composing-birdsong
ONE LITTLE BIRD WILL FIND US SOON
YOUR PAST WILL CONTINUE TO SLIP THROUGH YOUR FINGERS
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I WISH THAT I WAS DEAD
I DON’T WISH I WAS DEAD
BUT SOMEBODIES GOT TO GO
get a load of these guys
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MEMENTO MORI
(bonus vers. under the cut)
(diff set of lyrics)
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[LOG 001]
I’m not exactly sure how to start writing this, so I guess I’ll just say whatever comes to mind.
Do you know how difficult it is writing this with one eye? Maybe if I still have this journal in a few months, I’ll get to see if I improve once I’m more used to it.
If I’m still alive.
Honestly I don’t know why I’m writing this. I’ve never found a point in journaling before, but apparently it’s good for mental health and if I’m in this hell, I’ll take whatever I can get.
Clockwork Present (maybe I’ll just say Clockwork) is… I don’t know. He’s an asshole but he’s also oddly nice to me. He didn’t have to bring me back. He said that himself.
But he did. And apparently I have something to do for him. He refuses to say what and it’s pissing me off, but I suppose I owe him. So I’ll do it.
He hasn’t given me an answer. When I asked what happened to Gabriel, when I met Clockwork after my death. He shrugged.
I miss my son.
It’s all my fault. If I had just gotten my act together and said something to her sooner, maybe none of this would have had to happen. Maybe in another world, Gabriel is alive and I’m alive too, and I get to try to make it up to him. I’d give my whole life to try again, I really would. If he wanted me to.
If he never wanted to see me again, I suppose that would be fine also. I wish he would let me, but I’m not going to make him.
It’s been nearly three years. I still don’t know what killed him. Dory didn’t even know what killed him. He’s gone and if I had just been better I’d have been able to help. I don’t know. He’d have been nineteen now.
I can’t keep thinking about him. As nice as it was for Clockwork to bring me back, he didn’t bring back my other wing. Among many other things, it means I have no more chances.
If I die, I die.
And this world wants me dead.
Yesterday, I decided I was going to try studying it. If Gabriel was here, I think he’d do the same. And it’s also just. weird? I guess? I don’t have any better way to describe it. Everything… shifts. On a whim. I don’t think this world is exactly right either. It just doesn’t sit right with me, and the several near death experiences sure aren’t helping.
I don’t have too many observations right now. I was never a scientist, I’m not sure how I’m supposed to do this, but I’ll probably use this journal to document anything else. I’ll see if I want to write more personal entries too, but maybe this is just a one time thing.
Either way, it’s been nice to get things out of my head a bit, so I don’t regret this.
[End of Log 001]
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well, would you?
#working on a little smth while I keep planning for birdsong#it’ll both help me with planning and also give the people some content#been planning to do this for a while now#birdsong#I found an old fic i started and was somewhat inspired by the format and tbh
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working on something…
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trying to write a drabble and realising I didn’t name my weird fantasy species
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Two very low quality shitposts for my ocs, okay good bight
#gabriel aurum#clockwork past#clockwork present#zip (birdsong)#to the birdsong sideblog ye go#This too
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everyone is very lucky I do not know how to code or mod things, or make sprite sheets, because if I could make a custom stardew npc based off one of my guys I think I would be too abnormal about it
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yeah my thoughts exactly gabriel
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this was actually a tie to a bigger au for the loreverse where they’re literally all modern people but the birdsong cast is just the funniest of all these roles
birdsong au where they’re actually all just phasmophobia players
#sure you can argue that Wilbur becoming an attorney (ace attorney style) is funnier actually#but I think there’s a better joke in Gabriel “popular ghost game streamer” Aurum and his friends#from nice person they play with even if she doesn’t like ghosts that much because she needs a break from her twin but she’s fun to chill w/#to Gabriel’s foster father’s(?) actual adoptive kid (or one or two/three anyway) who is scarily good at deception games#and finally to the weird orphan bestie Gabriel picked up one day who’s here to chill in the van in game and also does Lego mechanics#pointless chirping
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he is like actively panicking and I am writing this to animal crossing music. great weather we’re having
writing scenes out of order is so fun like yes I haven’t written anything surrounding this and everything I’m currently doing is subject to change, anyway don’t ask how Gabriel is doing right now I’m sure he’s fiiiiine
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writing scenes out of order is so fun like yes I haven’t written anything surrounding this and everything I’m currently doing is subject to change, anyway don’t ask how Gabriel is doing right now I’m sure he’s fiiiiine
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birdsong au where they’re actually all just phasmophobia players
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shitty summary of the birdsong main party:
gabriel aurum - gods favourite little fucked up weird thing
morgan - “I’d follow him to hell and back I just wish he’d stop GOING THERE”
kyla star - tired wine aunt dragging a collection of incompetent little shits around
zip - DIVINES someone let this child rest he’s like 14 mentally why the fuck has he been living like this for years
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one day you will know enough about miriabi and i will know enough about birdsong that we will be able to make funny fan works of each others stories 💥💥💥💥💥
one day… one day 😔
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when the song is birds because the bird song is sung by birds so they call it a song because it is bird song song birds song because
very elegantly put
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