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// Very messy but do they care? No.
Lips curving upwards into a playful smirk at the reaction the male had given him, it was nice to know that his flattery was paying off. Not that the male had any doubts that it would, after all truth was the sincere form of flattery and everything he had spoken was just that. Well at least to him it was, he couldn't talk for others but if they couldn't see it then he'd swear they were blind. He was honestly thrilled his last night of freedom was spent with the stranger who couldn't stop looking at him, like he was going to disappear. Couldn't stop touching him, pretty sure he was patting him down. And was now clung to him.
Which if his parents and advisors could see him now, oh how they'd would flip. Kinda always did when it came to his occasional flings, but definitely more so now that he was engaged to be married. Yet Dimitri didn't care, especially when he was pushed up against the wall. Raising a finger to the male's lips, brushing his finger tip against them softly before running it down the male's body teasingly. Brushing against the pretty boy's crotch before stopping, fingers pulling away, only to grip at the top the other was wearing seconds later to remove it while he listened to the words being spoken. A soft purring noise vibrated his throat at the flattery he received, typically he would disagree with the statement about his beauty because he didn't see it. But still his cheeks heated up like any other time, biting down on his lip gently momentarily before a soft breath of air passed through them with how close the other had gotten to him. Couldn't deny how excited and hot he was, not when evidence was definitely showing at this point in time. Especially now the male's lips were ghosting over his. ❝Now whose being impatient love, can't even wait til we're in the privacy of your room.❞ He teased before his lips pressed against the others, delicately, like butterfly wings at first. Then it was soft and moist and hot and breathy, not trying to win a battle but seeking union and closeness. Sharing of one breath for one timeless and passionate moment.
As the prince pulled away, he couldn't help but to nip gently at the other's lips. Once fully separated, a smirk settled upon his features. Although it disappeared when the other broke the silence once more, a soft snicker that lacked any real mockery escaping his throat. Only because the stranger had no clue that they only really had tonight, no matter what happened. it would be like nothing ever happened come tomorrow, Dimitri would once again be the Romanov heir who was betrothed to another. ❝This isn't a fairytale that has a happy ending love, we're just using each other for a night of pleasure in a way. And believe me, I'm under no impression that this will ever be more than just a hook up. So come tomorrow we'll be strangers with a secret memory but tonight, we're lovers. Unless you want to change your mind pretty boy?❞ Dimitri asked, giving the stranger one more chance to walk away.
➫ PAUL shook his head at all the flattery, eyes rolling, but he loved every second of it. His pulse quickened, he couldn’t stop looking at the man he was leaving with. If this was all a ruse to get him alone, to do horrible things to him, he might have just accepted his fate. He was always supposed to be proper, polite, well spoken, full of manners, and pure to the thousandth degree. It was unbearable, the young heir was constantly running away at night to do SOMETHING with his life. And then he was told about this arrangement, his life hadn't been hard before, but once he was put up as a trade to further the family fortune, it was like one bad day after another. He had finally had enough, and if this was his way out, so be it.
Unfortunately or fortunately for him, the guy had nothing on him. At least, nothing he could find. They continued on, without worry or care, walking down the long hall of the hotel. And he couldn't stop himself from giggling at this guy buttering the fuck out of him. It was seductively adorable. Paul's arms were clinging to the guy, but with all his posturing and talking, he was getting all riled up, feeling hot and lucky all of a sudden. He stopped them in the middle of the hall, pushing the other up against the wall and placing his hands on either side of him to steady himself. "Oh yeah? Why don't you kiss me now then? Maybe we'll both be worshipping some beauty, one way or another. Have you ever looked in a mirror? Talking about me like I'm an angel but you must be a God of some kind, carved from beauty and marble..." He smirked, leaning in and ghosting his lips over Dimitri's, tempting him to make the connection.
Whether this guy was any good or not, mattered very little to him right now, though it would in the morning. Paul would have kicked him out without notice, he couldn't risk his mother finding him like this. She had her ways. "Depends on what happens between us, lover boy. But let me be honest, we'll be strangers after tonight, right? We're playing at a bit, the two lost boys who find each other for the night and see what happens. Sounds about right, yeah? I think it's very sexy of us."
#☯ 。゜ ⠀ ☆ ⠀ 。゜ ⠀ ★ 𝙁𝙄𝙇𝙀𝘿 𝙐𝙉𝘿𝙀𝙍 ﹕Dimitri#♚↬ʀɪᴘᴘᴇᴅ ᴀᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴇᴅɢᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ᴀ ᴍᴀѕᴛᴇʀᴘɪᴇᴄᴇ↫♚ ✘Chats✘#♛➺ Paul⠀。゜ ⠀ ☆ ── { berylcluster }#berylcluster#✦ 。゜ ✧ - ̗̀ 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓 𝐎𝐍 𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐁𝐄𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 ─── ❪ Main ❫#✦ 。゜ ✧ - ̗̀ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐌 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐔𝐍𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖𝐍 ─── ❪ Fandomless ❫
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TANNER BUCHANAN in HOW TO DATE BILLY WALSH
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Oh thank you so much, I sincerely appreciate it. I think you are absolutely wonderful yourself <3
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You come from parents wanton
A childhood rough and rotten
I come from wealth and beauty
Untouched by work or duty
And my parents will never consent to this love
But I hold your hand
And oh, my love, my love
And oh, my love, my love
We both go down together
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#a messy bitch
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♪ need every bit of you babe, you know i want your video ♪
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HJ 🌠 [240420] Instagram Update #Hong_stagram "Coachella Round 2🔥✨"
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Danielle Campbell as Olivia Moon
↳ s02e10 Ever After
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DON’T BE SHY, SEND MY MUSE SOME NOSEY ANONS!
ASK ABOUT PEOPLE IN THEIR LIVES, ABOUT THEIR LIKES AND DISLIKES, WHAT THEY THINK ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS, ANYTHING YOU WANT! HIT ME UP WITH QUESTIONS!
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trevor spengler; ghostbusters frozen empire
#☯ 。゜ ⠀ ☆ ⠀ 。゜ ⠀ ★ 𝙁𝙄𝙇𝙀𝘿 𝙐𝙉𝘿𝙀𝙍 ﹕Romeo#☯ 。゜ ⠀ ☆ ⠀ 。゜ ⠀ ★ 𝙁𝙄𝙇𝙀𝘿 𝙐𝙉𝘿𝙀𝙍 ﹕Mike#♚↬ᴀ ᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴏᴜѕ ᴀɴɢᴇʟ ωɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴅᴇᴠɪᴏᴜѕ ᴀᴛᴛɪᴛᴜᴅᴇ↫♚ ✘Visage✘
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Perspective's Sentence Starters; The Tortured Poets Department by Taylor Swift (Part IV)
I LOOK IN PEOPLE'S WINDOWS
I had died the tiniest death.
I spied the catch in your breath.
I'm afflicted by the not knowing.
I look in people's windows.
They have their friends over to drink nice wine.
I look in people's windows in case you're at their table.
What if your eyes looked up and met mine one more time?
I still ponder what it meant.
I triеd searching faces on streets.
What are the chances you'd be downtown?
Does it feel alright to not know me?
I'm addicted to the "if only".
I look in people's windows like I'm some deranged weirdo.
THE PROPHECY
It's gone again.
I got cursed like Eve got bitten.
Was it punishment?
I guess a lesser woman would've lost hope.
A greater woman wouldn't beg.
I've been on my knees.
Change the prophecy.
Don't want money, just someone who wants my company,
Let it once be me.
Who do I have to speak to about if they can redo the prophecy?
Still I dream of him.
I sound like an infant.
A greater woman stays cool.
I howl like a wolf at the moon.
I look unstable.
Gathered with a coven 'round a sorceress' table.
A greater woman has faith.
Even statues crumble if they're made to wait.
I'm so afraid I sealed my fate.
Spending my last coin so someone will tell me it'll be okay.
CASSANDRA
That's where I was when I got the call.
In the streets, there's a raging riot.
Burn the bitch.
When the truth comes out, it's quiet.
They killed *Name* first 'cause she feared the worst
They filled my cell with snakes.
Do you believe me now?
I was in my tower weaving nightmares.
What doesn't kill you makes you aware.
What happens if it becomes who you are?
They set my life in flames.
They knew the whole time that I was onto something.
The family, the pure greed, the Christian chorus line.
They all said nothing.
Blood's thick but nothing like a payroll.
Bet they never spared a prayer for my soul.
You can mark my words that I said it first.
In the morning warning, no one heard.
That's where I was when I lost it all.
I was onto something.
Not a single word was heard.
PETER
My lost fearless leader.
Is it something I did?
The goddess of timing once found us beguiling.
She said she was trying.
Was she lying?
I didn't wanna come down.
I thought it was just goodbye for now.
You said you were gonna grow up.
Are you still a mind reader?
I've heard great things.
Life was always easier on you than it was on me.
Sometimes it gets me.
We both did the best we could do.
I didn't wanna hang around.
I won't confess that I waited, but I let the lamp burn.
I hoped you'd return.
Tell me all that you'd learned.
Love's never lost when perspective is earned.
You said you'd come and get me.
The shelf life of those fantasies has expired.
Forgive me, *Name*, please know that I tried.
I tried to hold on to the days when you were mine.
The woman who sits by the window has turned out the light.
THE BOLTER
She almost drowned when she was six in frigid water.
I can confirm she made a curious child.
Reviled by everyone except her own father.
Splendidly selfish, charmingly helpless.
Excellent fun 'til you get to know her.
She runs like it's a race.
Her best mates laughed and they nicknamed her "The Bolter".
Oh, we must stop meeting like this.
It always ends up with a town car speeding out the drive one evening.
He'll call her a whore
As she was leaving, it felt like breathing.
All her fuckin' lives flashed before her eyes.
It feels like the time she fell through the ice, then came out alive.
He was a cad, wanted her bad.
She liked the way he tastes.
At first blush, this is fate.
What a charming Saturday.
She just knows she must bolt.
She's been many places with men of many faces.
Hearts are hers for the breakin'.
She's got the best stories.
As she was leaving, it felt like freedom.
ROBIN
Long may you reign.
You're an animal.
You are bloodthirsty
You have no idea.
All this showmanship to keep it for you in sweetness.
Way to go, tiger.
Long may you roar.
You're a just ruler.
You look ridiculous and you have no idea.
Buried down deep and out of your reach, the secret we all vowed to keep.
You got the dragonflies above your bed.
You have a favorite spot on the swing set.
You have no room in your dreams for regrets.
You have no idea.
The time will arrive for the cruel and the mean.
You'll learn to bounce back just like your trampoline.
But now we'll curtail your curiosity in sweetness.
THE MANUSCRIPT
Now and then she rereads the manuscript of the entire torrid affair.
I'm not a donor but I'd give you my heart if you needed it.
You're a professional.
No, just a good samaritan.
If the sex was half as good as the conversation was, soon they'd be pushin' strollers.
Soon it was over.
She wished she was thirty..
Couldn't sleep unless it was in her mother's bed.
She dated boys who were her own age.
She was so wise beyond her years.
Everything had been above board.
The years passed like scenes of a show.
The Professor said to write what you know.
Lookin' backwards might be the only way to move forward.
The actors were hitting their marks.
The slow dance was alight with the sparks.
At last, she knew what the agony had been for.
The only thing that's left is the manuscript.
One last souvenir from my trip to your shores.
The story isn't mine anymore.
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Perspective's Sentence Starters; The Tortured Poets Department by Taylor Swift (Part III)
THE BLACK DOG
You forgot to turn it off.
I just don't understand how you don't miss me.
She's too young to know this song.
Old habits die screaming.
I move through the world with a heart broken.
I may never open up thе way I did for you.
You said I needed a bravе man.
Do you hate me?
Was it hazing for a cruel fraternity?
I pledged, and I still mean it.
Six weeks of breathing clean air, I still miss the smoke.
Were you making fun of me?
Now I wanna sell my house.
I hope you hear it.
I hope it's shitty in The Black Dog
This tail between your legs, you're leaving.
I still can't believe it.
IMGONNAGETYOUBACK
The one that fits me like skin.
You knew the price going in.
I can tell when somebody still wants me.
Once you fix your face, I'm going in.
Whether I'm gonna be your wife, or gonna smash up your bike, I haven't decided yet.
I'm gonna get you back.
Whether I'm gonna curse you out, or take you back to my house, I haven't decidеd yet.
You'll find that you were never not mine.
You're mine.
Small talk, big walk, act like I don't care what you did.
I'm an Aston Martin that you steered straight into the ditch.
I can take the upper hand and touch your body.
I might just love you 'til the end.
Whether I'm gonna flip you off, or pull you into the closet, I haven't decided yet.
I can feel it coming, honey, in the way you move.
We're becoming something new.
Say you got somebody else.
I got someone too
Even if it's handcuffed, I'm leaving here with you.
Bygones will be bygone.
Pick your poison, babe, I'm poison either way.
THE ALBATROSS
Wild winds are death to the candle.
A rose by any other name is a scandal.
They tried to warn him about her.
Cross your thoughtless heart.
She's the albatross.
She is here to destroy you.
One bad seed kills the garden.
One less temptress, one less dagger to sharpen.
Locked me up in towers, but I'd visit in your dreams.
They tried to warn you about me.
Devils that you know raise worse hell than a stranger.
She's the death you chose.
You're in terrible danger.
I've been there too, and that none of it matters
Wise men once read fake news and they believed it.
You couldn't conceive it.
You were sleeping soundly when they dragged you from your bed.
I tried to warn you about them.
I'm the albatross.
I swept in at the rescue.
The devil that you know looks now more like an angel.
I'm the life you chose.
CHLOE OR SAM OR SOPHIA OR MARCUS
I just watched it happen
Seemed like he would've bullied you in school.
You just watched it happen.
I loved you the way that you were.
If you want to tear my world apart, just say you've always wondered.
You said some things that I can't unabsorb.
You turned me into an idea of sorts.
You needed me, but you needed drugs more.
I couldn't watch it happen.
I changed into goddesses, villains, and fools.
Changed plans and lovers and outfits and rules all to outrun my desertion of you.
Too impaired by my youth to know what to do.
Will that make your memory fade from this scarlet maroon?
Could it be enough to just float in your orbit?
Can we watch our phantoms like watching wild horses?
Cooler in theory, but not if you force it.
HOW DID IT END?
We hereby conduct this post-mortem.
He was a hot house flower to my outdoorsmen.
We could not cure them.
A touch that was my birth right became foreign.
It's happening again.
We'll tell no-one.
We must know, how did it end?
We were blind to unforeseen circumstances.
We learn the right steps to diffеrent dances.
Lost the game of chance, what are the chances?
Guess who we ran into at the shops?
Didn't you hear? They called it all off.
How did it end?
The deflation of our dreaming leaving me bereft and reeling.
But I still don't know, how did it end?
SO HIGH SCHOOL
I feel so high school every time I look at you.
I wanna find you in a crowd just to hide from you.
Tell me 'bout the first time you saw me.
I'll drink what you think.
I'm high from smoking your jokes all damn night.
Your friends are around, so be quiet.
I'm trying to stifle my sighs.
I feel so high school every time I look at you.
Are you gonna marry, kiss, or kill me?
It's just a game, but really.
I'm bettin' on all three for us two.
No one's evеr had me, not like you.
Touch me while your bros play Grand Theft Auto.
It's true, swear, scouts honor.
You knew what you wanted, and, boy, you got her.
You already know, babe.
I'm hearing voices like a madman.
I HATE IT HERE
Tell me something awful.
You are a poet trapped inside the body of a finance guy.
Tell me all your secrets.
All you'll ever be is my eternal consolation prize.
I was a debutant in another life, but now I seem to be scared to go outside.
If comfort is a construct, I don't believe in good luck.
Now that I know what's what.
I hate it here.
People need a key to get to.
The only one is mine.
I read about it in a book when I was a precocious child.
I'm there most of the year.
My friends used to play a game where we would pick a decade we wished we could live in instead of this.
Everyone would look down 'cause it wasn't fun now.
Seems like it was never even fun back then.
Nostalgia is a mind's trick.
If I'd been there, I'd hate it.
It was freezing in the palace.
They found a better planet.
Only the gentle survived.
I dreamed about it in the dark.
I felt like I might die.
I'm lonely, but I'm good.
I'm bitter, but I swear I'm fine.
I'll save all my romanticism for my inner life and I'll get lost on purpose.
This place made me feel worthless.
In my fantasies, I rise above it.
Way up there, I actually love it.
THANK YOU AIMEE
There's a bronze spray-tanned statue of you.
It was always the same searing pain.
All that time you were throwin' punches, I was buildin' somethin'.
I can't forgive the way you made me feel.
I can't forget the way you made me heal.
It wasn't a fair fight, or a clean kill.
She wrote hеadlines in the local paper, laughing at each baby step I'd take.
Everyone knows that my mother is a saintly woman, but she used to say she wished that you were dead.
Your words are still just ringing in my head.
When I count the scars, there's a moment of truth, that there wouldn't be this, if there hadn't been you.
Maybe you've reframed it.
In your mind, you never beat my spirit black and blue.
I don't think you've changed much.
I changed your name, and any real defining clues.
One day, your kid comes home singin' a song that only us two is gonna know is about you.
All that time you were throwin' punches, it was all for nothin'.
Our town, it looks so small, from way up here.
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Perspective's Sentence Starters; The Tortured Poets Department by Taylor Swift (Part II)
GUILTY AS SIN?
I hadn't heard it in a while.
My boredom's bone deep.
This cage was once just fine.
Am I allowed to cry?
I dream of cracking locks.
Crashing into him tonight, he's a paradox.
I'm seeing visions.
Am I bad, or mad, or wise?
What if he's written "Mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind?
Oh, what a way to die.
I keep recalling things we never did.
Without ever touching his skin, how can I be guilty as sin?
There's no such thing as bad thoughts, only your actions talk.
We've already done it in my head.
Why does it feel like a vow we'll both uphold somehow?
What if I roll the stone away?
They're gonna crucify me anyway
What if the way you hold me is actually what's holy?
They don't know how you've haunted me so stunningly.
I choose you and me, religiously.
WHO'S AFRAID OF LITTLE OLD ME?
You don’t get to tell me about sad.
If you wanted me dead you should’ve just said.
Nothing makes me feel more alive.
Who’s afraid of little old me?
You don’t get to tell me you feel bad.
Is it a wonder I broke?
Let’s hear one morе joke.
Then we could all just laugh until I cry.
I was tame, I was gentle till the circus life made me mean.
Don’t you worry folks, we took out all her teeth.
So tell me everything is not about me, but what if it is?
Say they didn’t do it to hurt me, but what if they did?
I wanna snarl and show you just how disturbed this has made me.
You wouldn’t last an hour in the asylum where they raised me.
All you kids can sneak into my house with all the cobwebs.
I’m always drunk on my own tears, isn’t that what they all said?
I’ll sue you if you step on my lawn.
I’m fearsome, and I’m wretched and I’m wrong.
Put narcotics into all of my songs and that’s why you’re still singing along.
You lured me and you hurt me and you taught me.
You caged me and then you called me crazy.
I am what I am 'cause you trained me.
I CAN FIX HIM (NO REALLY I CAN)
The smoke cloud billows out his mouth like a freight train through a small town.
The jokes that he told across the bar were revolting and far too loud.
God, help her.
I told them he's my man
I can fix him, no, really, I can.
The dopamine races through his brain on a six-lane Texas highway.
His hands so calloused from his pistol softly traces hearts on my face.
I could see it from a mile away.
A perfect case for my certain skill set.
He had a halo of the highest gradе.
He just hadn't met me yеt.
Good boy, that's right.
Come close.
I'll show you Heaven if you'll be an angel, all mine.
Trust me, I can handle me a dangerous man.
LOML
Who's gonna stop us from waltzing back into rekindled flames?
We were just kids, babe.
I don't mind, it takes time.
I thought I was better safe than starry-eyed.
I felt a glow like this, never before and never since.
If you know it in one glimpse, it's legendary.
You said I'm the love of your life.
You took me to hell too.
A con man sells a fool a "get love quick" scheme.
I felt a hole like this, never before and ever since.
What we thought was for all time was momentary.
Mr. Steal-Your-Girl, then make her cry.
You shit-talked me under the table.
I wish I could unrecall how we almost had it all.
It was legendary.
It was momentary.
It was unnecessary.
Should've let it stay buried.
What a valiant roar.
What a bland goodbye.
The coward claimed he was a lion.
I'm combing through the braids of lies.
Our field of dreams engulfed in fire.
I'll still see until I die.
You're the loss of my life.
I CAN DO IT WITH A BROKEN HEART
I can read your mind.
She's having the time of her life.
I can show you lies.
I'm a real tough kid.
I can handle my shit.
They said, "Babe, you gotta fake it till you make it" And I did.
Lights, camera, bitch, smile.
He said he'd love me all his life.
All the piеces of me shatterеd as the crowd was chanting "More".
I was grinnin' like I'm winnin'.
I can do it with a broken heart.
I'm so depressed, I act like it's my birthday every day.
I'm so obsessed with him, but he avoids me like the plague.
I cry a lot, but I am so productive, it's an art.
You know you're good when you can even do it with a broken heart.
I can hold my breath.
I've been doing it since he left.
I keep finding his things in drawers.
I didn't imagine the whole thing.
'Cause I'm miserable and nobody even knows.
THE SMALLEST MAN WHO EVER LIVED
Was any of it true?
Who the fuck was that guy?.
Now you know what it feels like
I don't even want you back.
I don't miss what we had.
Could someone give a message to the smallest man who ever lived?
You didn't measure up in any measurе of a man
Were you sent by someone who wanted me dead?
Did you sleep with a gun underneath our bed?
Were you writing a book?
Were you a sleeper cell spy?
In fifty years will all this be declassified?
You'll confess why you did it and I'll say, "Good riddance".
It wasn't sexy once it wasn't forbidden.
I would've died for your sins, instead I just died inside.
You deserve prison, but you won't get time.
You said normal girls were "boring", but you were gone by the morning.
You kicked out the stage lights, but you're still performing.
You are what you did.
I'll forget you, but I'll never forgive.
THE ALCHEMY
This happens once every few lifetimes.
These chemicals hit me like white wine.
What if I told you I'm back?
The hospital was a drag.
Worst sleep that I ever had.
I circled you on a map.
I haven't come around in so long.
I'm coming back so strong.
Ditch the clowns, get the crown.
Baby, I'm the one to be.
The sign on your heart said it's still reserved for me.
Honestly, who are we to fight thе alchemy?.
Hey, you, what if I told you we'rе cool?
That child's play back in school is forgiven under my rule.
I'm making a comeback to where I belong
We've been on a winning streak.
There was no chance trying to be the greatest in the league.
He just comes, running over to me.
CLARA BOW
All your life, did you know, you'd be picked like a rose?
I'm not trying to exaggerate, but I think I might die if it happened to me.
No one in my small town thought I'd see the lights of Manhattan.
This town is fake but you're the real thing.
Take the glory, give everything.
Promise to be dazzling.
The crowd goes wild at her fingertips.
No one in my small town thought I'd meet these suits in LA.
You're the real queen.
You're the new god we're worshipping.
Beauty is a beast that roars down on all fours demanding more.
Only when your girlish glow flickers just so.
It's hell on earth to be heavenly.
Them's the brakes, they don't come gently.
You've got edge, she never did.
The future's bright, dazzling.
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Perspective's Sentence Starters; The Tortured Poets Department by Taylor Swift (Part I)
FORTNIGHT
I was supposed to be sent away.
They forgot to come and get me.
I was a functioning alcoholic.
Nobody noticed my new aesthetic.
All of this to say, I hope you're okay.
No one here's to blame.
What about your quiet treason?
For a fortnight there we were forever running.
You're in my backyard turned into good neighbors.
I want to kill her.
All my mornings are Monday stuck in an endless February.
The effects were temporary.
I love you, it's ruining my life.
I touched you for only a fortnight.
My husband is cheating.
I want to kill him.
I call you up but you won't pick up.
Another fortnight lost in America.
Buy the car you want.
THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT
You left your typewriter at my apartment.
Who uses typewriters anyway?
You're in self-sabotage mode.
Who else decodes you?
Who's gonna hold you like me?
Who's gonna know you if not me?
We'rе modern idiots.
You smokеd then ate seven bars of chocolate.
I chose this cyclone with you.
Sometimes I wonder if you're gonna screw this up with me.
Everyone we know understands why it's meant to be.
Because we're crazy.
That's the closest I've come to my heart exploding.
MY BOY ONLY BREAKS HIS FAVORITE TOYS
Here we go again.
You should've seen him when he first got me.
My boy only breaks his favorite toys.
I should've known it was a matter of time.
There was a litany of reasons why we could've playеd for keeps this time.
I know I'm just repeating mysеlf.
He runs because he loves me.
'Cause you should've seen him when he first saw me
I knew too much.
There was danger in the heat of my touch.
He saw forever so he smashed it up.
Once I fix me, he's gonna miss me
He was my best friend.
I felt more when we played pretend.
He took me out of my box, stole my tortured heart
Told me I'm better off, but I'm not.
DOWN BAD
Did you really beam me up?
Tell me I was the chosen one.
For a moment I knew cosmic love.
Now I'm down bad, crying at the gym.
Everything comes out teenage petulance.
Fuck it if I can't have him
I might just die, it would make no difference.
Come back and pick me up.
Fuck it if I can't have us.
I might just not get up.
I might stay down bad.
Did you take all my old clothes?
They'll say I'm nuts if I talk about the existence of you.
For a moment, I was heavenstruck.
I loved your hostile take-overs.
I'll build you a fort on some planet where they can all understand it.
How dare you think it's romantic leaving me safe and stranded?
Cause fuck it, I was in love.
Fuck you if I can't have us.
SO LONG, LONDON
Pulled him in tighter each time he was drifting away.
My spine split from carrying us up the hill.
I stopped trying to make him laugh.
How much sad did you think I had?
Did you think I had in me?
You'll find someone.
I didn't opt in to be your odd man out..
I founded the club she's heard great things about.
I left all I knew.
I stopped CPR.
Thе spirit was gone.
We would never come to.
I'm pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free.
Two graves, one gun.
I'll find someone.
You say I abandoned the ship, but I was going down with it.
My white knuckle dying grip holding tight to your quiet resentment.
My friends said it isn't right to be scared.
Every breath feels like rarest air.
Just how low did you think I'd go before I'd self implode?
You swore that you loved me but where were the clues?
I died on the altar waiting for the proof.
You sacrificed us to the gods of your bluest days.
I'm just getting color back into my face.
I'm just mad as hell cause I loved this place for.
But I'm not the one
BUT DADDY I LOVE HIM
I forget how the west was won.
I forget if this was ever fun.
I just learned these people only raise you to cage you.
What a mess.
I just learned these people try and save you 'cause they hate you.
Too high a horse for a simple girl to rise above it.
They slammed the door on my whole world.
But, daddy, I love him.
I'm having his baby.
No, I'm not, but you should see your faces
No, I'm not coming to my senses.
I know it's crazy, but he's the one I want.
Growing up precocious sometimes means not growing up at all.
You're this chaos, he was revelry.
Stay away from her.
Lord knows the words we never heard.
I'd rather burn my whole life down than listen to one more second of all this bitchin' and moanin'.
I'll tell you something 'bout my good name, it's mine along with all the disgrace.
God save the most judgmental creeps who say they want what's best for me.
Sanctimoniously performing soliloquies I'll never see.
You ain't gotta pray for me.
It's just my choice.
There's a lot of people in town that I bestow upon my fakest smiles.
Scandal does funny things to pride but brings lovers closer.
We came back when the heat died down.
Went to my parents and they came around.
All the wine moms are still holding out.
Fuck 'em, it's over.
Even my daddy just loves him.
I'm his lady.
Oh my god, you should see your faces.
I know it's crazy but he's the one I love.
FRESH OUT OF THE SLAMMER
I'm running back home to you.
I know who my first call will be to.
He don't understand me.
Handcuffed to the spell I was under.
But it's gonna be alright.
I did my time.
Toss the ashes off the ledge.
I will never lose my baby again.
My friends tried, but I wouldn't hear it.
Watched me daily disappearing for just one glimpse of his smile.
All those nights you kept me goin'.
Swirled you into all of my poems.
Now we're at the starting line.
No matter what I've done, it wouldn't matter anyway.
Ain't no way I'm gonna screw up, now that I know what's at stake here.
FLORIDA!!!
You can beat the heat if you beat the charges too.
They said I was a cheat, I guess it must be true.
My friends all smell like weed or little babies.
The city reeks of driving myself crazy.
Your home's really only a town you're just a guest in.
Can I use you up?
I got drunk and I dared it to wash me away.
Well, mе and my ghosts, we had a hell of a time.
Yеs, I'm haunted, but I'm feeling just fine.
Well, no one asks any questions here.
So I did my best to lay to rest all of the bodies that have ever been on my body.
Is that a bad thing to say in a song?
I need to forget.
I've got some regrets.
Tell me I'm despicable, say it's unforgivable.
At least the dolls are beautiful, fuck me up, Florida
I need to forget, so take me to Florida
What a crash, what a rush.
It's one hell of a drug
Love left me like this.
I don't want to exist.
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// He kinda does, which Dimi is like if he's the big bad wolf, does the make me little red riding hood cause if soo I don't know how I feel about that.... I just can't..
When Sylas had agreed to call him by his name instead of royal titles, he couldn't help but to give him an appreciative smile. But a snicker escaped his throat moments later at the semi bow, sincerely wished that he had found someone who didn't know who he was but that seemed like wishful thinking at this point. ❝Thank you, it's much appreciated..❞ The prince voiced softly but sincerely, blues hues following the motion of the other. Lips pressing together as he took a moment to consider his choices, it wasn't like Russia was a small place, it quite big so there were several places Dimitri could run off too. But he knew deep down that he wouldn't go too far, had a duty to his people to do the right thing. Even if it sucked at times, plus he didn't want to disappoint his parents by any mends. He just needed a break from his responsibilities and being told what he could do and couldn't do, he didn't pity anyone who wanted his life honestly because they have no clue what they were wishing for.
As his thoughts were interrupted, his head snapped back towards the male. His eyebrows raising momentarily at the words 'the very typical princely charm and beauty', which meant he wasn't the only prince he's been around. And oh how his fight or flight alarms were ringing because that could mean a few things, he either worked with royals or he was the one who had over heard the security and advisors at the palace talking about - something about how royal families were disappearing. But then his brain had processed that Sylas had basically called him a beauty, which cause him to shake his head in disapproval because Dimitri didn't think so. But he did give him a soft, shy smile in response. ❝To start, I'd like to leave the airport and find somewhere that I can just be me, not some prince. Oh, I'm sure you will. Hm, tsk. I may have the typical charm but the beauty, oh you must be MISTAKEN. Although to classify me in the TYPICAL charm and beauty princes seem to have, means you must have been around your fair share of royalty. Which is fascinating..❞ A part of him wanted to ask if they were lonely growing up too but he was pretty sure the other wouldn't know that, plus it meant admitting something about him that he didn't want anyone to know. Besides he was distracted when the male's arm was suddenly against his back, leading him through the crowd of onlookers.
A soft chuckle escaping his throat at the comment. ❝It will be like a twisted version of beauty and the beast, where the beast threw beauty to the wolves and ran.❞ Dimitri teased once more, like it was almost a natural thing between them. Which was weird given the Romanov heir had just met Sylas but he didn't want to think to much about it right now, just wanted to enjoy his moment of freedom for his life.
➫ SYLAS had perfected the art of being or seeming like something other than he was. He was scary good at it. He had to be in order to blend in for all this time, in other parts of the world, his face was famous and on many wanted posters. Not that this prince would have known that about him, he was only notorious in a few places, and they weren't significant in the world anymore. That benefitted him greatly in this moment, feigning a genuine smile so the other wouldn't sense his ill intent. Dimitri shouldn't trust him, not in the slightest, but he'd make him. And then it would be EASY to take the young royal out.
"Sure thing - Dimitri, then." He says, giving his head a little bow, before bringing a hand up and motioning to the whole station, pretty much the outside too. "Lead me to where you wanna go, I'll keep you safe. I might be attractive, but I would be remiss if I didn't point out the very typical princely charm and beauty you have." Sylas bit the inside of his mouth and silently cursed himself, hoping he hadn't just let it slip that he was USUALLY in the company of royals, or had been. He wouldn't be explaining how, even if Dimitri did catch it. But before they can continue, he's gently, carefully moving his free arm to the shorter male's back and guiding him through the growing crowd of onlookers.
"I hope you feed me to the wolves then, anything to keep you safe, right?" Was his tease back, though it wasn't his usual to ignore someone's advances on him, he could use that to his advantage later, if he played his cards right. Sylas was determined, fiercely determined to get this over and done with by the end of the day, he didn't want to take any chances that the prince would get picked up by a over protective and distressed family.
#☯ 。゜ ⠀ ☆ ⠀ 。゜ ⠀ ★ 𝙁𝙄𝙇𝙀𝘿 𝙐𝙉𝘿𝙀𝙍 ﹕Dimitri#♚↬ʀɪᴘᴘᴇᴅ ᴀᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴇᴅɢᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ᴀ ᴍᴀѕᴛᴇʀᴘɪᴇᴄᴇ↫♚ ✘Chats✘#♛➺ Sylas⠀。゜ ⠀ ☆ ── { berylcluster }#berylcluster#✦ 。゜ ✧ - ̗̀ 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓 𝐎𝐍 𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐁𝐄𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 ─── ❪ Main ❫#✦ 。゜ ✧ - ̗̀ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐌 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐔𝐍𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖𝐍 ─── ❪ Fandomless ❫
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