Entry #57 Mar 20th '24
#YurasLife #WholesomeWednesday #SelfLove #MyHandsome
๐๐ก๐จ๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐๐๐ง๐๐ฌ๐๐๐ฒ - ๐๐๐ฅ๐ ๐๐จ๐ฏ๐
And before winter ends, how can I not write a little something about the person who made it all so much warmer?
It has been a bit since my last Wholesome Wednesday, hasn't it? But right now, it's the perfect chance in my humble opinion. The perfect chance to talk a little bit about ourselves, love, and what we deserve. Naturally, it means me talking about my boyfriendโ But also, all the things I've come to learn with him. Thanks to him?
There's this quote, it goes "no one will love you if you can't love yourself first." I'm not going to go in depth about why and how it's such a harmful and wrong thing to believe, but I will say: Are we really imposible to love just because we struggle to find light on who we are? Couldn't be loved, maybe, help us appreciate the person we've become with time?
I personally used to believe it's easier to know the love we deserve if we already value ourselvesโ But who says someone else can't teach us what we truly deserve? What even is the definition of love we know. Who teaches us what love is? Our parents? Teachers? Friends? There's so many aspects to love. And there's so many things to love about one self...
Is it really wrong if we don't love everything about ourselves? Does it really mean no one should love us, then?
โข ๐๐จ๐ฎ'๐ซ๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ข๐ญ ๐จ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐ ๐ง๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐ค๐ง๐๐ฐ ๐ ๐ง๐๐๐๐๐ โข
I was wrong on that one belief, "it's easier to know what we deserve if we value ourselves"... Because I learned I didn't really value all I had to offer. It's hard, isn't it? To come to terms and admit that there's things we aren't proud of within ourselves. We don't love or appreciate or struggle to change. And it's okay, really, to want to change. But being loved... Ah, being loved regardless of what we don't love? Having those little perks loved, don't you think that gives us a different view of who we are?
I've learned with San that there's so much about me that I repressed. I simply didn't show, I didn't want people to see or know about me. About my looks, my family, my life, my past. Things I didn't share but were such a fundamental part of who I am. And you'll think, how could he love you, then? How could San possibly love me if he didn't know all these parts of me? And that's where we're wrong, aren't we?
Love isn't unconditional or blind. But love is about wanting to learn, know, and grow. Love isn't always an educated decision, but it's a willing decision to be educated. San loved me regardless. Regardless of all the things I didn't love. And as he found out, as he became familiar with my insecurities and fears, he decided to keep loving me even more. Make up for the love I'm missing.
Isn't that teaching me how to love? Isn't that teaching me the love I deserve?
Maybe I'm wrong. Of course I could be wrong. But there's one thing I know for certain, and is that I'd never settle for less than his love. This love he gives is the one I decide I deserve. And I think we all should be loved in such a way that teaches us what we should allow in our lives.
Not even in a million years I ever thought I would be allowing someone to see me in all the ways San does. But not even in a million years did I think someone would look at me through his eyes in the way he does.
Just the little thought of the day to summarize. Allow love to exist around you. Allow love to make its way to you. Being scared is okay, but missing out because of fear is something you will regret. You are deserving of love, even if you don't think you do. All those flaws you see, all those insecurities... I promise you, really, someone will love.
Ah, that was a bit of a ramble! Wasn't it? A bit embarrassing. I've just been thinking a lot about love, don't you too sometimes? As spring comes around, it always makes me a bit emotional.
I'll call it a day! I'll head out. I still have some work to catch up on after so long! I'll be back, though. So watch out! And wait for me~.
As always, I'll see you on the next blog! All the love, my darling readers. โYura โก
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ใ ๐ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ง๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐ซ๐๐๐ ๐๐ง๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐
๐๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ฅ๐ฒ
Sometimes, it's not about the journey but the love you find along the way~.
A year with you by my side has felt like forever, and yet I can't get enough of you. Your smiles, your jokes, your hugs, and your kisses. A year that's gone by, and I can't wait for another one with you. There's so much I've learned and so much I'm yet to, but I'm lucky enough to know you'll be there every step of the way to help me through. โก
I hope I can be a support for you in your bad days, the reason you smile through the sadness. I hope I can be the light on your darkest days and the clearing when it rains.
Happy Valentine's, my handsome. I wish for us nothing but eternity in each other's arms โง
๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฉ๐จ๐๐ฆ๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐จ๐ญ๐ ๐จ๐ง ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฉ๐ฌ
๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ค๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ฌ ใ
@clubwnderland san
[Feb '24]
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Marry me ๐
๐- Right here, right now~. (*โงโโฆ*)
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[To be opened on Christmas]
San fiddles with the small envelope in his hands, trying to figure out a way to ask her or well give her the gift without her laughing at him.
โHere,โ he says, passing her the prettily wrapped envelope containing two tickets to Japan. โI wanted to do something special with you and we do a lot around home soโฆ maybeโฆ this would be okay?โ He laughs nervously before smiling and kissing her on the cheek, โMerry Christmas.โ
Japan has always been beautiful on its own, but I seem to like it better when I'm with you โก
There's no one else I'd rather spend my Christmas with than you, my handsome. Such a magical holiday, such a wonderful season. I'm lucky, I am, to have been able to travel the world. But I find I've never enjoyed it this much before.
When you handed me the tickets, I already knew that'd it'd be the greatest tripโ. A new standard. You've become my standard. (ใฯใ)
Thank you for choosing me as your plus one every time โก
[December '22]
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Maybe this is too soon butโฆ can I, can I change your relationship status from single to mine?
A year's gone by since you've asked, and a year's gone by without us saying it out loud, but my handsome, I think it's time we scream it to the world. (oโงโฝโฆ)๏พ
I want to be able to love you out loud โก
Happy anniversary, my other half~. I couldn't have asked for a better partner in crime, my most trustworthy right hand.
Here's to many more years by your side, making the greatest memories and coming home to your arms. โงหยฐ
@clubwnderland San
(Sept 8th '23)
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Entry #56 Nov 05th '23
#YurasLife #DailyYura #HalloweenWeek
๐๐๐ข๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ - ๐๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฐ๐๐๐ง~
My favorite part about the holidays is and will always be the celebration with loved ones. Birthdays, Christmas, even Halloween. The greatest thing to take from them? The memories. Especially when year by year they start becoming more unique. More special. Halloween has always been the IT celebration for me, as you might know! It's always been the most special and looked forward to holiday. It used to be because of my brother, our special time that slowly decreased until one day it just didn't happen anymore. It became a holiday to remember, for me, the good times. And now? Now, it's all about fun with friends, building memories, and creating unique experiences โก
This year's Halloween has been a BLAST, from the process of getting ready at home with friends, doing our make-up, and last-minute costume fixesโ. To the club hopping, to the partying with my love... It's been memorable (ใฃยดฯ๏ฝ)ใฃ
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I went more extra with my makeup than I did with my actual costume, to be honest! I changed into an all black fit and carried a bloody knife around, haha! I did everyones makeup too, so that's why I chose to take it easy with the actual fit, to be honest, I knew I'd be short in time, haha. It was okay, though! I was more excited about the partying, really!
We started off the night in a very chill bar, had some food, and had a blast before moving to Wonderland to see San! He was the cutest boxer if you ask me! Took us to an AMAZING house party! Ahโ. I've never been to a Halloween house party, isn't that insane? Been to a bunch of clubs for Halloween and countless events! But a house party? Was a first! It was great, though. It's always amazing being surrounded by such energy, having fun like that, and just be... Normal!
All in all, I'd say this Halloween was one of the best ones I've had so far. I'm surely never forgetting that night โก
What about you? How was your Halloween? What did you do on such a fun and special holiday? I heard the haunted houses and lightshows were ridiculously good! I've been seeing a lot of content from those two. Did you manage to make it to any? Let me know how you liked it!
Can't wait for next year already, only 11 months to go! ใฝ(*โงฯโฆ)๏พ
Happy spooky season, sweet pumpkins! -Yura โก
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Yura: You're looking awesome, dear! I've recently picked back up my gym routine after my trainer went away for some contest for a few months! It's so hard keeping in shape, but I think you're doing great!
21/09/23
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After my workout I decided I'd do the thirsty Thursday thing people do, though I don't think this is that thirsty, what do we think? ๐ That aside tho! I'm super proud of myself because I'm getting more in shape and in really happy with where my body's at!
What do you guys think of rainy weather? I'm not the biggest fan of it ๐ญ it's nice to listen to if I'm cozy at home but if I have something to do and need to go outside in it I hate it ๐ญ
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โคทโโ ๐ช๐๐๐๐ ๐ผ๐๐
๐๐๐: ๐ฏ๐๐๐ โก
Home. It's been a while since I've been back here but it's nice to see travel out of the city and just... be alone in the quiet. Everyone will be arriving soon so it won't be quiet for too long but it's always nice to have everyone home and around even if it is for a small period of time before we head back into the city and live our lives.
A little bit about this place, this is the first home that we built when we settled here. It's definitely a place that everyone feels safe in because it is in the middle of our territory but we decided that its not where we would be anchored to. Nomadic by nature, this is where we come and spend special occasions and this one - one of the human mates in the tribe is pregnant, our firstborn.
Do you have any news? Anything exciting happening in your life? Tell me about a new friend you've made or something that has been special for you
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โข New Post: SPEARB
SPEARB I've been going to the gym a lot lately, working out and you all know that. Everyone knows that I live at the gym basically but I wanted to show you some of my routines. Should I do a live and we can work out together?
I should do lives more, Chris does them every week and so does Minho... do you want me to?
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โ this is a starter for either dm or thread for nayeon. this does not guarantee a relationship and nsfw scenes will not be held on here but this allows a potential plot to be developed. note that the reblogs for this will be tagged under 'rp' and replied to on nayeon's reply day.
"Hello, welcome to POP! Cafe, how can I help you today?" Nayeon beams with a friendly smile, hands clasped behind her back as she welcomes the new customers into the cafe. It's a busy day, has been busy ever since she opened but the woman isn't complaining at all. "Sure, double checking your order," she reads back everything that had been asked and tallies up the price before taking the money and handing over a buzzer. "This will vibrate when your order is ready to collect."
She's hard at work, talking to customers who are waiting for their takeaway orders while also being able to serve newcomers so she doesn't notice the little bird that had flown into her cafe and hopped around looking for a meal.
"Oh," she says once she hears the chirp and flutter of wings, the bird having flown to land on top of a bookshelf of items she sells in-store. "Sorry, little one, you can't be here." She tries her best to not startle the creature while also trying to get it outside without disturbing customers.
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Yura: Oh, well! Happy late birthday, Christian! Ah, I used to think birthdays weren't that big of a deal until I was proved wrong by friends~. I hope you had a nice one!
โ โ๐๐ญ๐ญ๐ถ ๐
๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ก๐๐ถ โ
โ๏ธ Another birthday came and I feel as good as I did yesterday. Get to a point where they end up feeling like another day but it's fine because it's the night time celebrations that make birthdays worth it, don't you agree?~ Maybe I'll head out and have a ~smashing~ good time
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Small Update!
TW/CW: Slightly suggestive pictures (?)/ suggestive mentions
๐: Since circus and carnival season is slowing down tickets are half off. I have a shift for tonight, I'm doing the aerial silks along with aerial ring so stop by to see how flexable I am.~ *winks with a smirk* Before work though I stole got this pretty new collar, also repierced lips and tongue. Sometimes I wish I couldn't heal so fast but hey, what's better then having a pierced split tongue.~ *snorts into their hand*
โฅ๏ธ: My back and shoulders fucking h u r t *groans and stretches* so so much-. My muscles feel so stiff, Archery training was so heavy today. *whines, letting out another groan* But, good news for today! Not only did I straighten my hair and it actually looks good for once but I'm getting my pec tattoo retouched with Di ๐ฅฐ I was also thinking of addding on to it, maybe getting a completely new one. Who knows, I'll have to think about it a little but I'm excited! I've been wanting to retouch this for a long time.
๐: One thing that people don't know about me is that I have fucking talent.~ I am talented and I will always say that. *proud smug smile* I have a job offering up for a horror movie set that needs an FX makeup artist and oh guess what? I'm one.~ So I'm applying and hoping I get it but, while I was looking through my pictures to put into my portfolio to submit I found one of my favorite works. Now I want to recreate it on someone...or myself-. I would maybe do some motifications but I think it would be fun! *bounces* I'm also open to helping people with their Halloween makeup if they want any.~ I expect to be paid though-
๐ฉต๐ฉต: @monsterhigh-cb [๐๐ค๐ && โก๐ && ๐ป๐ && ๐บ๐ && ๐ค๐ && ๐๐] @evicted-oc [โ๏ธ๐ค && ๐ผ๐ค && ๐ฆ๐ && ๐ง๐ฉต && ๐๐ค] @theinvitation-botโ [๐ญ๐ฉถ๐] @welcome-to-maniac [๐๐ค ๐ && ๐ปโค๏ธ && ๐โค๏ธโ๐ฅ] @fantasyaespa [๐ ๐๐ && โ๏ธ๐ฉต] @k-venturetime [๐โฃ๏ธ] @multi-joong [๐ง๏ธ๐งก๐ && ๐จ๐] @kardpackcb [๐๐ && ๐บโค๏ธโ๐ฅ]
possible new residents: @faywithlove @badbf-cb @clubwnderland @domxbot @welcometosector1 @lunaaofthemoon @littleboywooyoungie @reve-rv @multi-esme @the-hellhounds @3rachabot @san-cb @jinju-oc @hoteldelluna-rp @enhanced-cb @camboys-com @lavienrosecabaretxo @yandereskzcb @multeez-cb @oppositesattraxt @domrachaa @hwangsiblings-oc @coffeexdreamcb @silcntxnight @moonlightchn @blogger-yura @crimson-l @thesugaredalchemists @folklore-cb @neonvandalsxcb @doom-bc @hybrid-babies @hearthstone-apothecary @theboys-oc @thetoplinecb @redlight-cb @inferno-cb [DM + / -]
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Been preparing a special set for one lucky patron, choosing the winner randomly tonight~. Higher chances if you buy the VIP package โก
๐ ษด๊ฑ๊ฐแดก สแด๊ฑแดแด
สแดแด. แด
แด/แด๊ฑแด แดแด สแด สแดแดแดแด แดแด
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โค๏ธโ๐ฅ- @moonlightchn @blogger-yura @supernaturalcb @livealittleoc-cb @minsour-r @silvernightcb @fallenangel-oc @multi-esme @urtwice @san-cb @jinju-oc @reve-rv @dawnswonderland-entertainment @logan-oc-cb @beastfights-starting @shuhua-cb @androidmuses @theinvitation-bot @kimheebby @teyvatcb @lunaaofthemoon @badbf-cb @domxbot @oc-journal @divineblood-cb @the-hellhounds @hwangroyaltycb @welcometosector1 @multi-joong @vanilladaises-rp @k-venturetime @halloween-idols @k-half-blood @redlight-cb @yourmysticalgirls-cb @fantasyaespa @cheerxcaptainxhongjoong @theonesxcb @hybridsheltercb @cullencoven-cb @3rachabot [dm -/+]
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โ this is a starter for either dm or thread for luna. this does not guarantee a relationship and nsfw scenes will not be held on here but this allows a potential plot to be developed. note that the reblogs for this will be tagged under 'rp' and replied to on luna's reply day.
Wandering through the forest, Luna comes across one of the many paths that humans have trekked through her woods, following it along and making sure that they haven't left anything harmful behind like rubbish for the poor creatures of the land to eat by accident. She often does this, making sure the forest that surrounds her inn is always well looked after and not tainted too heavily by the human life that lurks just outside of the tree line.
She's so busy looking at the ground, she doesn't realise anyone else is near her until she bumps into someone and falls over. Luckily, the ground is soft, the earth a little damp so that her hands and rear are dirty but she's not injured. "I'm sorry!" She says as she stands up, cleaning herself as best as she can before smiling up at the person she bumped into, "I should have been looking at where I was going, are you okay?"
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Small Update!
The drawing in Jooโs section is drawn by his faceclaim and credits go to him!
โจ: Itโs been a nice morning~ I woke up early and actually felt refreshed, Iโve decided to cut down a bit on work and have been focusing on my tattoo stuff. I also been trying to get more sleep- *chuckles* Iโm currently working on a back piece for a regular client.~ Iโm glad to see them coming around and Iโm excited to do another back piece, theyโre my favorite thing to tattoo~
๐น: Iโve been having such a good week~ I went back to Germany to meet with an old school friend along with my cousin! This is the last pictures I took before I came back home from meeting them and I will say I had the best cameraman ๐ซฃ *laughs* He made sure I didnโt fall and told me stupid stories from when we were in school to make sure I smiled in all my pictures ๐คฃ In all I had a great time back at my hometown ๐ฅฐ
๐: One thing people might not know about me is that I like football or soccer I prefer tennis but donโt tell me brothers- *ruffles her own hair a little* I donโt have a favorite team so my brothers constantly give me jerseys of their favorite teams soโฆIโm repping one now~ *grins* But yes I went back to Spain, in the human side of the map, for a bit to meet my brothers and dad there so we can watch a local game along with watching some bullfighting, to my distaste- *rolls her eyes with a huff* off topic though, I straightened my hair~ It looks great I think, a lot better then when itโs all wavy~
๐ฉต๐ฉต: @monsterhigh-cb [๐๐ค๐ && โก๐ && ๐ป๐ && ๐บ๐ && ๐ค๐ && ๐๐] @evicted-oc [โ๏ธ๐ค && ๐ผ๐ค && ๐ฆ๐ && ๐ง๐ฉต && ๐๐ค] @theinvitation-botโ [๐ญ๐ฉถ๐] @welcome-to-maniac [๐๐ค ๐ && ๐ปโค๏ธ && ๐โค๏ธโ๐ฅ] @fantasyaespa [๐ ๐๐ && โ๏ธ๐ฉต] @k-venturetime [๐โฃ๏ธ] @multi-joong [๐ง๏ธ๐งก๐ && ๐จ๐] @kardpackcb [๐๐ && ๐บโค๏ธโ๐ฅ]
possible new residents: @faywithlove @badbf-cb @clubwnderland @domxbot @divineblood-cb @welcometosector1 @lunaaofthemoon @littleboywooyoungie @reve-rv @multi-esme @the-hellhounds @3rachabot @san-cb @jinju-oc @hoteldelluna-rp @enhanced-cb @camboys-com @lavienrosecabaretxo @yandereskzcb @multeez-cb @oppositesattraxt @domrachaa @hwangsiblings-oc @coffeexdreamcb @silcntxnight @moonlightchn @blogger-yura @crimson-l @thesugaredalchemists @folklore-cb @neonvandalsxcb @doom-bc @hybrid-babies @hearthstone-apothecary @theboys-oc @bikerxskz @richkids-cb @seokmin-cb @vandalxhyunjin @sk-cb [DM + / -]
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Yura: So secretive, sounds exciting! I hope the schedule was good. Have we found out what it was already? I'm a bit outdated, I'm sorry!
โข New Post: LEEKNOW
LEEKNOW I have an independent schedule today so I'm heading off to record some stuff. I won't tell you what it is but we all have to do it. BabyRachas, have you eaten today? Make sure you have something to eat and I'll come see you later.
We'll have dinner together, after my schedule. What should we have?
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