You hurt me in so many ways but you’ll never know. I wish I could tell you how much you broke my heart but you’d never take responsibility anyways just like everything else. You went as low to block me and not even try to work anything else bc you don’t care about anyone but yourself. I truly believed you liked me but I was stupid.

I would love to just know you again.

My childhood trauma didn't make me stronger. it made me a people pleaser. it made me forgive way too much. it made me not speak when i'm supposed to. it made me an extreme empath.

I cared about you more than anyone. I actually called you out on your bullshit when no one else does. I never enabled you like everyone around you does. That’s how you know I actually cared but it doesn’t matter anymore you lost someone who would’ve done anything for you.

I was just apart of your mania you never actually liked me. You were just bored and needed someone to mess with. You told me so many lies yet you won’t admit to any of it. I’ll take the blame like I have been but I know the truth. Truth hurts sometimes.

You told me I reminded you of someone you used to like I thought maybe you were talking about your past self but turns out I was probably wrong. You didn’t like me only the thought of me since I only reminded you of someone from your past. It hurts :(

I miss you but it doesn’t matter anymore. I have to move on but it’s so hard

I really hate you rn

I’m really just tired of caring at all tbh. Caring about everything and everyone more than I should is gonna kill me. I wish I didn’t care so much

Do you? I still do.. :(

Did you ever really love me? Probably not because you aren’t capable of love you don’t know how to love anybody. I tried to teach you but you never appreciated it.

Idk if I can keep going I’m so drained. I can’t get over this lonely feeling. I’ll be alone forever. Nobody wants me I’m just to overwhelming and annoying to everyone when I just want to be loved but I guess I never will be I’m not worth it in anyone’s eyes or heart.

I feel so alone and left out rn. I can’t stop crying

I’m so mad and sad and heartbroken ugh 😣

I should just disappear for good. It’ll be better that way

I hate everything and everyone rn

Feel like crying