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#Sunday #snuggles with the #doggo.
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Gonna spend today casually cleaning the apartment. Meanwhile been adding #stickers to my #journal.
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Gonna spend today casually cleaning the apartment. Meanwhile been adding #stickers to my #journal.
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I have to let you go.
I keep trying.
But you've burrowed like a gnarled root deep into the chambers of my heart.
No amount of psychic connection can make you call me.
But you still force me to carry you though I've ripped and burned the remenants time and again.
Please.
Call me.
Or at least have the decency to remove yourself from my feelings.
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A Message Never Sent
Happy New Year
I hope you're doing alright
I've been watching you from miles away
Trying to make it through the night
I see that you've been okay
Okay as you can be
I hear you're doing well with your wife and family
Despite the way it ended
I can honestly see
It was never that in your head
Those thoughts were all on me.
I linger in the window of a frozen memory
My heart grows hopeful at the sight of some disharmony
I quell that demon down and force myself to wish you well
Living a life this way is living in a hell.
Move on.
Move on.
Move on.
The year has turned around.
Move on.
Move on.
Move on.
We have bigger things to think about now.
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You still catch me off guard
Like that time in the hallway where you pushed me up against the wall
You still take my breath away
When vivid memories intrude
It should be us.
You ass.
It should be us.
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Locket
I locked my heart and made two keys
One for you
And one for me
I didn't mean to make the exchange
But you caught me by surprise one day
And in my delusion I thought that you
Were the one to give it to
But then I saw through
And I saw what was true
And now...
I don't know what to do
.
.
.
How do I get back my key?
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Did you know you broke my heart?
Did you ever try to save me?
Winter brings so many things
And kills so many more
But it doesn't kill the memory of you
You're burrowed deep in a place
Somewhere I haven't yet reached
I need to extract you
But my hands are not steady enough
And I am not strong enough
And I want you there
I want you there
I want you there
Stay there
Come back
Winter is so cold without you
#love#winter#broken#poetry#sad#missing you#hurt#lost love#love lost#sad poem#poem#love poem#prose#love prosr
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Why
Of all the people in my life
Are you making me
mourn you?
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Laying in bed
As life drifts by
Wondering
How much sleep it will take
To be whole again
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I feel a beauty inside
But can't seem to let it out
I see pictures in my mind
But can't seem to translate to lines
I'm up to my eyes in madness
Powders
Perfumes
But alone
And...
What fun is that?
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Dear Friend,
I can't wait to forget you.
Even though I know I never will.
I love you.
Goodbye.
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Laying in bed Watching the fan spin Dreading the start of the day
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Put your mouth on my throat Eat me alive Slice in to me and devour my soul As I bleed Bleed for you
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Airport Car Hotel Ice Machine Cards Sweat Tears Pause Understanding Please touch me again
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