i'm down for super hero blaine

Guys are we doing the sky high thing? 

Sounds good Kurt.

Meet you in the req room.

I miss you too....hell i kinda miss...like any interaction with people...

Blaine?

I’m bored, feel like a musical marathon?

Like old times? I miss you.

BLAINE ALREADY IS A CRAZY SUPERHERO!!!

What should we do with this place guys?

Do we start over? Let it die? Clean it out and keep going? Let people out? Move them to a different hospital?

What?

Down Jason Walker

I shot for the sky I’m stuck on the ground So why do I try, I know I’m gonna fall down I thought I could fly, so why did I drown? I'll never know why it’s coming down, down, down. Oh I am going down, down, down Can’t find another way around And I don’t want to hear the sound, of losing what I never found.

Well shit....The docs back.

Probably me.

Lloyd says we're having a "really important group" tonight.

So which one of us is going to be publicly executed? 

I walk a lonely road. - Self Para.

Blaine sat in the art room, his self assigned Iso room. He didnt think he could go to his room seeing how Kurt could be there with Brett, and lately he and Sebastian had been so distant that he didnt feel like he should be bothering Sebastian with everything that had been happening. He hugged Zach's hoodie to his chest and buried his face in it. It didnt smell like Zach anymore and it made his chest hurt even more. He had never felt this alone in his life. Even when Zach was in rehab the first time at least he had school to keep his mind of things and had other friends but now? Now his best friends were all mad at him. Lilly thought he was an idiot, and Blaze was attached to lilly's hip. He sighed softly as he felt his eyes sting with tears, he'd lost track of how many times he had cried sense his talk with Kurt. He sat back gingerly touching his nose, he winced a bit. He hadn't really looked at his face sense he got out of the hospital wing but he figured his face was just one big swirl of purple and blue. He felt hopeless and just plain tired. He was amazed at how quickly he had fucked his life. In one quick movement he had all but destroyed all of his friendships and he wasn't sure were his relationship with his boyfriend stood anymore. Tomorrow he could be completely alone and the thought terrified him. Blaine had never realized how much he depended on others until he didnt have anyone anymore.

But maybe this was for the best...If Brett got kurt to stay on his meds and got better himself they both could get out and go to New York like Kurt wanted. Everyone here would get better one way or another....but Blaine? Blaine would never get out. He had told Kurt yesterday no amount of drugs or therapy could fix him. He'd always be this walking time bomb that couldn't do things that were too frustrating, or things that would anger him because he'd lash out and hurt someone. he was to dangerous to be out there in the real world....he was to dangerous to be around people in the first place. So maybe this was just a way to get him used to being alone....because thats what he was going to be once everyone did leave...

i know...

God i miss Zach so much right now.....

I’m still here okay?

Yeah Kurt...?

God i miss Zach so much right now.....

Blaine?

God i miss Zach so much right now.....

I've never felt this lonely in my life....

You're one of those important things.

....sometimes i feel like i dont deserve to be an important thing to you...but i'm kinda glad i am.

Blaine....I'm sorry....

No, no....I'm sorry. You've got more important things to worry about. I'm just whining....

Tired of what Blaine?

Everything kurt, everything....

The only person who should be able to make you feel bad in this situation and I don't want you too. We've talked about it didn't we? We sorted it out...

i know...I'm just tired i guess...

Blaine, please stop beating yourself up, Brett's done that enough for you.

Kurt...*sighs* according to lilly i should be feeling bad for what i did, but at the same time i shouldn't because i shouldn't be whining or....what ever...

.....no blaze i haven't. There is no progress to be made, my brain is messed up...its brain damage, not something therapy and drugs can fix.

In fact the last couple weeks i've felt worse....constantly edgy I'm really surprised that i've only blacked out once....although hell i could have blacked out more and just not remembered it....

So...

According to what i've read. Brett found out i went to the cemetery with Kurt, and he didnt like that....and we said some stuff, he was mostly "your still in love with kurt, admit it" and i apparently called him a Junkie and called his sexuality into question. And then i'm guessing he came to my room and we threw punches....

I dont remember it so obviously i blacked out....

So...