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dirtyplasma · 5 months

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how to write a character who suffers a PTSD from their past toxic relationship, how they can react / what they might say in certain situations

trigger warnings for abuse, domestic violence, ed

how they can react in certain situations

✘ avoid making eye contact, but will look up to meet caretaker’s eyes immediately if caretaker tells them to — for instance, caretaker is concerned about whumpee who keeps their gaze on the floor all the time; so, without thinking, caretaker says, “ look at me”. it doesn’t matter if they say it in a soft, comforting tone, they immediately regret it because whumpee quickly jerks their head up to meet caretaker’s eyes, fully thinking caretaker will hurt them if they don’t obey.

✘ whumpee is used to receiving orders. they don’t understand the concept of saying no and not being punished for it. so anything caretaker asks them to do (keyword; ask, whumpee can absolutely say no), whumpee will comply whether or not they want to (but they will do their best to make sure it looks like they want to).

✘ avoid staying in a crowded room or even an open space. whumpee will most likely seek comfort from some quiet corner where they’re away from anybody and nobody can bother them.

✘ an open space where there’s no one around can also bother whumpee, because it’s not just about being surrounded by a lot of people that’s triggering to whumpee. being alone in an open space can make whumpee feel extremely exposed, like an easy target.

✘ so mostly, whumpee will seek some quiet corner where they are alone and aren’t easily seen.

✘ they don’t like being the center of attention or being talked about. because this can also make them feel vulnerable, uncomfortable and exposed.

✘ physical touch that comes with no heads up, the ones that catch whumpee off guard, can result in a terrible reaction from whumpee, even if it’s an act of affection (a hug, a friendly pat on the shoulder, etc), because whumpee has already associated all kind of physical contact with pain and violence. so if someone touches them, they reflexively expect it to hurt.

✘ being jumpy in general. they may flinch away at any loud noise, any physical touch.

✘ lack of opinions in general. if they have to engage in a conversation where more than two people are talking about something, whumpee will remain quiet. not because they’re shy but because they 1.) think their opinions don’t matter 2.) are afraid they might say something wrong that’ll get them punished 3.) don’t want to risk speaking out of turn.

✘ whumpee expect themself to be punished if they make a mistake, doesn’t matter how small the mistake is — for instance, whumpee accident knocks over a glass of water, causing it to shatter, and immediately starts to panic, because they believe they will get punished for it.

✘ the rules whumper previously set for whumpee may still be effective for whumpee, even if they’re with caretaker now; whumpee still follows whimper’s rules because 1.) it’s an old habit 2.) they just want to stay safe.

✘ they can react poorly to food. whumpee may have no appetite at all, and can develop a wave of anxiety that can lead to nausea if they’re forced to eat. (this doesn’t mean caretaker is supposed to just let them starve though, only that it can be challenging and caretaker has to be very careful about how they approach this, how they handle the situation to help whumpee.)

✘ insomnia. whumpee having trouble sleeping at night, this can cause them to feel tired during daytime.

things they can say in certain situations

✘ “it’s okay.”

✘ “I’m used to it.”

✘ “I can be good. I’ll be good.”

✘ “I don’t deserve this.” (on being shown kindness)

✘ “it’s what I deserve.” (on being hurt)

✘ “why are you kind to me?”

✘ “I’m sorry, it won’t happen again.” (on making a mistake)

✘ “please, don’t be mad at me.”

✘ “I’ll do better next time.”

✘ “you’re not angry?”

✘ “it’s up to you”

✘ “either is fine with me.” (on being asked to pick something or to give an opinion)

✘ “it’s my fault.”

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dirtyplasma · 6 months

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Jake: If we don’t get out of this alive… If we’re both about to die… I love you, MC! *neither of them die* MC: … Jake: … MC: So do you wanna talk about somethi- Jake: No, thank you.

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dirtyplasma · 6 months

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[10/23] - Happy Sasuke Retsuden day!!

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dirtyplasma · 1 year

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Nothing change 🙋‍♀️

i am so freakin excited about that new game that i cant stop checking everbyte’s ig 9392828291 times a day

#duskwood jake #duskwood mc #duskwood jake x mc #duskwood jake x player #duskwood fandom #duskwood phil

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dirtyplasma · 1 year

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same🙋‍♀️ i need someone i can be jealous of

My biggest dream/wish/hope is that in the new game we get to know at least one person who knows Jake. From his previous life or from his life as a hacker, his life on the run. And it’s not exaggerated, I wish it so much, it would be so perfect.

#everbyte duskwood #new everbyte game #jake duskwood

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dirtyplasma · 1 year

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Yess, i notice the same thing🤭 Jake has this scary badass harsh hacker vibe at the beginning but MC slowly makes him soft and carring. i think MC just took his coldness mask off

I just realize, when we talk with Jake throughout the game, he rarely use the short phrases, like "I can't... I don't... I wouldn't... This isn't..." He mostly use the more formal way of saying it, if you get what I'm trying to say here. 😅 And honestly, I find that fits him and makes him even hotter because of it! 😏🤭

Also, I don't have much screenshots from then, but I checked some I have from the start of the game, and it seemes to me that the way he talks to us drastically changes from the beginning, where he is more like cocky/brash at the start, and then the more we talk and get to know eachother (and some feelings get to be developed), he becomes more polite, and carring and soft with us 😶 Or I'm just being to mesmerized by our hot hackerboy and I'm just blabbering nonsence! 😅 Still, he is HOT, and that's the important thing here! 🤭😏💚 Okie, that's it, kthxbyeeeee! 😁💚

#duskwood #duskwood everbyte #duskwood jake #duskwood jake x mc

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dirtyplasma · 1 year

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i am so freakin excited about that new game that i cant stop checking everbyte’s ig 9392828291 times a day

#duskwood #duskwood everbyte #everbyte duskwood #everbyte studio #new everbyte game

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dirtyplasma · 1 year

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my manipulative nature 🤝 Jake that fuckin manipulator

#jake donfort #duskwood jake x mc #duskwood #duskwood everbyte #duskwood game #duskwood jake x player #duskwood mc #jake x mc #iamjake

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dirtyplasma · 1 year

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<3 :)

<3

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dirtyplasma · 1 year

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Thanks for the tag @giu-world 💞

let me think…

1. Tonight Is The Night I Die by Palaye Royale

2. The Pale by the GazettE

3. KISS ME GOOD-BYE by BUCK-TICK

4. Sicario by Słoń

5. Always by Saliva

i tag @arefyculpmis @hacked-by-jake @lyon-amore @03patrickstar ❤️

Thanks for the tag @epphetha :3

5 songs I've recently found myself enjoying:

1. Shadow Horizon - Rabbit Junk

2. Idontgiveaf**k - Rabbit Junk

3. Always in Motion - Toronto is Broken

4. Venice rooftops - Jesper Kyd

5. Iron - Woodkid

@yu-gi-oh-slavia @lunastrea @i-am-a-freg @ancatmom @harpidiem @thekanucklehead @spacekrakens @the-oddest-inkling @disgruntledseagull

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dirtyplasma · 1 year

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HAHAHAHAHA

Jake and MC xD

#hbj #jake x mc #duskwood #duskwood jake

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dirtyplasma · 2 years

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POV: You and Jake are on your way to visit an old hacker friend of his. It’s the first time that you and Jake, as a couple, will visit someone Jake knows from his past. He picked you up by car and now, after two hours of driving, you take a break at a rest area. You both got a coffee and now you enjoy the fresh air for a moment before you continue.