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"something about you" rin itoshi based • angst based on not-so-bf trope <3
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watching rin itoshi’s match is always mesmerizing. he shines in destroying things that are close to him.
it’s complete monstrosity when he plays, which is the complete opposite of his brother sae’s gameplay. 
a completely calculated person, while rin is a monster. 
but still—
why does rin still shine so much?
why does he stand out the most in your eyes, as if he was a twinkling star in the sky you would wish on?
why is he so captivating, yet always out of your hand?
bothered by your thoughts, rin wins his match. of course, another easy win for him. 
… but its noisy. it hurts your ears. 
announcers announcing his win.. interviewers excitingly waiting for him to get out of the stadium and start asking him questions… the horn sounds and people shrieking….
but everything goes quiet when he manages to find you straight away. 
no matter how many people are in the stalls—
his eyes always seem to capture you.
those beautiful eyes that could even challenge a diamonds beauty.
but there he is again, confusing you. 
he’s looking at you pleadingly, right after he scored the last shot.
shouldn’t he be focused on the crowd, and the way they scream his name in joy?
did he maybe finally realize that he left you mesmerized every single time?
did he maybe finally realize that you were always admiring him from afar?
or will he push you away again when he gives you mixed signals?
you sigh thinking of it, so you stand up, going to the exit of the stadium.
but once you finally reach the corridor, you see rin. 
so you pause from walking, while he jogs towards you.
“you should celebrate your win, itoshi.” you remark. 
“don’t call me itoshi.” he says in a tone that sounds like he’s still trying to catch his breath, while gripping your arm tightly.
(but of course, not in a way that would hurt you. he wouldn’t want that.). 
“i think it is only proper of me to call you itoshi. considering you never let me see what’s under your disguise.”
“i said don’t call me itoshi.”
“fine then.”
“— you know what, rin? i actually think it’s better if you keep pushing me away.”
“i mean i don’t know if you’re just another unreachable dream, or a one-in-a-million person i can achieve.”
“but i also don’t know if you’ll destroy me. which i’m scared of.”
“after all, you said everything that grows close to you soon tears down.”
you look at the floor, eyes slowly but surely becoming watery. 
rin stays quiet, his gaze softening when you immediately look down. 
“… if you’re scared of me destroying you, then i’ll try and treat you like a delicate flower.”
“if you ever get scared, i’ll stay by your side to keep you safe.”
“if you hate the noise, then i’ll cover your ears for you.”
“if i don’t show my true self to you, then i’ll lower my guard for you.”
“just don’t leave like everyone does. not like nii-san.”
“but instead stay. i’m humbly asking you to stay right now.”
“i’m sorry that i give you mixed signals. but give me a chance to prove myself to you, please?”
“i’m not perfect. i’m not the best yet. love is foreign to me. we may have fights and disagreements when we’re together. but for you, i’ll try.”
you finally look up at him, the tears in your eyes spilling out already.
but he wipes them for you, and looks at you so fondly. 
“then why couldn’t you do all this in the first place, you idiot?” you mumble. 
“i’m sorry.”
“but what’s your answer? will you accept me, or not?”
he chuckles softly, slowly letting down his facade for you. and only you. 
“… you know it’s a yes, rin.”
— fin.
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now that im rereading this, it actually looks so SHITTY WTF... but i hope its good enough to be posted </3 reblogs, likes and comments are highly appreciated pls !! (btw, tags kinda foreshadow the fic so hehe)
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biaonww · 3 months
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hi pls support my friend !! would love more reblogs pls ^_^
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This is a one-shot sci-fi romance with my ocs. I wasn't too sure if I should release it since I'm not that happy with it so I decided to make it a one-shot instead. There might be some errors but I hope you enjoy reading it nonetheless! I am a new writer so I am sorry if it is not to your tastes.
(Ty to @biaonww for proof reading <33)
(Credits to the creators of the dividers, they are posted in my reblogs)
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Stars away
In a world nearing the collision of earth and the sun and humans relying on space, Kurage Akira was just 7 years old when her father passed from a disease. Akira sits in front of her father's resting place as she cries and weeps staring at her father's grave, the dirt soggy from rain, her black dress getting damp from kneeling on the wet grass.
She weeps as she gets a flashback from days before her father left her behind on this earth. “Dad I wanna be like you someday" little Akira says as she looks out a telescope watching the stars— "I'm sure you'll get to be an astronaut one day too" her dad smiles watching as Akira happily watches the stars.
Remembering that moment and many other moments makes her cries louder until she feels a hand on her shoulder, her dad's friend Mr. Smith who runs the space unit where he worked. He tries to console her and promises that he is willing to support her if she decides to become an astronaut too. He promises her that he will secure her a spot to become an astronaut someday. She was kind of happy by this seeing that she had someone to help her achieve her dreams.
*After the funeral.*
Back at the house, she goes to the back garden to see the cherry blossoms. They weren't just cherry blossoms since they bloomed 6 years before their original date and grew more petals than usual. They were the trees that grew from the cherry blossom seeds her dad brought to space with him to see how it affected the flowers.
She stares at the the beautiful pink and luscious flowers it grew, as the wind blows gently through the branches, while the sun shines through the leafs reminiscing her father. It saddens her, but gave her more determination to make him proud and achieve her goal in becoming an astronaut like him.
Now in college, she passed all of her exams with the help of Mr. Smith slowly but surely preparing her future that was set in stone in her heart ever since she was seven.
She has been working herself to the bone to complete everything and obtain all the things she needed so that she finally could apply for her dream job. She was worried but determined to achieve her dreams.
After barely passing, she was overjoyed at the fact she made it and was ready for her first mission… But work was not how she expected it to be. Everyone looked down on her for barely making it in.
They looked at her with judgmental eyes. Even the captains and people in charge didn't like her. She felt embarrassed but was still determined since she made it this far.
Mr. Smith greets her and starts a conversation as she gets a tour. Everyone wasn't very welcoming of her but she ignored it and did her best. After a while of working there, she was never chosen for a mission since everyone thought less of her. She was worried she wouldn't even be able to get on a ship at all. She tried to talk to Mr. Smith about it but he kept telling her that she just wasn't fit for the mission.
Rumors started to spread about her like her fancying up Mr. Smith so she could get a job here or her not even being on a mission. Yet soon enough, she finally got chosen for a single mission. Her only mission was to get on a ship, and fix up a satellite. When she got the news, she was excited at her first mission. But as she thought about it to herself.. It was kinda weird they sent her out on her own though, especially on a first mission. But she was too excited and shrugged it off.
Eventually, the day she was gonna get sent off was here. She excitedly got ready and overheard a few staff saying "They're sending her out there by herself?" a voice said "Yeah, I heard the shuttle is unstable maybe trying to get rid of her." the other voice said "Her shuttle is unstable?! But why?" more voices chattered and whispered, though she shrugged it off again as they were just jealous she thought.
Later on, she boards and gets sent off into space. Everything works out fine and she looks out at the stars excitedly. She's made it. Her dream is coming true right now. "Now let's just make sure nothing goes wrong—“ Suddenly she got cut off by the alarms on the ship blaring. A part of the ship had come off so she quickly called the station but there was no response as the signal was too weak.
She started freaking out and tried to come up with something so she clicked all the emergency buttons that could help her in some way, but all she got was nothing. Her oxygen won’t last long she thought—
She tries to calm down but accidentally bumps into a button which was.. the “Self-destruct" button.
Suddenly the ship counts down for self-destruction. She freaks out and tries to get in an escape pod, but the timer gets closer to the end..
Suddenly everything goes white.
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tyy to all the people who made it this far!! There isn't much romance in this since there was supposed to be chapter 2 so this is mostly like a backstory chapter. There is kinda a lot of time skips sorry about that. I might continue this depending on your guy's feedback. thank you so much !! <333
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biaonww · 3 months
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can you do smth with sae?? and tag me plsss
hi suree ill think of smth for him :)
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biaonww · 3 months
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i'm back after a long ass time omg?!?! so for that... ill post ab smth <3
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im so busy nowadays that i dont have alot of time to write or post so im so sorry ab that huhu :^( but you guys can req through my inbox for more <3
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biaonww · 3 months
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"11:58 pm" reo mikage based • angst with... (hehe yall can guess for this one)
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five years together, huh?
it was your anniversary today, with reo. you gave so much effort to get ready, setting the table, and cooking all his favorite foods. 
but no, he did not come. 
instead of him coming home, to be with you, his fiancè — there was a picture of him circulating on twitter, that he was caught holding another woman’s hand in public.
after that seeing that, you grip your phone tightly. all teary eyed, looking at the ring he bought you. i mean, what happened to loyalty? to trust? you have been here with him with all his hardships — his family, soccer, hell. even his relation with nagi. 
it just made you want to rot inside. a five year relation, just to lose this after knowing some random lady at a party?
but then again, what were you to do? he was rich, of course everyone would want him. but you never considered loving his wealth, you loved him. his whole entire being, you have loved devotedly. 
you decide to get up, packing your things in some random duffel bag. but you get interrupted by the sound of the door — it was reo. 
“it’s 11:58 pm.”
“you said you’d come home by 6.”
“love, let me explain—“
you turn to look at him, sobbing.
“explain?! explain that you were cheating on me?!”
“yes, it may be that. but you know i love you!”
“love me? really? but you chose to hold some random woman’s hand, than going home to celebrate our anniversary?!”
“you can have this stupid ring back. give it to her instead, since that’s what you want to lose our relation to.”
“don’t you dare remove that ring y/n.”
you look at him, daringly removing the engagement ring. 
“why not? i’m still here, but you aren’t explaining anything. so that does mean our relation isn’t important to yo-“
“no, it is! i may have spend one night with her, because i was stressed with work— the corporation. okay?!”
“then why won’t you tell me?! i’m here for you! you know that, and i always have been!”
“i didn’t tell you because i was afraid you’d leave. and it feels like words are stuck in my throat.”
“but that— that’s no excuse to cheat.”
you look at reo, a sobbing mess. 
“i know that.”
he says in a soft tone, and slowly goes towards you, and wrap his arms around your waist. he lifts one of his hands to your face, wiping your tears. he always thought you looked so beautiful, but not in this way. especially since he was the one that hurt you.
the one that caused you to cry. 
“please, forgive me. give me one more chance to prove myself to you. i’ll work on myself, and if i mess up, you can cut all ties with me.”
you nod hesitantly, crying on his shoulder while hugging him tightly. 
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surprisingly, he did change. it may have took you some time to let him gain your trust again, but it was worth it. 
he expressed himself more, took you out on dates more like you deserved to, comforted and loved you in the right way. 
sure, there were still some ups and downs in your relation. 
but after standing with him in the alter alongside the priest right now, and him looking at you as if he adored you in so many ways…
you knew it wasn’t important to think about in that moment. 
because no human being is perfect. and also because he is the one you love. the man you envision your whole life with, the one you will be with til death do you two apart. 
“i do. i want him to be my husband.”
— fin.
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alt ending for the angst lovers <3 three months past… but he still never goes back to home early. 
there was a recent article posted exactly on 9:26 pm, that the woman he met a few months ago had a ring on her finger. similiar to the engagement ring you and reo have. 
a coincidence? no. you knew it wasn’t. 
you were just deluding yourself, because you wanted to cling onto this sick love you and him have. 
so you decide to pack your things, and leave that same night you found out. 
because a cheater, is always an cheater, right?
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reo comes home to the penthouse he and you owned. it lost all the warmth it had. the smell of your perfume wasn’t present anymore, your fluffy slippers you used wasn’t present as well. 
all your things was gone. your pictures with him were missing—and more.
and the promise ring he gave to you was placed on the dining table. it still had that same bling it had,
but it always seemed to shine more when you wore it.
… but he knew. that he was too late. because he knew you’d never come back to him. 
once a fragile gem breaks, it can never be glued back together.
— fin.
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i made a special ending for this !! so i hope it's good <3 reblogs, follows and likes are very appreciated :) rin fic might come out tmr!! i think, if i don't get busy that is!!
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biaonww · 3 months
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"unspoken feelings" sae itoshi based • angst. • i recommend listening to oceans & engines w/ this
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may contain errors, similar content is coincidental. • super fast paced huhu, but hopefully still enjoyable :^)
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6 years ago —
you were 17 when you had a crush on the sae itoshi. his eyes colored just like the ocean, and his hair reminds you of neutral pink. 
he was always so beautiful, and he did everything so beautifully. soccer, expressing his thoughts, his actions.. all done elegantly. but you knew you were two people who lived in two different worlds. 
but still, you tried to get to know him. and get close to him. 
so if not being lovers with him will settle, being friends will atleast be enough, you suppose.
so you ask for his number from his friend, shidou ryusei. 
4 years ago —
surprisingly, you two did become acquainted, then graduated high school as close friends. 
... the label ‘close friends’ that at some point, people thought you two act like an actual couple that was inlove with one another— but really, that seemt like a whole joke. 
since he was already dating someone. 
and you found out two days ago. 
well, it wasn’t surprising, of course. he’s a soccer star. he’s famous. rich, even. everyone’s dream man. and you can’t just keep him to yourself, too. because that would just be plain selfish. 
so one night, you were just tired of suppressing your feelings. 
the feeling of wanting him. 
you should’ve been contented being friends with him and still being in contact after high school— 
but there’s just this feeling, that it will never suffice for you.  ...
he noticed you acted strangely today. 
and he knows every single bit of you damn well. 
your perfectionism, how much you want to please everyone so that they don’t leave you, how you don’t want to be a second option. 
so you two fought that stormy night. 
“you’re keeping something from me, and i don’t like it.”
“i’m not.”
“you are. don’t fucking lie to me y/n. i know you damn well to say that you’re lying.”
“things won’t get better even if i tell you, okay?!”
“well you aren’t telling me! how can i help when you won’t-“
“sae itoshi! i am fucking inlove with you. but it makes me feel real pathetic standing next to you, while you have a girlfriend already.”
“it annoys me how i turn all mushy when i’m with you. it annoys me that i keep staring at your back going further and further away, because i can’t keep up with you. it annoys me how you can read me so well, but don’t get that i’m inlove with you.”
“y/n.”
“i’m leaving to go back to kyoto, sae. i don’t want to loathe you because i like you. so it’s better if we stop being friends.”
“i’m drained from loving you, itoshi sae.”
and just like that, you slip out of his hands. 
the last image he had of you before leaving to go to kyoto, was that you were soaked in the rain and crying. crying because of him.
guess love never suited him, huh. since it will never last, and slowly rot once he gets a hold of it. 
two years ago —
you’ve heard he got engaged with the same girlfriend he dated three years ago. 
you think it’s time to let go of him. 
to finally let go of the past. 
so you finally send a message to him. a plain but pathetic “congratulations on your marriage, sae. i’m happy for you.”
honestly speaking, you expected him to have a new phone number, and that he blocked you. 
though he didn’t. your message had been delivered. 
still, it’s funny how you never changed his contact name on your phone. 
but you remember that his contact photo was a picture of you and him. smiling and all giddy back in the old days.
*ding!*
itoshi • 1:27 pm
y/n. thanks. i know it’s been a long time.. but do you wanna meet up and catch up?
and so you two hit it off and meet up. 
except, your boyfriend is with you. 
but he didn’t expect your new boyfriend would be rin. his younger brother.
… he can clearly see the way his brother looks at you.
one that represents the way sae used to look at you in late-night conversations that were spent in silk sheets back in high school,
a pathetic man who was admiring you. 
the present. 12 whole years after the past.
sae and you became friends again. 
so you think it’ll be fine inviting him and his wife to your wedding with your fiancè, right?
i mean— rin was good with you. he communicates with you, there’s trust in the relation, communication- mutual agreement.
there were some rough edges in your relation, but he actually tried for you. 
you’re getting ready with your makeup, and someone knocks on the door. 
“come in.”
you mumble, fixing the strap of the wedding dress you’re wearing. 
the door opens and it’s sae. it’s just him, standing alone. 
so you turn back to face him, smiling softly. 
“you came.”
“i did. uh, mia’s just sitting down in the assigned chair you set for us.”
“i wouldn’t miss your important day anyways.”
“thank you.”
“why thank me? i did nothing.”
he softly chuckles, adoring how besutiful you looked in the wedding dress. 
you always looked best in white either ways. 
“what are you staring at, sae?”
“— i’m inlove with you too.”
your smile dissipates, so he takes it as a bad sign. 
“sae. you can’t do this to me. please don’t say you love me.”
“not when i’m finally over you.”
“i know. but i never got to tell you what i really meant back then, didn’t i?”
“… sae. i love you. but not in that way anymore. sure, i’ve missed you as a friend. but i still love rin.”
“after i met rin, he changed my whole life. he helped me get over you.”
“you’re too late. i’m sorry.”
you place the eye shadow palette you were using back on the vanity, standing up as the church bells ring. 
“i have to go. he’s probably waiting.”
“go ahead.”
and so you do leave, walking down the aisle to marry his brother.  
to him, you were just a fraction of his life;
something that was past, but something he was still trying to hold on to, even if it was already destroyed.  if he never let you go that thundery night, would he be the one you were standing with at the altar? — fin.
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aa sorry for slow posts :(( im like super busy w things this week so... hopefully i'll get to post the reo fic on thursday/friday tho!! <3 reblogs, likes, and comments are vm appreciated
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biaonww · 3 months
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i'll postpone the other rin fic for next week since i'm pretty busy,, but pls vote so i know which i can post <3 !!
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biaonww · 3 months
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“the very first night”. rin itoshi based • angst to fluff & based on the ts song. • (part 2 to foolish one) sorry 4 the delay!
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months pass. but you never really dared to keep count of how many months did pass. (you still did, and it was 10 months). so, it’s been 10 months after rin left to go to paris. … 10 months after that last conversation between you and him passed. “i love you, but i can’t commit.” sometimes you just doubt his words. if he did love you. or were you just something he was using to make the time pass by? you heard from your friends that he was here in japan again. temporarily.
your friends also told you that, in a recent interview, he mentioned he’d only come back to japan for something special to him. … shouldn’t you not care anymore? isn’t that irrelevant to you? wasn’t your relation unhealthy for the both of you? but you also still can’t seem to get over him. every single path or road you take, was always going back to his house. they all lead back to him, huh?... bothered by the door bell, you get up from your couch to open the front door— — and there you see, rin itoshi. standing on your porch. he’s panting and sweating. did he run going here? or are you just being delusional right now? “do you know how much i miss you?” “rin, what?” “i’m sorry i left— okay? i was an asshole for that.” "i came here to pick up something really fucking special, that i lost 10 months ago." "yes, i kept count of how many months has it been and i'm really pathetic right now but i—" “— i miss you like it was the very first night.” “no one knows how much i miss you.” “… i still love you.” "you’re leaving soon. rin— you can’t just barge in my life again, plus we’re two different people with two different lives, so we'd have different schedules—” “— are you over me?” “because i know i’m not over you.” “but if you did move on, then you would’ve shut the door already.” “if you were, then you wouldn’t be standing here, right?” “i won’t leave the country if you give me another chance.” “i won’t go too fast, so you can keep up with me.” “we can walk beside each other, instead of you always being in the back.” “so please, let me now make you one of the highlights of my life.” “let me be the man who spends all his tomorrows with you, and you only.” "s'il te plaît mon seul amour." you stay quiet, starting to tear up. by reflex, he wraps his arms around you. “then take me away, to you.” “gladly.” — fin.
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sorry i didn't post yesterday !! ok so i'm pretty sure i still suck at fluff but, reblogs and likes r very much appreciated (comments too!! feedback would be so lovelyy) <3 there are still other fics coming out this week though, so keep out for them!!
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biaonww · 3 months
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part two of foolish one.
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"foolish one". rin itoshi based • angst & based on the ts song.
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rin itoshi, he spoke in many ways, but he will always be a quiet lover. and you knew that.
“i love you.”
oh—
its those three painful words you wish not to hear. but when he says it, it sounds so beautiful on the tip of his tongue.
“but i can’t commit to you.”
“i’m leaving to go to paris. i got recruited by p.s.g, and you know i need to beat nii-san.”
a moment of silence passes.
sure. you knew, you would just always be second in everything to him. 
soccer was above everything to him, and to beat sae. — it’s just obvious you would never become part of his priorities, no matter how much you make a effort for him.
but you still act oblivious to it all, until now. it's just you keep giving and giving until you mentally can't anymore. but you can’t always give and give without receiving anything, right? .. right?
in the end, you couldn’t say anything. just a simple nod.
“i’m sorry.”
“what are you saying sorry for?”
you try to laugh to lighten up the mood. but god, the atmosphere was so.. suffocating. you tried your best not to be vulnerable in front of him. it’s hard to resist those mesmerizing teal eyes that can be cold but are still so expressive.
since in the end, you will always end up being hurt by him. because he’s the man you will always yearn for. the man you want all your tomorrows with. the man who taught you how it felt to be loved and to be scared of love— 
but of course. it will always be you watching him through the pictures, just someone in the background and never the main highlight in his life.
it’s as if you thought he would dedicate his whole life to you, the foolish one.
oh he just wasn’t the one…
— fin.
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i'll make up fluff to compensate for the angst !! i promise <3 please i need feedback w these because i'm actually like nervous to post out my fics TT... so reblogs & comments r appreciateddd
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biaonww · 4 months
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“the very first night”. rin itoshi based • angst to fluff & based on the ts song. • (part 2 to foolish one) sorry 4 the delay!
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months pass. but you never really dared to keep count of how many months did pass. (you still did, and it was 10 months). so, it’s been 10 months after rin left to go to paris. … 10 months after that last conversation between you and him passed. “i love you, but i can’t commit.” sometimes you just doubt his words. if he did love you. or were you just something he was using to make the time pass by? you heard from your friends that he was here in japan again. temporarily.
your friends also told you that, in a recent interview, he mentioned he’d only come back to japan for something special to him. … shouldn’t you not care anymore? isn’t that irrelevant to you? wasn’t your relation unhealthy for the both of you? but you also still can’t seem to get over him. every single path or road you take, was always going back to his house. they all lead back to him, huh?... bothered by the door bell, you get up from your couch to open the front door— — and there you see, rin itoshi. standing on your porch. he’s panting and sweating. did he run going here? or are you just being delusional right now? “do you know how much i miss you?” “rin, what?” “i’m sorry i left— okay? i was an asshole for that.” "i came here to pick up something really fucking special, that i lost 10 months ago." "yes, i kept count of how many months has it been and i'm really pathetic right now but i—" “— i miss you like it was the very first night.” “no one knows how much i miss you.” “… i still love you.” "you’re leaving soon. rin— you can’t just barge in my life again, plus we’re two different people with two different lives, so we'd have different schedules—” “— are you over me?” “because i know i’m not over you.” “but if you did move on, then you would’ve shut the door already.” “if you were, then you wouldn’t be standing here, right?” “i won’t leave the country if you give me another chance.” “i won’t go too fast, so you can keep up with me.” “we can walk beside each other, instead of you always being in the back.” “so please, let me now make you one of the highlights of my life.” “let me be the man who spends all his tomorrows with you, and you only.” "s'il te plaît mon seul amour." you stay quiet, starting to tear up. by reflex, he wraps his arms around you. “then take me away, to you.” “gladly.” — fin.
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sorry i didn't post yesterday !! ok so i'm pretty sure i still suck at fluff but, reblogs and likes r very much appreciated (comments too!! feedback would be so lovelyy) <3 there are still other fics coming out this week though, so keep out for them!!
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biaonww · 4 months
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WAIT OMG??? @etoiile is following me?? stop i love ur ficss 😭😭
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biaonww · 4 months
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"foolish one". rin itoshi based • angst & based on the ts song.
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rin itoshi, he spoke in many ways, but he will always be a quiet lover. and you knew that.
“i love you.”
oh—
its those three painful words you wish not to hear. but when he says it, it sounds so beautiful on the tip of his tongue.
“but i can’t commit to you.”
“i’m leaving to go to paris. i got recruited by p.s.g, and you know i need to beat nii-san.”
a moment of silence passes.
sure. you knew, you would just always be second in everything to him. 
soccer was above everything to him, and to beat sae. — it’s just obvious you would never become part of his priorities, no matter how much you make a effort for him.
but you still act oblivious to it all, until now. it's just you keep giving and giving until you mentally can't anymore. but you can’t always give and give without receiving anything, right? .. right?
in the end, you couldn’t say anything. just a simple nod.
“i’m sorry.”
“what are you saying sorry for?”
you try to laugh to lighten up the mood. but god, the atmosphere was so.. suffocating. you tried your best not to be vulnerable in front of him. it’s hard to resist those mesmerizing teal eyes that can be cold but are still so expressive.
since in the end, you will always end up being hurt by him. because he’s the man you will always yearn for. the man you want all your tomorrows with. the man who taught you how it felt to be loved and to be scared of love— 
but of course. it will always be you watching him through the pictures, just someone in the background and never the main highlight in his life.
it’s as if you thought he would dedicate his whole life to you, the foolish one.
oh he just wasn’t the one…
— fin.
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i'll make up fluff to compensate for the angst !! i promise <3 please i need feedback w these because i'm actually like nervous to post out my fics TT... so reblogs & comments r appreciateddd
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biaonww · 4 months
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things to look out for this week! ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
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nothing so far unfortunately... busy w school!! so slow/no posting atm other than those, that's all !! feel free to request <3
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biaonww · 4 months
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"foolish one". rin itoshi based • angst & based on the ts song.
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may contain errors, similar content is coincidental.
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rin itoshi, he spoke in many ways, but he will always be a quiet lover. and you knew that.
“i love you.”
oh—
its those three painful words you wish not to hear. but when he says it, it sounds so beautiful on the tip of his tongue.
“but i can’t commit to you.”
“i’m leaving to go to paris. i got recruited by p.s.g, and you know i need to beat nii-san.”
a moment of silence passes.
sure. you knew, you would just always be second in everything to him. 
soccer was above everything to him, and to beat sae. — it’s just obvious you would never become part of his priorities, no matter how much you make a effort for him.
but you still act oblivious to it all, until now. it's just you keep giving and giving until you mentally can't anymore. but you can’t always give and give without receiving anything, right? .. right?
in the end, you couldn’t say anything. just a simple nod.
“i’m sorry.”
“what are you saying sorry for?”
you try to laugh to lighten up the mood. but god, the atmosphere was so.. suffocating. you tried your best not to be vulnerable in front of him. it’s hard to resist those mesmerizing teal eyes that can be cold but are still so expressive.
since in the end, you will always end up being hurt by him. because he’s the man you will always yearn for. the man you want all your tomorrows with. the man who taught you how it felt to be loved and to be scared of love— 
but of course. it will always be you watching him through the pictures, just someone in the background and never the main highlight in his life.
it’s as if you thought he would dedicate his whole life to you, the foolish one.
oh he just wasn’t the one…
— fin.
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i'll make up fluff to compensate for the angst !! i promise <3 please i need feedback w these because i'm actually like nervous to post out my fics TT... so reblogs & comments r appreciateddd
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biaonww · 4 months
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PLEASEEE MAKE THE FLUFF PART TO YOUR 'Foolish one'. It was really good!!
(Its oki if you don't thoz ♡´・ᴗ・`♡)
HII !! ill try thinking about it maybe since another person mentioned if a pt. 2 was possible, but other than that there's another rin fic coming out tmrr <3 omg im so glad u enjoyed it though! i thought it would flop 😭♡
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biaonww · 4 months
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"foolish one". rin itoshi based • angst & based on the ts song.
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may contain errors, similar content is coincidental.
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rin itoshi, he spoke in many ways, but he will always be a quiet lover. and you knew that.
“i love you.”
oh—
its those three painful words you wish not to hear. but when he says it, it sounds so beautiful on the tip of his tongue.
“but i can’t commit to you.”
“i’m leaving to go to paris. i got recruited by p.s.g, and you know i need to beat nii-san.”
a moment of silence passes.
sure. you knew, you would just always be second in everything to him. 
soccer was above everything to him, and to beat sae. — it’s just obvious you would never become part of his priorities, no matter how much you make a effort for him.
but you still act oblivious to it all, until now. it's just you keep giving and giving until you mentally can't anymore. but you can’t always give and give without receiving anything, right? .. right?
in the end, you couldn’t say anything. just a simple nod.
“i’m sorry.”
“what are you saying sorry for?”
you try to laugh to lighten up the mood. but god, the atmosphere was so.. suffocating. you tried your best not to be vulnerable in front of him. it’s hard to resist those mesmerizing teal eyes that can be cold but are still so expressive.
since in the end, you will always end up being hurt by him. because he’s the man you will always yearn for. the man you want all your tomorrows with. the man who taught you how it felt to be loved and to be scared of love— 
but of course. it will always be you watching him through the pictures, just someone in the background and never the main highlight in his life.
it’s as if you thought he would dedicate his whole life to you, the foolish one.
oh he just wasn’t the one…
— fin.
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i'll make up fluff to compensate for the angst !! i promise <3 please i need feedback w these because i'm actually like nervous to post out my fics TT... so reblogs & comments r appreciateddd
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biaonww · 4 months
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will post my rin fic now <3
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i need help w what to post plzplz TT
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