Every night i be like this cuz man im just a lone sucker with undiagnosed mental health issues that people keep avoiding but whatever reason i didnt die. I just dont love my life nor want to live it yet i cant even bring myself to,im tired being in a constant shadows and just became the watcher of everyone's lifes on screen,wishing it was me or wish i had that coming for me. I don't have dreams,not that i have one in the first place, and my passion feels dead. Im fucking lost man wtf why can't i hold my life together??? Its so frustrating and sad like shit man...