A "chicken-or-egg" twitter question I almost tweeted but didn't. I didn't really want it answered

Fuck my life

I'm probably gonna be Dr. Katz in the future

Hobbies

I need hobbies. I mean, I need to find something I'm interested in doing several times a week. Besides playing Xbox. I've had hobbies before, but I sort of got bored of them and stopped doing them. And now I have remnants of dead hobbies laying around my house, like ancient artefacts scattered around my room to remind me of my failed attempts at being interesting. Sad, right? Lately I've been thinking that I should get into running. I used to be into running wen I was younger and more athletic, but I'm not anymore and I smoke way more cigarettes than I used to. I'll probably keep over and die. But I bought running shoes, running headphones and one of those strap on iPod holders for your arm. I'll probably never use them. I also have a bicycle. I could start cycling. I'm probably not though. I'm accepting of my waning health. Typing this post has made me feel very sad.

Humour

I should inject more humour into my entries. I don't want to force it though because I feel I'm more of an unintentionally funny person. I'm never funny when I try to be. I don't have any followers on this thing yet so technically I just have to be funny to myself, but I don't find myself funny. What a conundrum. I'll work on it.

Boring

I think I'm a boring guy. I don't think there's anything interesting or exciting about me. Well, besides the fact that I'm an African living in the USA. That's the most interesting thing about me, which means I literally had to leave my home and come to a whole other country to become interesting. I feel like that should be worrying to me, but it's not. I like being boring. I think. I'm not sure actually, but I like not having too much going on in my life.

Procrastination

I procrastinate too much. I think the worst thing about my procrastination is that I always think "meh, things will work out" and, more often than not, they do work out and everything is fine. And that just makes me procrastinate even more, which is obviously not a good thing. Or is it? Does it make me a "free spirit" or a lazy sack of shit? I don't know... I also very rarely follow through on things I say I'm gonna do. I guess I just run out of steam or something like that. Recently I've been thinking that maybe, subconsciously, I get some sort of pleasure out of backing out of plans I make with other people - especially at the last minute. Which is sick, right? I'm sick in the head. I don't know, maybe I should see a therapist or a psychiatrist...psychologist? What's the difference between the three anyway?

Idea

I'm going to start journaling. Just random thoughts that go on in my head at certain times. I'm a little concerned that my nighttime thoughts will be a little too dark. They might be a little loopy if I'm high though. We'll see.

#Circa90

Circa '90 and being December

"Circa '90" isn't anything. I was born December 29th 1990 and I like putting "December," and "Circa '90" everywhere because I think it's cool and I'm trying to make it my thing.

#Circa90

June.08.2015

Self-deprecating: Modest about or critical of oneself, especially humorously so.