I have fucked up so much that I don’t even care anymore

I don’t want to eat, but I do. And when I do, I hate myself a little more

Okay, but listen.

You’re going to look so. Fucking. Good. When you get to your UGW. I’m not even kidding. You’re gonna look like a fucking model, I swear. And I know it’s hard to wait, and it’s hard to see the scale change by so little every day, but it’s going to be so damn worth it in the end, you just have to trust yourself, because you’re the only one who can make this happen, and you’re going to do it, I absolutely know it. Just take things one day at a time, trust in the process, trust in yourself, and you WILL get there, and you’re gonna thank yourself for it.

Hi!

Im gonna start my journal and see if anyone interacts or just wanna follow me :)

I can tell I have an eating disorder but haven’t been diagnosed yet (bc my mom would freak out but I want it so bad )

Same girl, anyone some tips ??

tw eating disorder / ed

boop does anyone know how to starve themself without their parents knowing? pls reply to this or like dm me on here🥺