lost its meaning long ago . sheā€™d once sat at her motherā€™s bedside , prayed for it every night as she watched her mother fade in front of her . it hadnā€™t even been a thought as the same tremors that sheā€™d seen in her mother took over one of her arms -- sheā€™d taken care of it herself , of course . its functionality was a loss , but a small price to pay for the longevity of her life -- her WORKĀ .Ā 
she would persist , she always did .Ā 
the scientist sighs softly ,Ā mismatched eyes closely watch the blonde across from her . angela . a colleague once upon a time . a soldier . an angel . mercy . in a rare moment of weakness , she allows her shoulders to slightly slump . ā€˜ and yet , its never seemed to favor me in any form . ā€™ her smile is almost -- sad ; behind a thin mask of sardonicismĀ . yes , it was no more than a name to cry out in the heat of war .
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Horror Media (Mostly Movies) Starters feel free to change gender specific words, pronouns, whatever you like to make it fit your muse better!
ā Do you want to see something strange?Ā āž
ā Do you want to play a game?Ā āž
ā I see dead people. āž
ā Youā€™re gonna need a bigger boat! āž
ā Do you like scary movies? āž
ā Congratulations. You are still alive. Most people are so ungrateful to be alive. But not you. Not anymore. āž
ā Yes, ooo, ahh, it always starts out that way, and then comes all the running and screaming.What an excellent day for an exorcism. āž
ā They look like psychos? Is that what they looked like? They were vampires. Psychos do not explode when sunlight hits ā€˜em. I donā€™t give a fuck how crazy they are! āž
ā Wouldst thou like to live deliciously? āž
ā Iā€™m scared to close my eyes. Iā€™m scared to open them. āž
ā Whatever you do, donā€™t fall asleep. āž
ā Theyā€™re all gonna laugh at you. āž
ā Be afraidā€¦ Be very afraid. āž
ā No one trusts anybody now, and weā€™re all very tired. āž
ā Where weā€™re going, we wonā€™t need eyes to see. āž
ā Just leave me to do my dark bidding on the internet! āž
ā Get away from her you bitch! āž
ā When there is no more room in hell, the dead will walk the earth. āž
ā Yeah some of our clothes are from victims. You might bite someone, and then you think ā€˜Ooh, those are some nice pants!ā€™ āž
ā Have the lambs stopped screaming? āž
ā Come play with us, forever, and ever, and ever. āž
ā You know that part in scary movies when somebody does something really stupid and everyone hates them for it? This is it. āž
ā Smile, you son of a bitch! āž
ā At the start I was like ā€˜Oh no, Iā€™m deadā€™. Itā€™s kinda affected my friendship with normal people and my family and stuff. But the way I see it I have a whole new family who accept me for who I am, and I accept them for who they areā€¦even though one of them killed me. āž
ā No tears please, itā€™s a waste of good suffering. āž
ā Sometimes dead is better. āž
ā People say you should always do the right thing, but sometimes there is no right thing. And then, you just have to pick the sin you can live with. āž
ā Meatā€™s meat, and manā€™s gotta eat. āž
ā Itā€™s alive! āž
ā Take her, not me. āž
ā In space, no one can hear you scream. āž
ā This is not your grave but you are welcome in it. āž
ā The moment you die will feel exactly the same as this one. āž
ā There is more to the darkness than the inability to see. āž
ā Nobody gets what they deserve, not in this place, they just get whatever hurts the most. āž
ā Donā€™t you want to be fully consumed by what loves you? āž
ā May you find your rest where no shadows are passed, and no eyes see you slumber. āž
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Remember when you were a hero? Now your hands are covered in blood and your arms are scarred and your eyes are tired. Let yourself rest.
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š‘° š‘Æš‘¶š‘·š‘¬ š’€š‘¶š‘¼ š‘«š‘Øš‘µš‘Ŗš‘¬ . Ā  Ā ( Ā  sentence Ā starters Ā originating Ā from Ā season Ā twoĀ Ā of Ā syfyā€™s Ā ā€˜ wynonna earp ā€™ . Ā  adjust Ā pronouns Ā as Ā necessary , Ā heavy Ā warning Ā for Ā mature Ā themes ! Ā  )
ā› Ā youĀ  trulyĀ  areĀ  aĀ  monster . Ā āœ ā›Ā  now ,Ā  donā€™tĀ  getĀ  allĀ  emotionalĀ  onĀ  me .Ā  āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  haveĀ  amazingĀ  tasteĀ  inĀ  underwear .Ā  āœ ā›Ā  myĀ  poor ,Ā  braveĀ  baby . Ā āœ ā›Ā  whenĀ  didĀ  youĀ  becomeĀ  suchĀ  aĀ  prude ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  itā€™sĀ  calledĀ  beingĀ  aĀ  gentleman . Ā āœ ā›Ā  howĀ  areĀ  youĀ  holdingĀ  up ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™llĀ  haveĀ  youĀ  knowĀ  iā€™mĀ  kindĀ  ofĀ  aĀ  bigĀ  dealĀ  aroundĀ  here . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youā€™reĀ  gonnaĀ  needĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  aw ,Ā  youĀ  didĀ  math . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  needĀ  youĀ  toĀ  beĀ  okay . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  couldnā€™tĀ  stopĀ  meĀ  ifĀ  youĀ  tried . Ā āœ ā›Ā  betterĀ  nutĀ  upĀ  andĀ  decideĀ  whoĀ  youĀ  canĀ  trust . Ā āœ ā›Ā  ifĀ  youĀ  wantĀ  meĀ  toĀ  trustĀ  you ,Ā  youā€™reĀ  gonnaĀ  haveĀ  toĀ  tellĀ  meĀ  theĀ  plan . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  stayĀ  put ,Ā  okay ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  thereĀ  isĀ  aĀ  possibilityĀ  iĀ  amĀ  nowĀ  hallucinating . Ā āœ ā›Ā  itā€™sĀ  myĀ  turn ,Ā  [ name ] . Ā āœ ā›Ā  whoĀ  areĀ  you ?Ā  youĀ  knowĀ  what ,Ā  iĀ  donā€™tĀ  care .Ā  weā€™veĀ  gottaĀ  go . Ā āœ ā›Ā  somebodyĀ  hasĀ  toĀ  pay ,Ā  [ name ] . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  couldĀ  comeĀ  inĀ  ā€¦Ā  iā€™mĀ  gonnaĀ  takeĀ  aĀ  shower . Ā āœ ā›Ā  theyĀ  shouldĀ  beĀ  scaredĀ  ofĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  rememberĀ  whoĀ  theĀ  realĀ  enemyĀ  is . Ā āœ ā›Ā  thisĀ  isĀ  theĀ  worst . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  loveĀ  watchingĀ  youĀ  work . Ā āœ ā›Ā  pleaseĀ  donā€™tĀ  shutĀ  meĀ  out . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™mĀ  sittingĀ  rightĀ  here ,Ā  thereā€™sĀ  noĀ  needĀ  toĀ  holler . Ā āœ ā›Ā  whatĀ  doĀ  youĀ  evenĀ  doĀ  aroundĀ  here ,Ā  [ name ] ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  [ name ] ,Ā  anythingĀ  toĀ  sayĀ  forĀ  yourself ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™mĀ  suchĀ  anĀ  asshole ,Ā  iĀ  donā€™tĀ  knowĀ  whyĀ  iĀ  broughtĀ  thatĀ  up . Ā āœ ā›Ā  whatā€™sĀ  inĀ  itĀ  forĀ  you ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  howĀ  areĀ  youĀ  doing ?Ā  stillĀ  havingĀ  fun ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  soĀ  manyĀ  jokes ,Ā  iĀ  canā€™tĀ  evenĀ  choose . Ā āœ ā›Ā  THISĀ  isĀ  yourĀ  breakingĀ  point ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  thisĀ  mightĀ  beĀ  aĀ  shitshow ,Ā  butĀ  itā€™sĀ  OURĀ  shitshow . Ā āœ ā›Ā  sometimes ,Ā  itā€™sĀ  goodĀ  toĀ  sayĀ  goodbye . Ā āœ ā›Ā  weĀ  neverĀ  liedĀ  toĀ  eachĀ  other ,Ā  youā€™reĀ  freeĀ  toĀ  kissĀ  whoeverĀ  youĀ  like . Ā āœ ā›Ā  howĀ  doĀ  youĀ  doĀ  that ?Ā  turnĀ  yourĀ  feelingsĀ  onĀ  andĀ  offĀ  likeĀ  aĀ  fuckingĀ  robot ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  letā€™sĀ  getĀ  youĀ  somewhereĀ  safe . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  feelĀ  likeĀ  iĀ  mightā€™veĀ  lostĀ  theĀ  plotĀ  aĀ  bit . Ā āœ ā›Ā  allĀ  iĀ  dreamĀ  ofĀ  isĀ  notĀ  havingĀ  toĀ  runĀ  anymore . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  donā€™tĀ  wannaĀ  die . Ā āœ ā›Ā  thisĀ  isĀ  whatĀ  iĀ  bringĀ  toĀ  theĀ  team . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  donā€™tĀ  knowĀ  ifĀ  iĀ  shouldĀ  beĀ  frightenedĀ  orĀ  jealous . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  woreĀ  suede ?Ā  whatĀ  isĀ  it ,Ā  yourĀ  firstĀ  day ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  toĀ  addĀ  insultĀ  toĀ  injury ,Ā  youā€™reĀ  stuckĀ  withĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  donā€™tĀ  likeĀ  beingĀ  blackmailed . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™mĀ  tiredĀ  ofĀ  runningĀ  andĀ  hidingĀ  ā€¦Ā  andĀ  thenĀ  runningĀ  again . Ā āœ ā›Ā  weā€™reĀ  buyingĀ  betterĀ  bourbon .Ā  caseĀ  closed . Ā āœ ā›Ā  [ name ]Ā  wasĀ  neverĀ  anythingĀ  butĀ  proudĀ  ofĀ  you . Ā āœ ā›Ā  oh ,Ā  iĀ  likeĀ  whenĀ  youā€™reĀ  scary . Ā āœ ā›Ā  areĀ  youĀ  stillĀ  madĀ  atĀ  me ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  asĀ  longĀ  asĀ  youĀ  wantĀ  me ,Ā  iĀ  willĀ  beĀ  byĀ  yourĀ  side . Ā āœ ā›Ā  theĀ  bestĀ  sexĀ  isĀ  make - upĀ  sex ,Ā  right ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  giveĀ  meĀ  aĀ  whiskey ! Ā āœ ā›Ā  maybeĀ  iĀ  amĀ  gettingĀ  soft ,Ā  huh ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  [ name ] ,Ā  iĀ  haveĀ  thisĀ  gutĀ  feelingĀ  thatĀ  somethingĀ  isĀ  coming ,Ā  andĀ  itā€™sĀ  bad . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  canĀ  getĀ  youĀ  whateverĀ  youĀ  needĀ  exceptĀ  time . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  thoughtĀ  thisĀ  timeĀ  wouldĀ  beĀ  different . Ā āœ ā›Ā  evenĀ  furyĀ  roadĀ  hasĀ  pitĀ  stops . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  didnā€™tĀ  knowĀ  ifĀ  itĀ  wasĀ  yourĀ  thing . Ā āœ ā›Ā  baby ,Ā  thatā€™sĀ  everybodyā€™sĀ  thing . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  guysĀ  needĀ  toĀ  getĀ  someĀ  moreĀ  hands ,Ā  soĀ  thatĀ  yourĀ  handsĀ  canĀ  stayĀ  rightĀ  hereĀ  onĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  everyĀ  timeĀ  iĀ  closeĀ  myĀ  eyes ,Ā  itā€™sĀ  theĀ  sameĀ  nightmare . Ā āœ ā›Ā  areĀ  youĀ  goingĀ  toĀ  beĀ  thisĀ  muchĀ  funĀ  allĀ  day ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  wasĀ  suchĀ  anĀ  idiot . Ā āœ ā›Ā  clockĀ  isĀ  ticking ,Ā  [ name ] . Ā āœ ā›Ā  howĀ  areĀ  youĀ  settlingĀ  in ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  howĀ  longĀ  areĀ  youĀ  around ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  whatĀ  amĀ  i ,Ā  humanĀ  tinder ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  listen ,Ā  iĀ  loveĀ  thatĀ  youā€™veĀ  gotĀ  yourĀ  ownĀ  thingĀ  goingĀ  onĀ  here ,Ā  butĀ  donā€™tĀ  getĀ  distracted . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  haveĀ  myĀ  undividedĀ  attention . Ā āœ ā›Ā  twoĀ  shotsĀ  ofĀ  tequilaĀ  isĀ  notĀ Ā ā€˜abstainingā€™ ,Ā  itā€™sĀ  calledĀ  beingĀ  professional . Ā āœ ā›Ā  niceĀ  try ,Ā  butĀ  snitchesĀ  getĀ  stitches . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  wasĀ  justĀ  thinkingĀ  aboutĀ  you . Ā āœ ā›Ā  someĀ  thingsĀ  neverĀ  change ,Ā  huh ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  hey ,Ā  watchĀ  yourĀ  perfectlyĀ  glossedĀ  mouth . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™mĀ  gladĀ  youā€™reĀ  puttingĀ  yourselfĀ  outĀ  there . Ā āœ ā›Ā  whyĀ  isĀ  everyoneĀ  soĀ  obsessedĀ  withĀ  myĀ  funĀ  levels ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  yeah ,Ā  itā€™sĀ  great .Ā  iĀ  couldĀ  justĀ  scream ! Ā āœ ā›Ā  notĀ  bailingĀ  onĀ  me ,Ā  areĀ  you ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  doĀ  youĀ  wannaĀ  getĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  here ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  youā€™reĀ  drunkĀ  andĀ  youā€™reĀ  talkingĀ  tooĀ  much . Ā āœ ā›Ā  shadyĀ  andĀ  suspicious ,Ā  thereforeĀ  gettinā€™Ā  moreĀ  delicious . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youā€™veĀ  comeĀ  soĀ  far . Ā āœ ā›Ā  whenĀ  youĀ  stopĀ  datingĀ  psychos ,Ā  THENĀ  youĀ  canĀ  giveĀ  meĀ  relationshipĀ  advice . Ā āœ ā›Ā  letĀ  himĀ  go ,Ā  itā€™sĀ  notĀ  worthĀ  it . Ā āœ ā›Ā  ifĀ  thatā€™sĀ  broken ,Ā  youā€™llĀ  payĀ  forĀ  it . Ā āœ ā›Ā  donā€™tĀ  tellĀ  meĀ  howĀ  toĀ  doĀ  myĀ  job . Ā āœ ā›Ā  oh ,Ā  youĀ  haveĀ  notĀ  seenĀ  harassment . Ā āœ ā›Ā  [ name ] ,Ā  keepĀ  yourĀ  headĀ  inĀ  theĀ  game . Ā āœ ā›Ā  haveĀ  youĀ  noticedĀ  anyĀ  changesĀ  inĀ  [ name ]Ā  lately ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  knowĀ  what ?Ā  forgetĀ  it . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  heardĀ  everything . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youā€™llĀ  beĀ  brokenĀ  enoughĀ  forĀ  herĀ  inĀ  noĀ  time . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  lookĀ  likeĀ  youĀ  hadĀ  someĀ  fun . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  areĀ  UNDERESTIMATINGĀ  theĀ  dayĀ  iā€™veĀ  had . Ā āœ ā›Ā  areĀ  weĀ  tooĀ  late ?Ā  areĀ  youĀ  okay ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  hadĀ  himĀ  rightĀ  whereĀ  iĀ  wantedĀ  him . Ā āœ ā›Ā  thisĀ  hasĀ  toĀ  end .Ā  please . Ā āœ ā›Ā  braveĀ  butĀ  stupid ,Ā  iā€™llĀ  takeĀ  it . Ā āœ ā›Ā  okay ,Ā  yeah ,Ā  nowĀ  iā€™mĀ  sureĀ  iĀ  hitĀ  myselfĀ  inĀ  theĀ  head . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  hateĀ  you ,Ā  [ name ] .Ā  iĀ  hateĀ  you . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  thinkĀ  iā€™mĀ  stupid ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  whyĀ  didnā€™tĀ  youĀ  tellĀ  meĀ  anyĀ  ofĀ  thisĀ  before ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™mĀ  stubborn ,Ā  iĀ  alwaysĀ  takeĀ  theĀ  hardĀ  way . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  wasnā€™tĀ  expectingĀ  company . Ā āœ ā›Ā  okay ,Ā  weā€™veĀ  reallyĀ  gottaĀ  comeĀ  upĀ  withĀ  aĀ  secretĀ  handshake . Ā āœ ā›Ā  shouldĀ  ā€¦Ā  shouldĀ  weĀ  haveĀ  aĀ  safeĀ  word ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  thisĀ  wasĀ  notĀ  theĀ  plan ,Ā  itā€™sĀ  tooĀ  dangerous . Ā āœ ā›Ā  stopĀ  it .Ā  allĀ  youĀ  doĀ  isĀ  playĀ  games .Ā  iĀ  donā€™tĀ  likeĀ  yourĀ  games . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™mĀ  tryingĀ  toĀ  rescueĀ  you ,Ā  letā€™sĀ  go . Ā āœ ā›Ā  doesnā€™tĀ  anybodyĀ  haveĀ  anyĀ  faithĀ  inĀ  me ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  howĀ  doĀ  youĀ  knowĀ  youĀ  werenā€™tĀ  followed ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  thinkĀ  youĀ  shouldĀ  getĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  here . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™mĀ  notĀ  aĀ  badĀ  person . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™mĀ  notĀ  aĀ  badĀ  person ,Ā  andĀ  ifĀ  youĀ  knowĀ  whatā€™sĀ  goodĀ  forĀ  you ,Ā  youā€™llĀ  stopĀ  treatingĀ  meĀ  likeĀ  one . Ā āœ ā›Ā  theĀ  powerĀ  ofĀ  suggestionĀ  isĀ  aĀ  formidableĀ  thing . Ā āœ ā›Ā  [ name ] ,Ā  iĀ  knowĀ  whatĀ  iĀ  saw . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  toldĀ  youĀ  toĀ  wait . Ā āœ ā›Ā  badĀ  news ,Ā  theyĀ  ranĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  pumpkinĀ  spice . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  thoughtĀ  tyingĀ  aĀ  cherryĀ  stemĀ  intoĀ  aĀ  knotĀ  withĀ  myĀ  tongueĀ  wasĀ  aĀ  coolĀ  partyĀ  trick . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youā€™reĀ  notĀ  ready .Ā  youā€™llĀ  neverĀ  beĀ  ready . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youā€™llĀ  neverĀ  beĀ  lockedĀ  upĀ  again . Ā āœ ā›Ā  whateverĀ  youĀ  did ,Ā  iĀ  wantĀ  toĀ  help . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™mĀ  exhausted . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™mĀ  notĀ  havingĀ  anyĀ  fun . Ā āœ ā›Ā  whatĀ  areĀ  weĀ  goingĀ  toĀ  doĀ  withĀ  you ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  saltedĀ  theĀ  rim ,Ā  iā€™mĀ  notĀ  aĀ  savage . Ā āœ ā›Ā  areĀ  youĀ  feelingĀ  alright ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  donā€™tĀ  wannaĀ  goĀ  inĀ  there ,Ā  trustĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  tellĀ  meĀ  whyĀ  iĀ  shouldnā€™tĀ  killĀ  youĀ  rightĀ  here ,Ā  rightĀ  now . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youā€™reĀ  reallyĀ  meanĀ  whenĀ  youĀ  drinkĀ  beforeĀ  noon .Ā  andĀ  youĀ  drinkĀ  beforeĀ  noonĀ  tooĀ  often . Ā āœ ā›Ā  wellĀ  frankly ,Ā  [ name ] ,Ā  theĀ  situationĀ  isĀ  balls . Ā āœ ā›Ā  horribleĀ  deedsĀ  haveĀ  beenĀ  committedĀ  here . Ā āœ ā›Ā  haveĀ  youĀ  doneĀ  badĀ  things ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  letā€™sĀ  getĀ  youĀ  straightĀ  homeĀ  toĀ  bed . Ā āœ ā›Ā  ā€¦Ā  iĀ  saidĀ  iĀ  wasĀ  sorry . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™llĀ  beĀ  anythingĀ  youĀ  wantĀ  meĀ  toĀ  be . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  mightā€™veĀ  causedĀ  someĀ  trouble . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youā€™veĀ  gotĀ  darkĀ  cornersĀ  thatĀ  youĀ  havenā€™tĀ  exploredĀ  yet . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™mĀ  notĀ  enoughĀ  toĀ  saveĀ  you ,Ā  [ name ] . Ā āœ ā›Ā  okay ,Ā  areĀ  weĀ  havingĀ  aĀ  moment ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  thereā€™sĀ  onlyĀ  oneĀ  wayĀ  toĀ  makeĀ  itĀ  stopĀ  andĀ  youĀ  knowĀ  whatĀ  itĀ  is ,Ā  [ name ] . Ā āœ ā›Ā  historyĀ  booksĀ  willĀ  haveĀ  noĀ  mentionĀ  ofĀ  ourĀ  namesĀ  orĀ  ourĀ  deeds . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  knowĀ  youĀ  needĀ  spaceĀ  andĀ  iĀ  reallyĀ  triedĀ  toĀ  stayĀ  away ,Ā  butĀ  iĀ  gotĀ  worried . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™veĀ  gotĀ  youĀ  now ,Ā  okay ?Ā  iĀ  swearĀ  iā€™veĀ  gotĀ  you . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youā€™veĀ  madeĀ  anĀ  enemyĀ  thisĀ  friday . Ā āœ ā›Ā  [ name ]Ā  wouldĀ  neverĀ  sayĀ  somethingĀ  likeĀ  that . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™dĀ  sayĀ Ā ā€˜makeĀ  yourĀ  peaceā€™ ,Ā  butĀ  iĀ  hopeĀ  youĀ  neverĀ  findĀ  any . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  wouldĀ  shootĀ  anybodyĀ  forĀ  you . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  knewĀ  youā€™dĀ  rescueĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  haveĀ  enoughĀ  friends . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  know ,Ā  iā€™mĀ  hereĀ  forĀ  you .Ā  nowĀ  andĀ  forever . Ā āœ ā›Ā  weā€™reĀ  allĀ  onĀ  theĀ  sameĀ  team ,Ā  now ,Ā  right ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  canā€™tĀ  justĀ Ā ā€˜nopeā€™Ā  thisĀ  away !Ā Ā ā€˜nopeā€™Ā  isĀ  notĀ  aĀ  viableĀ  plan . Ā āœ ā›Ā  [ name ] ,Ā  takeĀ  aĀ  dayĀ  off . Ā āœ ā›Ā  ifĀ  itĀ  soundsĀ  likeĀ  aĀ  hippieĀ  hemorrhoidĀ  cream ,Ā  iĀ  donā€™tĀ  wantĀ  itĀ  inĀ  myĀ  cup . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  practiceĀ  thoseĀ  googlyĀ  eyesĀ  inĀ  theĀ  mirror ,Ā  orĀ  justĀ  ā€¦Ā  naturalĀ  talent ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  howĀ  didĀ  youĀ  getĀ  inĀ  here ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  stopĀ  pushingĀ  me .Ā  andĀ  whileĀ  youā€™reĀ  atĀ  it ,Ā  stopĀ  judgingĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  rememberĀ  everyĀ  secondĀ  iĀ  wasĀ  withĀ  you .Ā  everyĀ  touch ,Ā  everyĀ  kissĀ  ā€¦Ā  Ā  āœ ā›Ā  didĀ  iĀ  justĀ  passĀ  out ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  thinkĀ  weā€™veĀ  beenĀ  asleepĀ  forĀ  aĀ  long - assĀ  time . Ā āœ ā›Ā  timeĀ  isĀ  runningĀ  out . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  havenā€™tĀ  beenĀ  payingĀ  attention . Ā āœ ā›Ā  goodie ,Ā  iĀ  loveĀ  conditions .Ā  theyĀ  reallyĀ  turnĀ  myĀ  crank . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youā€™reĀ  amazing . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  doĀ  notĀ  wantĀ  toĀ  crossĀ  thatĀ  line . Ā āœ ā›Ā  everybodyĀ  keepsĀ  talkingĀ  toĀ  meĀ  likeĀ  iā€™mĀ  anĀ  idiot . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  knowĀ  whatĀ  iĀ  want . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  shotĀ  me ,Ā  youĀ  bitch ! Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  haveĀ  somethingĀ  toĀ  tellĀ  you ,Ā  [ name ] . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  donā€™tĀ  haveĀ  toĀ  beĀ  likeĀ  this ,Ā  [ name ] . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  knowĀ  weā€™reĀ  gonnaĀ  haveĀ  toĀ  talkĀ  aboutĀ  thisĀ  eventually ,Ā  right ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  roomĀ  downĀ  thereĀ  forĀ  oneĀ  more ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™mĀ  notĀ  sayingĀ  itā€™sĀ  gonnaĀ  beĀ  okay .Ā  iā€™mĀ  justĀ  sayingĀ  ā€¦Ā  iā€™mĀ  here . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  amĀ  allĀ  in . Ā āœ ā›Ā  [ name ] ,Ā  thankĀ  godĀ  youā€™reĀ  here . Ā āœ ā›Ā  itā€™sĀ  forĀ  yourĀ  protection . Ā āœ ā›Ā  ifĀ  youĀ  haveĀ  nothingĀ  toĀ  hide ,Ā  whatā€™sĀ  theĀ  problem ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  sorry ,Ā  iĀ  donā€™tĀ  haveĀ  timeĀ  toĀ  playĀ  niceĀ  anymore . Ā āœ ā›Ā  usuallyĀ  sheā€™sĀ  aĀ  funĀ  bitch ,Ā  notĀ  aĀ  bitchĀ  bitch . Ā āœ ā›Ā  wakeĀ  up .Ā  [ name ] ,Ā  wakeĀ  up . Ā āœ ā›Ā  evilĀ  sniffsĀ  outĀ  evil . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youā€™reĀ  veryĀ  nice ,Ā  thankĀ  youĀ  forĀ  that . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  wonderĀ  howĀ  manyĀ  generationsĀ  haveĀ  surveyedĀ  thisĀ  land . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  thinkĀ  itā€™sĀ  startingĀ  toĀ  settleĀ  in . Ā āœ ā›Ā  donā€™tĀ  shoot ,Ā  iā€™mĀ  justĀ  theĀ  messenger . Ā āœ ā›Ā  itĀ  wasĀ  aĀ  longĀ  timeĀ  ago . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  areĀ  kickingĀ  assĀ  atĀ  notĀ  helpingĀ  rightĀ  now ,Ā  youĀ  know ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  weĀ  shouldĀ  talk . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  areĀ  suchĀ  anĀ  asshole . Ā āœ ā›Ā  [ name ] ,Ā  hey .Ā  iĀ  needĀ  aĀ  favor . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  toldĀ  youĀ  notĀ  toĀ  makeĀ  thisĀ  weird . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  hateĀ  doingĀ  everythingĀ  sober . Ā āœ ā›Ā  paceĀ  yourself ,Ā  thereā€™sĀ  SOĀ  muchĀ  moreĀ  toĀ  judge . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  donā€™tĀ  becomeĀ  [ name ]Ā  byĀ  confrontingĀ  problemsĀ  head - on . Ā āœ ā›Ā  justĀ  shutĀ  yourĀ  mouth . Ā āœ ā›Ā  okay ,Ā  yeah ,Ā  iĀ  guessĀ  iĀ  deservedĀ  that . Ā āœ ā›Ā  see ?Ā  thisĀ  isĀ  whatĀ  youĀ  getĀ  whenĀ  youā€™reĀ  friendsĀ  withĀ  aĀ  nark . Ā āœ ā›Ā  stepĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  myĀ  way . Ā āœ ā›Ā  areĀ  weĀ  havingĀ  aĀ  goodĀ  time ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  okay ,Ā  letĀ  meĀ  doĀ  theĀ  talking . Ā āœ ā›Ā  justiceĀ  delayedĀ  isĀ  stillĀ  justiceĀ  served . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  areĀ  soĀ  prettyĀ  andĀ  iĀ  likeĀ  youĀ  soĀ  much ! Ā āœ ā›Ā  youā€™reĀ  drunk !Ā  andĀ  inĀ  trouble . Ā āœ ā›Ā  thisĀ  wholeĀ Ā ā€˜loneĀ  wolfā€™Ā  thingĀ  youā€™veĀ  gotĀ  goingĀ  onĀ  isnā€™tĀ  gonnaĀ  cutĀ  it . Ā āœ ā›Ā  donā€™tĀ  evenĀ  thinkĀ  aboutĀ  it . Ā āœ ā›Ā  didĀ  youĀ  meanĀ  anyĀ  ofĀ  thoseĀ  thingsĀ  youĀ  said ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  youā€™reĀ  luckyĀ  nobodyĀ  sawĀ  that . Ā āœ ā›Ā  whyĀ  donā€™tĀ  youĀ  distractĀ  me ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  thisĀ  isĀ  onlyĀ  gonnaĀ  getĀ  worseĀ  ifĀ  youĀ  donā€™tĀ  decideĀ  toĀ  helpĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  reallyĀ  donā€™tĀ  careĀ  aboutĀ  anyĀ  ofĀ  this ,Ā  doĀ  you ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™llĀ  beĀ  goneĀ  longĀ  beforeĀ  then . Ā āœ ā›Ā  soĀ  thisĀ  isĀ  whereĀ  itĀ  allĀ  beganĀ  ā€¦ Ā āœ ā›Ā  itā€™sĀ  hardĀ  notĀ  toĀ  feelĀ  likeĀ  anĀ  outsider ,Ā  evenĀ  forĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  rememberĀ  whatĀ  itĀ  feelsĀ  likeĀ  toĀ  beĀ  new . Ā āœ ā›Ā  hey ,Ā  donā€™tĀ  doĀ  anythingĀ  stupid ,Ā  okay ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  shutĀ  theĀ  hellĀ  up . Ā āœ ā›Ā  atĀ  thisĀ  point ,Ā  iā€™mĀ  noĀ  longerĀ  afraidĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  consequences . Ā āœ ā›Ā  howĀ  didĀ  youĀ  comeĀ  byĀ  it ?Ā  theĀ  wound ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  youā€™reĀ  lying . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  haveĀ  toĀ  doĀ  somethingĀ  forĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  whyĀ  wouldnā€™tĀ  youĀ  tellĀ  me ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  donā€™tĀ  needĀ  youĀ  toĀ  makeĀ  decisionsĀ  forĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  donā€™tĀ  followĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  whyĀ  didĀ  youĀ  bringĀ  meĀ  here ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  deserveĀ  toĀ  beĀ  saved .Ā  iĀ  do . Ā āœ ā›Ā  tryĀ  toĀ  rememberĀ  whoĀ  youĀ  were . Ā āœ ā›Ā  trustĀ  me ,Ā  weā€™llĀ  meetĀ  again . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  promiseĀ  iĀ  willĀ  neverĀ  hurtĀ  you . Ā āœ ā›Ā  comeĀ  backĀ  toĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  donā€™tĀ  wantĀ  toĀ  hurtĀ  you . Ā āœ ā›Ā  eyesĀ  onĀ  theĀ  prize . Ā āœ ā›Ā  surelyĀ  youā€™llĀ  wantĀ  toĀ  hearĀ  myĀ  offer . Ā āœ ā›Ā  sorryĀ  iĀ  wasĀ  aĀ  no - show . Ā āœ ā›Ā  arenā€™tĀ  youĀ  gonnaĀ  sayĀ  goodnight ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™mĀ  tooĀ  hangryĀ  toĀ  haveĀ  thisĀ  conversation . Ā āœ ā›Ā  itā€™sĀ  okay ,Ā  itā€™sĀ  betterĀ  thatĀ  iĀ  knowĀ  theĀ  truth . Ā āœ ā›Ā  amĀ  iĀ  theĀ  biggestĀ  clicheĀ  ever ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  knowĀ  whatĀ  youā€™reĀ  goingĀ  through . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youā€™reĀ  soĀ  lovely . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  knowĀ  whatĀ  iā€™dĀ  neverĀ  do ?Ā  tellĀ  youĀ  whatĀ  toĀ  thinkĀ  orĀ  feel . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  neverĀ  drinkĀ  alone .Ā  itā€™sĀ  sadĀ  andĀ  depressing . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  wouldĀ  doĀ  anythingĀ  toĀ  getĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  hereĀ  forĀ  justĀ  oneĀ  night . Ā āœ ā›Ā  sayĀ  somethingĀ  ā€¦Ā  preferablyĀ  encouraging . Ā āœ ā›Ā  isĀ  thisĀ  yourĀ  thing ?Ā  cuteĀ  butĀ  annoying ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  canā€™tĀ  protectĀ  youĀ  ifĀ  iā€™mĀ  dead . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  thinkĀ  iĀ  needĀ  toĀ  leave . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  canā€™tĀ  runĀ  awayĀ  fromĀ  this . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  repeatĀ  thisĀ  convo ,Ā  youĀ  die . Ā āœ ā›Ā  donā€™tĀ  lieĀ  toĀ  me ,Ā  [ name ] . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  andĀ  me ,Ā  weā€™reĀ  goodĀ  people . Ā āœ ā›Ā  hey ,Ā  listen .Ā  iā€™mĀ  gonnaĀ  getĀ  youĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  here ,Ā  okay ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  sometimesĀ  iĀ  thinkĀ  youĀ  reallyĀ  mustĀ  hateĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  whatĀ  areĀ  youĀ  soĀ  afraidĀ  of ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  alwaysĀ  knewĀ  youā€™dĀ  beĀ  theĀ  deathĀ  ofĀ  me ,Ā  anyway . Ā āœ ā›Ā  thereā€™sĀ  nothingĀ  youĀ  couldā€™veĀ  done . Ā āœ ā›Ā  thisĀ  canā€™tĀ  beĀ  happening . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  justĀ  reallyĀ  thoughtĀ  iĀ  wasĀ  doingĀ  theĀ  rightĀ  thing . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  liedĀ  toĀ  you ,Ā  andĀ  iĀ  shouldnā€™tĀ  have . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  haveĀ  neverĀ  lovedĀ  anyoneĀ  theĀ  wayĀ  thatĀ  iĀ  loveĀ  you . Ā āœ ā›Ā  canĀ  weĀ  allĀ  justĀ  actĀ  likeĀ  weā€™reĀ  winningĀ  forĀ  once ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  wasnā€™tĀ  expectingĀ  youĀ  toĀ  beĀ  coolĀ  aboutĀ  it ,Ā  butĀ  theĀ  poutingĀ  isĀ  gettingĀ  old . Ā āœ ā›Ā  amĀ  iĀ  theĀ  onlyĀ  oneĀ  whoĀ  didnā€™tĀ  know ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  appreciateĀ  everythingĀ  youā€™veĀ  done . Ā āœ ā›Ā  whatĀ  areĀ  theĀ  chancesĀ  youā€™llĀ  sitĀ  thisĀ  oneĀ  out ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  [ name ]ā€™sĀ  neverĀ  gonnaĀ  forgiveĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  wouldĀ  haveĀ  doneĀ  theĀ  sameĀ  thing . Ā āœ ā›Ā  donā€™tĀ  go . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  learnedĀ  myĀ  lesson . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  shouldĀ  haveĀ  trustedĀ  you . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  thoughtĀ  itĀ  wasĀ  yourĀ  fault . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  planĀ  toĀ  exploitĀ  you . Ā āœ ā›Ā  justĀ  soĀ  everyoneā€™sĀ  clear ,Ā  iā€™mĀ  myĀ  ownĀ  damnĀ  weapon . Ā āœ ā›Ā  sorryĀ  iā€™mĀ  late ,Ā  iĀ  kindaĀ  died . Ā āœ ā›Ā  mercyĀ  comesĀ  inĀ  manyĀ  forms . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  willĀ  killĀ  usĀ  bothĀ  beforeĀ  iĀ  letĀ  youĀ  walkĀ  inĀ  serviceĀ  toĀ  theĀ  devil . Ā āœ ā›Ā  ifĀ  iĀ  die ,Ā  theyĀ  canā€™tĀ  useĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  amĀ  soĀ  veryĀ  tired ,Ā  [ name ] . Ā āœ ā›Ā  seeĀ  youĀ  onĀ  theĀ  otherĀ  side . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  careĀ  moreĀ  aboutĀ  thisĀ  thanĀ  anythingĀ  elseĀ  inĀ  theĀ  world . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  areĀ  ā€¦Ā  extraordinary . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™mĀ  withĀ  you ,Ā  [ name ] . Ā āœ ā›Ā  areĀ  youĀ  okay ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  wouldĀ  youĀ  haveĀ  doneĀ  anyĀ  different ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  wouldĀ  haveĀ  doneĀ  everythingĀ  different . Ā āœ
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slowly rebooting moira and everyoneā€™s disappeared </3
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witcher: blood of elves starters
ā it was just a dream. a bad dream. āž ā iā€™ve heard the rumor that you canā€™t stand me any more than the plague. āž ā you have to rest. weā€™ve still a long way ahead of us. āž ā mistakes are also important to me. i donā€™t cross them out of my life, or memory. āž ā i donā€™t remember what happened. only that i was frightened. āž ā that is my fate, my reason, my life. and it is not what i chose. it was chosen for me. āž ā remember, magic is chaos, art and science. it is a curse, a blessing and progress. āž ā itā€™s better to die than to live in the knowledge that youā€™ve done something that needs forgiveness. āž ā calmly, calmly, just donā€™t faint, iā€™m beside you. āž ā you are already dead. everything in you has already died. āž ā what the hell are you searching for? trouble? āž ā donā€™t you think that the time has come for more truthful confessions? āž ā difficult times are approaching. difficult and dangerous. āž ā look around you ā€” there is crime and sin everywhere. āž ā this is no legend or fairy-tale. it is the truth. the sincere truth. āž ā itā€™s crap ā€” all these princesses, sorceresses, destiny, love and fanciful tales. āž ā i lose a great deal of my charm when someone gets to know me better. āž ā he who fights by the sword dies by the sword. āž ā they say that itā€™s a bad signā€¦an omen. āž ā i will keep your secret. you have my word. āž ā let me remind you that spells are a serious matter. they are cast with grace and pride. āž ā did i wake you? sorry. āž Ā  ā you do not kill out of fear and hatred, but in order to save lives. āž ā are you going to leave me in suspense? that canā€™t be the end of your story. āž ā what have i done to deserve to be so high on your list? āž ā there, where mountains tower today, one day there will be seas; there where today seas surge, will one day be deserts. but stupidity will remain stupidity. āž ā iā€™ll carry on killing monsters in the ruins of this world until some monster kills me. āž ā when you know about something it stops being a nightmare. when you know how to fight something, it stops being so threatening. āž ā you forget that i know you, so donā€™t play the unfeeling mutant, devoid of heart. āž ā the less you know the better. āž ā you are not leaving here alone. i wonā€™t let you be alone. not right now. āž ā who do you want to deceive? me? or maybe yourself? āž ā donā€™t play at being a hero. you have got yourself mixed up in a dangerous affair. āž ā i wouldnā€™t want anything bad to happen to you. āž ā i owe you exactly as much as you owe me. no more and no less. āž ā we are no more than toys in the hands of gods. āž ā you are important to me, and always will be. āž ā donā€™t talk to me about emotions. iā€™ve had enough of all this talk about emotions. āž ā the anger and vengeance of the gods hangs over you. āž ā mind your tongue, and who youā€™re speaking to. āž ā is it possible you donā€™t believe me? āž Ā  ā i am the one who ought to be asking for forgiveness. āž ā for you, itā€™s an adventure. for me, itā€™s a game in which the stakes are survival. āž ā you donā€™t have to kill your feelings. itā€™s enough to kill hatred within yourself. āž ā to be neutral does not mean to be indifferent or insensitive. āž ā thereā€™s no such thing as a fair fight. you have to make use of every advantage and every opportunity you get. āž ā from what iā€™ve heard about you, i have no doubt you would manage. āž ā itā€™s your own fault and your own problem. āž ā stay with me tonight. āž ā youā€™ve mistaken the stars reflected on the surface of the lake at night for the heavens. āž ā you look almost thirty, think youā€™re just over twenty and act as though youā€™re barely ten. āž ā it all depends on who uses magic, how they use it, and to what purpose. āž ā you want to run from me? no one has escaped me yet. āž ā intolerance and superstition has always been the domain of the more stupid amongst the common folk. āž ā you like me? you have been good at concealing it up until now. āž ā why have you gone so red, crimson as a poppy? āž ā do you have to spoil everything you touch? āž Ā  ā i warrant that it is better to count yourself amongst those few than amongst everyone. āž ā magic is everywhere. all around us. easily accessible. āž ā you are interested in strange matters. you ask strange questions. āž ā life is a priceless gift and should be protected. āž ā you are not so remarkable as to make me fall on my knees and raise my eyes to the heavens. āž ā something tells me you are not the person i took you to be. āž ā this had to happen at some point. this had to happen. āž ā thatā€™s everything? you havenā€™t lied about anything? havenā€™t forgotten anything? āž ā you runt. you scum. you arrogant nobody. āž ā thank you for rescuing me. āž ā if youā€™re afraid, turn back. āž ā youā€™ve no heart. you really have no heart.. āž ā iā€™d be proud and happy to fight at your side. āž ā i see you have applied yourself to fulfilling the demands of fate and destiny. āž ā the sun is still high, even if it is obscured. you can still train. āž ā come into the light. donā€™t lurk in the dark. āž ā your fears are unfounded. entirely ungrounded. āž ā loyalty is devilishly difficult to manage. āž ā you shouldnā€™t have said that. āž ā your wound has to be dressed and weā€™ve got to get out of here. āž ā you wonā€™t understand and you donā€™t have to understand. i did what i had to do. āž ā you arenā€™t afraid of anything? answer truthfully. āž ā war is constantly hovering over us like a vulture. āž ā iā€™m afraid of death, just like everyone else, but i grew used to the idea of it a very long time ago. āž ā the world is falling to ruins. we can watch it happen and do nothing. or we can counteract it. āž ā whatā€™s the matter with you? are you going to be sick? āž ā you are cunning but not careful enough. āž ā i donā€™t want to hurt you, but if you come near meā€¦ āž ā have you calmed down sufficiently for me to safely approach and take a look at you? āž ā i want to talk to you. i donā€™t need an audience. āž ā iā€™m not in the habit of poking my nose into other peopleā€™s secrets. āž ā youā€™ve got a tongue as sharp as a wasp. āž ā have you been taught anything other than making holes with a sword? āž ā what the hell is this? who beat you like this? āž ā before you said that, you still had a chance to live. now you donā€™t. āž ā i help you sometimes but i do so out of my own free will. āž Ā  ā everyone comes across someone who will better them someday. āž ā murder is always murder, regardless of motive or circumstance. āž ā itā€™s all lies. just a poetic invention to make the story prettier and more touching. āž ā take this and put it to your nose or you will be covered with blood! āž ā your valuable friendship is too important to me to disappoint you. āž ā i was worried you were going to ask me another one of your unequal grand questions. āž ā you look but have no eyes. you listen but have deaf ears. āž ā answer my questions. please. āž ā i donā€™t have to comply with your instructions and orders. āž Ā  ā you really do believe we are in some danger? āž ā couldnā€™t you, just once in your life, do something right? āž Ā  ā what i intend is my business. donā€™t get mixed up in this or thereā€™ll be an incident. āž Ā  ā was someone asking about me? āž Ā  ā all this is going to start concerning you ā€” and sooner than you think. āž ā i knew you wouldnā€™t understand. āž ā listen. whatā€™s done is done. āž Ā  ā war is war. you whack the enemy in the backside, and they whack you back. āž Ā  ā destiny cannot be avoided. āž ā weā€™re tempting fate. weā€™re tempting fate too much. āž ā fighting doesnā€™t bother me, and a bit of bloodā€™s nothing new. āž ā itā€™s not nice to eavesdrop. āž ā whose side are we on? whose side are we against? whoā€™s our friend and whoā€™s our enemy? āž ā both sides despite those who sit on the bench. āž ā whatā€™s your name, if itā€™s no secret? āž ā donā€™t be in such a hurry to tug the lionā€™s whiskers, because this lion is not dead yet. āž Ā  ā iā€™m too old for this sort of thing. too old. āž Ā  ā i know you. youā€™re ruthless, youā€™re cruel. āž ā i know how to draw a bow too. āž ā you betrayed my trust. āž ā your chances of me forgiving and forgetting are non-existent. āž ā whatā€™s got into you? thereā€™s not a grain of sense in your prattling. āž ā life is an endless train of surprises. āž Ā  ā have you lost your mind? āž Ā  ā such matters should not be left to chance. āž ā we canā€™t afford to make a blunder or a mistake now. āž Ā  ā careful, or your arrogance will be the end of you. āž Ā  ā letā€™s throw formalities aside. āž Ā  ā we donā€™t have much time. it would be a sin to waste it. āž ā donā€™t fool yourself that itā€™s different this time. itā€™s never different. āž ā why are you looking at me like that? āž ā sincerity works both ways. you ask me any question and i will answer. sincerely. āž ā being kind-heartedā€¦that might be a problem because it is widely believed i donā€™t possess any such organ. āž ā iā€™ve already seen a war. i donā€™t want to see another. āž ā i rarely laugh. i really need to have a good reason to laugh. āž ā you talk so beautifully, i can listen to you for hours. āž ā you think you know it all, but you donā€™t. āž ā furious as a cat. sparks in your eyes; just wait and youā€™ll hiss. āž ā poetry is eternal and immortal. it knows no beginning, it knows no end. āž ā i see that you donā€™t know me at all. āž ā letā€™s not talk about it. letā€™s not worry too soon. āž ā donā€™t play the child because youā€™re not one anymore. āž ā have a safe journey. iā€™ll be thinking of you. āž ā i havenā€™t got anybody anymore and i am someone else. āž ā iā€™m afraid you still know too little. āž Ā  ā magic isnā€™t for show. magic is not some street market trick. āž ā violence breeds violence. āž Ā  ā thereā€™s no returning to the past. thereā€™s no one there for me anymore. āž ā for the time being, trust me and do as i ask. āž ā let me message your hand and arm. āž ā magic, like a spiked arrow, is lodged in you. āž ā chaos is afraid of you. but it wants you to be the one who feels fear. āž ā there is chaos and order, good and evil in all of us. āž ā i donā€™t want to lose everything again. āž ā youā€™ve got yourself mixed up in destiny, far more than youā€™ve bargained for. āž ā first of all, let us have something to eat and drink. āž ā you still have time to turn back. itā€™s not too late. āž ā what are you staring at me like that for? āž ā in a minute youā€™re going to faint from loss of blood. āž ā go to sleep, youā€™re barely on your feet. āž ā are you angry with me? āž ā magic, is in some peopleā€™s opinion, the embodiment of chaos. āž ā well. are you going to tell me or not? āž ā i get angry just as rarely as i laugh. āž ā iā€™m here. iā€™m at your side. donā€™t be afraid. āž ā hold your hands out so i can see them. āž ā you canā€™t stop a soldier from being frightened but you can give him motivation to overcome that fear. āž
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  theyĀ  believedĀ  myĀ  methodsĀ  wereĀ  tooĀ  š«šššš¢šœššš„Ā  ,Ā  too controversialĀ  .Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  theyĀ  triedĀ  toĀ Ā silenceĀ  me .Ā  butĀ  thereĀ  wereĀ  othersĀ  inĀ  theĀ  shadowsĀ Ā ,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  searchingĀ  forĀ  waysĀ  toĀ  circumventĀ  theirĀ  rulesĀ  [ ā€¦ ]Ā  togetherĀ  weĀ  delved Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  deeperĀ  intoĀ  thoseĀ  areasĀ Ā forbiddenĀ  byĀ  lawĀ  ,Ā  byĀ Ā moralityĀ Ā ,Ā  andĀ  byĀ Ā fear.Ā Ā Ā©
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Something that happened to me while playin Moira a couple of days ago
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bxckle-upā€‹:
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this had to be both the most surreal yet peaceful experience that jesse has forced himself through. he was slowly slipping from consciousness and yet, he was not afraid of what lies on the other side. was there a god? heaven, hell? well, there was only one way to find out.
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itĀ  wasnā€™tĀ  oftenĀ  thatĀ  theĀ  redheadĀ  wasĀ  stunnedĀ  intoĀ  silenceĀ  ,Ā  yetĀ  hereĀ  sheĀ  satĀ  ;Ā  simplyĀ  staringĀ  atĀ  theĀ  cowboyĀ  asĀ  heĀ  rousedĀ  intoĀ  consciousnessĀ  .Ā  sheā€™dĀ  knownĀ  thatĀ  heĀ  wouldĀ  survivedĀ  ,Ā  sheā€™dĀ  seenĀ  toĀ  itĀ  herselfĀ  .Ā  stillĀ  ,Ā  moiraā€™sĀ  mouthĀ  feltĀ  likeĀ  itĀ  wasĀ  filledĀ  withĀ  sandĀ  asĀ  sheĀ  watchedĀ  hisĀ  eyesĀ  slowlyĀ  openĀ  .Ā  itĀ  wasĀ  tooĀ  closeĀ  ofĀ  aĀ  callĀ  .Ā  too sloppy .
ā€˜Ā  noĀ  ,Ā  jesseĀ  ,Ā  ā€™Ā Ā  sheĀ  began,Ā  standingĀ  upĀ  fromĀ  herĀ  seatĀ  toĀ  surveyĀ  himĀ  likeĀ  sheā€™dĀ  doneĀ  aĀ  millionĀ  otherĀ  timesĀ  whilstĀ  heĀ  wasĀ  sleepingĀ  .Ā  Ā ā€˜Ā  itĀ  wasĀ  notĀ  aĀ  successĀ  .Ā  ā€™Ā  Ā reachingĀ  intoĀ  theĀ  pocketĀ  ofĀ  herĀ  slacksĀ  ,Ā  sheĀ  brandishedĀ  aĀ  smallĀ  lightĀ  ;Ā  whichĀ  sheĀ  shoneĀ  intoĀ  hisĀ  eyesĀ  asĀ  sheĀ  leanedĀ  overĀ  hisĀ  weakĀ  frameĀ  .Ā  Ā ā€˜Ā  followĀ  theĀ  lightĀ  withĀ  yourĀ  eyesĀ  ,Ā  ā€™Ā Ā  sheĀ  commandedĀ  ,Ā  unceremoniouslyĀ  grabbingĀ  hisĀ  chinĀ  withĀ  herĀ  freeĀ  handĀ  .Ā Ā 
onceĀ  satisfiedĀ  ,Ā  sheĀ  pulledĀ  backĀ  ,Ā  clickingĀ  herĀ  lightĀ  offĀ  asĀ  sheĀ  debatedĀ  whatĀ  toĀ  sayĀ  nextĀ  .Ā  sheĀ  foundsĀ  thatĀ  theĀ  nursesĀ  wereĀ  betterĀ  atĀ  comfortingĀ  patientsĀ  inĀ  thisĀ  situationĀ  ,Ā  butĀ  jesseĀ  wasnā€™tĀ  justĀ  aĀ  patientĀ  .Ā  heĀ  wasĀ  aĀ  comradeĀ  .Ā  evenĀ  sheĀ  understoodĀ  thatĀ  .Ā  ā€˜Ā  ifĀ  theĀ  missionĀ  hadĀ  takenĀ  anyĀ  longerĀ  ,Ā  iā€™veĀ  noĀ  doubtĀ  thatĀ  iā€™dĀ  beĀ  lookingĀ  atĀ  aĀ  corpseĀ  rightĀ  nowĀ  .Ā  ā€™
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misc prompts for your feels
ā€œ unique just means alone. ā€ ā€œ iā€™m not afraid to die, just wish i could live a little first. ā€ ā€œ i know iā€™m a monster, but you look at me like iā€™m a man. ā€ ā€œ thereā€™s nothing i wouldnā€™t do to keep you safe. ā€ ā€œ we all have sins to pay penance for.Ā ā€ ā€œ donā€™t look at me like iā€™m a hero. youā€™ll only disappointĀ yourself. ā€ ā€œ sometimes when you look at me itā€™s likeā€¦itā€™s like youā€™re staring straight past my flesh and into my soul. ā€ ā€œ you make me want to live. ā€ ā€œ i know i donā€™t deserve forgiveness, but i like the idea that some people think i might.Ā ā€ ā€œ i trust you with my life.Ā ā€ ā€œ youā€™re more like family to me than my own blood. ā€ ā€œ iā€™ve never had any sort of family before. ā€ ā€œ your life is far more precious than mine. ā€ ā€œ i donā€™t care what happens to me. as long as youā€™re safe. ā€ ā€œ i need you to liveā€¦cause if youā€™re gone then, i donā€™t know what the point of it all is anymore. ā€ ā€œ i know iā€™m not the person you want, but iā€™m here. ā€ ā€œ i love you, and i know you may never feel the same. but iā€™m okay with that. ā€ ā€œ i couldnā€™t say no to you even if i wanted to. ā€ ā€œ youā€™re worth more than this. ā€ ā€œ why do you walk around as if youā€™re somehow less valuable than the rest of the world?Ā ā€ ā€œ please, let me help you. ā€ ā€œ just let me do this for you. ā€ ā€œ you do have something to live for. you have me. ā€ ā€œ youā€™ll always have me. ā€ ā€œ i see you. i know you feel so invisible all the time, but youā€™re not. not to me.Ā ā€ ā€œ itā€™s okay to be angry, youā€™re allowed to be upset about what happened to you. ā€ ā€œ donā€™t you realize you deserve more than this?Ā ā€ ā€œ youā€™re not a machine orā€” or some thing. youā€™re a person, and iā€™m sorry anyone ever made you feel otherwise. ā€ ā€œ please, just hold on a little longer. i canā€™t lose you too. ā€ ā€œ this scar..what happened?Ā ā€ ā€œ if you wonā€™t do it for yourself, then do it for me. ā€ ā€œ youā€™re bleedingā€” how long have you been hiding this?!Ā ā€ ā€œ sometimes i realize one day i could die, i could just disappear and the world would be none the wiser. thereā€™d be no one to miss me and that terrifies me more than death itself. ā€Ā  ā€œ iā€™m not sure i know who iā€™m supposed to be anymore. ā€ ā€œ my mind is so loud and iā€™m afraid itā€™ll never be quiet again. ā€ ā€œ when iā€™m in a crowd i just want to melt away and yet, when iā€™m alone itā€™s somehow worse. ā€ ā€œ loneliness is a poison and iā€™ve been drinking it for so long, i donā€™t there thereā€™s an anecdote to save my soul. ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½ ā€œ i donā€™t care if the world knows my name, i just want you to remember me. ā€ ā€œ you deserve more than i could ever give you. ā€ ā€œ i love you. i know thatā€™s not enough, but i do.Ā ā€ ā€œ youā€™re safe with me, you always will be. ā€ ā€œ you make me feel safe. like iā€™m allowed to be anything i want. ā€ ā€œ iā€™d do anything to be the person you love again. ā€ ā€œ iā€™ve got you, youā€™re safe.Ā ā€ ā€œ just rest, iā€™m here. ā€ ā€œ you can stay with me tonight. ā€
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missionary so we can continue our argument from before
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