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blaaaaabh · 5 months

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you aren’t mine to lose

// you’ve had a crush on ellie since you were kids. you two have always been best friends; until she gets a girlfriend who ironically hates you. //

warnings: pinning, angst, stoner/dealer!ellie, modern day au, i can never write anything happy, this isn’t proof read so my grammatical errors may need a warning???

(you love me, but you’ll never love me as much as you love her)

ellie has been your best friend since you were both 13. throughout high school, the two of you only grew closer. your mother often joked that you were both conjoined at the hip. everywhere ellie was, you were, and vice versa. your crush on ellie started a little after the first year of high school. the brunette has always been really nice to you; even if she was awkward, and didn’t understand very many social cues… ellie was your favorite person in the whole wide world.

your crush on ellie only got worse as the two of you got older. you even found yourself following her after graduation to the university of jackson. now it was your first year of college, and the two of you were still the best of friends. that is, until ellie got a girlfriend. in all honesty, you were a depressed wreck when ellie first started talking to tiffany. she was a blonde with blue eyes, and had a body that could stop a trucker from a mile away. she was perfect in every single way, and it was obvious why ellie liked her. it was also pretty obvious that tiffany hated you. ellie was, of course oblivious to the tension between you and the psych major, but you were pretty sure tiffany only hated you because she knew how you felt about ellie.

but that didn’t discourage you from keeping your friendship with the brunette you’ve come to love so much. you never expected ellie to return your feelings. in fact, that’s the main reason you’ve been so supportive of her relationship with tiffany from the beginning. sure, it made you sad and sometimes you didn’t want to talk to ellie, because all she’d talk about was tiffany… but you still tried really hard to text her and hang out with her. maybe it wasn’t as much as you two used to, but still, you were trying and that’s all that matters, right?

“so are you gonna be at jesse’s party tonight?” your roommate dina inquires curiously, as she folds some of her clothes. she pulls you out of your ellie-induced thoughts, causing you to pry your eyes away from the textbook you hadn’t been paying any attention to. “um, no. i have to study for my english seminar. mr. lydon always calls on me.” you half lie, and dina rolls her eyes playfully. “that’s because you practically know everything already. he’s impressed and probably gonna offer you a position as a student teacher next year.” she admits, and your eyes light up at the thought. you were majoring in english, because it’s always been your dream to be an english teacher or professor.

“you really think he’ll ask me? yara’s super smart and she’s been talking about wanting to be a student teacher since the year started.” you point out, while dina waves dismissively after putting some of her shirts away. “he’s definitely gonna ask you, y/n. you two are always talking about star wars and your weird love for the semi colon.” she taunts, making you blush in a bit of embarrassment. “it’s just… it’s a pause without a coma or period— never mind, you wouldn’t understand. science geek.” you tease your roommate back, causing her to gasp in mock offense as she reaches for a pair of folded socks, tossing them right at your face.

you giggle, and as your laughter dies down, dina flashes you a look. “you should really come tonight though. ellie’s gonna be there.” she continues to pick on you, but you can hear the slight seriousness in her tone. you groan, “which means tiffany is also gonna be there.” you counterpoint. you say the blonde’s name as if it’s venomous, and dina shakes her head, the annoyance on her face clear as water. “ugh, i hate her. i swear, if she tries to psycho analyze me because i had a bad day one more time, i’m going to punch her and ruin that nose job her daddy paid for.” dina states in a tone too serious to be a joke, and you flash her a look of surprise before you both burst into a fit of laughter.

“still, you should go with me tonight. word on the street is ellie and her have been arguing a lot lately.” dina confesses, and this seems to spike your interest. you quirk a brow in your roommates direction, ellie hasn’t told you anything about her and tiffany fighting. then again, you’ve barely been texting ellie about anything other than plans for group hangouts or memes. “what are they fighting about?” you ask, unable to hide the fact that you’re suddenly intrigued. dina shrugs, “i don’t know, but it seems pretty bad. i heard tiffany yelling the other day. like at the top of her lungs yelling. i think the dorm rep had to get involved.” she explains, and your eyes widen a bit.

why didn’t ellie tell me anything?

“look, we can go with our matching flare jeans!” dina holds up the pair of black jeans she had just washed; they were your favorite pair because they had hearts on them. you shake your head, offering her a small smile. “fine. i’ll go; but if i get anything less than a eighty on tomorrow’s assignment, i’m blaming you.” you warn her playfully, and the grin on dina’s face makes your smile widen. you close the book you had long forgotten about, and get up; deciding to pick out your outfit for tonight. you settle on the flare jeans and a black furry sweater that’s too small to even keep you warm. your hair is still a bit damp from your shower earlier, but you let down both of your braids anyways; allowing the semi-curly hair to fall down. after putting on some mascara and lipgloss, you aimlessly scroll through tiktok while you wait for dina to finish getting ready.

by the time the raven haired girl is finished, jesse is texting the group chat, letting you both know the kegs are full and ready. apparently ellie was supplying the weed, and one of jesse’s friends was bringing bottles of liquor along with some packs of beer. “you should text ellie and tell her you’re gonna come.” dina suggests, as you both make your way out of your dorm hall, stepping out into the horrid cold. “so… you and jesse…” you trail off, a tiny smirk etched onto your lips. you can see dina blushing under one of the lampposts, causing you to chuckle. “jeez, d, you really like this guy huh?” you question and her blush deepens; her cheeks turning crimson red.

“he’s sweet… i know we just met earlier this year, but i feel like i really know him. you know? like i know his heart.” dina explains, and you smile brightly. “wow, i never thought i’d hear you talking about someone in such a sappy way.” you poke fun at her, but your friend can hear the softness in your voice and see the fondness in your eyes. dina grins, “yeah, well, who knows, he might get lucky tonight.” she half jokes and you gasp, throwing your head back while releasing a howling laugh.

when you get to the frat house, there’s already hoard of people there. the music is loud, but not too loud, so for that you’re sort of grateful. jesse finds you both a minute after you two walk in; he has a large smile on his face and his varsity jacket hanging off his back. “hello ladies.” he says, his smile more directed to dina. “hey jesse, is ellie here yet?” you ask curiously, trying to sound nonchalant, but he can see right through you. he nods, “yup! she’s in the back rolling a few j’s. you can head back there and say hi if you want. she’s alone.” he clarifies, and you smile gratefully. “thanks! i’ll see you guys in a minute. save me a dance, party girl.” you tell dina, and she nods. “you better come find me to dance!” she warns, and you giggle as you begin to make your way to the back of the frat house.

the only bedroom downstairs is usually used for seven minutes in heaven, or for movie nights. when you push your way into the bedroom the room is full of smoke, and you spot ellie sitting on the bed. she’s wearing a buttoned up flannel shirt, and those old faded jeans that you love on her. she’s staring out of the closed window, seemingly deep in thought; her short brown hair barely reaches the nape of her neck, and you can’t help but stare for a minute as you lean against the doorframe. she takes another drag of the joint, inhaling the smoke and keeping it in her throat before releasing it. “hey there.” you pull her out of her thoughts, causing her to snap her head in your direction.

ellie’s eyes change as soon as they land on you. her face expression goes soft. “hey. what are you doing here?” she questions, her voice light but clearly confused. “dina convinced me to come.” you explain shortly as you walk in, inching closer to ellie. you don’t seem to notice the way those pale green eyes seem to roam up and down your body as you stand in front of her. she holds the joint out, offering you some. ellie knows you love to smoke, you’re not a drinker, but you’ve always been a smoker. growing up, you were the only one who was always down to get high with ellie. it was, shamefully her favorite thing. getting high alone or with anyone else wasn’t the same for her.

you gladly take it, placing the joint between your lips before fixing your sweater, and taking the lit joint out of your mouth. you hold the smoke while you hand it back to ellie, offering her a cute little smile that makes something in her chest clench. you cough a little after exhaling the smoke, and it makes her chuckle. “good?” she asks, and you nod, “what strain as that?” you wonder out loud, “cherry chem.” she answers vaguely, placing the joint between her own lips as she reaches into her backpack, retrieving a little wooden box. you watch inquisitively as she opens the box and reveals a bunch of freshly rolled joints.

“here.” she says as she pulls out five and hands them to you. you shake your head, “no, it’s okay—“ she cuts you off, “you don’t wanna get too drunk tonight, do you, princess?” she asks, the old nickname causing you to blush under her droopy, hooded eyes. you reluctantly accept them, knowing ellie is right. you always get too drunk when you don’t smoke in order to level yourself out. “thanks els.” you thank her with that god damn smile on your face, and ellie feels as if the sun is shining on her face. you make her feel so warm.

“sit down.” she says, handing you the nearly finished joint, as she pats the empty space right beside her. you scrunch your nose in disgust, “no way, i saw joan sanders come in here with tommy last month. i know what happens on this bed.” you says in a prissy tone that causes ellie to laugh. “such a priss.” she mutters as she pulls you by your hips and causes you to fall onto the bed right next to her. you gasp, pushing her arm roughly. “ellie!” you squeal in disgust, but you get a whiff of her cologne that causes your head to go fuzzy. your face is hot, and ellie is smirking at you in a way that causes the butterflies in your belly to repopulate.

“it’s almost finished.” you scowl, and ellie shrugs as she snatches the joint out of your hands, tossing it into the ashtray. “i’ll light another one. unless you got somewhere to be.” she raises a brow, and you shake your head, flashing her a puzzled look. “aren’t you supposed to be hanging out with tiffany tonight? you guys are always at every party together.” you point out, and you notice the way ellie tenses at the sound of her girlfriends name. her demeanor shifts as she reaches for another joint, and lights it.

“she’s with her friends tonight. you know ashley and miley?” she asks with clear disdain on her face. you nod, “i know of them. they’re on the cheer team right?” you respond with a question, and she merely nods. “yeah. she’s with them i think.” ellie mutters, and you go quiet for a minute. “dina told me you guys have been fighting lately...” you start, and ellie rolls her eyes. “… why didn’t you tell me anything?” you ask her, and she shrugs. “didn’t wanna bother you with my dumb ass relationship problems.” she mumbles, as she hands you the joint.

you throw her a look of surprise, “your problem are not dumb, ellie.” you say sternly, and she scoffs. “they are. she’s… she’s being stupid.” she murmurs, and you furrow your brows. you’ve never heard ellie speak negatively about tiffany before. if anything, whenever she’d bring the blonde up she’d have this dorky grin on her face. now she looks exhausted. “what happened?” you ask carefully, and ellie freezes. you’ve known each other for years and ellie tells you everything; yet she doesn’t want to tell you about the this. the more you think about it, the more you realize ellie’s never told you anything about her and tiffany fighting. not even once.

she seems to have put a wall up for the first time without you even noticing. have you really been pulling away that much, that you didn’t even notice something’s been going on with her? in your defense, you were only pulling away from her to protect your heart. you knew ellie could never want you the way you want her, and whenever you saw her with tiffany, it hurt.

she shakes her head refusing to tell you. “it’s nothing.”

your brows knit together, she’s never shut you out about anything. ellie’s even told you all of the embarrassing things about herself; she was an open book with no filter when it came to you… but right now it seemed like she didn’t want to tell you what the arguments between her and tiffany are about. the silence in the room is thick, and you can hear the muffled music coming from behind the door. you open your mouth to speak, but jesse rushes into the room, “hey ellie, dani wants to know if she can buy a few joints off you.” the dark haired boy states causing ellie to get up. “yeah, sure. come on, wanna get a drink?” ellie asks you. you nod, standing up and following the brunette and jesse out of the room.

there’s even more people here than there was when you first arrived, and as you check your phone, you realize you were with ellie for nearly thirty minutes. ellie reaches for your hand so she doesn’t lose you in the crowd, and you gladly take it. your stomach flips as soon as your skin meets hers, and she leads you over to the kitchen. jesse walks up to dani with you and ellie not far behind, and your eyes wander around the crowded area as ellie begins to make a deal with the basket ball player. ellie squeezes your hand when she’s done, and the smile she flashes you makes your knees weak.

“whatcha’ want to drink?” she asks you with that cute raspy voice that drives you crazy. “just a cranberry vodka, if you guys have any cranberry juice.” ellie’s sure you don’t mean to look up at her with those sexy lidded eyes, but you do and she finds her mouth going dry. “coming right up.” she winks at you, and nearly grimaces at how awkward she is. you giggle while she makes your drinks, the buzz from ellie’s weed barely now hitting you. you’re partially reminded of why you’ve been trying not to smoke; because whenever you’re high, ellie is all you can think about. it makes you sad knowing she’s probably thinking about making up with her girlfriend right now.

ellie hands you your drink first, before making her own. you take a sip, grimacing at the strong taste of alcohol, “ellie!” the girly voice nearly causes you to wince as tiffany bounces up to the brunette; wrapping her arms around the back of ellie’s neck. you don’t see the way ellie forces a smile because your eyes are now glued to the red drink in your cup. “hey babe.” ellie greets her girlfriend, and the term of endearment causes a pang of pain to linger in your chest. you take a swig of your drink, and ellie looks over at you apologetically. you flash her a small, reassuring smile yet she can see it isn’t your usual smile.

ellie wants to say something to you, but before she can, dani makes her way back to you both. “uh, hey y/n.” the basketball player greets you, and you gratefully find an excuse to pry your gaze off of ellie and tiffany. “hey dani. how did you do on mr. lyndon’s quiz yesterday?” you ask her, and ellie tries not frown as she notices the way the taller girls eyes wander over your body. “i did terrible! i can’t believe midterms are next week. i’m not ready.” the tall girl admits and amusement glints in your eyes as you look up at her. “i like your necklace, by the way.” she adds, complimenting the silver necklace dangling off your collar bone. you smile brightly, your fingers going to play with the necklace your mother gave you before you left to college. you and your sisters all have the same one.

“thanks. my mom got it for me when i turned eighteen. i like your jacket.” you pull on the ends of her varsity jacket, batting your eyes up at her, and tiffany frowns as you don’t notice that ellie’s hard gaze is fixated on you. tiffany definitely notices, and it causes her to scowl. “wanna go smoke?” dani asks, pulling a joint out of her pocket. you grin, but ellie intervenes. “i already smoked her out.” the brunette clarifies, locking eyes with the jock and flashing her a warning look that makes you frown. dani looks at you, ignoring ellie and smirking right at you. “wanna go for round two, princess?” she asks, and something in ellie’s stomach twists uncomfortably at the sound of dani calling you “princess”.

“sure. i’m always down to smoke.” you say, and you flash ellie a look that she doesn’t recognize before you wrap yourself around the jocks arm. ellie keeps her eyes on you as you disappear out of the kitchen with dani, “looks like dani is getting lucky tonight.” tiffany declares, pulling ellie out of her thoughts. if ellie weren’t so preoccupied with thinking about you and dani, she would’ve found that comment strange. but ellie is high and she isn’t thinking about anything other than you giving those eyes to dani walsh.

ellie’s face twists at the mere thought of you hooking up with the raven haired girl tonight. ellie can’t come up with a single reason why she feels so upset about it; you’re single after all, and dani is undoubtedly every girls type. she shakes her head, “no. y/n’s not that kind of girl.” ellie says more to herself than to her girlfriend. tiffany scoffs, “did you not see what i saw? your friend is totally into her.” tiffany says as she takes ellie’s cup and takes a swig. she makes a face, “ugh. cranberry? seriously, ellie? you know i hate cranberry.” she mutters in disgusts, and ellie flashes her a sheepish smile.

“sorry, it was y/n’s drink choice.” the brunette replies, and tiffany rolls her eyes. “what?” ellie asks, detecting the clear annoyance that came from her saying your name. “nothing.” tiffany mutters and ellie rolls her eyes, a wave of frustration washing over her. “seriously, what’s wrong? you look pissed.” ellie points out, and the shorter girl flashes her a sardonic expression. “oh, now you noticed? you’ve been so preoccupied with y/n tonight, you haven’t even talked to me!” she snaps, and ellie’s eyes widen. “what!? you’re the one who ditched me as soon as we got here to hang out with your friends! what do you want me to do? follow you around like a puppy all night?” ellie begins to raise her voice, losing her cool.

“no i don’t want that! i want you to care about me more than you care about y/n!” she shouts, and ellie shakes her head in bewilderment. “what the fuck is your problem with her?! y/n’s my best friend, and i love her! i love you too, but fuck, tiffany!” ellie is clearly losing all the cool inside of her body, if she was angry before she’s even angrier now. “but what?” the blonde challenges, crossing her arms and flashing ellie a stern look. ellie goes quiet, “say it.” tiffany adds demandingly, and ellie scoffs, “say what?” she mumbles, playing dumb. “what you’ve always known but never had the balls to admit. you love me, but you’ll never love me as much as you love her.” tiffany snaps, and ellie can only stare at her with inscrutable features etched onto her face.

the silence is telling, and it seems to give tiffany the only answer she needs. “i’m done coming second in this relationship, ellie. you have to tell me right now… do you love me more or her?” tiffany’s voice is harsh and up for no debates. ellie lets out a breathless chuckle, more so because she’s surprised at the absurd question. “are you serious?” she questions, her voice laced with pure disbelief. tiffany is staring at her as if ellie is the crazy one, and it just now hits ellie that you’ve been alone with dani for over fifteen minutes.

“i don’t have time for your shit tonight, dani. y/n’s cross faded and i’m not gonna let her go home with some sleaze from the basketball team, all because you’re jealous.” she hisses, as she turns around to walk away, but tiffany stops her by reaching out and grabbing her arm. ellie spins and around to face her girlfriend; her patience wearing thin. “i’m jealous!? ellie, look at you! you’re going crazy because y/n might hook up with someone else!” she exasperatedly snaps, and the words seem to knock some sense into ellie. she glances down at her shoes, a bit ashamed; “look me in the eye and tell me right now that you’re not in love with her.” the shorter girl demands. ellie’s eyes lock with tiffany’s piercing blue eyes, and all she can think about is you.

you and your smile. you and your laugh. the way you say her name, and how you remember everything she says. the tiny scar on your back nobody else knows about. the way your eyes light up when you’re excited…

ellie wants to say no. she wants to be a good girlfriend and assure tiffany that she’s in love with her and only her… but as she thinks about your soft eyes being directed at some jock looking to get “lucky”, ellie knows she can’t say it. tiffany lets out a scoff, shaking her head before loosening her grip on ellie’s wrist. “you can’t even say it! you can’t even look at me and lie about it!” tiffany pushes her finger into ellie’s chest, and ellie feels an overwhelming sense of guilt as she begins to calm down. her thoughts seem to rationalize but she knows she’s already fucked up. “tiff…” she trails off, and the cheerleader shakes her head, tears pooling in her baby blue eyes.

“just go get her before she leaves with dani.” tiffany sounds defeated, and a part of ellie is telling her to stay and fix things with tiffany, but there’s a loud voice in her head telling her to go and make sure you haven’t left with that other girl. ellie doesn’t say anything else as she walks out of the kitchen, leaving dani alone. she’s certain whatever was left of the relationship is now over, but she can’t seem to care. you’re the only thing on her mind as her gaze flitters all over the room in search for you. her eyes zero in on dina who is dancing with someone ellie barely knows; the brunette doesn’t think twice before interrupting.

“have you seen y/n? she’s with dani and she’s pretty faded. i wanna make sure she’s okay.” ellie rushes the words out, sounding like a nervous wreck. dina stops dancing for a moment, raising a brow, “uh, i just talked to y/n like four minutes ago, she seemed fine. she said her and dani were gonna smoke and maybe walk back to her dorm.” dina winks insinuatingly, and ellie’s heart falls into the pit of her stomach.

“shit… did they leave through the front or back?” ellie sounds apprehensive, and it causes a wave of confusion to wash over the raven haired girl. “the front i think… wait why does it matter?” dina questions, and ellie shakes her head. “because all dani wants to do is get in y/n’s pants.” ellie hisses, and dina raises her brows in slight shock at the sudden outburst. she watches ellie rush off, and before she can think about chasing after her best friend, jesse swoops in and pushes past the guy dina had been dancing with. “mind if i cut in?” jesse asks hopefully, and dina nods happily, quickly forgetting about you and ellie.

ellie goes out the front door of the frat house, and her eyes flicker around in search for you. when her eyes land on you, her stomach knots up as she sees you’re now wearing dani’s jacket and saying something that ellie can’t make out. her eyes widen and her mind races, as you two begin walking in the direction of the dorm rooms. ellie’s heart nearly stops beating, and it’s like her body has a mind of its own as she begins to rush over in your direction. “y/n wait!” she calls out and you stop in your tracks, spinning around at the sound of your best friends voice.

“ellie?” you sound confused; whenever her and tiffany get together during a party like this, you almost never see her till the next day. “is everything okay?” you ask as she stalks up to you. she has this unrecognizable look etched onto her face, “i just… i needed to talk to you—“ ellie cuts herself off when she sees the smile that was on your face drop. “is it tiffany? did you guys fight again?” you ask, clearly concerned. dani looks at you, then ellie, “i can give you two a minute of you want.” she tells you, and you offer her a grateful smile. “i’ll be right there.” you promise, and ellie hates how soft your gaze is when it’s directed at the jock.

dani offers you an annoyingly charming smile before walking a few feet away from you and ellie. “what’s wrong? what happened with tiffany?” you you ask her, and ellie shakes her head. “since when is dani your type?” she completely ignores your question, going straight for what’s been bugging her all night. you look taken back by the disdain in her voice, causing you to let out a breathless chuckle. “how is she not my type? she’s cute, and nice…” you trail off, and ellie blows a raspberry with her mouth. “so that’s all it takes for you to hookup with someone?” she practically interrogates you, causing you to frown.

“excuse me?” you respond, the offense in your tone clear as day. “what’s your problem? just because we’re hitting it off and i’m going to let her walk me back to my dorm, doesn’t mean i’m going to let her screw me, ellie!” you hiss, trying to keep your voice down in order for dani not to hear. the brunette scoffs, “yeah, sure, did you see the way you were looking at her? plus you’re wearing her fucking jacket, and she’s been smoking you out… she thinks she’s getting lucky tonight.” ellie sounds angrier than you’ve ever heard, and you can’t for the life of you figure out why. “it doesn’t matter what she thinks, ellie. she’s not getting lucky tonight unless i say so!” you snap.

“besides, why do you even care so much about what i do with dani!? shouldn’t you be up tiffany’s ass like you always are?!” you know you sound much harsher than you ever do, which is why ellie suddenly has this kicked dog-like expression on her face. “i-i don’t care! i just don’t think it’s cool how she started preying on you and trying to get you all high. she’s a sleaze!” ellie argues, and you roll your eyes. “yeah, well, that’s up for me to decide. i’ll see you tomorrow, ellie. when we’re both sober.” your voice is lower than before, and you flash her one last look before turning around and making your way over to dani.

ellie pathetically watches as you and dani begin to leave together, and her heart plummets right into her stomach. tiffany’s words from earlier are ringing in her head; “you love me, but you’ll never love me as much as you love her.” ellie stupidly realizes tiffany was right. she loves you more than she’s ever loved anyone… yet as she watches dani entwine her hand with yours before you both disappear in the direction of the dormitory, she realizes you aren’t hers to love. and you certainly aren’t hers to lose.

a/n(PLEASE READ): here’s a one-shot i wrote earlier this month, i just finished the next part of “i’m right over here, why can’t you see me”. it should be posted by christmas, and yes i will be tagging everyone who commented on it 🖤 - vamp

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blaaaaabh · 1 year

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can i join you? xavier x f!reader

summary: you and your boyfriend, xavier shower together when ur craving his attention.

word count: 830 (this is a shorter one)

warnings: smut, fluff bleh

xavier was drawing as you were peacefully laying in his bed, listening to the music that filled his room.

you often spent your time hanging out with your boyfriend - even if you two were just in the same room doing your own thing.

tonight you were bored and rather focused on xavier as his hand moved up and down the page. the way he looked when he was focused and concentrated on the drawing in front of him.

you were craving his attention and wanted it to be you he was looking so intensely at.

you thought of an idea that he wouldn’t be able to resist.

you emerged out of the blankets and stood right in front of him as your clothes dropped to the floor in front of him - causing him to instantly lift his head up from the drawing.

his eyes were wide as he examined every part of you.

“y/n what are you doing?” he said trying to keep his cool. you noticed his cheeks were all rosy.

xavier loved your body and you knew you were his weakness.

“nothinggg” you replied smiling as you stepped a little closer, just enough for him to reach his hands out to you, only barely being able to touch you. “i’m gonna go have a shower.” his hands were cold as they skimmed across your waist.

“can i join you?” his eyes were desperate as they looked up at you.

you moved his hands lightly off of you, causing his eyes to furrow and let out a sigh “but what about your drawing?” you teased, knowing the impact you had on him.

he didn’t move his eyes off you as he quickly stood up, moving the papers and pencils to the side “oh it can wait.” his shirt was already off before you could even respond.

you made your way into the bathroom as you turned the shower on which caused him to follow right behind, leaving a trail of his clothing on the floor.

as you reached out to feel the temperature of the water, xavier took this time to look at you. how good your body looked in the light.

you slid into the warmth of the shower as you let the water run through your hair while you brushed through it with your fingers.

it didn’t take him long as he got in behind you - suddenly feeling his big hands caress all over your wet body.

his head snuggled right into your neck while he placed kisses down it, feeling the warmth of his lips as the water trickled down both of your bodies.

both of his hands creeped up to your breasts, lightly squeezing them as you let out a little giggle.

he got closer to you as you felt his hard dick against your ass which caused you to grind against him which made him twitch from excitement.

your hips continued to shift up and down as you felt his warm breath against your neck. “i need you,” he whispered in a breathless voice.

you reached behind and placed your hand around his dick as he groaned, brushing it over your dripping slit.

the feeling had you desperate for him as you needed him inside you.

xavier couldn’t take it any longer, the hands that were over your breasts made their way to your teasing hand as he moved it to the side - assisting you as he slid his dick slowly into your wetness from behind.

a moan escaped your mouth as he swiftly grasped onto your waist with both of his hands to get control, moving you in and out more quickly now.

you turned your head to the side so you were able to kiss him. releasing beautiful moans into his mouth as he thrusted inside you.

“shit baby.. you feel so good”

“p-lease please don’t stop,” you said, struggling to get the words out.

the sound of him slapping against you as he moved his one hand to have a grip on your neck which was sending you over the edge.

his once occupied hand slid down to your folds as he began to rub your clit with his wet fingers.

you weren’t able to hold back any longer with the feeling of the sensations. “xav- i’m gonna cum”

his pace remained fast as you both were desperate to finish.

his grip on your neck grew tighter as you clenched around him, “f-fuck me- me too.”

a couple minutes passed and you both finally released as you felt his warmth let out inside you, dripping down as you clenched onto the rack of the shower.

he took himself out of you. you both struggled to even stand up as your legs were twitching from the overstimulation.

you turned around to face him as he gazed at you. you placed your hand on his face, lightly moving his dripping long hair that covered his face.

“can i wash your hair now?”

he smiled and placed a kiss on your forehead.

“of course you can”

@yzlths

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blaaaaabh · 1 year

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the smut i accidentally posted today was without tags so i’ll post it again tmr 🤗if you’ve already seen it no u havent

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happy holidays everyone <3 stay safe

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blaaaaabh · 1 year

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Can you do a virgin f!reader x Xavier where he teaches her everything and teases her for being so turned on and stuff?

warning: smut

tease

a/n: thank u for the requests!! <3 this is not edited!

word count: 1.7k

it was an evening after school and you had been settling into your dorm before having to meet xavier to help him with his homework.

it was his idea, he had texted you earlier that day during class that simply read, “meet me at the library after school.”

you occasionally helped him with his homework when he didn’t pay attention in class, since he was always spending his time drawing instead.

if it were anyone else that asked you, you probably would’ve said no, but for some reason you couldn’t help but have some sort of soft spot for xavier - something you’ve felt ever since you transferred to nevermore.

other than that, he didn’t hang around you often. almost felt like he was avoiding you at times. however you didn’t think much of it though since you were mostly too busy with school and your friends anyway.

when you arrived at the library just minutes before 6, you walked down searching through the bookshelves, when you finally found xavier sitting by himself in one of the corners. he was all the way in the back of the room looking down at his phone. of course he wasn’t doing his work.

"nice homework you're doing there"

he quickly dropped his phone down and instinctively grabbed his pen to look like he had been working, although his work was completely untouched in front of him. "i was eventually gonna get to it. but that’s why you’re here now!" he replied with a cocky smile.

you sat down on the chair right beside his and placed your bag and stuff down onto the table.

"so where should we get started first? i was thinking you should probably start with mrs thornhill’s class." you asked as you opened up your notes.

xavier was fidgeting with a pen as he got overwhelmed by the amount of papers you had; pushing his hair back behind his ears as he let out a nervous laugh, "wow getting right to it huh?"

"well mr thorpe, if you'd like to graduate i would have started a long time ago." you teased, not being able to control it as a cheeky smile came across your face as you handed him a pencil.

his body slouched over the desk. his hand holding up his head as he watched you flip through the notes, talking him through the work but he was just too focused to hear a single word you were saying, as he could just focus on how you made cute faces when you were concentrated

you snapped your fingers in his face - which got him out of his zone. "i'm not repeating this again, you need to pay attention."

he liked seeing this rare side of you. both of his hands raised up quickly while furrowing his eyebrows, "okay okay yes ma'am, i'm paying attention."

you rolled your eyes while your hand jokingly smacked his raised up hands back down, "oh shut up.”

“if you get through this and finish it, you can do anything you want - but only after you're done."

"anything hm?" a smirk came over his lips as he looked at you. his sage eyes looked you up and down as you noticed him stop for a moment, then raise his eyes back up to connect with yours.

your cheeks instantly turned red from the way his voice rang into your ears. it cause you to get nervous and turn back around to the homework in front of you.

xavier bit at his lip from your reaction, he liked making you nervous. especially how exciting it was that you guys were in public.

"anyways so.." you continued, trying your best to get back on track with his homework. he on the other hand had other plans as he trailed off again, losing his complete attention once again.

his hand lingered under the desk as you suddenly felt his fingers against your leg slightly. your eyes widened as you attempted your best to stay concentrated on the work in front of you and not the warm fingers going down your leg.

there was one thing on his mind and it sure as hell wasn't the pieces of paper in front of you both.

you reached down your leg and grabbed his hand and moved it off of you. “xavier.” you said with a stern tone in your voice, trying to act calm.

his eyes looked at you with fake innocence, pretending to look confused.

you weren't getting very far with this, you knew you wouldn't be able to get him to finish this if his life depended on it.

his large hand suddenly was placed over your much smaller one on the table, as he lightly grabbed the pencil out of your hand and guided your attention to him, "follow me i have a better idea. " his voice was gentle.

you didn’t bother to argue as both of you got up out of your seats, confusion filling your face as he held your hand - leading you into a very dim lit room in the back of the library.

xavier walked towards you after shutting the door as your body slowly leaned against the wall.

"xavier what are you doin-" he placed his finger over your mouth, causing you to stop mid sentence. his face was just inches away from yours as you began to feel your heart beating as if it were going to jump right out of your chest.

his lips were just ghosting over yours as he slightly opened to say something but stopped. his chest going up and down as his breath gets heavier.

your eyes look at him with concern as you wonder what he’s thinking in that head of his. your voice breaks the silence in the silent room.

“i thought you invited me to the library to work on your homework”

he shook his head slightly to the left and let out a chuckle, realizing you must have never gotten the hint. “y/n… i just didn’t know how else to ask you out”

he continued, “and technically i never said anything about homework in that text.” licking his lips while smiling at you.

your eyes blinked. his confession was so sudden and unexpected as it left you speechless.

"sorry if this made shit weird. it's okay if you don't feel the same." "i just couldn't hold it in anymore." his eyes softened, gazing down at you.

you finally found your voice, looking down at the ground to your feet. "i really like you too. and i want to do things with you, it's just-" you paused.

his eyes were furrowed as he looked at you waiting on what you'd say next. his hand cupped around your face as he lifted your head gently for you to look up at him.

"i'm a virgin xavier.. i don't know what i'm doing." you replied, embarrassed as you couldn't even meet his eyes. your voice was soft and quiet as his shoulders relaxed and looked at you with a gentle smile.

his lips hovered right over yours, lightly letting out a sigh. "don't worry about that love, i can show you."

your mouth slightly opened in front of his as you were desperate for his lips to connect with yours. moving closer as he slowly teased you and moved back slowly so you were unable to attach with yours.

“always so eager with you…” he teased.

it was clear that he was enjoying seeing you get edged so bad.

"please" you begged him - wanting to feel his hands all over you, as one of them continued to rest on your cheek and the other against the wall behind you.

his hand slid down to your neck to have more control as your lips were just dying to touch.

you faintly took notice of the smell of paint on his clothing as it brushed against your body.

finally he couldn't tease you any longer when he pulled your face in and placed his soft lips onto yours. your bodies were pressed to the wall. it became more heated as your mouth slightly opened for his tongue to lock with yours.

the unoccupied hand against the wall made its way down to your skirt. placing his hand right over the fabric of your clothing. “is this okay?” he asked

“yes. please i want it to be you”

“if you ever want to stop just let me know.” he reassured to you as you brushed your fingers through his hair while he quickly goes back in to have your lips on his again.

he slowly moved his head from your lips to your neck, slowly kissing all the way down as it causes you to let out a moan. the gentle feeling of his lips against your neck was driving you wild.

you still had a hold of his hair and unintentionally grabbed it rougher causing xavier to let out a groan in your neck. making his way swiftly down your body. he loved the feeling of your hands in his hair.

it only gave him more serotonin.

he found himself down between your legs, as you stood there above him looking down at his soft, yet hungry eyes.

his warm hands made his way under your skirt as he lightly brushed his fingers over your wet spot. “somebodies excited to see me”

he gave you one more look before he went down and placed his face right into your sweet spot. feeling his nose lightly skim over had you dripping.

the large hand moved aside your panties as you towered over him - running your hands through his soft hair.

suddenly feeling the warmth and wetness of xavier’s tongue as he passionately ate you out as you struggled not to make too much noise. moans escaping your mouth.

feeling his hands go straight up to touch your body. not slowing down until he made you come.

you had never felt such a good sensation come over you as he moved faster, tasting every bit of you.

“f-fuck i’m gonna cum”

his pace continued to speed up as he could feel you getting close. he let out groans into your core as he enjoyed you.

“i-i’m gonna-“ your grip onto his hair became stronger as you clenched your whole body and released all over him.

he got up, wiping his mouth with his hand as he looked at you in aw. “you did so good love.”

a/n: i kinda don’t know how i feel about this - still trying to get used to writing stuff like this so bare with me!

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blaaaaabh · 1 year

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OMG OKAY so i have this rlly hot idea for xavier but will you write a smut or blurb about making out somewhere somewhat publicly and he keeps whining and he’s like super needy and subby and he wants the reader so bad? and like the reader is turning him on more bc she’s like scratching his back and pulling his hair? tysm<33

omg i love this idea so much.

…

dramatics

pairing : xavier thorpe x reader

warnings : sub!xavier, making out, begging, hair pulling, friction, xavier c0mes in his pants

nsfw below the cut .・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

shoving your hands into his hair he weakened. his knees buckled easing the stingy bliss feeling releasing a hardened moan.

xavier was such a dramatic.

“baby, love, please,” his soft whisper seemed to echo throughout the dark library but reality it was the sound of his words going in one of your ears and out the other.

“fuck, fuck, i need you,” his whimpers went straight to your core, as you gripped his hair once again and continued kissing his whiny ass. he whispered some gibberish and let out strings of moans and groans. he really was desperate. you loved it.

“you’re so needy baby,” you said softly and in his ear. he hood jolted forward at the sound of your voice, as if he was so desperate he could just get off to the words you simply spoke. “i want you so bad, baby.”

many pants and begs left his mouth, “please, please, y/n, please!” his voice began to get louder, he clearly had forgotten where you guys were.

you kissed him hard on his lips to get him to shut the fuck up. “zip it, xavi. or you get nothing.” you threatened as he held back a moan. clearly everything you did had an affect on him.

your hands roamed down his body, one of them going back to his hair while the other slowly trailed down his muscular chest that was covered by a tight fitted shirt. “this shirt makes you look like a whore, xavi,” you said, your lips taking a brief stop from his but then reconnecting after you heard how those words turned him on as the others did.

“mmm,” he whined against your lips. your boyfriend’s figure was so tall and somehow you still always managed to metaphorically get him at his feet.

you grabbed him by the shirt, “i told you to be quiet didn’t i?” your mean voice made him shiver. he quickly started apologizing. “i’m sorry, yes, you did, baby. i just can’t, feel so good.” his voice cracked at his last words and you could see in his eyes how much he needed you.

your hand that sat on his chest slowly started tracing lower, “what do you need baby?” you slowly started palming his hard dick through his jeans, and he was at a loss for words. “i- i- oh, fuck,” after not having any friction for so long, this was heaven.

“mhm, keep whiny, honey, see what happens.” he quickly buckled his hips into your hand as you increased your speed. “that feel good, xavi? right there?” you spoke, grazing the outline through his jeans, your hand and voice was more than enough to get him close.

“fuck, fuck fuck, fuck, please, please,” countless begs left his stupid mouth as he rutted his hips up against your hand. his head fell onto your shoulder out of pure bliss and embarrassment and it sent shivers down your spine.

“go ahead baby. i’ll take you there,” you spoke, he felt the sudden urge to just let go right then and there, hair strands sweatily plastered along his hot forehead as his head rested on your shoulder in attempt to hide his pink cheeks.

“baby, baby,” he began whining more and you knew what he was doing, he always does this before he comes. “mmph, y/n please, please-”

you cut him off before he could beg any further, “go ahead, baby. i’m right here. let go,” you knew how much he needed this so there was no point in overstimulation, that could happen much later when he was whining in your ear again. right now all he cared about was you and how good you made him feel.

he let go with a loud grown followed by many breathy whines after, spilling into his blue jeans. you continued your actions until his breath slowly went back to normal and it was so good he noticed his hearing was only faint.

“yes, baby, thank you, thank you, so so so much, y/n.” he rambled on about how much he loved you and how grateful he was for you and it made you smile “you’re so welcome, love.”

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it‘s you [x.t.]

xavier thorpe x fem. reader

warnings: fluff, confessing feelings, pda

you and xavier were best friends for quite a long time now. you knew each other from kindergarten times, kind of lost each other inbetween, and met again at nevermore academy. you both immediately clicked again and quickly worked over the time you were apart. you both were inseparable. everything you did, you did together. and if xavier was going through tough times, you did as well. you were just like ying and yang.

he could bring his paintings to life, you were a shapeshifter. you were the only one at this school, except principal weems. that, and your close relationship to xavier, made you one of the most interesting personas at the academy. everyone had special abilities, but yours is a really heavy one to carry.

but you never used your ability to trick people seriously. only to pull a prank on your friends or to just get a little bit of peace when it‘s hectic around you.

but enough of your ability.

a few weeks after xavier broke up with bianca, he started to act…different. he was rather distant towards you. he did spend his time with you like always, but he was quiet and let you do all the talking. you already spoke up about it but xavier just shrugged it off and said it‘s nothing, he just didn‘t feel good. you suggested a visit at the school nurse but he turned that down as well. after asking about bianca he didn‘t seem really bothered by the topic, so you guessed it was something else.

outreach day came and you were all getting your tasks over an envelope. you were happy to spend the day at the coffee shop weathervane and soon learned that xavier was going to work there as well. jumping happily, xavier just gave you a rather sad smile which made you stop. you decided to bring it up again in a rather quiet minute and when no one else was around.

and that moment was coming right after you both finished your really busy shift at weathervane. it was dark outside and the both of you were pushing your bikes towards the academy when you decided to break the silence.

„xavier, can i ask you something?“ you said and looked at him, waiting for a reaction.

xavier nodded and hummed before looking at you.

„what is with you these last weeks? you got so quiet and look so absent the whole time. and don‘t tell me you just don‘t feel well. if that‘s really the deal you would‘ve been at the nurses office already, i know you.“

xavier looked forward but stopped walking. he held onto his bike and sighed. „you know, after i broke up with bianca i realized i liked someone else the whole time. and i don‘t know how to approach that person and be honest“

to be honest? hearing that kind of hurt. your chest was clenching and your heart rate picked up. to be honest with yourself, you liked xavier. ever since you met again you felt that you were longing for more than just friendship. and now he liked someone else? it was hard for you, but you did all your best to keep your cool.

„is it a she or a he? you know, i can help you with either but it‘s going to be difficult if it‘s a he, i don‘t know what guys really enjoy when getting confessed to.“

xavier looked at you and smiled slightly. „thank you for being understanding but it‘s a she. i know her really well but i still can‘t bring myself to be honest“

you hummed and nodded, trying to think of a good way for xavier to confess his feelings, without feeling hurt yourself. but that couldn‘t be done. you would be hurt eitherway. „maybe try to make a romantic atmosphere around the both of you. with fairy lights or candles. or both. if she‘s into that. and if not, just catch her in a moment when you both are alone, privacy you know. and when the mood is right just blurt it out. she can either say yes, i like you too or no, i don‘t like you that way. eitherway you‘re going to learn out of that situation and take it as a lesson to go on with your life“

xavier listened to you and nodded. „you‘re right. waiting any longer won‘t benefit me. or her.“

you nodded as well and kept walking, but stopped as xavier wasn‘t following you. „are you coming?“ seriously, what was wrong with him being so drowned in his own thoughts like that. you walked back to him and stopped right in front of him.

„xav?“

xavier looked up at you and it seemed like he had trouble breathing.

„i like you. i always liked you. i‘m sorry for not seeing it earlier. i‘m so dumb for not seeing it. but it was always you that i wanted. who i wanted to be so close to. who i always wanted to touch, to show everyone you‘re mine.“

you blinked. why would he practice his speeche now all of the sudden??

„uhm..i mean..maybe cut out the touching part? but besides that it was good“ you nodded „i bet she‘ll like that. and you‘re someone who nobody could say no to“ you said and smiled at him. „come on, let‘s g—"

„no, y/n. it‘s you.“

„what do you mean…?“

„it‘s you who i was talking about the whole time! you‘re making me crazy! i couldn‘t be around you because my head wouldn‘t stop thinking about you! i hate it when the other guys drool over you! i… i just want everyone to know that you‘re mine and that no one else can touch you or look at you the way all of them do! i can‘t hide it anymore but i just like you so much. and i always did. but i was blind. and dumb to put all of my problems regarding my love life on you. it should‘ve been us the whole time.“ xavier caught his breath and looked away, scared of your reaction. was he doing too much? did he go too far? every possible thought was crossing his mind and they were getting louder as you said literally nothing, just standing there, holding onto your bike for your dear life.

„…xavier, i… i don‘t know what to say.“

„it‘s okay. i figured you wouldn‘t feel the same“

„when did i say i don‘t?“

xavier looked back at you. he felt dizzy at the way he didn‘t know what to say, where to look, what to think.

„xavier, i like you too.“

„are….are you for real?“

you had to chuckle and nodded.

„i am. i would love your hands all over me so everybody knows who i belong to. i would love you calling me by whatever endearing name you can think of. and i would love to kiss you right here and right now.“

xavier didn‘t need to hear it twice. he let his bike fall to the ground and cupped your face in his warm hands. he took a glance at your beautiful sparkling eyes. he came closer and your noses were almost touching. but your lips did first. his soft lips on yours felt like two puzzle peaces fitting together. you both closed your eyes and your kisses drowned into the dark but beautiful night.

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a/n

little shorter than my other story but i hope you like it🫶🏼

#he’s so cute

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red eyes xavier x f!reader

summary: you surprise your stressed bestfriend in his shed and find ways to distract him.

word count: 1.6k

warnings: smut, smoking - minors dni

“xavier?”

as you step into the quiet shed, you look around and find xavier concentrated with his eyes staring down the painting he’d just been working on.

“looks good.” you smile, causing him to quickly jolt around with a surprised look on his face.

“how long were you standing there spying on me?” he says as he sits there. his gentle eyes now staring right at yours which would of made you kind of nervous, if it wasn’t your best friend.

“enough to scare the shit out of you” you say laughing as you place your bag down and hop over to his bed.

“you didn’t scare me…” xavier said, with a look that showed he didn’t even believe what he had just said. “i was just not expecting you to be right there.”

you cross your legs on his bed as you find comfort in the warmth of the blanket.

“you seemed pretty stressed out when i came in, you been okay xav?”

he shook his head and let out a faint sigh as he pointed to the painting in front of him, “it’s kind of been starting again.”

you search in your pockets while he looks at you with confusion filling his face. “i brought this, if it’ll help.” you said as you pulled out a freshly rolled one.

his face lights up with agreement as he quickly makes his way over to you on the end of his bed.

as you hand him the joint, he begins to put it between his lips and you move closer so you’re able to light it up.

you watched him intensely as he took in the first puff of the smoke and you instantly see him lift his head up from relief. “i definitely needed this, thank you.” he says as he passes the joint to you.

minutes pass as you guys continue to pass it back and forth, xavier’s body becomes more relaxed and so does yours into the bed. you take your final inhale before he looks at you shaking his head, “i am definitely done with that.” he says all giddy.

you both look at each other with both of your eyes heavy and big smiles ear to ear. “what do u want to do now?” you say while you adjust yourself into the bed.

he moves over beside you to lay his back against the headboard of his bed.

“can we just lay here? my bed has never felt more comfortable”

you look over at him as he rests his head back, you can’t help but realize how attractive he looks. you’ve always found him extremely good looking but something about right in this moment was just different.

he was your best friend and that’s all, nothing more than that. you say to yourself in your head while knocking the thoughts out of your mind - making you face your head forward.

you two both sat in silence as you suddenly felt his head rest against your shoulder, which you couldn’t help but feel warm inside.

“thank you for coming over, i’m really glad i had you here to make me feel better.” he pauses for a moment, “i like the distraction” his voice was low and sleepy.

“always. i’m glad i can be a good distraction for you xav” you said while you moved your hand over to his leg and placed it there gently without thinking, which you couldn’t help but notice how his body reacted to it.

the room was still filled with silence before he softly said, “y/n?” in your ear.

“yeah?” your voice was nervous and shaky, you were scared on what he would say next as you slowly turned your head to see him lift his head and look back at you.

his green eyes darkened and were filled with a lust you’d never seen before and the look that he was giving you made your heart beat fast.

his face was just inches away from yours and you could feel his heavy breathing as he looked at you up and down. you both dying to break the tension between you two.

“can i kiss you?”

you didn’t even hesitate to answer as you kissed him and he quickly grabbed your face and kissed you back. you were waiting for what felt like forever for him to ask you that.

it was passionate and became more rough and messy as he pulled you over to his lap. the feeling of his hands exploring your body for the very first time was a sensation you’d never felt before.

his hands rested on your waist as you broke away from his lips, “i need you xavier”

a smirk came over his lips as you felt his hand make his way from your waist to beneath your pants, which made you let out a gasp into his mouth.

xavier watched your face intensely as you reacted to the feeling of him all over you. his fingers skimming over your panties - slowly making circles as he teases you. “xav p-please”

you’ve never wanted someone more.

he always visioned this happening with you but he never expected how enjoyable it would be to see his best friend beg for him, it just made him want to do it more.

your whole body started to get warm, when he quietly said, “lift your hands up.” you listened right away - lifting both your hands up while he swiftly took off your sweater.

feeling his cold hands resting over your chest.

you quickly assisted him as he took off his paint covered shirt and grabbed him in once again. feeling the connection of you two with every touch.

xavier moves you over to your back, slowly sliding his hand down - putting his fingers back in your pants as he doesn’t break the kiss.

a moan you let out rings a beautiful sound to his ears, it causes him to move a bit faster as he slides in one finger.

“you’re so fucking wet” he says gently in your ear.

he made his way down your neck, leaving marks all along it. feeling his long hair against your skin. your hand slowly shifted down to the sensitive bulge in his pants which caused him to let out a groan into your neck.

his finger slides out of you causing you to let out a little whimper. “if you keep doing that, i won’t be able to control what happens next”

“do your worst” you say confidently.

without hesitation he takes of the rest of your clothing and leaves you completely bare. admiring your whole body while unbuckling his belt.

he quickly takes off his pants and boxers before revealing his entire self to you as he positions himself right over you.

before he continued he said, “are you sure this is okay?” confirming you were okay.

you simply nod as you help him adjust his hips as he slides right into you, causing you both to moan at the feeling. he first started off going slow, moving faster while feeling you clench around him.

he knew he wouldn’t be able to hold himself back for much longer if you kept doing that.

“f-fuck you feel so good”

his voice was faint as he went in and out of you.

you wrapped your arms around him, as the feeling of you two together driving your insides crazy. “p-please go faster, i’m s-so close.” you said struggling to get the words out.

and he did just that, it took no time to speed up the pace as he continued to let moans into your ear.

he loved pleasuring you and he wasn’t going to stop until he made you finish.

“i’m gonna c-come please don’t stop”

his pace remained fast as your words only encouraged him more, “come on, come for me.” the sound of his voice so close to your ear and his heavy breathing overcame you.

you grabbed at the sheets as you clenched around him, which caused him to feel the feeling build up. you both were so close.

“shit- i’m coming!” you cried out, filling the entire shed with your moans. pulling you in for a kiss as you finished all over him.

after you finished, he quickly took out his dick as you brought your hand over to it - you wanted to make sure he finished too. “f-fuck don’t stop doing that”

he was so sensitive and just throbbing as he got closer and closer to releasing.

your hand went up and down fast as you quickly added your mouth to it, which the feeling instantly put him over the edge.

“fuckkk” he groaned out as he released himself right into your mouth, grabbing onto your hair as you made sure to swallow it all.

you both flopped your bodies down to the bed, “that was fucking amazing.” xavier said trying to catch his breath.

you turned your head to face his and gave him a kiss on his forehead. “i’m thinking we should definitely do that more often.”

“oh definitely” he replied with a smirk across his lips.

@yzlths

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blaaaaabh · 1 year

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ONLY 4 U ! 💭 ,, xavier thorpe.

word count : 591

genre : a little angst, fluff ending

warnings : none, i think lol

you knocked on xavier's art room door. you've been standing here for a few minutes now, debating whether or not to go inside. but you thought it would be impolite, so you kept knocking. maybe xavier was still angry at you after your earlier fight, which is why he's ignoring your knocks.

you sigh, about to turn around, when the door in front of you opens, revealing xavier, who is staring at you with an unamused expression. "what do you want? you've been knocking on my door for the last 5 minutes now," he asked, running his fingers through his hair and wearing an airpod in his right ear.

"i wanted to... talk to you," you say, fiddling with the hem of his sweater. "well, we're talking now, aren't we?" he scoffed and turned around, leaving the door open for you to enter. you looked around his art room and noticed that it was cleaner than before, and that the paintings of the monster that he had created were no longer present.

you enter the room anxiously and take a seat behind the chair he is sitting in. "did you draw earlier?" you inquire, nervously. god, it's painfully obvious how hard he's trying to ignore you right now, but even the gods know he can't. you just have that effect on him.

"yeah, i drew you," he sighs, handing you the paper without looking. you scanned the paper and noticed that it was a drawing of you, sitting on a wooden chair, laughing. it looked familiar. the scenery appeared to be familiar. then it hit you. this was the time you and xavier went on a picnic near the lake.

your cheeks flushed, and you look away, aware that he can't even see you. "look... i'm sorry. i'm sorry for the fight we had, and i'm sorry for saying those things to you. i wasn't thinking, and those words just... came out of my mouth. i don't mean it, i swear. i'm sorry xavier, it's been difficult for me not to talk to you, and it still is, knowing that we aren't exactly on... good terms right now."

you take a deep breath and close your eyes, waiting for his response. you open your eyes when you hear him sigh, only to be met by his. he snatched your wrist and drew you into a hug. he clutched you so tightly that you felt as if you couldn't breathe.

you sighed as you wrapped your arms around him. "i've missed you so much. it was killing me every time i walked past you in the halls and you weren't greeting me. god... you have me wrapped around your finger, [name]. i'm sorry for not talking or apologizing to you sooner. i'm sorry," he mumbles on your chest.

you caress his hair, feeling him hug you tighter. you pull away, holding both sides of his face. you scan his face, your gaze resting on his lips. you draw him closer to you and press your lips against his.

you felt him smile into the kiss and returned the act. you step back and hug him one more time. "i'm so glad we made up... i don't think i could've survived another day without you," he laughed.

you laughed as you scrunched your nose. "someone's feeling a little sappy, hm?"

he laughed and hugged you once more. you buried your face against his neck and felt him kiss the top of your head. xavier thorpe was a complete sap. but only for you.

#wednesday #percy hynes white

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WEDNESDAY & XAVIER

Height difference

#the height difference #xavier thorpe #wednesday x xavier #wednesday addams #wednesday netflix #netflix #wavier

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blaaaaabh · 1 year

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can u do enemies to lovers?? please! xavier with a virgin reader who doesn't know what she's doing but he comforts her and shows her what to do😫

⋆⑅˚₊ UNEXPECTED GAME [requested]

xavier thorpe x virgin!reader

words: 1.6k

genre: enemies to lovers, first time, blöwjob, (f) receiving, fucking reader’s mouth

a/n: sorry if i took long for this to make. i really tried my best here anon, i hope you like it! (⁠ʃ⁠ƪ⁠＾⁠3⁠＾⁠）

nevermore was supposed to be your safe place to be. it was magical, beauteous, everything you can describe for was there. your parents have decided that you should be at nevermore, and it was absolutely great.

not until the tortured artist, a.k.a xavier thorpe was there. a total messed was about to start.

you two had been throwing rage of fire each other. or should i say, throwing arguements every single classes. well, its because of him acting like a jerk and a pain in your ass. bullying your habits, teasing you in class, and always acting he’s the best. that’s why you have been playing games with him until now, throwing pranks at him, ruining his sketches in his notebook, its almost everything he do, you always have a great avenge for it. seeing him get angry was a pleasure of yours. but now, ms thornhill got angry to both of you for distracting the whole class. that’s why you’re now at the detention with him. “great job y/n, now i will be fucked up if they found out what i’m doing in nevermore” he said, rolling his eyes. “well thats good to know, because you deserved it! acting like as if i did something wrong with you!” you shouted, crossing your arms while looking at him. “oh so its my fucking fault now? you throw pranks to me over one in a million times!” he said, looking at you in disbelief. “and for once, you never did even a tiny bit of kindness. seriously none” he said, in an annoyingly tone. you were furious at what he said, he was the one who did it first. not you. “you did it first! and why would i act kind to you when you as yourself aren’t even one?” you said, he is now in a thin-ice on your patience. the feeling you had for him was like a volcano about to erupt in any minute. “this is a waste of time, im leaving” he sigh, walking out to the room. you walked out too, and you go back to your dorm. “let me guess, xavier again?” yoko sarcastically asked. “good guess” you said, laying to your bed. “you know, how about you two apologize each other? a word sorry isn’t hard to spit” — “like that would be easy” you sigh and closed your eyes to sleep for a minute. ignoring what yoko said.

a sudden noise cut your sleep after. it was a knock. “coming!” you said, getting up to open the door. it was enid, “hello, y/n and yoko! i have superficial to tell you two!” she said with an excitement. “come in” yoko said, tapping her bed to signal enid to come over. “thanks!” she said and went to yoko’s bed. you closed the door and went to them. “so, i was thinking that it’s almost my birthday and you two are invited later at 8 pm!” you and yoko looked each other for a moment, “we’ll go then” yoko replied, “i’ll go too” you smiled at enid. “aww, really? this is perfect! i should invite ajax too. good bye!” she said and went out to him. “i just hope that xavier wont show up on enid’s birthday” you said, looking annoyed. “im quite sure he wont” yoko said, trying to cheer you up. “i hope so, yoko” — “we should choose something to wear now. pretty sure enid wont allow a dark horror dress” yoko suggested, and you two went to find something to wear for later.

“y/n? are you ready to go?” yoko asked, waiting for you outside. “yeah, i am” you said, going out now at your dorm. enid came over to you both to picked you up, “your dresses are totally beautiful!” enid said, looking very excited. you three went out to her dorm, only to find out xavier was there. “this isn’t what i expected” you whispered at yoko, “guess you need to ride it out or enid will be disappointed” yoko whispered back. you and yoko went inside. “hey, enid” ajax said to her. “yes ajax?” she smiled at him, “since we all are bored at this moment, why not play

something fun?” he suggested, “and what kind of game are you thinking about?” you said, you were kinda off because of xavier being there. xavier was looking up and down at you, and you looked away. “how about seven minutes of heaven?” he suggested, “ooh, i like that one” enid exclaimed with excitement, you just hesitantly nodded and so do xavier and yoko. all of you had a scratch paper and write their names and fold it to the jar. one of you pick the fold papers to reveal who would gonna be your partner for the seven minutes. “fuck, its xavier” you whispered to yourself. you were conscious about it, because of you being a virgin. you didn’t have an experience in sexual intercourse. and xavier is your fucking enemy, there’s no way he would also agree in this stupid game, right? “alright, y/n you first, who did you got?” enid asked, you looked around to everyone, hesitate to answer her question. “hey! come on, just say it!” — “i-its xavier” you said. oh this is fucked up. so fucked up. “alright then, go to the room now” ajax said, looking at xavier. xavier get up and so are you, both of you went to the room.

“are we just gonna waste time here or what?” xavier said, looking around the room. “i-its just that...” you try to explain. “im all ears, y/n” he said, leaning towards you. “its—” before you could ever said it well, tears fall on your face. xavier looked worry at you and hugged you tightly. “are you okay? we can stopped this game if you’re uncomfortable” he said while wiping your tears with his thumb. his comfort was sensation, you felt like you two aren’t enemies at all. “its just that, i-im a virgin. and i have no experience with it” you finally spit it out to him. he was full of shock, suddenly, his mood change quick. a smirk appear in his face. “don’t worry y/n, i can show it to you how it works” he said, grabbing your waist. “really?” you said, you went red seeing his eyes were darken, mixing with his lust. “yeah, all you need to do... is kneel” he muttered, pushing you down to face his pants. you gulp at the feeling that this is happening, having a first ever sexual intimate with someone. you can already see the bulge on his pants. he pull down his pants and boxer to reveal his cock, it was already hard this whole time. “w-what am i gonna do?” you gulp, it was quite long, not so long, but average, and it was thick either. your core was heating up because of it. “grab it, then suck it” he said, you carefully do what’s he said, grabbing his cock and sucking him in and out. he moaned because of the pleasure you made for him. “f-fuck, you’re doing great y/n, n-now, you can lick it and suck it at the time” you do what he said and licks every parts of it. he continued to moan and curse everytime you do it, enduring his self to fuck your mouth. “that’s so good y/n, c-can you move a little faster?” he requested, you suck it in and out with a fast pace for him. “i-im close y/n, you can just use your hands to pump in and out or use your mouth” you were to focus on sucking him off, without a minute, he comes at your mouth, you were surprised of how it almost full your mouth with his. “you did great” he praises. “you can swallow it if you want, or maybe not” he said looking at you concerned. you decided to just swallow it all and wipe the others on your mouth. “xavier, i think i-im ready” you said, getting up to look at him. “are you sure? i dont to rush things with you” he said with a concerned voice. “yes, i am. just fuck me or do things with my body, i-i dont care about it now we dont have much time” you said, with that, xavier kissed you and turned you around. you were facing the table while xavier took off your clothes and his too. “are you ready? just tell me if you want to stop” he asked, “im read—” before you could even finish, he pushed his cock inside of your pussy, causing you to moan loudly in the room. there wasn’t much enough time to adjust, so he fastens his pace, “f-fuck, your pussy is tight. squeezing my cock so hard” he muttered, the skin of the two of you were clapping and making loud noise. “i-im close, xavier” you said, your eyes went black like you were about to collapse because of how he thrust inside you. “im close too” and with that, xavier took off his cock inside, both of you come in the exact time. feeling exhausted, xavier wanted to say something. ��i must confess, that even if we both argue in everything, you’re always in my mind, and i really like you. i cant help but to stare at you and draw you every night. and sorry for being rough right now” he said while looking a little embarrassed at you. “i-its fine” you said. he helped you with your clothes and went back to the others. and you knew after that day, your legs wont be able to walk.

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party confessions

pairings: xavier x reader

a/n: this is my first ever fanfic im sorry if it’s bad or there’s grammar errors lol

warnings: drinking, thats pretty much it i think

word count: 1k

as the sun began to go down, you finished getting ready for the party. it had been your first ever time going to a party since you moved to nevermore and you weren’t planning on missing it since the tall guy you’ve been crushing on was going to be there.

as you look in the mirror and admire your appearance, you quickly adjust your hair while a knock on your dorm’s door startles you out of your zone.

you rush over to the door and quickly swing it open, it was enid who was just as dressed up and nice as you with a big smile across her face while she looks at you up and down, “you look great!!!”

you pull her in for a hug and return the compliment, “looking good yourself! there’s no way ajax won’t be all over you tonight.” you said with a smirk over your face.

“xavier definitely will be happy to finally get some time with you outside of school” enid said as you closed the door to your dorm and followed her out.

“oh come on. i don’t even think he feels the same..”

she looked over at you and stopped dead in her tracks, “are you kidding me? that man is definitely in love with you.”

you couldn’t help but shake your head, yeah he may seem to enjoy your company and occasionally will flirt with you but “love” is a little excessive.

when you arrive at the party you couldn’t help but get overwhelmed at the insane amount of people everywhere, pretty much everyone at your school was there.

you quickly skimmed the room and looked for the tall boy, which you eventually found over on the couch talking to ajax. his eyes instantly lit up when he noticed you in the room and called you and enid over to the couch with them.

“hey enid and y/n! i’m happy you guys showed up” xavier said with a big smile across his face.

“where can we get drinks around here?” you asked looking around the room.

xavier quickly stood up, “follow me i’ll show you the way” he said while jokingly reaching out for your hand.

you looked over to enid who was already busy talking to ajax and decided she’ll be fine without you being there, it will give them some time to themselves anyway. you thought as you grabbed xavier’s hand as he led the way.

xavier handed you a drink as he grabbed his own and took a sip while admiring you. “have i mentioned yet how good you look, y/n.”

was he flirting with you? or was he just drunk

your eyes met his and your eye contact was strong as you couldn’t help but notice how good he looked himself. “you don’t look too bad yourself” you said as you still kept the eye contact. which xavier clearly got nervous by and looked away as his face turned just the slightest bit red.

the night was getting late and you were becoming tired of the loud crowds and music, which xavier noticed. “do you want to get out of here? i can bring you back to your dorm if you’d like.”

you nodded with your heavy eyes as he helped you up as you quickly said your goodbyes to enid and ajax then began heading back to the dorms with xavier close by.

it was a chilly night and the wind was strong which you weren’t planing on since you didn’t bring a jacket.. luckily xavier came more prepared and realized how cold you were as he took it off and quickly placed it on you.

as you continued walking, you looked over to him with a smile on your face, “thank you. what would i do without you?”

“probably freeze to death” he said laughing, as he looked at you and winked.

you guys finally made it back to your dorms and you felt the relief of not being outside anymore in the cold air.

as you opened the door, xavier let himself in and stood near the front door as you took off his coat and handed it back to him. “i’m really glad i went tonight” you said, as you couldn’t hold back a smile across your face.

“i’m glad you went too. next time we should just hang out - you know, without the entire school.”

you couldn’t help but tease him a little, whether that was from the alcohol or just your overall feelings towards the guy who you’ve had a crush on for months. “are you asking me on a date xavier?” your mouth wide with a fake surprised expression.

he walked closer to you, leaving the space between you two almost completely gone. “and so what if i am? would you be interested in such a thing with a guy like me?”

you got even closer to the tall guy who towered over you with an intense look in his eye, almost wishing you would get even closer.

the alcohol must have given you some sort of confidence because suddenly you got right close and confessed, “you know, i’ve liked you for a while now. incase it wasn’t extremely obvious.”

you didn’t even have enough time to regret what you just said as xavier stood there for a moment, looking at you before a smile came over his face, “i’m in love with you y/n.”

you were left speechless and couldn’t find the words to say, as he searched in your eyes for what you may say next. you suddenly pulled him in and kissed him. he quickly didn’t hesitate to kiss you back.

the feeling of his lips onto yours was all you’ve been wanting ever since you saw him and now it’s finally happening

and you never wanted it to end.

the kiss broke apart for a moment as he stopped, still extremely close to you with a smile still over his face, “so i’m gonna take that as a yes to the date?”

“oh shut up. obviously” you said as you pulled him back in.

#xavier x you #xavier thorpe #wednesday netflix #percy hynes white #xavier fanfic #fanfic #fanfiction #wednesday #xavier x reader #xavier thrope imagine

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