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certified-ni-ki-lover · 2 days

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GUYS I JUST HIT 222 FOLLOWERS THANK YOU SM💛

SINCE IT'S LIKE AN ANGEL NUMBER LET ME KNOW IF YOU GUYS WANT LIKE AN EVENT OR SMTG🤭

#hanae's yapping sessions

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certified-ni-ki-lover · 4 days

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OH

MY

GOD

I CAN'T

THEY'RE 2 FINE

GOD HAS FAVORITES & IT'S NOT FAIR😔🤧

[240422]

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certified-ni-ki-lover · 4 days

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certified-ni-ki-lover · 5 days

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This is making me rethink my choice😭my uni starts in Sep & I'm so nervous😥IT DOESN'T HELP THAT I'M GOING TO LAW SCHOOL EITHER😭😭

Going to show this to my mom so I can drop out of uni 🤓☝🏻

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certified-ni-ki-lover · 5 days

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No cause I can ACTUALLY see this happening

Jay: I need get my nephew and niece a present, what do kids like?

Jungwon: I don't know, a dragon?

Jay: I can't get them a dragon. Ni-ki, you're a kid. What do you like?

Ni-ki: revenge

Jay:

Jay: I'll get them a dragon.

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certified-ni-ki-lover · 5 days

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HE'S SO ADORABLE I JUST WANT TO KEEP HIM IN MY POCKET 4EVER😭

240325 | SUNOO 위버스

🦊: 꽉 채웠다

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certified-ni-ki-lover · 5 days

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ag game ~ five ult biases

• Ni-ki- Enhypen

• Jongseob- P1harmony

• Mingi - Ateez

• S.coups- Seventeen

•Hyunjin - Stray kids

Thank you bae for the tag😘

Tags🎀: @angel1kisses @cha-eui @rikiislvr @karinasbaby +any one else who wants to join <3

tag game • your top 5 ult biases

heeseung — enhypen

wonyoung — ive

yunjin — lesserafim

yeonjun — txt

giselle — aespa & yves — ex loona

tagging 💭 @boyfhee @okwons @soov @urszn @atrirose @weoris @tyunni @okwonyo @hoonvrs @sainns @naespas @jjunae @haknom @flwoie @lilacnini @wvnkoi @wonryllis @bywons @hanniluvi @yeokii @byhees @blisym @bambisite @copyhanni

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certified-ni-ki-lover · 5 days

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15 Questions, 15 Friends

Thanks for the tag ridhhi 🫶🏻

15 Questions, 15 Friends

Thanks for the tag ridhhi 🫶🏻

Are you named after anyone?

I don't think so......

When was the last time you cried?

2 weeks ago

What is the first thing you notice about people?

Attitude & personality

What sport do I play/have played?

I can play I used to do track & field but then switched to tennis & then again to volleyball

What is your eye colour?

Brown 🤎

Scary movies or happy endings

I like scary movies with a happy ending (weird combo yes)

What are my hobbies?

I love sleeping (yes it's my hobby😔), Baking & I also love painting while listening to music

Do you have any pets?

Yes! I have 3 cats, a Norwegian forest cat named nutmeg (@pockettwinzz our nutmegs should hang out🤍), then a Siberian cat names Yuri & lastly a Turkish Van named Zeki (an odd name just like him <3)

Do you have any kids?

No.......

Where were you born?

Gangwonal

How tall are you?

167 cm which is 5'6 ft

Favourite subject in school?

History & humanities

Do you use sarcasm?

Yes, literally in every convo

Any talent

I can sing (decently), dance (again decently) & play the violin

Dream job

Lawyer😻

Tags: @angel1kisses @cha-eui @karinasbaby @rikiislvr (Idk 15 ppl😭some of my moots are my priv moots :p) +any one else who wants to join :)

Tagged by @wedgeantill and @lavandulacosmos

Thank you so much, you two 🥰🫶🏽

15 Questions, 15 Friends

Are you named after anyone?

Nope.

When was the last you cried?

In January. Those who know, know why

What sports do you play/have you played?

Hmm, lets see...swimming, yoga, amateur skating (does this even count?), gymnastics, marathon running.

What’s the first thing you notice about other people?

Their vibes? I mean, everyone radiates an energy so thats i what tend to notice first.

What’s your eye color?

Very dark brown, almost black.

Scary movies or happy endings?

Hands down happy endings!

Do you have kids?

Hell, no! 😂 #singleaf 💪🏽

Do you have any pets?

YESSSS!!!!!! I have a toy pomerian, his name is Atom and he is SUCH A SWEETIE!!! 🥹🥹🥹

What are your hobbies?

Reading, occasionally writing, sometimes drawing smth.

Where were you born?

India

How tall are you?

4'10 or 148cm. Yeah 🙃

Favourite subject in school?

I used to love literature a lot in school. In fact, I love studying so apart from calculus and art, i was pretty cool with every subject.

Do you use sarcasm?

Duh, of course.

Any talents?

Hmm, lets see....(P2 😂) I know some Jump roping tricks, I am pretty flexible in a lot of joints, I am good at time management, etc etc

Dream job?

Not really. I am currently doing what I love so yeah 🤷🏽‍♀️

As you can see, I am pretty sure the order of the questions got mixed up. Anyways! Heres the tag list :

@delirious-and-slightly-murderous @h0bg0blin-meat @prettykittytanjiro @re-lunastos @marqenobi @maraudersbitchesassemble @indiansapphic @ilovekrishnarjun @misalpav @aki-iwillwaitforyou-dev @orgasming-caterpillar @dormarunt @budugu @voidsteffy @misssclumsy

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certified-ni-ki-lover · 7 days

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GIRL MY TIKTOK IS ALRD FILLED WITH THESE LIKE I'M ACTUALLY TWEAKING RN😵😵THE US AIR HASN'T EVEN HIT HIM YET IMAGINE WHAT'S YET TO COME OMG😖

HELLAUR???

RIKI?????

BUTTON HIM UP BEFORE I GO CRAZY SKSKSKSKK

@certified-ni-ki-lover bae have you seen this????

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certified-ni-ki-lover · 7 days

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Instagram Stories I Posted for My Crush to See

ENHYPEN Jay Pre Bday Fic

MASTERLIST

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Lowkey hate this😭cause I feel like this could have been better but I rly wanted to post smtg for Jay's bday since the fic would take time😔Hope you still like it🤎

#enhypen #enha #engene #enhypen jay #enhypen jongseong #enhypen park jongseong #enhypen jay fluff #jay enhypen #jay x reader #jay #jayyyyyyy #enhypenjaybirthday

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certified-ni-ki-lover · 7 days

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I've been busy these few days so I'll be uploading Jay's bday fic in the weekend it's half way done in my drafts😭

#hanae's yapping sessions

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certified-ni-ki-lover · 8 days

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Maybe if things were different - Jay fic

Jay's b'day special

𝜗ৎSynopsis𝜗ৎ : Jay was the perfect guy, the guy everyone was jealous of, the guy who always came in first place, the guy you loved, and you, he loved you. But of course if love was perfect, why would anyone ever be sad.

𝜗ৎwarnings𝜗ৎ : angst, lots of crying, sadistic, sad ending {forgive me please}

𝜗ৎAuthor's note𝜗ৎ : Happy birthday to jay <3 he deserves the whole fucking world and i'm so so sorry for such a sadistic fic but i just couldn't think of anything else T^T! Also I wrote this on 18.04 so it's kinda rushed {sorry T.T}

𝜗ৎwc𝜗ৎ : 1.4k

𝜗ৎ dividers and moodboard are by @dollywons 𝜗ৎ

The first time I saw him, he was sitting in the back of the class, his head tilted down so that his dark brown hair fell over his face. His shoulders were hunched, as if he were trying to make himself smaller, but even then, there was something about the way he moved that made me think he was much larger than he appeared. His fingers were long and slender, and when he'd finally look up, his eyes would be so cold, they could freeze over the hottest summer day. Everyone was afraid of him, except for me.

I couldn't explain it then, and I still can't now, but there was something about him that drew me in, that made me want to know more. It was like there was this fire burning inside of him, just waiting to be set free, and even though everyone else was too scared to get close enough to see it, I felt like I could reach out and touch it.

One day, after class, I mustered up the courage to walk over to his desk and ask him a question about the homework. He looked up at me, those icy cat eyes narrowing, and I felt my heart start to race. "J-jay, do you mind helping me with my math homework?" But instead of the harsh retort I was expecting, he actually answered my question, his voice soft and gentle, "Sure". It was then that I realized that underneath that tough exterior, he was just as fragile as the rest of us.

As the weeks went by, we found ourselves talking more and more, sometimes even laughing together. I could see a glimpse of the real Jay, the one who wasn't so cold and distant, and it made me feel like I was the only one who truly understood him.

One day, after school, Jay asked if I wanted to go for a walk with him. I hesitated for a moment, but I couldn't help but feel a flutter in my stomach at the thought of spending time alone with him. We ended up walking by the lake, watching the ducks swim and the sunset paint the sky in hues of orange and pink. It was the most peaceful I had ever felt in his company.

As we walked, Jay told me about his childhood, about how he'd always felt like an outsider, even among his own family. I listened intently, my heart aching for him, and when he finally fell silent, I found myself reaching out to take his hand. He didn't pull away, and for a brief moment, our fingers intertwined. It was a small gesture, but it meant the world to me.

"Yn," he said, looking into my eyes, "I've never told anyone that before." I knew he was referring to the story of his past, and I felt honored that he had chosen to share it with me.

We continued walking, our fingers still entwined, and I could feel the tension beginning to ease from his shoulders. He seemed to be more at ease with me than he ever had with anyone else. I wondered what it was about me that made him feel this way, but I didn't want to ruin the moment by asking.

As we strolled along the water's edge, Jay asked me about my own life, and I found myself opening up to him in a way I hadn't with anyone else. He listened intently, nodding along as I spoke, and when I finished, he gave me this small, understanding smile. It was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen.

We must have talked for hours, about everything under the sun, but somehow, the time just flew by. The sun dipped below the horizon, painting the sky in shades of indigo and violet, and the air grew cooler, but neither of us wanted to stop talking. It felt like we could go on like that forever.

Eventually, though, we heard the distant sound of car horns and realized that it was getting late. Jay squeezed my hand gently, as if to say that he didn't want the evening to end either, but we knew we had to go back.

As we walked back home, our steps seemed to fall into an easy rhythm, like we'd been walking together for years instead of just a few hours. I could feel a newfound closeness between us, a connection that transcended our friendship.

It was as if we were two halves of the same whole, and together, we completed each other.

We didn't say much as we walked, content to enjoy the silence and the feeling of being together. When we finally reached the bustop, it was dark and noisy, the streets were as busy as they always were. Jay hesitated for a moment before turning to face me, his expression serious.

"Yn," he said, his voice barely above a whisper, "I want you to know that tonight, being with you, it meant everything to me." His words sent a shiver down my spine, and I couldn't help but feel a lump form in my throat.

"Jay," I replied, my voice just as quiet, "I feel the same way." I knew what I was saying was a huge risk, but I couldn't help myself. I wanted him to know how much he meant to me, how much I cared about him.

He smiled then, a small, sad smile, and reached up to brush a strand of hair behind my ear. It sent a wave of warmth through my entire body, and I felt my heart skip a beat. "You really are special, Yn," he said, his voice barely above a whisper. "I don't know what I'd do without you."

His words made my heart ache with longing. I wanted nothing more than for him to understand how I felt, to know that I wasn't just his friend, but so much more. But I couldn't bring myself to say the words out loud. Instead, I leaned in and placed a gentle kiss on his cheek, feeling the warmth of his skin against my lips.

He closed his eyes for a moment, savoring the contact, before opening them again and looking into my eyes. There was a depth to his gaze that I had never seen before, as if he was trying to communicate something beyond words. I wanted nothing more than to be with him, to explore this newfound connection and see where it might lead.

Jay leaned forward, i could feel his warm breaths. "I wish things were different," he whispered, his voice hoarse with emotion. "I wish I could show you how much you mean to me."

My heart ached at his words, knowing all too well that we were stuck in this impossible situation. "J-jay" I replied softly, unable to meet his eyes. "What do you mean?" My voice trailed off as I struggled to find the words to express what I was feeling. "Yn..... I-I'm sorry" He spoke as tears left his eyes as he turned away and began walking away.

I stood there, my body frozen, all alone in the crowd, tears bawling out of my eyes.

I couldn't help but wonder what it would be like to be with Jay openly, to share our love with the world. To see where our connection might lead us. But I knew that was not an option. Not after how he left me....

The days after that night were so bitter. Everytime i looked up to his eyes, they were always filled with a mix of longing and guilt with a hint of sadness.

As much as we wanted to be together, we couldn't deny the reality of our situation. His parents would never allow it, and they held all the power. They could take away everything that we had if they found out how we truly felt about each other. It was a risk we couldn't afford to.

Everytime I'd catch him staring at me, I wanted to tell him it was okay, that I understood why he was doing this, but the words caught in my throat. How could I possibly make him understand when I didn't even fully understand myself?

I knew that he was trying to protect me, to spare me from the inevitable pain that would come if we continued to pursue this forbidden love. But every time he tried to distance himself from me, a tiny piece of my heart seemed to shatter. It was a constant, aching reminder of the impossible situation we found ourselves in.

༘˚⋆𐙚｡Permanent Taglist ༘˚⋆𐙚｡ @cha-eui @alvojake @heeslut4life @wondipity @dollywons @wonlvkay

+ @ja3yun here you go~ this might not be what you expected T.T but I hope you like it <3

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certified-ni-ki-lover · 8 days

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ATEEZ COACHELLA PERFORMANCE THIS WEEKEND WAS EVEN BETTER THAN LAST WEEKEND OMG

& THE BREAK THE WALL FANCHANTS😩YK I SCREAMED MY LUNGS OUT OBVI

THE ADRENALINE THROUGH OUT THE WHOLE SHOW WAS AMAZING OMG😻😻

& ALL THE MEMBERS WORKED SO HARD

SEONGHWA'S SCREAM?? OMG MOTHER WAS MOTHERING

I LOVED EVERYTHING ABT THE PERFORMANCE

VOCALS✅

PERFORMANCE✅

RAP✅

VISUAL✅

LITERALLY HAD THE BEST TIME OF MY LIFE

#hanae's yapping sessions #ateez #ateez coachella #atiny

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WHY DOES THIS GUY LOOK LIKE JAKE KSSJSKLSKJS

LIKE I WAS SO FUCKING SCARED WHEN I SAW IT {on pinterest}

WTF THAT'S MORE JAKE THAN JAKE😭

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certified-ni-ki-lover · 9 days

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Bro this always blows my mind

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I WANT JAY PLS

GLASSES ⸺ PJS

❔the small things jay does for his partner ・ heavy inspo off these warnings! slight mentions of skinship, jay w glasses (?) ( LIBRARY )

park jongseong, who's extremely paranoid about the maintenance of his glasses

park jongseong, who hates it when people try to wear his glasses, because it stretches out the bands of the glass-frames

park jongseong, who doesn't like when people try to brush through his hair, because it falls over the lenses of his glasses

park jongseong, who limits his screen-time and has a proper sleep schedule, just to keep the power of his eyes standard

park jongsong, who doesn't like the feeling of kisses, since the squashing of his glasses against his face make him feel uncomfortable. taking them off aren't an option either, he's afraid they might get dirty, with his fingerprints all over the lenses

then, there's park jay, who only makes exceptions for you

jay, who thinks he (somewhat) looks like a geek with his glasses on, but wears them anyway, since you said he looked "exceedingly handsome" with them on

jay, who'd let you play with his hair and brush through it as much as you'd like, just to see you smile

jay, who stays up night-long, watching movies with you in the dark, so that you'll fall asleep on his shoulders

jay, who thinks it's peak romance if he lets you select frames for him, so he always brings you along when he's shopping for new glasses (he also likes it when you gush over how good he looks in certain pairs; it makes him feel loved and confident)

jay, who, unexpectedly, loves the sensation of your lips pressing against his cheeks and forehead. so, he'll readily take off his glasses so it's easier for you to smooch him. plus, he's afraid the edges of his lenses might hurt you, and he doesn't want that.

park jongseong, who loves and cares for you so much, to the point that he's made changes in his strict and mundane routine, without even realizing it

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certified-ni-ki-lover · 9 days

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Jake makes me so soft :(

bf! jake who...

pairing: sim jaeyun x reader genre: fluff, headcanons, established relationship warnings: skinship, kinda suggestive wc: 290 a/n: he's mine back off people, not proofread :((

bf! jake who introduces you as layla's mom, and shyly explains when an old lady thinks that you guys look too young to have kids

bf! jake who is in this relationship "till death do us part"

bf! jake who intentionally* leaves his hoodies at your place so that he can whine about you stealing his clothes

bf! jake who never lets you touch a single handle to the point it almost gets frustrating! "Jake let me open the door you're literally holding three bags of groceries rn". "Nope, not happening give me a second"

bf! jake who has your number saved under "layla's mom" with a million hearts next to it

bf! jake who would buy you the weirdest candies he found on tour??

bf! jake who'd constantly remind you to eat nutritious meals and drink enough water throughout the day

bf! jake who loves to shower you with kisses, he swears that your lips were made to kiss him

bf! jake who is a sucker for late-night dates, he loves to listen you talk all about your day

bf! jake who'd binge all the latest dramas and shows with you, with unlimited popcorn refills <3

bf! jake who gets jealous pretty easily but doesn't really do anything

bf! jake who tends to avoid conflicts in general, and if you guys ever fight you always make up before going to sleep

bf! jake who'd introduce you to his parents as the "woman he'd like to marry"

bf! jake who is so full of smiles and giggles and gives off golden retriever energy!!!

bf! jake who loves to see you get all flustered when his hands ride a little too high on your thighs during family dinners

pls reblog if you like!!

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