i’ve been putting myself into a coma every night with melatonin, benadryl, and 700 blinkers from my dab pen. i get all loopy and then just pass out. <3
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i relapsed. 👎🏻
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i feel bad. i think I’m going to relapse soon. had a really bad fight with my mom a few minutes ago, and feel like i’m crazy. so tired of this.
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I know I can’t just smoke weed about all my problems, but fuck I don’t wanna be awake anymore
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i haven’t cut in like 2 days, and i’m kinda proud i’ve been able to stop myself a bit. haven’t been feeling the best today tho so i’ll update ig.
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i’m ill. i have 19 razors total, and there are 4 different kinds. exacto blades, normal razor blades, and 2 different shaped sharpener razors. i need help.
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i’m going to bash my head into a wall because i’m so tired of school. it’s so draining, but i’m almost done. Just have to make it til the end of may beginning of june, and i’ll be graduated. Thankfully. 😵💫
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i miss him so much…
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Normalize apologizing to children.
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i’m so tired, my head constantly is in pain. PLUS IM OUT OF FUCKING WEED IMMA END IT ALL😀
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I started sh on my upper arms now, it’ll be easier to cover with shirts if I keep it t-shirt length. I wanna seem well, and wearing normal clothes so I don’t get caught.
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i’m destroying myself for someone who might not want me in the long run. am i wasting my time or will things really work out for us?
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i don’t wanna anyone to know i’m not ok. i want them to think im healing, while in reality i’m just destroying myself behind their backs.
relapsing is the most pleasurable thing i can do for myself but its so shameful, knowing they think i’m doing okay. :€
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ya… ya u right.
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Grills Designed By: Tetsuya Akiyama (2022)
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