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blapis-blazuli · 41 minutes
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Reblog for a larger sample size, if possible.
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This is my first time dipping into horror art. This piece was more difficult than I expected. There were a lot symmetrical structures which I found challenging to paint while maintaining a proper contrast between light and dark. In the end, I think it turned out alright
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blapis-blazuli · 3 hours
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reblog and share the most deranged thing your favorite musician has done in the tags. GO.
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blapis-blazuli · 5 hours
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blapis-blazuli · 6 hours
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Passover seder at UC Berkeley’s Gaza solidarity encampment (via twitter)
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blapis-blazuli · 6 hours
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just wanted to make a general donations post for native americans 
NARF (native american rights fund)
AISES (advancing indigenous people in stem)
NIWRC (national indigenous women’s resource center)
PWNA (partnership with native americans)
COPE (community outreach and patient empowerment)
the association on american indian affairs
first nations development institute
american indian college fund
CARE (diné citizens against ruining our environment)
hopa mountain
indigenous values initiative
native american disability law center
people’s partner for community development 
and here’s a map of what indigenous land you are living on if you want to donate specific towards those people and tribes 💗
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blapis-blazuli · 7 hours
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That pretty t boy with a disorder WILL save you.
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blapis-blazuli · 7 hours
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daily reminders
no human being is 100% happy 100% of the time
being a person is extraordinarily difficult even in the best of times
this is not the best of times
someone is grateful you exist (don't argue, it's true)
a bad day does not predict a bad existence
it's gonna be okay
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blapis-blazuli · 7 hours
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blapis-blazuli · 8 hours
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if you're autistic highly sensitive over emotional if you "get upset over stuff that doesn't matter" if you get angry easily sad easily if you laugh easily or for longer or loudly if your anger is explosive and feels bottomless if you're easily frustrated if you get angry because you're confused or don't understand if people are always telling you to grow up or making fun of you for "disproportionate reactions", if you have screaming crying violent meltdowns over just anything, i love and support and care about you
your emotions are proportionate because there is no one way to react to anything
you deserve to be respected. you are just a person who is alive
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blapis-blazuli · 8 hours
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A girl has not felt loved in years. She never gets told that she's a pretty girl. She doesn't get called a girl. Her parents don't call her daughter. She never smiles and doesn't take care of her hair anymore. She stopped taking showers every day. She has acne and stubble. She doesn't shave, she can't stand looking at herself in the mirror. She was told that "fat is hot" until she gained more weight. People look at her weird. She feels like nobody wants her. She doesn't want anyone to look at her. She feels alone. People avoid her. She feels like she can't vent to others anymore because it's all she can think about. She wants to be loved
A girl doesn't talk anymore. She's distant and insecure. She bottles up her feelings. People reach out to her to try and help, but don't know how to help. She isolates herself, she's scared. She knows that nobody will put in the time and effort to be there for her. Nobody says good morning to her. She stopped asking for help. She doesn't laugh anymore. She feels like she's worthless. She's told that this isn't true, but notices that people only care about her when she's feeling suicidal. She feels like a burden. She can't think a week ahead because she is terrified of the future. She doesn't know if she'll make it to the end of the year. She wants to be loved
A girl doesn't express her opinions anymore. People think she's a dangerous freak, that she is disgusting, gross and filthy. She feels that weight. She cries most of the day, most days. She stopped brushing her teeth. She feels disposable. She only feels useful when she's validated. People will toss her aside as soon as they get a good excuse to do it. She feels like a sacrificial lamb. They keep her at arm's length. She knows that she's judged silently. She feels like people would feel more comfortable if she wasn't there. She's trying to keep going. Her eyes hurt. She's loud. People think she is annoying. She's tired. She wants to be loved
I see u. I love u
You're a pretty girl. What you say matters. How you feel matters. It's ok to be angry and afraid. It's unfair that others don't notice and don't care. Keep being loud, keep being yourself. It's not too late. You matter
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blapis-blazuli · 8 hours
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this is going viral on the tweeter currently so. for you also. miku is not ai!!
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blapis-blazuli · 8 hours
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Decoding PR Talk (IGN64.com The Magazine #1, 1998)
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blapis-blazuli · 8 hours
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Sooo weird how when people interpret me as a gay trans man they think I’m a perverted women with a fetish trying to rape gay men but if I’m interpreted as a straight trans man they think I’m a poor butch lesbian who was indoctrinated by the trans agenda….
Like what if I’m just some guy. Why do I have to be a pervert or victim. Why can’t I just be a person.
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blapis-blazuli · 9 hours
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Growing up is actually all about realizing people don’t inherently dislike you and it’s a bit odd to assume they do
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