this is the first song i ever wrote. i started writing songs after high school which is late compared to my band friends, i was living in Turkey it was morning and i was still fucking drunk, idk why but i sat at the keyboard and started writing this, and by the time it was done my heart was pounding like i just saw the rest of my life. i was fucking doomed. anyway, happy monday, fam. kill this week.
sorryyy if u r tired of talking about taylor swift now but: what did you think about the 1830s racists line on i hate it here? i feel like when i heard it it didnt even register to me as a strange thing to say let alone for a young girl to think like i feel like ive said similar things before. but so many people hate it so much i feel like im going crazy!!
the most offensive thing about it is how clunky and awkward it is. she achieves that exact 'killing the vibe' pessimistic dry humor much more succinctly like 2 lines later when she says "seems like it was never even fun back then"