the feminine urge to rp gale weathers
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Ā Ā the haunting of hill house
Ā Ā sentence meme.
Ā Ā episode 4 - 6
they never believe me.
you believe me, donāt you?
when i was a kid, my brother taught me how to spot faces in clouds.
and i meanā¦ that fucked me up pretty bad.
itās normal for kids to have imaginary friends and nightmares.
we could have a heck of a yard sale.
big boys know the difference between whatās real and whatās imaginary.
that one doesnāt exactly keep me up at night.
i know weāre all going to have a lot of feelings about that.
weāre not in a relationship.
how the fuck do you expect people to get through this without friends?
i just wanted to make sure you were okay.
iām gonna fix this.there are moments you kind of remind me of her.
the only other person that believed in me like that was you.
nothing left to do except maybe fill this place up with kids.
i mean, you know the definition of insanity. doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.
when we decide to get clean, itās not because we expect it to be fucking exciting, you know?
you ever seen someone in withdrawal?
just because you care about someone, it doesnāt mean they wonāt burn you.
thirty days clean so you can make me feel like shit again.
itās taken me ten years to get ninety days clean.
iāve been called a lot of things in my life, but āfearlessā is not one of them.
i was always a scared little kid, and i thought iād get braver as i got older, but i didnāt.
any addict alone is in bad company.
listen, i know i fucked up.
please, please let me come back.
they say sheās a nightmare, but sheās real.
if she comes back, you come find us, okay?
i was planning on waiting until the end of your visit to ask you out for coffee.
iām gonna have to get used to that, but i like it.
itās perfectly normal to want to find something to blame.
donāt worry. i donāt expect you to believe me.
iām not supposed to have things that are fragile.
use your cup of stars. insist on your cup of stars.
can we have a tea party?
iāve been having a hard time sleeping in that house without him.
i need to get well before i go in.
itās just you and me. thatās it.
i always believed in you, you know that?
we all just need a little help sometimes, right?
that is not the way you help an addict.
i am feeling serious fucking concern.
i thought we might get drunk and fucking cry.
you look worse than you did four months ago.
heās not exactly impressing me and i know what the fuck iām talking about.
iāve got your back, but i also have my limits.
you never cared about anyone more than yourself, and thatās sad.
my family is just like any other family; we donāt always agree on everything.
youāre supposed to protect me, but you say the meanest things to me when i try to tell you.
you donāt come in here and embarrass me like that.
are you off your meds?
you donāt get to just start smashing up our lives because youāre transitioning into a new treatment.
this was not the time or place.
the problem is that you havenāt confronted your past.
how can a house, just a collection of bricks, wood, and glass, have that much power over people?
i donāt know what i saw.
you should get some sleep. youāve had a rough night.
itās just a carcass in the woods.
we were going to have a tea party.
we always knew. we always believed you.
iām so sorry that we fought.
itās time to wake up, sweetheart.
in movies, they always say that they look like theyāre sleeping. she doesnāt look like sheās sleeping. she looks dead.
you did a really good job as usual.
you might want to slow down. itās going to be a long night.
please. donāt fuck this up.
she was always trying to get all of us together in one place. someone shouldāve told her she didnāt have to try this hard.
still not a hugger?
if itās all the same to you, maybe we can save this conversation for a little later.
if you were married, youād know that sometimes people need a little room.
iām drinking every time i feel like punching something.
itās not like we were really talking each otherās ears off before that.
this is his coping mechanism. he turns into a waiter.
you werenāt in bed. whereād you go?
i had the strangest dream.
you guys hear a scary noise?
but you know what storms do? they pass.
stay down here and stay away from the windows.
you wearing those gloves to bed now?
theyāre not here to hurt us.
itās okay, weāre totally safe.
this house has been here for a long, long time. itās seen plenty of storms and worse than this.
i was holding her hand the entire time.
i know youāre scared.
i wonāt let anything happen to her. to any of you guys.
all words are made up at first.
i know those stories ācause i was there for those stories.
iām trying to drink her back to life. would you like me to stop?
you know some religions wonāt let you be buried in their cemeteries if you kill yourself?
she knew the price the rest of us pay when someone does that, and she did it anyway.
i donāt know why she didnāt feel like she could talk to me.
thereās nothing she was going through that wouldnāt have been okay.
weāre all aware of how you like to hold back information.
weāve all got questions and i think itād be swell if you gave us a few answers for a change.
any psychiatrist worth their shit wouldāve kept her on a much shorter leash.
she wasnāt worried about herself, she was apparently worried about you.
why do i need protection from the truth?
youāre entitled to your anger.
itās very generous of you to allow me to feel my anger.
what else am i entitled to while youāre being so fucking generous?
you might want to check yourself before you start talking about the truth.
sheās drunk. iām just pissed.
you took all that paranoia and craziness and you mass-marketed it.
you were happy enough to exploit all of us for some blood money.
you donāt know what i felt. and you donāt know what i feel. and i am allowed to process that any way i want to.
donāt touch me!
i have enough of my own grief. i donāt need yours too.
youād have to be a real stubborn bitch not to, so.
you donāt get to lie to me, and live off me at the same time.
if i were you, iād get off that high horse before i fall off.
if you were me, you wouldnāt be such a fucking asshole.
do you have any idea how much youāve humiliated me?
i canāt look at either one of you right now.
i need some more vodka.
you think this is cute?
i donāt know why sheād go anywhere else by herself.
i donāt want to upset anyone any more than weāre already upset.
anything i did, i did it for a very good reason.
i was screaming and shouting and none of you could see me!
donāt do that ever again.
iāll never let you go again. i promise.
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šøš½š²š¾š¼šøš½š¶ ššš°š½šš¼šøšššøš¾š½ Ā Ā : Ā @terrorgoneāĀ [ ā¦ ] ā Donāt you want to be fully consumed by what loves you? ā
her interest in lab talk had been all but lost some time ago , back when she could mourn its loss . maybe if mia wouldāve asked when her lab coat was still stiff from lack of use , when the ink on her new contract was still wet , back when her work thrilled her ; sheād provide her with a thoughtful answer . but the days of her heart skipping every time she stepped into her new lab had been replaced by the dull dread of monotony . the life of her dreams had been laid out for her on paper , all she had to do was provide her soul .
unfortunately , sheād had no use for it .Ā
in a way , she envied mia . sheād long given up on the family , theĀ marriage , the dream of white picket fences and a long line of dogs all named after each other .Ā and though mia wasnāt the fenced in backyard type , or so moira assumed , she had a family , youth . she had something to lose . and moira ?
ā i was , once , ā she offered , taking a moment to look up from her microscope .Ā ā and what a wretched thing it was . ā moira had a deadline at eleven .
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šøš½š²š¾š¼šøš½š¶ ššš°š½šš¼šøšššøš¾š½Ā Ā Ā :Ā Ā @effervezceāĀ [ ā¦ ] ā Ā mercy Ā comes Ā in Ā many Ā forms . Ā ā - from Angela
ā so iāve heard . ā her words come slow , easy , unimpressed . far from the truth . after all , moira would have to be MAD to deny the blondeās impressive repertoire . she tilted her head . unethical , perhaps . mad ? no , she knew exactly what she was doing ; the legacy that would follow .Ā
there is a pit , deep in her stomach . in the stillĀ human part of her ; still swayed by emotions . mercy -- ? if she was any crueler , she might laugh in angelaās face . mercy had lost its meaning long ago . sheād once sat at her motherās bedside , prayed for it every night as she watched her mother fade in front of her . it hadnāt even been a thought as the same tremors that sheād seen in her mother took over one of her arms -- sheād taken care of it herself , of course . its functionality was a loss , but a small price to pay for the longevity of her life -- her WORKĀ .Ā
she would persist , she always did .Ā
the scientist sighs softly ,Ā mismatched eyes closely watch the blonde across from her . angela . a colleague once upon a time . a soldier . an angel . mercy . in a rare moment of weakness , she allows her shoulders to slightly slump . ā and yet , its never seemed to favor me in any form . ā her smile is almost -- sad ; behind a thin mask of sardonicismĀ . yes , it was no more than a name to cry out in the heat of war .
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ā Do you want to see something strange?Ā ā
ā Do you want to play a game?Ā ā
ā I see dead people. ā
ā Youāre gonna need a bigger boat! ā
ā Do you like scary movies? ā
ā Congratulations. You are still alive. Most people are so ungrateful to be alive. But not you. Not anymore. ā
ā Yes, ooo, ahh, it always starts out that way, and then comes all the running and screaming.What an excellent day for an exorcism. ā
ā They look like psychos? Is that what they looked like? They were vampires. Psychos do not explode when sunlight hits āem. I donāt give a fuck how crazy they are! ā
ā Wouldst thou like to live deliciously? ā
ā Iām scared to close my eyes. Iām scared to open them. ā
ā Whatever you do, donāt fall asleep. ā
ā Theyāre all gonna laugh at you. ā
ā Be afraidā¦ Be very afraid. ā
ā No one trusts anybody now, and weāre all very tired. ā
ā Where weāre going, we wonāt need eyes to see. ā
ā Just leave me to do my dark bidding on the internet! ā
ā Get away from her you bitch! ā
ā When there is no more room in hell, the dead will walk the earth. ā
ā Yeah some of our clothes are from victims. You might bite someone, and then you think āOoh, those are some nice pants!ā ā
ā Have the lambs stopped screaming? ā
ā Come play with us, forever, and ever, and ever. ā
ā You know that part in scary movies when somebody does something really stupid and everyone hates them for it? This is it. ā
ā Smile, you son of a bitch! ā
ā At the start I was like āOh no, Iām deadā. Itās kinda affected my friendship with normal people and my family and stuff. But the way I see it I have a whole new family who accept me for who I am, and I accept them for who they areā¦even though one of them killed me. ā
ā No tears please, itās a waste of good suffering. ā
ā Sometimes dead is better. ā
ā People say you should always do the right thing, but sometimes there is no right thing. And then, you just have to pick the sin you can live with. ā
ā Meatās meat, and manās gotta eat. ā
ā Itās alive! ā
ā Take her, not me. ā
ā In space, no one can hear you scream. ā
ā This is not your grave but you are welcome in it. ā
ā The moment you die will feel exactly the same as this one. ā
ā There is more to the darkness than the inability to see. ā
ā Nobody gets what they deserve, not in this place, they just get whatever hurts the most. ā
ā Donāt you want to be fully consumed by what loves you? ā
ā May you find your rest where no shadows are passed, and no eyes see you slumber. ā
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Remember when you were a hero? Now your hands are covered in blood and your arms are scarred and your eyes are tired. Let yourself rest.
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š° šÆš¶š·š¬ šš¶š¼ š«šØšµšŖš¬ . Ā Ā ( Ā sentence Ā starters Ā originating Ā from Ā season Ā twoĀ Ā of Ā syfyās Ā ā wynonna earp ā . Ā adjust Ā pronouns Ā as Ā necessary , Ā heavy Ā warning Ā for Ā mature Ā themes ! Ā )
ā Ā youĀ trulyĀ areĀ aĀ monster . Ā ā
āĀ now ,Ā donātĀ getĀ allĀ emotionalĀ onĀ me .Ā ā
āĀ youĀ haveĀ amazingĀ tasteĀ inĀ underwear .Ā ā
āĀ myĀ poor ,Ā braveĀ baby . Ā ā
āĀ whenĀ didĀ youĀ becomeĀ suchĀ aĀ prude ? Ā ā
āĀ itāsĀ calledĀ beingĀ aĀ gentleman . Ā ā
āĀ howĀ areĀ youĀ holdingĀ up ? Ā ā
āĀ iāllĀ haveĀ youĀ knowĀ iāmĀ kindĀ ofĀ aĀ bigĀ dealĀ aroundĀ here . Ā ā
āĀ youāreĀ gonnaĀ needĀ me . Ā ā
āĀ aw ,Ā youĀ didĀ math . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ needĀ youĀ toĀ beĀ okay . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ couldnātĀ stopĀ meĀ ifĀ youĀ tried . Ā ā
āĀ betterĀ nutĀ upĀ andĀ decideĀ whoĀ youĀ canĀ trust . Ā ā
āĀ ifĀ youĀ wantĀ meĀ toĀ trustĀ you ,Ā youāreĀ gonnaĀ haveĀ toĀ tellĀ meĀ theĀ plan . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ stayĀ put ,Ā okay ? Ā ā
āĀ thereĀ isĀ aĀ possibilityĀ iĀ amĀ nowĀ hallucinating . Ā ā
āĀ itāsĀ myĀ turn ,Ā [ name ] . Ā ā
āĀ whoĀ areĀ you ?Ā youĀ knowĀ what ,Ā iĀ donātĀ care .Ā weāveĀ gottaĀ go . Ā ā
āĀ somebodyĀ hasĀ toĀ pay ,Ā [ name ] . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ couldĀ comeĀ inĀ ā¦Ā iāmĀ gonnaĀ takeĀ aĀ shower . Ā ā
āĀ theyĀ shouldĀ beĀ scaredĀ ofĀ me . Ā ā
āĀ rememberĀ whoĀ theĀ realĀ enemyĀ is . Ā ā
āĀ thisĀ isĀ theĀ worst . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ loveĀ watchingĀ youĀ work . Ā ā
āĀ pleaseĀ donātĀ shutĀ meĀ out . Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ sittingĀ rightĀ here ,Ā thereāsĀ noĀ needĀ toĀ holler . Ā ā
āĀ whatĀ doĀ youĀ evenĀ doĀ aroundĀ here ,Ā [ name ] ? Ā ā
āĀ [ name ] ,Ā anythingĀ toĀ sayĀ forĀ yourself ? Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ suchĀ anĀ asshole ,Ā iĀ donātĀ knowĀ whyĀ iĀ broughtĀ thatĀ up . Ā ā
āĀ whatāsĀ inĀ itĀ forĀ you ? Ā ā
āĀ howĀ areĀ youĀ doing ?Ā stillĀ havingĀ fun ? Ā ā
āĀ soĀ manyĀ jokes ,Ā iĀ canātĀ evenĀ choose . Ā ā
āĀ THISĀ isĀ yourĀ breakingĀ point ? Ā ā
āĀ thisĀ mightĀ beĀ aĀ shitshow ,Ā butĀ itāsĀ OURĀ shitshow . Ā ā
āĀ sometimes ,Ā itāsĀ goodĀ toĀ sayĀ goodbye . Ā ā
āĀ weĀ neverĀ liedĀ toĀ eachĀ other ,Ā youāreĀ freeĀ toĀ kissĀ whoeverĀ youĀ like . Ā ā
āĀ howĀ doĀ youĀ doĀ that ?Ā turnĀ yourĀ feelingsĀ onĀ andĀ offĀ likeĀ aĀ fuckingĀ robot ? Ā ā
āĀ letāsĀ getĀ youĀ somewhereĀ safe . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ feelĀ likeĀ iĀ mightāveĀ lostĀ theĀ plotĀ aĀ bit . Ā ā
āĀ allĀ iĀ dreamĀ ofĀ isĀ notĀ havingĀ toĀ runĀ anymore . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ donātĀ wannaĀ die . Ā ā
āĀ thisĀ isĀ whatĀ iĀ bringĀ toĀ theĀ team . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ donātĀ knowĀ ifĀ iĀ shouldĀ beĀ frightenedĀ orĀ jealous . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ woreĀ suede ?Ā whatĀ isĀ it ,Ā yourĀ firstĀ day ? Ā ā
āĀ toĀ addĀ insultĀ toĀ injury ,Ā youāreĀ stuckĀ withĀ me . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ donātĀ likeĀ beingĀ blackmailed . Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ tiredĀ ofĀ runningĀ andĀ hidingĀ ā¦Ā andĀ thenĀ runningĀ again . Ā ā
āĀ weāreĀ buyingĀ betterĀ bourbon .Ā caseĀ closed . Ā ā
āĀ [ name ]Ā wasĀ neverĀ anythingĀ butĀ proudĀ ofĀ you . Ā ā
āĀ oh ,Ā iĀ likeĀ whenĀ youāreĀ scary . Ā ā
āĀ areĀ youĀ stillĀ madĀ atĀ me ? Ā ā
āĀ asĀ longĀ asĀ youĀ wantĀ me ,Ā iĀ willĀ beĀ byĀ yourĀ side . Ā ā
āĀ theĀ bestĀ sexĀ isĀ make - upĀ sex ,Ā right ? Ā ā
āĀ giveĀ meĀ aĀ whiskey ! Ā ā
āĀ maybeĀ iĀ amĀ gettingĀ soft ,Ā huh ? Ā ā
āĀ [ name ] ,Ā iĀ haveĀ thisĀ gutĀ feelingĀ thatĀ somethingĀ isĀ coming ,Ā andĀ itāsĀ bad . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ canĀ getĀ youĀ whateverĀ youĀ needĀ exceptĀ time . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ thoughtĀ thisĀ timeĀ wouldĀ beĀ different . Ā ā
āĀ evenĀ furyĀ roadĀ hasĀ pitĀ stops . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ didnātĀ knowĀ ifĀ itĀ wasĀ yourĀ thing . Ā ā
āĀ baby ,Ā thatāsĀ everybodyāsĀ thing . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ guysĀ needĀ toĀ getĀ someĀ moreĀ hands ,Ā soĀ thatĀ yourĀ handsĀ canĀ stayĀ rightĀ hereĀ onĀ me . Ā ā
āĀ everyĀ timeĀ iĀ closeĀ myĀ eyes ,Ā itāsĀ theĀ sameĀ nightmare . Ā ā
āĀ areĀ youĀ goingĀ toĀ beĀ thisĀ muchĀ funĀ allĀ day ? Ā ā
āĀ iĀ wasĀ suchĀ anĀ idiot . Ā ā
āĀ clockĀ isĀ ticking ,Ā [ name ] . Ā ā
āĀ howĀ areĀ youĀ settlingĀ in ? Ā ā
āĀ howĀ longĀ areĀ youĀ around ? Ā ā
āĀ whatĀ amĀ i ,Ā humanĀ tinder ? Ā ā
āĀ listen ,Ā iĀ loveĀ thatĀ youāveĀ gotĀ yourĀ ownĀ thingĀ goingĀ onĀ here ,Ā butĀ donātĀ getĀ distracted . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ haveĀ myĀ undividedĀ attention . Ā ā
āĀ twoĀ shotsĀ ofĀ tequilaĀ isĀ notĀ Ā āabstainingā ,Ā itāsĀ calledĀ beingĀ professional . Ā ā
āĀ niceĀ try ,Ā butĀ snitchesĀ getĀ stitches . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ wasĀ justĀ thinkingĀ aboutĀ you . Ā ā
āĀ someĀ thingsĀ neverĀ change ,Ā huh ? Ā ā
āĀ hey ,Ā watchĀ yourĀ perfectlyĀ glossedĀ mouth . Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ gladĀ youāreĀ puttingĀ yourselfĀ outĀ there . Ā ā
āĀ whyĀ isĀ everyoneĀ soĀ obsessedĀ withĀ myĀ funĀ levels ? Ā ā
āĀ yeah ,Ā itāsĀ great .Ā iĀ couldĀ justĀ scream ! Ā ā
āĀ notĀ bailingĀ onĀ me ,Ā areĀ you ? Ā ā
āĀ doĀ youĀ wannaĀ getĀ outĀ ofĀ here ? Ā ā
āĀ youāreĀ drunkĀ andĀ youāreĀ talkingĀ tooĀ much . Ā ā
āĀ shadyĀ andĀ suspicious ,Ā thereforeĀ gettināĀ moreĀ delicious . Ā ā
āĀ youāveĀ comeĀ soĀ far . Ā ā
āĀ whenĀ youĀ stopĀ datingĀ psychos ,Ā THENĀ youĀ canĀ giveĀ meĀ relationshipĀ advice . Ā ā
āĀ letĀ himĀ go ,Ā itāsĀ notĀ worthĀ it . Ā ā
āĀ ifĀ thatāsĀ broken ,Ā youāllĀ payĀ forĀ it . Ā ā
āĀ donātĀ tellĀ meĀ howĀ toĀ doĀ myĀ job . Ā ā
āĀ oh ,Ā youĀ haveĀ notĀ seenĀ harassment . Ā ā
āĀ [ name ] ,Ā keepĀ yourĀ headĀ inĀ theĀ game . Ā ā
āĀ haveĀ youĀ noticedĀ anyĀ changesĀ inĀ [ name ]Ā lately ? Ā ā
āĀ youĀ knowĀ what ?Ā forgetĀ it . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ heardĀ everything . Ā ā
āĀ youāllĀ beĀ brokenĀ enoughĀ forĀ herĀ inĀ noĀ time . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ lookĀ likeĀ youĀ hadĀ someĀ fun . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ areĀ UNDERESTIMATINGĀ theĀ dayĀ iāveĀ had . Ā ā
āĀ areĀ weĀ tooĀ late ?Ā areĀ youĀ okay ? Ā ā
āĀ iĀ hadĀ himĀ rightĀ whereĀ iĀ wantedĀ him . Ā ā
āĀ thisĀ hasĀ toĀ end .Ā please . Ā ā
āĀ braveĀ butĀ stupid ,Ā iāllĀ takeĀ it . Ā ā
āĀ okay ,Ā yeah ,Ā nowĀ iāmĀ sureĀ iĀ hitĀ myselfĀ inĀ theĀ head . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ hateĀ you ,Ā [ name ] .Ā iĀ hateĀ you . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ thinkĀ iāmĀ stupid ? Ā ā
āĀ whyĀ didnātĀ youĀ tellĀ meĀ anyĀ ofĀ thisĀ before ? Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ stubborn ,Ā iĀ alwaysĀ takeĀ theĀ hardĀ way . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ wasnātĀ expectingĀ company . Ā ā
āĀ okay ,Ā weāveĀ reallyĀ gottaĀ comeĀ upĀ withĀ aĀ secretĀ handshake . Ā ā
āĀ shouldĀ ā¦Ā shouldĀ weĀ haveĀ aĀ safeĀ word ? Ā ā
āĀ thisĀ wasĀ notĀ theĀ plan ,Ā itāsĀ tooĀ dangerous . Ā ā
āĀ stopĀ it .Ā allĀ youĀ doĀ isĀ playĀ games .Ā iĀ donātĀ likeĀ yourĀ games . Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ tryingĀ toĀ rescueĀ you ,Ā letāsĀ go . Ā ā
āĀ doesnātĀ anybodyĀ haveĀ anyĀ faithĀ inĀ me ? Ā ā
āĀ howĀ doĀ youĀ knowĀ youĀ werenātĀ followed ? Ā ā
āĀ iĀ thinkĀ youĀ shouldĀ getĀ outĀ ofĀ here . Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ notĀ aĀ badĀ person . Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ notĀ aĀ badĀ person ,Ā andĀ ifĀ youĀ knowĀ whatāsĀ goodĀ forĀ you ,Ā youāllĀ stopĀ treatingĀ meĀ likeĀ one . Ā ā
āĀ theĀ powerĀ ofĀ suggestionĀ isĀ aĀ formidableĀ thing . Ā ā
āĀ [ name ] ,Ā iĀ knowĀ whatĀ iĀ saw . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ toldĀ youĀ toĀ wait . Ā ā
āĀ badĀ news ,Ā theyĀ ranĀ outĀ ofĀ pumpkinĀ spice . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ thoughtĀ tyingĀ aĀ cherryĀ stemĀ intoĀ aĀ knotĀ withĀ myĀ tongueĀ wasĀ aĀ coolĀ partyĀ trick . Ā ā
āĀ youāreĀ notĀ ready .Ā youāllĀ neverĀ beĀ ready . Ā ā
āĀ youāllĀ neverĀ beĀ lockedĀ upĀ again . Ā ā
āĀ whateverĀ youĀ did ,Ā iĀ wantĀ toĀ help . Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ exhausted . Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ notĀ havingĀ anyĀ fun . Ā ā
āĀ whatĀ areĀ weĀ goingĀ toĀ doĀ withĀ you ? Ā ā
āĀ iĀ saltedĀ theĀ rim ,Ā iāmĀ notĀ aĀ savage . Ā ā
āĀ areĀ youĀ feelingĀ alright ? Ā ā
āĀ youĀ donātĀ wannaĀ goĀ inĀ there ,Ā trustĀ me . Ā ā
āĀ tellĀ meĀ whyĀ iĀ shouldnātĀ killĀ youĀ rightĀ here ,Ā rightĀ now . Ā ā
āĀ youāreĀ reallyĀ meanĀ whenĀ youĀ drinkĀ beforeĀ noon .Ā andĀ youĀ drinkĀ beforeĀ noonĀ tooĀ often . Ā ā
āĀ wellĀ frankly ,Ā [ name ] ,Ā theĀ situationĀ isĀ balls . Ā ā
āĀ horribleĀ deedsĀ haveĀ beenĀ committedĀ here . Ā ā
āĀ haveĀ youĀ doneĀ badĀ things ? Ā ā
āĀ letāsĀ getĀ youĀ straightĀ homeĀ toĀ bed . Ā ā
āĀ ā¦Ā iĀ saidĀ iĀ wasĀ sorry . Ā ā
āĀ iāllĀ beĀ anythingĀ youĀ wantĀ meĀ toĀ be . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ mightāveĀ causedĀ someĀ trouble . Ā ā
āĀ youāveĀ gotĀ darkĀ cornersĀ thatĀ youĀ havenātĀ exploredĀ yet . Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ notĀ enoughĀ toĀ saveĀ you ,Ā [ name ] . Ā ā
āĀ okay ,Ā areĀ weĀ havingĀ aĀ moment ? Ā ā
āĀ thereāsĀ onlyĀ oneĀ wayĀ toĀ makeĀ itĀ stopĀ andĀ youĀ knowĀ whatĀ itĀ is ,Ā [ name ] . Ā ā
āĀ historyĀ booksĀ willĀ haveĀ noĀ mentionĀ ofĀ ourĀ namesĀ orĀ ourĀ deeds . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ knowĀ youĀ needĀ spaceĀ andĀ iĀ reallyĀ triedĀ toĀ stayĀ away ,Ā butĀ iĀ gotĀ worried . Ā ā
āĀ iāveĀ gotĀ youĀ now ,Ā okay ?Ā iĀ swearĀ iāveĀ gotĀ you . Ā ā
āĀ youāveĀ madeĀ anĀ enemyĀ thisĀ friday . Ā ā
āĀ [ name ]Ā wouldĀ neverĀ sayĀ somethingĀ likeĀ that . Ā ā
āĀ iādĀ sayĀ Ā āmakeĀ yourĀ peaceā ,Ā butĀ iĀ hopeĀ youĀ neverĀ findĀ any . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ wouldĀ shootĀ anybodyĀ forĀ you . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ knewĀ youādĀ rescueĀ me . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ haveĀ enoughĀ friends . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ know ,Ā iāmĀ hereĀ forĀ you .Ā nowĀ andĀ forever . Ā ā
āĀ weāreĀ allĀ onĀ theĀ sameĀ team ,Ā now ,Ā right ? Ā ā
āĀ youĀ canātĀ justĀ Ā ānopeāĀ thisĀ away !Ā Ā ānopeāĀ isĀ notĀ aĀ viableĀ plan . Ā ā
āĀ [ name ] ,Ā takeĀ aĀ dayĀ off . Ā ā
āĀ ifĀ itĀ soundsĀ likeĀ aĀ hippieĀ hemorrhoidĀ cream ,Ā iĀ donātĀ wantĀ itĀ inĀ myĀ cup . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ practiceĀ thoseĀ googlyĀ eyesĀ inĀ theĀ mirror ,Ā orĀ justĀ ā¦Ā naturalĀ talent ? Ā ā
āĀ howĀ didĀ youĀ getĀ inĀ here ? Ā ā
āĀ stopĀ pushingĀ me .Ā andĀ whileĀ youāreĀ atĀ it ,Ā stopĀ judgingĀ me . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ rememberĀ everyĀ secondĀ iĀ wasĀ withĀ you .Ā everyĀ touch ,Ā everyĀ kissĀ ā¦Ā Ā ā
āĀ didĀ iĀ justĀ passĀ out ? Ā ā
āĀ iĀ thinkĀ weāveĀ beenĀ asleepĀ forĀ aĀ long - assĀ time . Ā ā
āĀ timeĀ isĀ runningĀ out . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ havenātĀ beenĀ payingĀ attention . Ā ā
āĀ goodie ,Ā iĀ loveĀ conditions .Ā theyĀ reallyĀ turnĀ myĀ crank . Ā ā
āĀ youāreĀ amazing . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ doĀ notĀ wantĀ toĀ crossĀ thatĀ line . Ā ā
āĀ everybodyĀ keepsĀ talkingĀ toĀ meĀ likeĀ iāmĀ anĀ idiot . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ knowĀ whatĀ iĀ want . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ shotĀ me ,Ā youĀ bitch ! Ā ā
āĀ iĀ haveĀ somethingĀ toĀ tellĀ you ,Ā [ name ] . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ donātĀ haveĀ toĀ beĀ likeĀ this ,Ā [ name ] . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ knowĀ weāreĀ gonnaĀ haveĀ toĀ talkĀ aboutĀ thisĀ eventually ,Ā right ? Ā ā
āĀ roomĀ downĀ thereĀ forĀ oneĀ more ? Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ notĀ sayingĀ itāsĀ gonnaĀ beĀ okay .Ā iāmĀ justĀ sayingĀ ā¦Ā iāmĀ here . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ amĀ allĀ in . Ā ā
āĀ [ name ] ,Ā thankĀ godĀ youāreĀ here . Ā ā
āĀ itāsĀ forĀ yourĀ protection . Ā ā
āĀ ifĀ youĀ haveĀ nothingĀ toĀ hide ,Ā whatāsĀ theĀ problem ? Ā ā
āĀ sorry ,Ā iĀ donātĀ haveĀ timeĀ toĀ playĀ niceĀ anymore . Ā ā
āĀ usuallyĀ sheāsĀ aĀ funĀ bitch ,Ā notĀ aĀ bitchĀ bitch . Ā ā
āĀ wakeĀ up .Ā [ name ] ,Ā wakeĀ up . Ā ā
āĀ evilĀ sniffsĀ outĀ evil . Ā ā
āĀ youāreĀ veryĀ nice ,Ā thankĀ youĀ forĀ that . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ wonderĀ howĀ manyĀ generationsĀ haveĀ surveyedĀ thisĀ land . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ thinkĀ itāsĀ startingĀ toĀ settleĀ in . Ā ā
āĀ donātĀ shoot ,Ā iāmĀ justĀ theĀ messenger . Ā ā
āĀ itĀ wasĀ aĀ longĀ timeĀ ago . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ areĀ kickingĀ assĀ atĀ notĀ helpingĀ rightĀ now ,Ā youĀ know ? Ā ā
āĀ weĀ shouldĀ talk . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ areĀ suchĀ anĀ asshole . Ā ā
āĀ [ name ] ,Ā hey .Ā iĀ needĀ aĀ favor . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ toldĀ youĀ notĀ toĀ makeĀ thisĀ weird . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ hateĀ doingĀ everythingĀ sober . Ā ā
āĀ paceĀ yourself ,Ā thereāsĀ SOĀ muchĀ moreĀ toĀ judge . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ donātĀ becomeĀ [ name ]Ā byĀ confrontingĀ problemsĀ head - on . Ā ā
āĀ justĀ shutĀ yourĀ mouth . Ā ā
āĀ okay ,Ā yeah ,Ā iĀ guessĀ iĀ deservedĀ that . Ā ā
āĀ see ?Ā thisĀ isĀ whatĀ youĀ getĀ whenĀ youāreĀ friendsĀ withĀ aĀ nark . Ā ā
āĀ stepĀ outĀ ofĀ myĀ way . Ā ā
āĀ areĀ weĀ havingĀ aĀ goodĀ time ? Ā ā
āĀ okay ,Ā letĀ meĀ doĀ theĀ talking . Ā ā
āĀ justiceĀ delayedĀ isĀ stillĀ justiceĀ served . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ areĀ soĀ prettyĀ andĀ iĀ likeĀ youĀ soĀ much ! Ā ā
āĀ youāreĀ drunk !Ā andĀ inĀ trouble . Ā ā
āĀ thisĀ wholeĀ Ā āloneĀ wolfāĀ thingĀ youāveĀ gotĀ goingĀ onĀ isnātĀ gonnaĀ cutĀ it . Ā ā
āĀ donātĀ evenĀ thinkĀ aboutĀ it . Ā ā
āĀ didĀ youĀ meanĀ anyĀ ofĀ thoseĀ thingsĀ youĀ said ? Ā ā
āĀ youāreĀ luckyĀ nobodyĀ sawĀ that . Ā ā
āĀ whyĀ donātĀ youĀ distractĀ me ? Ā ā
āĀ thisĀ isĀ onlyĀ gonnaĀ getĀ worseĀ ifĀ youĀ donātĀ decideĀ toĀ helpĀ me . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ reallyĀ donātĀ careĀ aboutĀ anyĀ ofĀ this ,Ā doĀ you ? Ā ā
āĀ iāllĀ beĀ goneĀ longĀ beforeĀ then . Ā ā
āĀ soĀ thisĀ isĀ whereĀ itĀ allĀ beganĀ ā¦ Ā ā
āĀ itāsĀ hardĀ notĀ toĀ feelĀ likeĀ anĀ outsider ,Ā evenĀ forĀ me . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ rememberĀ whatĀ itĀ feelsĀ likeĀ toĀ beĀ new . Ā ā
āĀ hey ,Ā donātĀ doĀ anythingĀ stupid ,Ā okay ? Ā ā
āĀ shutĀ theĀ hellĀ up . Ā ā
āĀ atĀ thisĀ point ,Ā iāmĀ noĀ longerĀ afraidĀ ofĀ theĀ consequences . Ā ā
āĀ howĀ didĀ youĀ comeĀ byĀ it ?Ā theĀ wound ? Ā ā
āĀ youāreĀ lying . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ haveĀ toĀ doĀ somethingĀ forĀ me . Ā ā
āĀ whyĀ wouldnātĀ youĀ tellĀ me ? Ā ā
āĀ iĀ donātĀ needĀ youĀ toĀ makeĀ decisionsĀ forĀ me . Ā ā
āĀ donātĀ followĀ me . Ā ā
āĀ whyĀ didĀ youĀ bringĀ meĀ here ? Ā ā
āĀ iĀ deserveĀ toĀ beĀ saved .Ā iĀ do . Ā ā
āĀ tryĀ toĀ rememberĀ whoĀ youĀ were . Ā ā
āĀ trustĀ me ,Ā weāllĀ meetĀ again . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ promiseĀ iĀ willĀ neverĀ hurtĀ you . Ā ā
āĀ comeĀ backĀ toĀ me . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ donātĀ wantĀ toĀ hurtĀ you . Ā ā
āĀ eyesĀ onĀ theĀ prize . Ā ā
āĀ surelyĀ youāllĀ wantĀ toĀ hearĀ myĀ offer . Ā ā
āĀ sorryĀ iĀ wasĀ aĀ no - show . Ā ā
āĀ arenātĀ youĀ gonnaĀ sayĀ goodnight ? Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ tooĀ hangryĀ toĀ haveĀ thisĀ conversation . Ā ā
āĀ itāsĀ okay ,Ā itāsĀ betterĀ thatĀ iĀ knowĀ theĀ truth . Ā ā
āĀ amĀ iĀ theĀ biggestĀ clicheĀ ever ? Ā ā
āĀ iĀ knowĀ whatĀ youāreĀ goingĀ through . Ā ā
āĀ youāreĀ soĀ lovely . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ knowĀ whatĀ iādĀ neverĀ do ?Ā tellĀ youĀ whatĀ toĀ thinkĀ orĀ feel . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ neverĀ drinkĀ alone .Ā itāsĀ sadĀ andĀ depressing . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ wouldĀ doĀ anythingĀ toĀ getĀ outĀ ofĀ hereĀ forĀ justĀ oneĀ night . Ā ā
āĀ sayĀ somethingĀ ā¦Ā preferablyĀ encouraging . Ā ā
āĀ isĀ thisĀ yourĀ thing ?Ā cuteĀ butĀ annoying ? Ā ā
āĀ iĀ canātĀ protectĀ youĀ ifĀ iāmĀ dead . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ thinkĀ iĀ needĀ toĀ leave . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ canātĀ runĀ awayĀ fromĀ this . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ repeatĀ thisĀ convo ,Ā youĀ die . Ā ā
āĀ donātĀ lieĀ toĀ me ,Ā [ name ] . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ andĀ me ,Ā weāreĀ goodĀ people . Ā ā
āĀ hey ,Ā listen .Ā iāmĀ gonnaĀ getĀ youĀ outĀ ofĀ here ,Ā okay ? Ā ā
āĀ sometimesĀ iĀ thinkĀ youĀ reallyĀ mustĀ hateĀ me . Ā ā
āĀ whatĀ areĀ youĀ soĀ afraidĀ of ? Ā ā
āĀ iĀ alwaysĀ knewĀ youādĀ beĀ theĀ deathĀ ofĀ me ,Ā anyway . Ā ā
āĀ thereāsĀ nothingĀ youĀ couldāveĀ done . Ā ā
āĀ thisĀ canātĀ beĀ happening . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ justĀ reallyĀ thoughtĀ iĀ wasĀ doingĀ theĀ rightĀ thing . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ liedĀ toĀ you ,Ā andĀ iĀ shouldnātĀ have . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ haveĀ neverĀ lovedĀ anyoneĀ theĀ wayĀ thatĀ iĀ loveĀ you . Ā ā
āĀ canĀ weĀ allĀ justĀ actĀ likeĀ weāreĀ winningĀ forĀ once ? Ā ā
āĀ iĀ wasnātĀ expectingĀ youĀ toĀ beĀ coolĀ aboutĀ it ,Ā butĀ theĀ poutingĀ isĀ gettingĀ old . Ā ā
āĀ amĀ iĀ theĀ onlyĀ oneĀ whoĀ didnātĀ know ? Ā ā
āĀ iĀ appreciateĀ everythingĀ youāveĀ done . Ā ā
āĀ whatĀ areĀ theĀ chancesĀ youāllĀ sitĀ thisĀ oneĀ out ? Ā ā
āĀ [ name ]āsĀ neverĀ gonnaĀ forgiveĀ me . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ wouldĀ haveĀ doneĀ theĀ sameĀ thing . Ā ā
āĀ donātĀ go . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ learnedĀ myĀ lesson . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ shouldĀ haveĀ trustedĀ you . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ thoughtĀ itĀ wasĀ yourĀ fault . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ planĀ toĀ exploitĀ you . Ā ā
āĀ justĀ soĀ everyoneāsĀ clear ,Ā iāmĀ myĀ ownĀ damnĀ weapon . Ā ā
āĀ sorryĀ iāmĀ late ,Ā iĀ kindaĀ died . Ā ā
āĀ mercyĀ comesĀ inĀ manyĀ forms . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ willĀ killĀ usĀ bothĀ beforeĀ iĀ letĀ youĀ walkĀ inĀ serviceĀ toĀ theĀ devil . Ā ā
āĀ ifĀ iĀ die ,Ā theyĀ canātĀ useĀ me . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ amĀ soĀ veryĀ tired ,Ā [ name ] . Ā ā
āĀ seeĀ youĀ onĀ theĀ otherĀ side . Ā ā
āĀ iĀ careĀ moreĀ aboutĀ thisĀ thanĀ anythingĀ elseĀ inĀ theĀ world . Ā ā
āĀ youĀ areĀ ā¦Ā extraordinary . Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ withĀ you ,Ā [ name ] . Ā ā
āĀ areĀ youĀ okay ? Ā ā
āĀ wouldĀ youĀ haveĀ doneĀ anyĀ different ? Ā ā
āĀ iĀ wouldĀ haveĀ doneĀ everythingĀ different . Ā ā
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witcher: blood of elves starters
ā it was just a dream. a bad dream. ā
ā iāve heard the rumor that you canāt stand me any more than the plague. ā
ā you have to rest. weāve still a long way ahead of us. ā
ā mistakes are also important to me. i donāt cross them out of my life, or memory. ā
ā i donāt remember what happened. only that i was frightened. ā
ā that is my fate, my reason, my life. and it is not what i chose. it was chosen for me. ā
ā remember, magic is chaos, art and science. it is a curse, a blessing and progress. ā
ā itās better to die than to live in the knowledge that youāve done something that needs forgiveness. ā
ā calmly, calmly, just donāt faint, iām beside you. ā
ā you are already dead. everything in you has already died. ā
ā what the hell are you searching for? trouble? ā
ā donāt you think that the time has come for more truthful confessions? ā
ā difficult times are approaching. difficult and dangerous. ā
ā look around you ā there is crime and sin everywhere. ā
ā this is no legend or fairy-tale. it is the truth. the sincere truth. ā
ā itās crap ā all these princesses, sorceresses, destiny, love and fanciful tales. ā
ā i lose a great deal of my charm when someone gets to know me better. ā
ā he who fights by the sword dies by the sword. ā
ā they say that itās a bad signā¦an omen. ā
ā i will keep your secret. you have my word. ā
ā let me remind you that spells are a serious matter. they are cast with grace and pride. ā
ā did i wake you? sorry. ā Ā
ā you do not kill out of fear and hatred, but in order to save lives. ā
ā are you going to leave me in suspense? that canāt be the end of your story. ā
ā what have i done to deserve to be so high on your list? ā
ā there, where mountains tower today, one day there will be seas; there where today seas surge, will one day be deserts. but stupidity will remain stupidity. ā
ā iāll carry on killing monsters in the ruins of this world until some monster kills me. ā
ā when you know about something it stops being a nightmare. when you know how to fight something, it stops being so threatening. ā
ā you forget that i know you, so donāt play the unfeeling mutant, devoid of heart. ā
ā the less you know the better. ā
ā you are not leaving here alone. i wonāt let you be alone. not right now. ā
ā who do you want to deceive? me? or maybe yourself? ā
ā donāt play at being a hero. you have got yourself mixed up in a dangerous affair. ā
ā i wouldnāt want anything bad to happen to you. ā
ā i owe you exactly as much as you owe me. no more and no less. ā
ā we are no more than toys in the hands of gods. ā
ā you are important to me, and always will be. ā
ā donāt talk to me about emotions. iāve had enough of all this talk about emotions. ā
ā the anger and vengeance of the gods hangs over you. ā
ā mind your tongue, and who youāre speaking to. ā
ā is it possible you donāt believe me? ā Ā
ā i am the one who ought to be asking for forgiveness. ā
ā for you, itās an adventure. for me, itās a game in which the stakes are survival. ā
ā you donāt have to kill your feelings. itās enough to kill hatred within yourself. ā
ā to be neutral does not mean to be indifferent or insensitive. ā
ā thereās no such thing as a fair fight. you have to make use of every advantage and every opportunity you get. ā
ā from what iāve heard about you, i have no doubt you would manage. ā
ā itās your own fault and your own problem. ā
ā stay with me tonight. ā
ā youāve mistaken the stars reflected on the surface of the lake at night for the heavens. ā
ā you look almost thirty, think youāre just over twenty and act as though youāre barely ten. ā
ā it all depends on who uses magic, how they use it, and to what purpose. ā
ā you want to run from me? no one has escaped me yet. ā
ā intolerance and superstition has always been the domain of the more stupid amongst the common folk. ā
ā you like me? you have been good at concealing it up until now. ā
ā why have you gone so red, crimson as a poppy? ā
ā do you have to spoil everything you touch? ā Ā
ā i warrant that it is better to count yourself amongst those few than amongst everyone. ā
ā magic is everywhere. all around us. easily accessible. ā
ā you are interested in strange matters. you ask strange questions. ā
ā life is a priceless gift and should be protected. ā
ā you are not so remarkable as to make me fall on my knees and raise my eyes to the heavens. ā
ā something tells me you are not the person i took you to be. ā
ā this had to happen at some point. this had to happen. ā
ā thatās everything? you havenāt lied about anything? havenāt forgotten anything? ā
ā you runt. you scum. you arrogant nobody. ā
ā thank you for rescuing me. ā
ā if youāre afraid, turn back. ā
ā youāve no heart. you really have no heart.. ā
ā iād be proud and happy to fight at your side. ā
ā i see you have applied yourself to fulfilling the demands of fate and destiny. ā
ā the sun is still high, even if it is obscured. you can still train. ā
ā come into the light. donāt lurk in the dark. ā
ā your fears are unfounded. entirely ungrounded. ā
ā loyalty is devilishly difficult to manage. ā
ā you shouldnāt have said that. ā
ā your wound has to be dressed and weāve got to get out of here. ā
ā you wonāt understand and you donāt have to understand. i did what i had to do. ā
ā you arenāt afraid of anything? answer truthfully. ā
ā war is constantly hovering over us like a vulture. ā
ā iām afraid of death, just like everyone else, but i grew used to the idea of it a very long time ago. ā
ā the world is falling to ruins. we can watch it happen and do nothing. or we can counteract it. ā
ā whatās the matter with you? are you going to be sick? ā
ā you are cunning but not careful enough. ā
ā i donāt want to hurt you, but if you come near meā¦ ā
ā have you calmed down sufficiently for me to safely approach and take a look at you? ā
ā i want to talk to you. i donāt need an audience. ā
ā iām not in the habit of poking my nose into other peopleās secrets. ā
ā youāve got a tongue as sharp as a wasp. ā
ā have you been taught anything other than making holes with a sword? ā
ā what the hell is this? who beat you like this? ā
ā before you said that, you still had a chance to live. now you donāt. ā
ā i help you sometimes but i do so out of my own free will. ā Ā
ā everyone comes across someone who will better them someday. ā
ā murder is always murder, regardless of motive or circumstance. ā
ā itās all lies. just a poetic invention to make the story prettier and more touching. ā
ā take this and put it to your nose or you will be covered with blood! ā
ā your valuable friendship is too important to me to disappoint you. ā
ā i was worried you were going to ask me another one of your unequal grand questions. ā
ā you look but have no eyes. you listen but have deaf ears. ā
ā answer my questions. please. ā
ā i donāt have to comply with your instructions and orders. ā Ā
ā you really do believe we are in some danger? ā
ā couldnāt you, just once in your life, do something right? ā Ā
ā what i intend is my business. donāt get mixed up in this or thereāll be an incident. ā Ā
ā was someone asking about me? ā Ā
ā all this is going to start concerning you ā and sooner than you think. ā
ā i knew you wouldnāt understand. ā
ā listen. whatās done is done. ā Ā
ā war is war. you whack the enemy in the backside, and they whack you back. ā Ā
ā destiny cannot be avoided. ā
ā weāre tempting fate. weāre tempting fate too much. ā
ā fighting doesnāt bother me, and a bit of bloodās nothing new. ā
ā itās not nice to eavesdrop. ā
ā whose side are we on? whose side are we against? whoās our friend and whoās our enemy? ā
ā both sides despite those who sit on the bench. ā
ā whatās your name, if itās no secret? ā
ā donāt be in such a hurry to tug the lionās whiskers, because this lion is not dead yet. ā Ā
ā iām too old for this sort of thing. too old. ā Ā
ā i know you. youāre ruthless, youāre cruel. ā
ā i know how to draw a bow too. ā
ā you betrayed my trust. ā
ā your chances of me forgiving and forgetting are non-existent. ā
ā whatās got into you? thereās not a grain of sense in your prattling. ā
ā life is an endless train of surprises. ā Ā
ā have you lost your mind? ā Ā
ā such matters should not be left to chance. ā
ā we canāt afford to make a blunder or a mistake now. ā Ā
ā careful, or your arrogance will be the end of you. ā Ā
ā letās throw formalities aside. ā Ā
ā we donāt have much time. it would be a sin to waste it. ā
ā donāt fool yourself that itās different this time. itās never different. ā
ā why are you looking at me like that? ā
ā sincerity works both ways. you ask me any question and i will answer. sincerely. ā
ā being kind-heartedā¦that might be a problem because it is widely believed i donāt possess any such organ. ā
ā iāve already seen a war. i donāt want to see another. ā
ā i rarely laugh. i really need to have a good reason to laugh. ā
ā you talk so beautifully, i can listen to you for hours. ā
ā you think you know it all, but you donāt. ā
ā furious as a cat. sparks in your eyes; just wait and youāll hiss. ā
ā poetry is eternal and immortal. it knows no beginning, it knows no end. ā
ā i see that you donāt know me at all. ā
ā letās not talk about it. letās not worry too soon. ā
ā donāt play the child because youāre not one anymore. ā
ā have a safe journey. iāll be thinking of you. ā
ā i havenāt got anybody anymore and i am someone else. ā
ā iām afraid you still know too little. ā Ā
ā magic isnāt for show. magic is not some street market trick. ā
ā violence breeds violence. ā Ā
ā thereās no returning to the past. thereās no one there for me anymore. ā
ā for the time being, trust me and do as i ask. ā
ā let me message your hand and arm. ā
ā magic, like a spiked arrow, is lodged in you. ā
ā chaos is afraid of you. but it wants you to be the one who feels fear. ā
ā there is chaos and order, good and evil in all of us. ā
ā i donāt want to lose everything again. ā
ā youāve got yourself mixed up in destiny, far more than youāve bargained for. ā
ā first of all, let us have something to eat and drink. ā
ā you still have time to turn back. itās not too late. ā
ā what are you staring at me like that for? ā
ā in a minute youāre going to faint from loss of blood. ā
ā go to sleep, youāre barely on your feet. ā
ā are you angry with me? ā
ā magic, is in some peopleās opinion, the embodiment of chaos. ā
ā well. are you going to tell me or not? ā
ā i get angry just as rarely as i laugh. ā
ā iām here. iām at your side. donāt be afraid. ā
ā hold your hands out so i can see them. ā
ā you canāt stop a soldier from being frightened but you can give him motivation to overcome that fear. ā
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@drodeorain ~ [ previous post ]
this had to be both the most surreal yet peaceful experience that jesse has forced himself through. he was slowly slipping from consciousness and yet, he was not afraid of what lies on the other side. was there a god? heaven, hell? well, there was only one way to find out.
itĀ wasnātĀ oftenĀ thatĀ theĀ redheadĀ wasĀ stunnedĀ intoĀ silenceĀ ,Ā yetĀ hereĀ sheĀ satĀ ;Ā simplyĀ staringĀ atĀ theĀ cowboyĀ asĀ heĀ rousedĀ intoĀ consciousnessĀ .Ā sheādĀ knownĀ thatĀ heĀ wouldĀ survivedĀ ,Ā sheādĀ seenĀ toĀ itĀ herselfĀ .Ā stillĀ ,Ā moiraāsĀ mouthĀ feltĀ likeĀ itĀ wasĀ filledĀ withĀ sandĀ asĀ sheĀ watchedĀ hisĀ eyesĀ slowlyĀ openĀ .Ā itĀ wasĀ tooĀ closeĀ ofĀ aĀ callĀ .Ā too sloppy .
āĀ noĀ ,Ā jesseĀ ,Ā āĀ Ā sheĀ began,Ā standingĀ upĀ fromĀ herĀ seatĀ toĀ surveyĀ himĀ likeĀ sheādĀ doneĀ aĀ millionĀ otherĀ timesĀ whilstĀ heĀ wasĀ sleepingĀ .Ā Ā āĀ itĀ wasĀ notĀ aĀ successĀ .Ā āĀ Ā reachingĀ intoĀ theĀ pocketĀ ofĀ herĀ slacksĀ ,Ā sheĀ brandishedĀ aĀ smallĀ lightĀ ;Ā whichĀ sheĀ shoneĀ intoĀ hisĀ eyesĀ asĀ sheĀ leanedĀ overĀ hisĀ weakĀ frameĀ .Ā Ā āĀ followĀ theĀ lightĀ withĀ yourĀ eyesĀ ,Ā āĀ Ā sheĀ commandedĀ ,Ā unceremoniouslyĀ grabbingĀ hisĀ chinĀ withĀ herĀ freeĀ handĀ .Ā Ā
onceĀ satisfiedĀ ,Ā sheĀ pulledĀ backĀ ,Ā clickingĀ herĀ lightĀ offĀ asĀ sheĀ debatedĀ whatĀ toĀ sayĀ nextĀ .Ā sheĀ foundsĀ thatĀ theĀ nursesĀ wereĀ betterĀ atĀ comfortingĀ patientsĀ inĀ thisĀ situationĀ ,Ā butĀ jesseĀ wasnātĀ justĀ aĀ patientĀ .Ā heĀ wasĀ aĀ comradeĀ .Ā evenĀ sheĀ understoodĀ thatĀ .Ā āĀ ifĀ theĀ missionĀ hadĀ takenĀ anyĀ longerĀ ,Ā iāveĀ noĀ doubtĀ thatĀ iādĀ beĀ lookingĀ atĀ aĀ corpseĀ rightĀ nowĀ .Ā ā
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misc prompts for your feels
ā unique just means alone. ā
ā iām not afraid to die, just wish i could live a little first. ā
ā i know iām a monster, but you look at me like iām a man. ā
ā thereās nothing i wouldnāt do to keep you safe. ā
ā we all have sins to pay penance for.Ā ā
ā donāt look at me like iām a hero. youāll only disappointĀ yourself. ā
ā sometimes when you look at me itās likeā¦itās like youāre staring straight past my flesh and into my soul. ā
ā you make me want to live. ā
ā i know i donāt deserve forgiveness, but i like the idea that some people think i might.Ā ā
ā i trust you with my life.Ā ā
ā youāre more like family to me than my own blood. ā
ā iāve never had any sort of family before. ā
ā your life is far more precious than mine. ā
ā i donāt care what happens to me. as long as youāre safe. ā
ā i need you to liveā¦cause if youāre gone then, i donāt know what the point of it all is anymore. ā
ā i know iām not the person you want, but iām here. ā
ā i love you, and i know you may never feel the same. but iām okay with that. ā
ā i couldnāt say no to you even if i wanted to. ā
ā youāre worth more than this. ā
ā why do you walk around as if youāre somehow less valuable than the rest of the world?Ā ā
ā please, let me help you. ā
ā just let me do this for you. ā
ā you do have something to live for. you have me. ā
ā youāll always have me. ā
ā i see you. i know you feel so invisible all the time, but youāre not. not to me.Ā ā
ā itās okay to be angry, youāre allowed to be upset about what happened to you. ā
ā donāt you realize you deserve more than this?Ā ā
ā youāre not a machine orā or some thing. youāre a person, and iām sorry anyone ever made you feel otherwise. ā
ā please, just hold on a little longer. i canāt lose you too. ā
ā this scar..what happened?Ā ā
ā if you wonāt do it for yourself, then do it for me. ā
ā youāre bleedingā how long have you been hiding this?!Ā ā
ā sometimes i realize one day i could die, i could just disappear and the world would be none the wiser. thereād be no one to miss me and that terrifies me more than death itself. āĀ
ā iām not sure i know who iām supposed to be anymore. ā
ā my mind is so loud and iām afraid itāll never be quiet again. ā
ā when iām in a crowd i just want to melt away and yet, when iām alone itās somehow worse. ā
ā loneliness is a poison and iāve been drinking it for so long, i donāt there thereās an anecdote to save my soul. ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½
ā i donāt care if the world knows my name, i just want you to remember me. ā
ā you deserve more than i could ever give you. ā
ā i love you. i know thatās not enough, but i do.Ā ā
ā youāre safe with me, you always will be. ā
ā you make me feel safe. like iām allowed to be anything i want. ā
ā iād do anything to be the person you love again. ā
ā iāve got you, youāre safe.Ā ā
ā just rest, iām here. ā
ā you can stay with me tonight. ā
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missionary so we can continue our argument from before
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