panic attack poem
My thoughts are blurry and I cannot see
A rope around my neck prevents me from breathing
The only two words in my mind: help me
Fuck, all I feel are my lungs screaming
The world isn’t clear anymore
Tears just keep on painting my cheeks
Help me, help me, help me – I beg as I am down on the floor
My erratic breathing is beginning to sound like painful melodies
Fingernails scratching on a school board
Or me falling to the floor as I am about to give up
Like I’m really expecting to get a reward
For all the pain I’ve withstood like it’s relevant
But at the same time I’ve been ignorant at the violent
Thoughts I’ve been allowing myself to have.
I thought I was confident and therefore dangerous
to control and strong to develop.
Yet, that’s not me.
Anxiety is taking over my brain and I need help.
All these mental problems are going to make my brain melt
And I cannot handle it.
I am weak and I will fall – like the countless times before.
Please don’t hold my hand. I wanna drown but this stupid meltdown
isn’t me. It’s a demon with dozens of brothers
Holding me in their grip like jesus christ–motherfuckers!
I don’t want to be weak. I don’t want to fall. I don’t want to drown or feel like I can’t handle it all
I wanna cause an uproar
Let people look at me and be impressed
Clap their hands and be proud that they kept believing
But that’s not me as all I’m doing is sitting here and be depressed
With a rope around my neck that prevents me from breathing
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Draco Malfoy & Hermione Granger
‘Oh, it was Malfoy, I was thinking about him and I lost track of things!’
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Harry: so, you two sleep together?
Draco and Hermione: no
Blaise: double negative. it’s a yes
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I love them so much <3
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Draco: Oh, Granger, you exasperate me. Everything I say isn't meant as criticism.
Hermione: No, I know. Some of it's meant as judgment.
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Dramione account request
Hello hello everyone!
My feed has been looking a little dull lately and that means I need to follow more dramione accounts. Does anyone have a good recommendation? Or recommend yourself, also fine! :)
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Hermione: I haven’t gotten an ‘F’ since I failed recess in second grade in the muggle school.
Hermione, mockingly: Teachers need a break too, Hermione.
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IMAGINE
Hermione's reaction when she sees Draco with another Slytherin girl- seeing him smirk, making it look like they're flirting. She quickly looks away as it's affecting her in a way she can't really explain.
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