Do you sleep well?

The more logical question would be if I'm sleeping at all. But yes, I do. I don't usually dream. But I'm dreaming something that looks like a dream. My gloves are off. A plain oak coffin. Crows overhead. And buttons. Those damn buttons. But what's even scarier is that in all the dreams, the angel of death is defeated.

can u get my back

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

Had a dream rtvs had a new emoji called Baaulp ( no dinner) it looked like this

really enjoying playing through changeling's route

limbo

for all the vastness of space, i still had the misfortune of meeting you.

best part of watching old doctor who episodes from the 80´s is that a jaunty synth tune will start playing out of nowhere

*crawls out of a dark hole with doctor who fanart after not having posted any art for almost two months* haha hey.

the double-edged sword

comissions are open!

a dream where i breathe while suffocating, and mercury hangs too largely in the sky, and a million birds kiss my face

having an oc you havent drawn / written about publicly yet that only exist as a concept is so funny. i have special access to this limited edition guy from my brain

hal…..mrick

+ hodegetria referenced from silly figurines ^.^

this one goes out to the meduca and utena gays <3 xoxo

Biomechanoid repair by Naoyuki Kato. -   Biomechanoids of flesh and metal fight ancient wars born of their own psyche