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Boarding School AU Masterlist
and the river flows beneath your skin (ao3) - Deisderium steve/bucky E, 114k
Summary: Steve crosses his arms, feeling more than a little defensive. "Look, it's not my first choice either, but there's no other option. There's literally not another room in all of Susquehanna with space for me."
Bucky looks as though his soul is about to leave his body in sheer annoyance. "I just—I really thought I was going to have a single this year."
"Yeah?" Steve keeps himself from snapping, but only just. "I thought I was going to have a room this year."
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In which Steve and Bucky are forced to room together their senior year at boarding school, and accidentally soul bond to each other even though they kind of hate each other. All they have to do to get out of it is not kiss each other for a year so the accidental bond will fade. How hard could it be?
a road, neither lost nor found (ao3) - greyduckgreygoose peggy/sif T, 1k
Summary: The new girl that Peggy was assigned to show around the Maximoff Academy for Young Ladies was proving to be quite a handful. For one, she tended to drag Peggy into all sorts of trouble.
Trouble that Peggy found it mystifyingly difficult to say no to.
Book and Key (ao3) - buckybarnesdeservestobehappy (hutchabelle), Huntress79 steve/bucky E, 17k
Summary: Best friends since their first day together at Brookline Academy, Bucky Barnes and Steve Rogers are each other’s foils. Born into one of the best families in New York, Bucky is brunette, handsome, studious, and only ever gets in trouble when he allows Steve to drag him into something he knows they shouldn’t be doing. Blond, good-looking, hell-raiser Steve doesn’t belong at Brookline. In truth, he doesn’t really belong anywhere except by Bucky’s side. That’s why he risks everything to steal a key that might give them both a shot at something life-changing.
Come Out and Haunt Me (ao3) - Bittersweet_In_Boston steve/bucky E, 5k
Summary: Before talking, Pierce looks around the huge dining room, frowning, his gaze befitting his name as he picks out certain individuals for extra scrutiny. Bucky feels his beady eyes rest on him for a few seconds, but it soon transfers to the tall blond on the other side of the Winthrop table to Bucky’s left.
Bucky won’t look at that particular housemate. He will not.
In which entitled rich boy Bucky Barnes and scholarship student Steve Rogers go to the same all-boys prep school and hate each other. They hate each other so much. And every night.
dreams will make you cry (ao3) - shelllhead bucky/tony N/R, 2k
Summary: It’s been a week since he arrived here, and his mom’s promises that the boarding school was going to get better as he made progress are starting to seem like blatant lies, told only to make getting rid of him easier.
first love/late spring (ao3) - leonskness loki/mobius T, 5k
Summary: “I don’t care about Mobius,” Loki growls bitterly, and staggers to his feet. “Would you knock it off? I knew it was going to make everything worse having you here.”
Sylvie just smiles knowingly, and shakes her head. “He cares about you.”
Loki curls his hands into fists, and raises his chin in defiance. “Perhaps, but I don’t care about him. Some predicament, huh?”
It's Quiet Uptown (ao3) - princessoftheworld steve/bucky, past steve/peggy, past steve/thor T, 28k
Summary: Steve Rogers has always relied on the fact that Bucky Barnes is a major part of his life, and his burgeoning crush on his best friend shouldn't alarm him. It doesn't, in fact, but Steve has always had the worst timing in life. He anticipated problems but not problems like this. Enter: boarding school for rich kids, death, assassins, mutants, a road trip, and what could possibly be a government-wide conspiracy. Steve may not even make it to college.
Next To Me (ao3) - JoinTheDots loki/tony T, 4k
Summary: Tony Stark is counting down the days until he can finish boarding school and start his engineering degree at MIT. He is expecting a quiet last few months until Loki Odinson enrolls at the school. Tony goes out of his way to avoid Loki in the hopes his big crush won’t be discovered. But his plan fails when Loki gets fed up at being ignored and confronts Tony at a party.
of childhood hideouts and magical hideouts (ao3) - AshAndSnow loki/tony G, 3k
Summary: Tony Stark, 11 years old, was simply looking for sanctuary from bullies when he decided to climb into that wardrobe. He finds much more than he bargained for in the process.
Running In The Halls (ao3) - AdamentSteve steve/bucky M, 3k
Summary: Steve is at boarding school - no one's around to take him home for the summer so he stays put. Bucky comes to visit.
Thaw (ao3) - nununununu G, 1k
Summary: At no point does she mention her own aspirations.
As the seasons change, prefect Steve slowly starts to get to know Natasha Romanov, the new transfer pupil to Highview.
The Holy Glimmers of Goodbyes (ao3) - seadawnnight steve/tony T, 21k
Summary: AU where Tony and Steve grow up together in the 30s and 40s, along the way managing to be friends, lovers, strangers, and soulmates.*
*Not necessarily in that order.
Also includes: boarding school shenanigans, mac and cheese, drama (but vintage!), and Steve and Tony being the dramatic idiots they are.
This Is How We Learn (ao3) - sadsongssaysomuch steve/bucky E, 53k
Summary: The year is 1986 and Steve Rogers is a scholarship student at Lakewood Academy, a school for students gifted in music, art and dance. When he meets fellow student Bucky Barnes, Steve learns that sometimes the most important lessons we learn in life aren't things we're taught in school at all.
Unexpected Anomalies (ao3) - checkmate tony/bruce E, 85k
Summary: Tony Stark has the whole of Erskine Academy under his thumb - from his class mates to the professors to the head teacher, no-one dares think about trying to challenge him - and he's hardly expecting this year to be any different.
But there's one thing he didn't account for.
A new room-mate by the name of Bruce Banner.
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online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.
and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.
there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't think anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.
i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.
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Miniature artwork 🏠
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Is Autism Over-Diagnosed
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Firefighter AU Masterlist
9-1-1 (ao3) - amoree999 steve/bucky N/R, 7k
Summary: Sirens
“Firefighter fell through a two story burning building, unconscious possible concussion and internal bleeding” Paramedic Chi tells the attending nurses who flock the gurney being wheeled into the ER.
“What do We got?” Steve asks jumping into action, “Firefighter hurt on the job fell through a two story burning building Medics said possible concussion and internal bleeding” Danvers says, “Danvers run a line of blood, plasma, vitamin K and platelets” Rogers says, “Jones help me with his uniform” Steve says cutting the turn outs off the firefighter and taking his helmet along with the rest of his gear off. Rogers listens to his heart, lungs, and checks his airways before pressing around on his stomach looking for the source of his internal bleed. “Abdominal bleed left side” He says, “Jacques! Page the attending tell ‘em to open an OR now!” He checks the fireman’s pupillary response, “Both left and right pupils responding normal, CAT scan after he comes out of surgery. Airways are clear but treat him for smoke inhalation anyway, his mask was cracked. MOVE PEOPLE!”
45 minutes earlier….
Burnt Sand (ao3) - maikurosaki steve/bucky E, 30k
Summary: Steve Rogers thinks he's completely fine: he's a great firefighter, he has awesome friends, and his occasional interactions with Bucky Barnes always put a smile on his face. But, in between a rescue mission at work that leaves him shaken and a blast from the past that leaves him reeling, Steve comes to the realization that he needs to be brave and go after what he wants. The problem is he's not sure he can follow this through.
Or: Steve Rogers is a firefighter with commitment issues. Bucky Barnes is an army veteran turned bartender with a different set of issues. Somehow, they make it work.
Engine 12 (ao3) - bethy_277 pepper/tony, hope/scott N/R, 41k
Summary: Tony Stark is a 30something firefighter in New York City, when he saves 6 year old Peter Parker from a fire. The kid loses his parents in the fire, and for some reason, he takes a place in Tony's heart.
Eternal Flame (ao3) - 74days steve/bucky, pepper/tony T, 14k
Summary: There's a bet at the Firehouse that Barton'll go for more than anyone else at the Charity Auction - and Bucky finds himself roped into the whole thing against his will.
It's all fun and games until a mystery phone bidder pays waaaaay to much to get Bucky alone.
He's gonna end up dead in an alleyway because of Barton and his stupid bet.
Everything Happens For A Riesling (ao3) - TaraSoleil G, 1k
Summary: A fire at Stark's mansion leaves firefighters Steve & Bucky trapped.
Gotta Have Some Hot Stuff, Gotta Have Some Love Tonight (ao3) - OriginalCeenote bucky/clint, steve/sam M, 5k
Summary: “We’ve got another call, Barton.”
“Huh?”
“Get back in the rig. Stop staring at Barnes’ ass.” Nat’s voice sounded more amused than impatient, and Clint realized that he was staring. Wasn’t his damned fault that Barnes was wearing those khaki Dickies pants, was it?
I Stare Into the Fire (It Signifies My Desire) (ao3) - laudatenium steve/tony T, 6k
Summary: They keep telling Tony to evacuate. The smoke's too thick, he'll suffocate.
But who's gonna force him to leave? Not the fire captain, no sir.
More than Friends (ao3) - Neverever steve/tony T, 7k
Summary: Deputy Police Chief Tony Stark wonders if there is more to his flirting with the new Fire Chief Steve Rogers. After all, everyone treats them like they come as a matched set. Meanwhile Steve wants to find the serial arsonist in town.
not shy of a spark (ao3) - burning_brighter art (burning_brighter), cable-knit-sweater (cable_knit_sweater) steve/bucky, wanda/sam E, 5k
Summary: EMT Steve doesn't like firefighters. They're arrogant, more muscle than brains, and everyone falls over themselves for these supposed heroes. He really can't stand them, and doesn't understand how his friend and colleague Wanda can be attracted to any of them.
Firefighter Bucky going into an unsafe building with an oxygen tank that's low is just more proof of their stupidity. But when Bucky comes out of the building cradling a tiny cat to his chest, Steve can't help but be a little endeared.
It doesn't change anything though; firefighters are still the worst.
Or that's what he tells himself, even as he goes to check up on the cat later that week.
Definitely to check on the cat, not because he wants to see Bucky again. He certainly isn't disappointed to hear Bucky has transferred to another firehouse.
It's also what he tells himself when Bucky shows up to work at Steve's firehouse the next week. Steve doesn't do firefighters. No matter how cute. Right?
Unfortunately, Bucky turning out to not be as bad as he initially thought - and maybe also his tendency to walking around half naked at work - makes it a little harder for Steve to stick to his story.
Playing with Fire (ao3) - shatteredhourglass bucky/clint E, 5k
Summary: “Three o’clock,” Natasha says and Clint looks automatically, not registering the glint of mischief in her eyes until he’s already looking.
“Why is he stripping,” Clint whispers, outraged.
Bucky Barnes is standing a few meters away from them, tugging his shirt over his head. He doesn’t wax his chest during the winter months, apparently, because there’s a trail of dark hair that Clint really, really wants to get his mouth on. He’s stuck staring like an idiot as Bucky throws his shirt over the door of the firetruck, every inch of his ridiculously hot upper half on display. He can almost feel the brain cells in his head frying just from the sight.
Stoke This Fire In My Heart (ao3) - JustAnotherMarvelGirl wanda/vision T, 1k
Summary: When Wanda gets injured on the job, Vision can't deny his feelings for her anymore.
The best view comes after the hardest climb (ao3) - hopelessly_me bucky/clint T, 1k
Summary: On the ten year anniversary of 9/11, Bucky finally joined his support group in participating in the 911 Tower Challenge.
The Hazards Of Falling In Love (Rescue Me) (ao3) - EmmaLostInWonderland T, 4k
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“So that’s your name?” Rogers hasn't looked away from him once. His eyes are a piercing blue, and Tony barely manages to keep from squirming under his gaze.
“Yeah. Or Telecommunications Operator Stark, if we’re getting technical about it.”
“Are we?”
Tony tilts his head slightly. “Depends. Can I call you Steve?”
The man grins. “Wouldn’t have it any other way, Tony.”
// Tony Stark doesn't date firemen. But he'll make an exception for Battalion Chief Steve Rogers.
The heat of you (ao3) - queerastronaut sam/bucky, background carol/maria M, 15k
Summary: Sam's a paramedic. Bucky's a firefighter. They hate each other's gut but somehow, they keep saving each other's lives. Until one day, the fire gets too big too fast and Sam realizes that he may not hate James Barnes as much as he thought.
the new romeo and juliet (ao3) - imposterhuman bucky/tony G, 2k
Summary: Bucky and Tony weren’t dating, because a firefighter and a detective couldn’t date (never mind that Tony hadn’t slept with anyone else since their thing had started, and he and Bucky hung out with an alarming frequency, and the whole precinct thought that they were an item). It didn't matter how many nights they spent together, how Bucky had a drawer of Tony's things and vice versa, they just couldn't.
It was a classic Romeo and Juliet situation, if Romeo and Juliet actively disliked each other on top of everything.
Trying to Stay Warm (ao3) - freedvmrouge G, 2k
Summary: After waking up from the ice, what if Steve became a firefighter-paramedic instead?
Wildfire (ao3) - 70SecretKinks steve/bucky T, 1k
Summary: No amount of training in the world could prepare rookie firefighter Steve Rogers for the force and fury of a California wildfire. But even a sea of fiery flames paled in comparison to hot-as-hell fellow fireman, Bucky Barnes.
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#I have never felt more represented
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Shame is not a catalyst for change; it is a paralytic. Anyone who has ever carried extreme personal shame knows this. Shame doesn’t make you stronger, nor does it help you to grow, or to be healthy, or to be sane. It keeps you in one place, very, very still.
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Autistic people are often criticised for reading too much into things and catastrophising. People don't want to listen despite our predictions being pretty accurate thanks to our pattern recognition abilities. The real issue is we often highlight what others want to remain hidden.
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What people think self diagnosis is Vs what it actually is…
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#tiny 🤏🏻
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Science BFFs
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Bruce Banner and Tony Stark have such beautiful friendship and I'm just tearing up everytime I see Bruce being sad about Tony in She-Hulk Ep 1.
From the moment they meet they finish each other sentences whether it be about science theories or just quips.
Tony (to Bruce when they first meet): Finally someone who speaks English.
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Tony is the first avenger to try to understand Hulk and show that he is not wary. In essence he accepts Hulk.
He also helps Bruce see that maybe Hulk is not all bad.
Bruce is comfortable around Tony and actually enjoys himself after being on the run for a long time.
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Even Bruce's subconscious(or alter-ego) recognizes their bond. So Hulk saves Tony in Avengers!
They both spend a lot of time doing science things after Avengers 1 when Bruce stays at the Stark Tower.
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After the mess in Iron Man 3, Tony goes to Bruce when dealing with his trauma.
We can see that Bruce is still in Stark Tower even after Iron Man 3.
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In Age of Ultron, Tony trust only Bruce to know about the Ultron project and asks him for help.
Of all the Avengers, Bruce is the only one who could understand what the loss of JARVIS meant for Tony.
Bruce trusts Tony to stop Hulk if things ever get out of hands, thus they build Hulkbuster together.
They have an argument after Ultron is created, but in the end they join hands when they create Vision.
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Tony looks for Bruce after Age of Ultron. He misses his best friend.
In Civil War, Natasha and Tony bond over missing Bruce.
In Thor Ragnarok, we see that Tony's codename for Bruce in the Quinjet is Strongest Avenger!
After Bruce wears Tony's clothes, he is hopeful that maybe even Tony is here to get him.
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In Infinity War, Tony is shocked to see Bruce and we can see he really missed him. Tony forgets all about his surrounding and just returns the hug.
After losing to Thanos and getting thrown in the Sanctum, Bruce doesn't know any of these people. Thus when he sees Tony he is so emotional and initiates a hug.
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Tony is worried when Bruce can't transform to Hulk, thus he asks Wong to send him to a different location.
Bruce has access to Tony's armour and technology, we can see him using Hulk Buster in Infinity War.
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In She-Hulk we can see that Bruce and Tony kept in touch during the Blip.
Tony builds a specialized lab for Bruce because he needs a safe space after all the disaster in Sakaar, Asgard and the snap.
Tony visited Bruce in his lab and they both built a bar together.
During the five years of Blip they rebuilt their friendship and Tony visited Bruce to whine about Steve.
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They both carve their initials on Bruce's bar table.
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We can actually see Bruce crying during Tony's funeral.
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Bruce says he is called Smart Hulk and I'm pretty sure it was Tony who gave him that name.
Bruce keeps a piece of Iron Man armour as memento for Tony.
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Autism & Asking for Help
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Lil Penguin Studios/Autism Happy Place
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this is too cute.
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Self love is not always easy. It can be challenging and not fun at the time, but your future self will thank you!
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Me: I’m not that disabled by my autism -
Also me also overtired and -stimulated to fuck :
🗡️M Y B R A I N I S F U L L O F B E E S🗡️
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