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whats ur fav music genre

it changes all the time tbh but rn im obsessed with early punk music :3

shblur is so insane bc someone will post something like “i cut again teehee!!!” and then you click on the image and its a photo of a massive gash in someones thigh and a whole pound of tissue is missing and you’re pretty sure you can see bone, and then right under it theres “TW : GORE, SFX” with like 5 warnings and its baby cuts with a coquette filter.

life is starting to seem like maybe its really worth living. yeah some stuff is a struggle. and it probably always will be. but i have a really fucking great boyfriend and he makes me so happy. he makes everything seem like maybe itll be okay in the end. i cant wait to grow old with him :3

i find it really funny how i sl1ce my skin open with no emotion/reaction but when i get a tiny little paper cvt on my finger i start tearing up

Do you like True Crime?

i do!!!! its been a special interest of mine for a very long time actually :3

guyssss you should totally send me asks I'm bored and u know u want toooo (it can be about literally anything)

i wish to return to mother earth and restart as something entirely new. i want to be swallowed by the sea and transformed into a beautiful piece of coral. i want to be enveloped by the trees in all their green glory and turn into the moss that grows along their bark ever so carefully. i wish to be carried by the wind to some far away place filled with lush forests and beautiful mountains. i crave to become one with the earth once more. i want to decay and let the insects and fungus overtake my rotting corpse until i am nothing but a moment in the past. a miniscule blip upon the world. i do not wish to die. i simply wish to rest and be one with the beautiful home i call mother earth once more.

oh my god i want to cvt my wrist open so bad rn. i just want to feel the blade press against my skin as i pull fast and press hard fuck i want to see the blood i want to do it i want to do it so fucking bad im shaking rigjt now i want to do it so bad but i dont want it to k1ll me fuck oh my god what do i do

i cant stop thinking about him cvtting me. it was so nice. i felt so close to him. it was just a tiny cat scratch but still. it felt so nice. him dragging the blade across my leg. i know its horrible. i cried afterwards. i felt horrible after. but during it..oh my god. i felt so euphoric. so alive. and i cant stop thinking about it.

i never go deep enough. no matter what i do.

All i want to do is cut and suck dick :]

idk why im staying anymore tbh.

i dont want to be this way anymore. im tired of having to hide my legs. I'm tired of not being able to wear shorts. im tired of sitting in my room all the fucking time. im tired of having scars all over my fucking body. im tired of having no energy. i am TIRED. i want to be able to just be like other people my age. i want to go to concerts and hang out with friends. i want to be normal again. but i dont really think i can be. i am trying to be hopeful and im hoping that when it warms up outside ill feel better, but im just tired. tired of all of it.

i am so exhausted of just surviving rather than living.