Rainer Maria Rilke, The Dark Interval: Letters on Loss, Grief, and Transformation

the reason why i didnt cry today:

now, I think I know what you tried to say to me

how you suffered for your sanity

how you tried to set them free

they would not listen, they're not listening still

perhaps they never will

"although i hadn't seen him in more than ten years, i know i'll miss him forever." SHUT UP SHUT THE HELL UP JESUS CHRIST "i never had any friends later on like the ones i had when i was twelve. jesus, does anyone?" LEAVE ME ALONE STOP IT CUT IT OUT MAN "he hates me" "he doesn't hate you" "he hates me" "no, he just doesn't know you" FUCK OFF "but kids lose everything unless there's someone there to look out for them. and if your parents are too fucked up to do it, then maybe i should" STOP IT CUT IT OUT MAN

quotes from "stand by me" released in 1986

Jesus, does anyone?

- j (x)

taylor swift is neither tortured nor is she any kind of poet lol

I love the dead because we cannot let each other down anymore.

Hanif Abdurraqib, There's Always This Year