did everyone just universally decide to forget that tim genuinely believed that jon could pull basira. like. jonathan sims. the archivist. could pull HER. like fully believed it. possibly died believing they hooked up like what the fuck was wrong with him mentally or conversely what did he Know that i Don’t

It’s funny to me that Magnus Archives started out with mostly “normal” ghost stories & held back on the really weird stuff until later seasons, whereas with Protocol we’ve gotten the following in the first twelve episodes:

- Guy Who Murdered His Wife Gets Turned Into a Tree While Running From the Cops

- Man Made of Needles

- Demon Antique Enthusiasts Who Crowd Crush People

- Janitor Runs Away From IRL Timelapse Only to End Up in a Cannibal Restaurant in the Void

- A Guy Just Straight Up Gets Run Over by a Semi Truck

- Knockoff Barney the Dinosaur Shows Up to a Strip Club and Starts Smashing Skulls

Can't stop thinking about Jonathan Jarchivist Sims can't stop thinking about the subtle emotion in his voice when he said it felt good to compel people can't stop thinking about how he probably sat in his office in season 4 and tried to starve himself of statements because he Knew what everyone would think of him if he embraced what he was Becoming can't stop thinking about how he always took the verbally damaging blows from Melanie and Basira because he truly believed he did not deserve support can't stop thinking about the guilt he felt when he was awarded wholeness and completeness for bringing in the Fears can't stop thinking about how after years of slowly turning into a monster, he ultimately tried to make the most humane decision of trapping the Fears in his own reality instead of creating the chance of another individual experiencing the incomprehensible amount of pain and guilt he holds on his shoulders can't stop thinking abou

have some Michael distortion art bc I love it sm much and it's my baby boy

Haven’t had a single coherent thought since starting season 3

been listening to all eternals deck on repeat all day

nature + festering forgetting / remembering

quetzalcoatl eats plums / neon orange glimmer song / nine black poppies / sept 19 triple x love! love! / chanson du bon chose / jd on chanson du bon chose

man i miss when i was first getting into the mountain goats and i could just be like. ok time to listen to all hail west texas for the first time. and then a month later i could be like ok time to listen to the life of the world to come for the first time. i have some free time i’ll just listen to we shall all be healed, an album i have never heard before, for the first time

listening to early goats and going insane about the boombox again. no one gets me like the inanimate object that insists on adding to its every recording a terrible whirring noise gets me. because it's too sensitive and it's built wrong. what do you mean you don't go through life constantly hearing a grating thrum? never find yourself tapping along to its beat? don't have to tune it out to listen when people talk? do i have to hit you over the head with it. do i have to hit you over the head with it.

‘Can I Get Over My Debilitating Social Anxiety?’ by J.P. Brammer

three years ago today, a new me was born

Pokémon Card Art by Keiji Kinebuchi

‘Can I Get Over My Debilitating Social Anxiety?’ by J.P. Brammer

this episode killed me. celia is a MOTHER? sam used to VAUGEPOST? gwen is literally JONATHAN SIMS? lena is basically ELIAS BOUCHARD? SOME OF THEM ARE BENEVOLENT?????????

time is moving so fast and being alive on this earth is so scary and im not even in love. whatever. *watches another movie*