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ayatomic · 2 years

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NOT WHO YOU'D EXPECT

professor! childe x camgirl! reader

cw: teacher and student relationship, slight age gap, unprotected sex, oral sex, degrading, praise, strong language, dark content, slight aftercare alittle rushed

wc: 2.6k

MINORS DNI !!

for @ayatomic 'GIRLS ON FILM' (collab)

(very rushed lmfao)

"ajax001 donated 5,000 mora: rub your clit while you ride baby" the ringer went off from your computer as someone donated. "thank you so much ajax001" you say to the camera as you do exactly what it said to do. you move your hand down your body and open your thighs wider to rub your clit. you threw your head back in ecstasy at the pleasure you are feeling. you are so close to your orgasm and your number one donator was making it better.

of course you loved all of your fans but ajax001 was definitely your favorite. not only because of the tons of mora he donates to you every stream but he always knows just what to say to how to turn you on. none of your fans could ever compete with him. you and him have had plenty of private chats when it's just you two. he's just never shown his face to you though no matter how many times you've begged him he's never. you've seen his toned chest and his big broad shoulders, abs that were sculpted by the gods, and his cock that was to die for. it had a big vein that ran along the underside and curved upward. perfectly shaved to show his happy trail from above his pants. pretty girthy his big hands fit around it nicely but you're sure if you were ever met with it in person your hands won't be able to go all the way around it.

the mysterious man of ajax001 has helped out your finances so much and you couldn't be happier. you even paid your way into college with the mora he sends you. you just wish he would let you see him for once. you're sure he looks just as hot as his lower body. you've asked him multiple times to meet up for something more physical. and sometimes you can't help but feel guilty that he spoils you with so much mora. you just need to repay him. until the day that he finally agreed. you were excited and nervous. you can't believe it was actually happening.

of course you've slept with your fair share of men but he was different. he wasn't any other college boy. he seemed older, not that you're judging or anything. it's just that you've never been with a man like him before. you haven't even met him before. but there's no going back now.

standing outside of an expensive looking house was intimidating to say the least. you've never seen anything, especially a house that looked so expensive. this could explain all of the mora he's sent you. you took a huge breath before walking up to the door before ringing the doorbell. you stood there for at least 2 minutes before the door slowly opened. a tall man with a broad chest appeared Infront of you. you looked up to see.. your hot chemistry professor..?

it's all coming together. the nemours times you asked to see him he always declined but now that the school year was over he could finally agree. and he never showed his face which now makes sense. he always did wear expensive looking dress shirts, and perfectly tailored dress pants and had his coat on the back of his desk chair. all of your friends practically had a crush on him. you couldn't disagree. he was good looking.

"hello love." he greeted you with a carefilled smile. "hi professor." you were so shy to see him out of campus and in normal attire. "please darling just call me ajax." so he is ajax001. your professor has been the man who told you so many dirty things. your professor was the one who supported you financially. your professor was the man who was standing Infront of you at this very moment. he moved out of the way signaling for you to walk into his home. you took one step in the beautiful smell of beautiful cinnamon sugar hit your nose. it smelt so fresh in his home. his living room was huge it just looked so empty. does he live alone? does he not have a wife or any kids?

"make yourself at home. go ahead and take a seat on the couch. could you like any coffee? tea? water? any snacks?" he was being so kind to you. well if being honest he's always been such a sweetheart. he never made you speak in class, if you had ever skipped out on breakfast he'd offer you part of his own, he let you eat lunch in his room because you never enjoyed the overcrowded and loud cafeteria, he let you rant to him about your life and much more, he was in fact the best man you've ever met in your entire life. and now that you know his little secret you think he's gotten even better. he is very physically attractive that only added to your love for him. "no thanks." he's so sweet. he came to sit by you. "let's get straight to the point. yes I have been watching you for a while."he picks up your hands and wraps his hands around yours. "and I love you. one of the best students I've ever had and I have to admit you have a perfect body" there wasn't a hint of hesitation in his voice. he meant it and you could tell.

you couldn't even think your body moved on it's own as you leaned in to kiss him. it wasn't a subtle peck it turned into a full makeout session. there wasn't any resistance. especially when you maneuvered onto his lap and sat directly on top of his bulge. he let go of your hands and let them fall to your waist. your hands tangled into his brightly colored hair. his cold hands slipped under your shirt and went up your back before eventually coming back down to pull off your shirt.

"no bra on? what a dirty girl. I bet you don't have any panties under this little skirt of yours." and he guessed correctly and flipped up your skirt to of course see no panties. he gave you a light slap. "you're always so shy in public now you're acting like a little whore, don't worry baby I won't tell anyone about the type of videos that you make. that'll be our little secret." he kissed down your neck before sucking on your perky nipples. he was sucking all over your body like a starved man. he's sucking on you like he hasn't eaten in years. "you taste so well love, and those moans make me crazy." and he didn't disappoint you at all. you've been dying to meet him forever and this is better than you could ever expect.

he laid you out on his couch and worked his was down your body while unbuttoning his shirt before pulling it off and tossing it long away. he unbuckled his belt and pulling his dress pants completely off before leaving himself just in his boxers.

he pushed himself completely off your body. "please tell me I can go further I won't continue until you tell me I can." you stared at him like you didn't understand the language he was speaking you looked dumbfounded. no man has ever asked you before you just went along with it. "please tell me I can continue, darling." he practically begged you. "you can continue ajax."

"say my name again."

"what?"

"say it again."

"please continue ajax. I need it."

"fuck baby, the thing you do to me."

he got down onto one knee before bringing his face into your cunt. he put his tongue onto your clit first, your hands moved to his hair to pull him to your dripping heat. he kept both of his hands on your thighs to keep them spread apart. his cold hands felt nice since you felt like you were practically in a sauna. "please put your fingers in." you said quietly and he obeyed he took of one of his hands and slid it right into your heat. his fingers were so long he hit all the right spots. plus he was curling his fingers right into your g-spot. he could practically predict your body. he pulled down his boxer before his cock sprung to life from it's tight confinement. he lightly stroked himself, careful not to stimulate himself too much. you were practically in heaven as he ate you out. he's definitely more experienced than you'll ever be, which only makes it all the more better. you pulled and tugged against his scalp pulling his face closer into your heated core. your thighs clenched so hard around his head like you were trying to crush it. he couldn't help but moan into your cunt. your taste was something he wanted to drink up since the beginning of the school year.

the way he would eye you in class like you were an expensive art piece in a museum. he wanted you from day one and now that he finally has you he's never letting you go. he doesn't need that job anyways he has a business all the way across he world he makes money off of. he doesn't need a boring teacher job that hardly even pays utilities in his home. and know the effects of this scandalous relationship he has been developing with you will have to force him to quit.

"you taste so good baby" he pulled off your cunt to speak before you pulled him back in. long stripes of his tongue going up and down your cunt made you twitch and shiver. you were on the verge of letting your essence release until he pulled away.

"not just yet. I want you to cum on my cock. maybe next time you can cum on my face." he stood up and pushed your legs to your chest.

"next time?" you questioned looking up at him while he prepared himself.

"no way you expected this to be a one time thing." he laughed at your comment before lining himself up with your entrance. "this may hurt a little" and 'a little' was an understatement. no type of prep could get you ready for the way he stretched you. no college boy or sex toy could compare to how girthy he was. he was truly a work of art.

"no need to hold back your beautiful moans. it's just us two here darling." he leaned down and whispered into your ear. not that you wanted to but that statement alone made you clench around him.

"fuck.. you're so good." he groaned dropping his head to your shoulder. you took the opportunity to wrap your arms around his neck and curl your fingers into his hair.

"tell me when you're ready" it was considerate of him to wait for you but at the same time you couldn't wait at all. you needed him right now.

"p.. please ajax..I need you n..now.." you managed to push out just loud enough for him to hear. "by the way, I don't plan on starting slow."

after that statement he pulled out to his tip before slamming back in and starting off at a strong and fast pace. he was pounding you into his couch. it was practically impossible to hold back your moans as it felt like he was impossibly speeding up? you've been waiting for this moment for so long and to be fair you're satisfied with how it's turning out. of course you never expected your professor to be fucking you senseless but it's better than some random guy youve never met before. you could practically feel your eyes crossing. the pleasure was so substantial you couldnt even think straight.

"tell me when I hit your sweet spot baby" he asked you, never faltering at his pace and never stopping. you were a mess under him. screaming and crying for more, grabbing, pulling, and tugging on his ginger locks, you're face contouring into pleasure as he fucked you like a doll. you could tell he was quite experienced in the particular behavior. all of this and he hadn't even started on the best part yet.

"fuck !! right there !!" you screamed like you were in pain but in immense delectation.

"yeah? is that your spot baby?" and the impossible happened. he picked you up without pulling out and slammed you against the nearest wall. once again you thought it was impossible for him to go any harder or any faster than he was already going. but he pulled it off. he was fucking the shit out of you.

"I'm not stopping until I cum inside you. please let me cum inside you darling" he begged you looking you straight in your eyes. his hair a mess sticking to his sweat covered body. you both of you moved frantically to be in each other's embrace and to get lots of pleasure from each other.

"yes!! fuck you can cum inside!" you managed to spill out from your stuttery lips. your mind was going blank and you were seeing stars in your eyes. the feeling of him inside you was too much for you to handle. you could tell you weren't going to last much longer.

"are you gonna cum baby? cum all over my cock. I know you can do it baby." he pushed you further and further to the edge before you suddenly hit your high. the mix of plain and pleasure got the best of you and you came all over his cock. the feeling of ecstasy overwhelmed you making tears stream down your face. soon after he followed up with his own high and came inside you leaving his hot and leaky seed to drip out of you. this was definitely the best sex you've ever had.

"that… was better than expected." you huffed.

"what did you expect?"

"that you were some creepy old guy trying to kidnap me" the both of you laughed at your semi-rude remark

"I couldn't even if I wanted to" he pulled out of you and sat up against the couch and pulled you on top of his straddling his lap. you sighed in relief as you calmed yourself on top of him

"how was it, baby?" he quietly asked, rubbing your back in the process.

"amazing." the simple response was enough to let him know that he was able to satisfy your needs.

"glad you liked it darling" not that it was planned or anything but you ended up passing out on top of him. you couldn't stand to keep your eyes open a second longer. fatigue overtook all of your senses and your body making you sleep soundly and peacefully in his arms. he kissed the top of your head and let you sleep.

after today he knew he couldn't continue being a teacher. now that your his he won't let you go. that job will always be replaceable but someone like you..? he could never find a new.

you never thought the man that watched all of your camgirl streams and the man that sent you so much money could be your college chemistry professor. but in the end you wouldn't change this moment for anything ♡︎

to make this clear I do not support teacher x student relations. this is for FICTION PURPOSES ONLY !!

#[ 🎫 ] — events!

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ayatomic · 2 years

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𝐀𝐁𝐁𝐘'𝐒 𝟗𝐊 𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐔𝐏𝐒 : NOW CLOSED

..... loading matchup for @ayatonomy !!

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ayatomic · 2 years

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one other note: i have not left tumblr, i'm simply using a different blog. i do not plan to make it public, however if any mutuals wish to follow it, just dm me and i can let you know.

i'll log in occasionally to check, but that'll be it. thank you.

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ayatomic · 2 years

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heya. i think i have a few things that i want to say, so here goes.

first of all, and most importantly, i wish to apologize to anybody who i've hurt in the past. whether it be from my own bad articulation or actions that have come across in ways that i did not intend for.

over the last 24h i have had conversations with multiple people, and have realized how my actions may have impacted others to a greater extent than i had initially thought.

nothing that i have ever done has been done with malice. ever since joining tumblr, it has been my ultimate goal to spread as much positivity as i possibly can.

i am going to get slightly personal here, so i wish to preface this by me saying that i do not intend for it to be an excuse, but rather act as an explanation for my actions. it's never been a secret (especially to those whom i've interacted with one-on-one or in select discord servers) that i suffer with numerous mental health conditions on top of neurodiversity.

one thing that i have certainly realized recently is that this has affected my ability to see "grey areas". to me, things are quite black and white.

i think that what i'm trying to say, is that i'm sorry to anybody that i have hurt. i'm learning and changing as a person, as we all are. if anybody that has had any past issues with me wishes to reach out and clear any air, or feels like they are personally owed an apology from me, please do reach out. the best thing to do would be to contact my discord (if you have it), or to message me here with yours and i'll message you when i can.

#tw discourse

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ayatomic · 2 years

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my experience with juju (@seakicker).

hello, i would like to begin this by saying that i did not want to post this. however, i believe that it is at this point justified. i have spent a few months having issues with her, and it reached a breaking point when i was offered no opportunity to explain myself when presented with false accusations by juju in dms.

before getting in to anything i would like to share a note. screenshots of messages here are either from a public discord server, or have been retrieved with permission of the person that sent them. i do not believe it is okay to share private dms publicly, thus will not be doing so - there will only be summaries of private dms mentioned. in these screenshots, the names of users will be blocked out. some (primarily the ones from my public server) contain irrelevant messages that just happened to be in the middle of a conversation. they are not relevant, especially considering most of the people in them are no longer in the server. in addition to this, i think it is perhaps worth noting that "fauna" is my new alias, thus why it is present in most screenshots.

i do not have an exact date, but some time prior to february 7th i noticed that i was blocked on tumblr. initially i just let it slide, because i believe that the block button exists for a reason.

to myself, i narrowed it down to three things that it could be.

first of all is this occurrence from january 31st. for context, this is the same day that my discord server was made (link to the post that i made announcing the server). she was amongst the people who joined and the topic of tumblr’s tagging system occurred.

whilst i do regret pointing this out, i was reassured by juju that it was okay and that she did not think that i was trying to be rude. furthermore, i proceeded to apologize in dms and was once again reassured. i did not think about this again.

the second conversation i do not have screenshots of, and for that reason i shall explain. what occurred was another tumblr user made a comment regarding blackwashing in my server. please bear in mind that my server was new, and me and the rest of the staff team worked as quickly as we could to come up with a way to go about this. the person who made the comment was justly reprimanded and warned in a channel that is hidden from everybody except for me and my admins. the messages were deleted both in the channel that this occurred and in the hidden punishment channel (that part happens during every instance). (this has since been fixed with the addition of a bot to log such messages).

juju continued to attempt to educate this user in the public channel. staff did not really step in which was regretful, though there is no turning back the clock. this was settled privately. i have since explained this to juju in private messages, of which this issue was thus explained and dealt with.

finally, the reason that seemed to be the nail in the coffin and caused me to get blocked was me unfollowing her. i was not aware that i had done so until over a month later (march 13th to be specific) as this was caused by a glitch with tumblr itself. this same glitch also caused me to unfollow other mutuals.

i put his behind me and did my best to move on. yes, i am guilty of venting to mutuals about what happened. but i made it explicit every single time that i was in no way trying to change anybody’s opinions. i never intended it with any malice towards juju. and please feel free to ask anybody who i vented to about this, i am sure that they will back me up here. (because again, private dms.)

after being told that she was also talking to others about me, i saw no issue. however, when somebody comes to me and shares screenshots of a conversation where juju has shared messages from the aforementioned january 31st occurrence, i felt extremely uncomfortable. the screenshots were cropped to exclude the messages where some of my apologies and parts where she said that everything was okay and that things she knew i meant no harm were cropped out.

again, i do not recall ever having sent private dms to people. all that i sent were screenshots of what happened in my public server, which i deem entirely valid to do because it is a public thing. if this has ever happened, i sincerely apologize and that will never happen again.

after these screenshots were brought to my attention ( march 31st ), i made a vent post regarding things. yes, i was supposedly wrong about these accusations. i have since cut contact with the person who made me believe them. this is something that i apologized to juju for in dms, and thus something that i believed she accepted.

shortly after i made this post, i privately messaged juju on discord. again, i will not share screenshots of this conversation. a lot of miscommunications were discussed and seemed like they had been resolved, including all of the points above.

apologies were exchanged, and i truly believed this to be the end of things. whilst juju seemed happy to return to being mutuals, i expressed my discomfort with it, and suggested that i need the time to heal, which she said she respected. generally, things ended on fairly amicable terms.

on april 13th, i was made aware that juju was again talking shit about me. this was due to a third party who had joined her server, someone whom had been banned from my own discord server. for context, after much discussion, i decided to introduce a rule banning cis men from my server due to the actions of this person as well as members expressing discomfort with men in nsfw spaces as a whole. i made the decision after a long discussion with admins and mods, and added the rule on march 18th.

i let this slide once again, because it was such a minor thing to me.

however, on april 30th i was made aware of this, and i'll just let the images speak for themself here.

( link to ask )

here you can see somebody (names blocked for privacy) that is telling me about their experiences with juju, including how they were encouraged to send a spiteful anon to me. i wholeheartedly trust this person based on my interactions with them.

finally, i will deny any claims regarding me spreading juju's real name and proceeding to make fun of it. i never did this, as i do not know her name. i am aware that her discord profile was linked to other accounts, as this was a passing comment made by a friend of mine. in no way do i agree with doxxing in any way, shape, or form, much less bullying somebody for their name. i wish to also note here that i have asked juju about this (that is what i was referring to in this ask), as well as making a follow up message that i will happily welcome into my discord server to see for herself.

i genuinely have no clue why this has continued for so long. it's contributed to my stress and put a lot of strain on me. i wish only to exist in my little corner of the internet and not be dragged into this. this will be my final post about this situation as i wish to move on from it. i was genuine when i told juju earlier today that i wished to just ignore one another and put this past us, but i feel a need to share my experiences and sides of the story.

thank you for listening, i genuinely appreciate it. i don't wish to say anything further on this, unless juju herself is willing to reach out and reconcile. thank you again.

— thena.

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ayatomic · 2 years

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𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐓 — 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐏 𝐔𝐑𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐋𝐘 𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐃𝐄𝐃

hello everyone! I hope you haven't gotten sick of seeing me just yet, heh. as some of you know I recently came back from a hiatus I took from my mental health, but things have taken a turn for the worse and I need your help.

after several months of enduring mental, and what many times bordered physical abuse, I've come to the decision to move out of my dad's house, for the sake of my mental health and safe being. the only problem is that if I were to move in with my mom/ an apartment away from home I currently don't have the funds to do so.

as some of you know I work part time at a stables twice a week in lessons, but I only make around $15 bi-weekly. with that being said I am currently job hunting, still waiting to hear back from some applications I've sent in

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ayatomic · 2 years

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ARCHIVED.

— for a multitude of reasons, i'm leaving this blog. thank you all so so much for being so sweet, so kind, and so supportive. i truly cherish every interaction that i've had, and it was extremely fun. again, thank you.

— (note: i'll log in periodically to reblog fics that are part of my ongoing collab, if people still wish to participate.)

masterlist.

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ayatomic · 2 years

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✿ CHERRY PIE ! ( WILL YOU BE MINE ? )

pairings: arlecchino + sub fem reader.

notes: i literally cannot stop thinking about them, hopefully this gets the nastiness out of my system omg. + this switches between she and they pronouns for arlecchino !

warnings: naive reader, manipulation, violence (punching), bruises, branding, fingering, pussy slapping, name calling, potential dubcon depending on how it's read.

minors do not interact. | masterlist.

she likes her women dumb and vulnerable. if they're not? she'll break them down and beat them into becoming the perfect little princess that she desires.

the harbinger's favorite activity is to rid you of your clothes, bind your wrists, and secure them up above you, whilst you're nothing more than a lamb to a slaughter. they begin with lighter jabs and punches, admiring the way her knuckles decorate your perfect skin with hues of black and blue. the real sting came from her signet ring, adorned with her harbinger sigil — the cool metal branded your skin as her own, filling her with a rush of possessiveness as she used her darling over and over again.

as tears grace your lashline, arlecchino merely mocks you, calling you pathetic for not being able to take a little bit of pain. you're so weak, so stupid. of course you need a big, strong partner to take care of you. if they were to throw you out onto the cold streets of sneznaya, what would happen to a naive soul such as yourself?

by the end of the session, you're covered in a layer of sweat. your chest, stomach, and thighs are littered with her marks and the imprints of her ring. as arlecchino unties your binds, she cups your face, sudden tender disposition heavily contrasting that prior. they coo over you, praising you for being her pretty baby and reminding you how helpless you would be without her — besides, you were helping her get stronger, right? and you wanted your big scary girlfriend to take care of you, didn't you?

and by the looks of things. . . you enjoyed your lover's unconventional methods. her soft fingers traced a gentle line across your sternum and further south, eventually landing just above your bare cunt. touches became light, guiding you into a false sense of security before. . . slap ! the flattened palm of her hand collided with your drooling pussy, sending a wave akin to electro energy shooting up your spine. sobs filled the room, only comparable to the lewd sounds of arlecchino's fingers beginning to pound into your fluttering hole. the kind words only moments before were replaced by more filth, berating you for getting off to her causing you immense pain and being such a spineless slut that you needed a harbinger to take care of you. yet, you wouldn't have it any other way.

#₊˚✧ ﾟ. reruns

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