what if you hate it

love and hatred are so close that sometimes the line between them gets blurry and you end up not knowing if you love the reason for your pain or if you hate it

“Thought can in an instant transport us into the most distant regions of the universe; or even beyond the universe, into the unbounded chaos, where nature is supposed to lie in total confusion.”

— David Hume, An Enquiry Concerning Human Understanding

She is in her own room in her bed under her covers but she feels like she is in a strange place she is scared she doesn't know why she is feeling like this, it seems like it will be a very long night maybe the pills aren't working anymore, maybe the paranoia and the voices are coming back to hunt her

why can't she be normal why why was she cursed why was her soul condemned she doesn't know the reason for her agony

“Some people are going to leave but that’s not the end of your story. That’s the end of their part in your story.”

— Unknown

She is in pain in agony

She feels like she is trapped in her own body

In this miserable life

@lifeisartinblackandwhite

“Accept the fact that you will grow apart from people you’ve had significant relationships with. Understand when someone no longer positively affects your life. Let them go. Don’t hinder your growth.”

— Lyjeeria

- وكنت كلّما هزمتني الحياة أبحث عنك لأطمئن، أنا الآن مهزوم، مهزوم جدًا، لكن شيئًا ما يقف بيننا يمنعني من الوصول إليك.