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“Resilience is not being able to bounce back like nothing has happened. Resilience is your consistent resistance to giving up.” -Janna Cachola
Life’s circumstances can be overbearing. We can meet misfortunes or tragedies. We may even give up from time to time, but there has to be a time when we seize our opportunities to turn the tide.
Seek help from others. Make a comeback. Take care of yourself so that you can heal. It’s up to you to redefine your story and where it goes.
#thank you to everyone who is helping me in difficult times#I hope people are doing well in their lives#art therapy is a helpful medium I want to return to#big hero 6#big hero 6 the series#karmi#bh6#bh6 karmi#big hero 6 fanart
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I sincerely apologize for not being active here. I’m especially sorry and grateful to friends on this platform that have reached out and tried to check in on me. This is difficult for me to admit but I am in dire need of help and have exhausted a lot of other resources. If you can, in any form that people are able to provide it, I’d be grateful.
I’m wary of triggering anyone or being a dampener on anyone’s mood, so I’ll try to summarize my situation. In short, my mental health, and my physical health along with it, have been declining. And I haven’t been able to function or keep up with the pace of my obligations. I’ve been in survival mode for a while now.
If anyone is able to signal boost, send positive vibes or even spare funds; you have my utmost gratitude and love. And I sincerely hope that people remember to take care of themselves, I don’t want anyone to go through anything I am experiencing or even go through worse.
For anyone who is willing to listen, this is a bit on my situation below. Read only if you are in a good headspace, please:
I’ve lost a lot in such a short time span, because I couldn’t take care of myself properly and keep up with everything. I just… stopped caring for myself. And the losses kept adding up:
Not being able to mend a long term relationship with my ex-fiancé and best friend. Losing progress in my medical career by withdrawing for the paramedic program, not being able to function and fearing I could inadvertently kill a patient. My non-profit small business was suspended. I was terminated from my work at my ambulance service, after being burnt out and unable to even get myself to work. I completed my military contract and separated from one of my best support systems amongst mentors and colleagues I’ve deployed with. Because of this, I feel like I’ve been severed from multiple social support systems in my personal life so quickly.
Being unable to function, I couldn’t keep up with classes and failed. I now owe the VA housing allowance money for those failed quarters that went towards paying my apartment. With three forms of income lost, I naturally lost my apartment and my car got nearly repossessed. I almost went homeless. Thankfully my parents took me back in, but I’m now back in an unhealthy and cramped household I’ve been fighting so hard to leave.
I’ve been earnestly trying to relearn how to take care of myself and get back on my feet again. I hope someday soon I can begin to draw or share stories again here. If you can offer any help, you have my thanks.
More importantly, take care of yourself and don’t let yourself fall into a downward spiral like I have and suffer in silence. There’s not much good down there. Seek help right away.
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Love Letters 2.0
Happy Valentines Day everyone! Have a lovestruck Karmi and flustered Hiro! :)
#big hero 6#big hero 6 the series#hiro hamada#fanart#karmi#bh6#karmiro#big hero 6 karmi#bh6 karmi#bh6 the series#bh6 month#happy valentine's day
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Just some light concept sketch work of an older Hiro Hamada (and a bonus sketch of a messy haired young Kiro with Baymax for fun)
Wanted to experiment with his design and also give a glimpse to some of the future tech at his disposal. Plus, drawing a younger Kiro and Baymax is just a treat lol.
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Comfort Character: Hiro Hamada
Big Hero 6 and BH6 The Series has always helped me through ups and downs. It’s BH6 Month and I wanted to contribute with an appreciation post for my all-time comfort character, the genius boy himself!
This smug little hero always reminds me to continue forward regardless of what life throws at you. Find another angle and do right by others. You can be way more.
I’d like to thank the fandom and good friends who also give a helping hand to me and others. That’s the true embodiment of Big Hero 6’s spirit. It’s tough out there, a helping hand or a hug goes a long way.
#it’s nice to be able to sketch again#I’ll try to draw more at least while creator’s block persists#big hero 6#big hero 6 the series#hiro hamada#fanart#bh6 month
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Hey everyone, I hope everyone is being safe and of good health out there! My apologies, I'd like to ask help from anyone who is able to spare it.
Things have been getting rougher on my end, I just got COVID, on top of whatever chronic health condition my primary care was trying to diagnose.
I suspected this and self-quarantined, being off of work for a week while being symptomatic. Unfortunately, COVID sick pay was ended by the state in September and my ambulance service covered us with it until early January... Long story short, I even have the bad luck of not getting COVID soon enough... Lol.
Likewise, I am having issues with getting my GI bill being instated this quarter. So my basic housing allowance might not even come in this month, worst even this whole quarter. In short, my primary sources of income of the GI bill and work pay are cut off. I may not be able to have anything for subsistence, let alone rent.
If anyone is able to help me out, I greatly appreciate it. I truly hope folks are being safe out there and staying healthy.
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In all honesty, it feels like I almost forgot that this year is coming to a close. Been taking it day by day with things going on lately that I'd lost track of time and at the same time dreaded the days passing by.
But I wanted to thank many folks on here who have supported me this year. To those who have helped me, made me smile with their creations and also checked up on me. Truly, you have my gratitude. I apologize not to list everyone, I'd hope you know who you are. I apologize I haven't been as interactive and on my end, increasingly reclusive. But I do hope that you are all well.
I was a bit apprehensive to post, for fear of dampening spirits and moods on my account. I have not been okay, and as folks have told me, its okay to not be okay.
While this post is an honest cry for help, I couldn't fathom the idea of not paying forward at least some advice for those who are facing similar circumstances.
I can see that there are many others who are having a rough go and are also trudging along this year's finish line like a broken down vehicle.
So I wanted to remind everyone (along with myself) that we can work to make next year with each day, a better one. Even if you are burnt out emotionally, physically and spiritually; you can always find grace and gratitude if you look for it. You can make it through the day, tomorrow can be better.
As an infantryman, I've learned the merits of always improving your fighting position. In life, you have to take steps, however small, to improve your own fighting position to have better quality of life for yourself and others. Even if you are like me and experiencing your own "Failure Mode," remember that in the defeated lies a victor to emerge.
I've been in survival mode for some time and in a downward spiral wrestling with my chronic depression, anxiety and executive dysfunctions, but I wanted to pass onto others also having a difficult time that they can hang on and push forward.
Remember the basics, take baby steps to improve things like your sleep, hygiene and diet. Eat something light and accessible if you have lost appetite. Keep it simple and have all your hygiene items ready in the shower so you have less effort to knock those out. If you can't get yourself out of bed, focus on small steps like getting a toe out of your blanket and finding the floor, slinky yourself out of bed like a snake if that's what it takes.
Be mindful of the signs and symptoms of when you are falling in that downward spiral. Sometimes when you are in the thick of that, you might not realize just how deep you are and that you need help getting back up. Understand when it is time that you need help, from professional help and your personal support system if feasible.
BetterHelp. Suicide Helplines. Veteran Crisis Lines. Rental assistance. Community food pantries. The list goes on. Many of the woes we face, there are so many out there who are willing and desiring to help you. Sometimes, the most difficult step is seeking help.
Take those steps to get help and improve your situation little by little, if at least to hang on longer through highs and lows.
(Everything else after this is my own venting, things I need to write for cathartic reasons. But as I don't want to hamper anyone or trigger anyone who is facing similar issues, please only read if you are in a good headspace or want to listen. In either case, you have my gratitude for even reading any of this.)
For myself personally, it's been extremely painful. To be honest, it's been really rough these past several years and I'm exhausted. I've been increasingly facing physical and mental health issues that are now becoming debilitating in my daily life, making it difficult to work or interact socially with others. Silent panic attacks, chronic nausea and vertigo, depression, executive dysfunction, poor sleep and appetite.
Loss of passion, it's been difficult to draw or write to express myself. It's all bled over to me not being able to work and progress where I wanted to. I find it more difficult to interact with patients and people. I've declined promotion, an offer for a position at a counter drug task force alongside my mentor, and an opportunity to tryout for special operations. I even declined an offer for paramedic internship, something I had waited for six months for. Making the decision to discontinue my course in the paramedic program was the most recent indicator that I am not where I want to be mentally.
For all my efforts in my emergency medical service and military service, I have currently lost the drive to press forward and I am honestly lost at the moment. Perhaps I just need to take the time to do soul searching or regain that fire and hunger.
I am not currently in the headspace to take care of others or have lives hang in the balance of my decisions. This next year I will have to take the time to learn who I am and what I want to do.
But it does hurt that many things haven't gone as planned. By this point, I would've been married to my best friend but that didn't work out and is the core of my suffering. Back then, by this time, we would've considered having a child and I could've been a father. Some things just don't pan out the way we want them, but it hurts all the same.
These difficulties have been compounded by living paycheck to paycheck, constantly worrying if I will lose my apartment. I was willing to move out, lose just about all my belongings and live the van life. But my family didn't like the idea (lol I guess I should've seen that coming) but I couldn't move back in with them for how packed and small their household is. Now they are helping me pay for rent with money they need for their own needs. And even then, my keeping my apartment is not a certainty and its stressful just trying to survive.
I feel like this vent has been so disjointed, lol sorry. I as I know others are having their own struggles, I would appreciate anyone who is willing to help in any way. Not even just financially but signal boosting. Either way, thank you for listening.
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BH6 x Genshin Impact: Hiro Hamada
When Karmi and Hiro get hopelessly addicted to playing Genshin Impact, Karmi takes it upon herself to do a self-insert fanfiction of Hiro and herself within the Genshin Impact universe.
Within this universe, here are Hiro’s character attributes:
Vision: Electro
Affiliation: Adventurer’s Guild
Constellation: Vulpecula
Story: Hiro was originally born in Inazuma City, living along with his parents and brother, Tadashi. When Hiro and Tadashi are targeted by the Vision Hunt Decree, his parents fight to smuggle them off to their Aunt Cass in Mondstadt, the “City of Freedom.” Although successful, their parents had to remain behind.
In Mondstadt, they find themselves with their Aunt Cass who works at her own Lucky Cat Cafe not to be confused with a certain cat-themed bar. His brother, Tadashi quickly enlists himself within the Knights of Favonius, to protect his family.
Meanwhile, Hiro wants to become stronger while finding a way back to Inazuma to rescue his parents. He chooses to become a part of the Adventurer’s Guild as an inventor that often finds himself around other brilliant minds like Lisa, Albedo and Sucrose.
In his pursuits, he finds companionship in the Adventurer’s Guild with a young alchemist and researcher from Sumeru named Karmi. While the two become close, even taking on commissions together, their adventures become more interesting when they meet the Traveler. With their intent to travel to Inazuma, Hiro and Karmi join the Honorary Knight on their journey.
#Genshin impact has been one of the things to keep me sane lol#catch me mixing my two fixations#big hero 6#big hero 6 the series#hiro hamada#fanart#karmi#Karmi#Genshin impact
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Hey, you feelin' okay?
Hey! I really appreciate the ask and the concern! Really wish I could say that everything is okay but I am doing my best to get myself together with things going on. Perhaps I will do a post sometime. But I am grateful for the ask!
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Just a little digital art practice of the “Cotton Candy Duo.” I’ve been in a bit of a “failure mode” as a content creator, having a hard time being inspired to draw or write even when I have some concepts in mind. So, here’s just a bit of art practice to grease the grooves.
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Haven’t been as active lately with things going on. You would have an art piece I was working on but I forgot to save often enough and lost it while digitally drawing Kiro and Isabelle… so, I decided I’ll flex my artistic prowess and jump to rendering Kiro in a CGI form:
Pretty good, right? Bonus of him as a kid.
I’m kidding, of course. Just sh*t-posting my own OC to vent my frustrations since I lost a majority of my progress when I was drawing him lol.
@rimhyokang has been telling me how these characters remind her of Kiro lol. And I can see why. But truthfully, I’ve never seen these shows or movies and they weren’t the inspirations behind his design.
Kiro is highly influenced by Hiro and Karmi’s own designs for obvious reasons. In fact, his hair in particular is from this:
When Professor Granville tried to tame Hiro’s hair lol. That’s where that “scoopable ice cream” or “cotton candy” hair design came from.
Well, hopefully I can get these character artwork up. I’ve been in a creative writing and art rut for a while, itching to get something together again.
Now, if only I could do CGI art…
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Been a bit busy lately, so take this late Halloween dress up quick sketch of the kiddos who most definitely play Genishin Impact together lol. For this one, I dressed up Hiro as Bennett and Karmi as Fischl.
Seems appropriate for these two teen geniuses to dress up as the two oddball misfits of Mondstadt.
#big hero 6#big hero 6 the series#hiro hamada#fanart#karmi#bh6#karmiro#big hero 6 karmi#fanfiction#hiro x karmi#bennett genshin impact#fischl#fischnett
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Awww lovely! You always have such tender and wholesome sketches of these two, it’s great! Don’t worry too much about simply sketching, it’s a rewarding and calming activity. I like going back to it since it’s a bit more calming to me than digital art is.
It’s fun to explore it when you can. You’ll get around to it though I’m sure! I use photopea.com, a free browser version of photoshop.
Quick sketch of the nerds <3
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Awww yes!! I’ve only seen a few scenes of Nishikata and Takagi but they are so wholesome and adorable. It’s how I’d imagine if Hiro and Karmi interacted with each other if they were younger. Having odd rivalry where Karmi would always have an one-up on a young Hiro and getting him flustered aha.
Aquí otro disfraces para ellos del anime Karakai Jouzu no Takagi-san. Con los trajes de Nishikata y Takagi (o uniformes).
Siento que también quedan con estos personajes. x3
Siempre he querido dibujarlos así, basados en esos personajes.
Oh y también, tuve que usar una imagen como referencia de ellos dos para hacer este dibujo.
Un pequeño calco aquí, nada más en la silueta, como un boceto para guiarme jeje ‘xD.
Espero les guste. uwu’
Hiro y Karmi pertenecen a los creadores de la serie Big Hero 6, Disney.
#big hero 6#big hero 6 fanart#big hero 6 the series#bh6 fanart#bh6#fanart#big hero 6 hiro#big hero 6 karmi#bh6 hiro#bh6 karmi
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This is looking really great, my friend! I hope the BH6TS manga makes its way to your country! The expressions of every character in there is just amazing! Hiro’s just like, “Seriously?” Lol.
Ok, quise intentar hacer la expresión que tiene Karmi en el Manga de Big Hero 6 the series. Esta más o menos, me encanta esa expresión jaja. xD
De verdad, me gustaría conseguir el manga de big hero 6. :‘3
Ojala llegará a mi país traducido pero lo dudo mucho. No me quedará de otra que conseguirlo en inglés. XDD
Espero les guste.
Hiro y Karmi pertenecen a los creadores de la serie Big Hero 6, Disney.
#big hero 6#big hero 6 fanart#big hero 6 the series#fanart#big hero 6 hiro#big hero 6 karmi#bh6 hiro#bh6 karmi#hiro hamada#bh6
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Ahhh this is really cute! I love their beach outfits you made for them. Karmi’s is very pretty and that Sakura-themed Hawaiian shirt is a genius design! Third season was their summer, so we were seriously robbed of a beach episode lol.
I know we're in autumn xD but after I went to Miami's beach, I really wanted do a Karmiro's beach suit :3
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Yes! I can really see Hiro and Karmi pull off the Gohan and Videl dynamic! Such a power couple. I love the new style, they look great!
Cosplay de Dragon Ball z Gohan y Videl para Karmi y Hiro.
No se ven tan lindo juntos?. xD
Bueno, como se acerca para algunos Halloween y para otros Día de Muertos, quise hacer esto para una de las festividades.
Tengo otro dibujo para el día de muertos con mi personaje Oc jeje. x3
Pero, por el momento subiré disfraces con estos personajes. Es que adoro esta ship. uwu’
Hiro y Karmi pertenecen a los creadores de la serie Big Hero 6, Disney.
#big hero 6#big hero 6 fanart#big hero 6 the series#bh6#fanart#big hero 6 hiro#big hero 6 karmi#bh6 hiro#bh6 karmi#hiro hamada
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