I want angst, I want drama. I want problems, ALWAYS!!!! Waiting for only friends to come out.

What is happening today, why are there so many “scandals” today. 😭 They just keep popping up.

Especially the Phuwin one, according to what I read. He apologised on the live ( to his friend ) after saying what he said so why is it being brought back now? Then there half ? The my school President cast have “ scandals” and pond too. 😭 someone explain please

Midnight thoughts part 2 :

[ A boss and a babe edition ]

Check out part 1 first! Link below.

( continue ) after everything that happened, he probably wasn’t even angry at his classmates. Cher was angry at himself. He couldn’t even do the last thing he could for Tian. So when Gun said “ at least you were the best person Tian knew when he was alive ” ( y’all again not exact words just same vibes ) it probably touched Cher, it was probably everything Cher needed. To know how well he did and how important he was. Because Cher has been trying and is still trying, he thinks he is worthless. He can’t even do anything to help Tian. But when Gun said what he said, it helped comforted Cher. Gun let Cher knew his best was enough. A shoulder to lean on, that’s exactly what Gun is. Gun never pressured Cher to express how he felt, Gun was willing to just lent Cher a shoulder to lean on. And that was always more than enough for Cher.

A boss and a babe, seems like a fun romcom. But really it’s only when you look into it, you realised wow they don’t even know how they helped each other. Saved each other from themselves. They were hurting themselves unintentionally and they never realised it themself. But with each other, they realised hey actually I am enough. It was a logic the both of them knew but yet they themselves needed someone to remind them. When cher told Gun it doesn’t matter what others talk about and when Gun told Cher “ what others say about you isn’t important ” They knew, they know. We are always able to help others but when it comes to ourselves, we suddenly do the same thing we advise others not to. It’s exactly the same in this situation. They both knew that what others say about them isn’t important. They just needed someone to tell them so. “ you’re important.” “ it’s not your fault” that was all they need. And only the both of them could give to each other.

The timing, was right. If Gun had knew Cher before, he wouldn’t asked Cher to share. If Cher didn’t intern at that time when the game got leaked. Everything would have been different. They would have been different. Gun would still be the stoic, cold and strict person he was. Cher would still be blaming himself, unable to get that outlet he has now while trying to support everyone he cares about : Thoop, his friends and his family. Gun isn’t the only person that changed. Cher did too. They both did and for the better, they simply appeared in each other’s life and saved each other without realising it.

Midnight thoughts part 1 :

[ A Boss and A babe edition ]

I was thinking about much both Gun and Cher needed each other. In some sorts of way, they both met who they needed at the same time. They saved each other. Gun is hurt by Thyme ( his best friend ) because of an argument that has yet to been revealed. But because of that Gun slowly chose to isolate himself, he smiled less often and he was much harsher than before both on himself and onto others, Gun was stricter on himself and has a wall built up around him. He truly believed that he was the one that was in the wrong, he believed that he was the reason why Thyme left. When Cher appeared, Cher managed to brought Gun out of his shell. Because Cher was so innocent and so pure, in some sort of way. Cher’s innocent and straightforwardness helped Gun realised or do things he would never had even do or think about before. Because Cher cares, and simply because of that. Of course, Aoi and Jack cares about their Boss too but with Cher it’s different. You would think that with rumours flying around the office about Gun being gay, the colleagues would comfort Gun but no. Cher was the first one that did and said, “ see I’m not appalled by you ” ( I don’t remember what he actually said y’all but it’s smtg along the lines of this ) Gun, himself didn’t know he needed someone to comfort him. He didn’t realised how affected he was, yet Cher did because Cher was simple-minded. Like it’s obvious that someone would be hurt if we talked behind their backs but in Gun’s perspective, he wasn’t hurt, why? Because it probably happened so many times that he was “ immune” to it. Cher made Gun more confident in a sense, that he wasn’t in the wrong. Cher was an assurance that let Gun knew he was loved, he was validated,he wasn’t the one at fault and he deserve love. Likewise, Cher has been suppressed by his feelings. Cher is a sunshine, he is always able to spread his positivity around but what about him? Who truly cares and wants to listen to what he has to say like how he does to others ? Don’t get me wrong, Cher’s group of friends cares about him. In fact, they were all ready to jump in to help him. But it’s different, yes they know about Cher’s situation. But, none of them really took the time or moment to say “ hey, what’s really happening? ” because they know about the situation, they have been alongside him so instead of wanting to know how he feels about the situation. They say “ Bro you need to stop lending money, I think thoops into some bad shit ” ( not in exact words but the vibe uk ) it’s not a bad thing, they still care for cher and they really do. But Gun is different, Gun wants to know how Cher feels and he is willing to listen to everything Cher has to say. I think that’s all Cher needed. Someone to listen to what he has to say, Gun is someone Cher can talked to because he is different from his friends, if he said how he feels to his friend, it felt like an additional burden to his already busy friend. But Gun said, “ because you helped me, I want to help you too. I want you to know how wonderful it is to be heard ” ( not in exact words again but vibes there ) and the the fact is Gun entered Cher’s life in the moment he needed it just like how Cher entered Gun’s. It was at the peak, when both of them were at their worse. Imagine how hurt, Cher was at the class reunion. His first love, someone he really cares about. He feels guilty that he wasn’t there for her. He was supposed to her close friend but he didn’t even know that she was struggling ( pregnancy situation ) Cher’s thought about the whole situation was “ if only, I was good enough. If I had tried harder to be there for Tian. She would still be alive now. ” He feels bad about himself, he blames himself. And he thinks everyone blames him too. I would say that how Tian is being remembered is the only thing left he could do for Tian. Cher wants Tian to be remembered for who she is. So when his classmate insulted Tian. He was hurt? Furious ? The last thing Cher could do was remember her, and make sure everyone remembers her the way he did. For who she was.

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THOUGHTS on A boss and a babe episode 7 :

I have a few things to say about this episode,

Firstly, drunk Gun was everything, Man’s whipped. ITS SO FREAKING SWEET AND CUTE. Guncher interaction this episode is so

✨W H O L E S O M E ✨

Secondly, guncher is so freaking obvious, how does no one else know the two have something going !! Also watch that livestream go viral, it has too. I want it too. Please be viral hehe. Like I want that to be how the people in the office knows about them, like it’s stupid but it’s cute. It’s literally a live stream with 80 viewers, which is an increase from the last live ( if I rmb correctly) unless they are his teammates, the viewers could be some colleagues. 👀

For this specific scene, I feel like it should have been “ you said you love Tian ” HEAR ME OUT. I feel like Thoop is insecure, he thinks that nobody cares for him. Cher/Laem loved Tian which was why he kept caring for Thoop ( and Gun loves Thoop, just that Thoop doesn’t see it himself ) Thus, Thoop has this mentality that Cher is only taking care of him because Cher still loves Tian. Personally I feel like “ you said you loved Tian “ doesn’t really represent the anger? Desperation? That Thoop is feeling in this scene. I don’t know how else to describe the feeling. But it’s almost like you think that this person is taking care of you because they feel guilty and because they love someone who was always taking care of you. And it’s feels as if when that person loves someone else, they no longer have a reason to love and care for you. And you have been abandoned by the people you care about once again. That’s how I will describe Thoop’s feeling. Is Thoop still a brat. Yes, but just my thought on the situation.

Lastly, I’m scared of getting too attached to any of the characters, I’m scared that they will end up being the mole :(((. If jack or aoi ends up being the mole I might cry a little ( maybe a lot, im kinda dramatic ) also also I have a feeling that the Job that was recommended to Thoop might be indirectly related to Thyme or Gun, like just an instinct like drugs or something illegal. Like it has to be something bad for Thoop to say “ I no longer have people I care about” and also his “friend” looks like he hasn’t slept in days. Man’s dark circle is so dark, I hope it’s makeup.

THOOOP NOOOOO AHHHH,,, whatever job his “friend” recommended is so suspicious. And Gun still cares for you!!!

When will someone like Gun appear in my life.

Thai Bl actors I think will make a good ____ part 1 :

Psychopath edition :

1. Bible ( kinnporsche )

> I think this explains itself, Bible’s Vegas is literally (almost) a psychopath. Especially the torture scenes, I think Bible will make a good psychopath in a series/movie. Just imagine, you see a sweet bartender everyday at the coffeeshop you visit but one night you accidentally witness something you shouldn’t have. The bartender you had a crush on, has a weird hobby of plucking out all the teeth of the people he has killed.

2. Perth ( never let me go, love by chance )

> I don’t know, Perth acting in never let me go convinces me that Perth can act as a psychopath. Something about the way his emotions and behaviour switching about in the show. Like how he has a crush on Ben and tells Nuengdiao that Ben isn’t a good person to keep Ben all to himself. Like imagine a yandere type of character? Chopper gives “ if I can’t have you, you can’t have anyone else ” kinda vibe. Toxic yes. I know it’s toxic. But like imagine how Perth could pull off a psychotic character like it would be hot. Okay I’m a walking red flag I need help. The backstory is there.. I mean.. imagine if Chopper listened to his Dad or turned out the way his Dad wanted him too. It is a possibility.

3. Fourth ( My school President )

> OKAY HEAR ME OUT! Something about his line in My school President “ smile, Mr School President ” screams manipulative. Like I think man can pull it off no problem. Just imagine, THE DUALITY THIS MAN CAN PULL OFF. Okay i don’t know I just feel like it is possible. Like I feel that fourth can take on a more darker ? Role. I don’t even believe, like it would be a good PLOT TWIST cause the man is a cutie like you wouldn’t expect him to be a bad guy. So it’s like when it’s revealed that he was the one behind everything it will be like :0. Do you know what I mean

4. Max ( manners of death )

While watching manners of death, I was convinced he was the one behind everything. Maybe it’s because of my habit of skipping when things drag out but you can’t convince me otherwise!! Something about the way he acts in manners of death makes me feel that can pull off a psychopath character. Like what my brain was thinking while watching the show was : this rich ass dude fell in love with the doctor dude and now he wants the doctor to be his only doctor so he ask his men to threaten the doctor’s safety so that he can save the man of his dream and killed of everyone the doctor trust so that the doctor only has him. You know? Same? No just me?

P.S : found this in my drafts, so Imma just publish it hehe. Just some of my thoughts and it’s just got FUN. Pretty sure this was written like 2? Months ago.

Gmmtv really be giving me trust issues. This is giving Enchanté flashbacks. Iykyk if not WATCH IT!

Like watch the mole be Gun or something. I will throw HANDS. Just don’t be Jack 😭, my man been through a lot.

My vote for the previous poll was Porsche, but now I’m leaning towards the other office lady.

My vote for the previous poll was Porsche, but now I’m leaning towards the other office lady.

HE PURPOSELY ONE 🥹

#.... for science....

This was so sweet :

Other office lady is so suspicious…

People want only fans, I only want only friends.

Currently, I’m guessing either the other office lady or Porsche… they seem fishy. But I might change my mind after next week… feel free to write about your own thoughts on who the mole(s) are!! I wanna read.

A boss and a babe episode 5 headcannon :

Porsche : They are definitely flirting in the loo.

Jack : how long are we supposed to act like we don’t know the two of them have something going on?

Oi : Omg! Our plan worked, cher is jealous! Boss is finally going to be happy again.