apparently, I joined this tumblr place at 4/19/23, 8:49:36 PM.

he's gonna kiss his wife rn, unprompted. 😊

𝐒𝐔𝐂𝐇 𝐀𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐒 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐅𝐅 𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐃 . ayaka tenses , her eyes widening as she stares at the intrusion of her husband into her space . it wasn't necessarily an unknown thing to her , but the action of initiation was a rarity . not that she blamed him . their union had been born of duty and not love , however , as time passed she found that there was an ease into such deeper adoration . the warmth of a kiss ( as sweet as honey ! ) meets her lips . though surprise paints her expression it softens . it's then that her body relaxes , eyes faltering as lashes brush the highs of her cheeks . without question she returns the kiss . the small of her leans into him as a hand rises to rest at the top of his chest to steady herself .

her world moves from something so simple . had she been so starved of affection for this long that a kiss uprooted her entirely ? or perhaps it was simply the fact that she was a young woman in love ... the thought lingers in the back of her mind and reddens her cheeks . she hadn't yet uttered the words to him ; in truth , there had never been a perfect time to say them . admittedly , a part of ayaka feared that maybe he didn't care for her in that way and that he were just doing his duty . she tries not to doubt him , especially now as their kiss grows into a gnawing hunger . the hand rested over his chest curls over the fabric of his shirt , both need and temptation beckoning her to continue . yet , the need for air breaks them . she pulls away , cheeks flushed and lips parted . ❛ i wouldn't mind if we did that more often , ❜ she says quietly , a light chuckle following her words as she keeps his gaze . before he can answer she initiates a second kiss , one with more urgency and demanding of his attention . her hand pulls at his shirt for him to come closer . right now all she cares about is to become lost in him ...

𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒓𝒂𝒔𝒂𝒈𝒊 𝒉𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒈𝒊𝒎𝒊 ©

“ 𝘥𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘭 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 ; 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘴 , 𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘶𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘢𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘱𝘵𝘩𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘴 . ”

i'm still keeping this blog low activity for the time being and will focus more on plotted interactions , but i'm open to anything right now !! i've just missed her <3

blows the dust off here

I’d be nothing without @visionhcld.

[    万事起头难。 ]           ✦           𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄       𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄     .       a   private   ,   low   activity   and   relatively   canon   divergent   rendition   of   genpact's    shenhe   .   highly   headcanon   based   and   open   to   exploring   many   verses   . minors   kindly   dni   .   brought   back   into   the   human   realm   by     lune     she/they     25+     GMT+1   .

i'm a little slow / nonexistent on my blogs atm . i'm just studying for my boards , picking up more at work , reading , and playing video games more . i still want to write and plot on here , clorinde , and my multi but it's on the backburner while i enjoy a lot of the other things i missed out on the last three years . i assure you it's not because i'm disinterested with anyone ! also , from january 16 - 23 i'll be with my family so my internet presence may be a bit scarce . it's my white coat ceremony and then my birthday during that time so i'll be out of town for a bit . thank you for understanding !

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𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐘 𝐍𝐄𝐖 𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟒

hi friends ! i know i'm a bit late with my post but i still wanted to post something regardless . 2023 had been one of the hardest years of my life thus far outside of the rpc , and even in it to be honest . i lost some good friends but gained some too . i've gotten to know so many of you on a deeper level and bonded with a lot of you over shared interests . so many of you have been patient with me on this blog because of school and for that i am immensely thankful ; i know you all followed because of your interest to write and i do apologize for not being able to fully deliver that due to my busy schedule . however , i do want to allot some time this year to be better about my time management . i honestly can't wait to see what this year brings !

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐘𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐎 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 (´｡• ᵕ •｡`) ♡

@diaboelic : courtney . one of my best friends . i know i can write essays on why i am so happy to have you in my life but i promise i'll condense it . it's so crazy to me that we've been friends for almost two full years . it's wild because it honestly feels much longer . i know we're both busy making big moves and even if we don't talk every day i am always rooting for you . you're so down to earth and somehow understand how i'm feeling without me having to say it . please keep sending me fanart and spamming me with ig reels . i take forever to look at them sometimes but i love them !! also , im sorry you lost your streak in duolingo but i still think you're ahead of me by like 4 days everytime i do it . COURTNEY - SAN WA WATASHINO SUKINA HITORIDE ( i think this was right but probably not lmfao ) . i can't wait to hopefully explore japan with you . fingers crossed it's this year haha

@visionhcld : b , i will always write nice things about you no matter what . you've been my friend for like .... what .... this would be 6 years ?!!! GOD . you've seen the best and the worst . crazy to think that we made it !!!!! i love you so damn much and i am so lucky to have you in my life . i know we don't write a million active threads atm or talk every day like we used to , but i assure you it doesn't change our friendship . i love being able to pick up where we left off like nothing ever happened tbh . some people don't have that and tbh , i'm so fortunate to have found that with you . we have a ridiculous amount of inside jokes and years of history to pick apart but i leave you with one . jejota !!!

@fairesky : shado . we found each other through the funniest circumstances but i am so happy we did . you have been one of my closest friends these last two years and through you i met some other amazingly wonderful people ( cough leon cough ) . your kindness is immeasurable and i have truly learned so much from you because of it . you've taught me how to be nicer , how to be a better friend , how to care for others in a way i'd like to be treated , and just overall improved my life the last year with your presence . i love you so much and i'm really happy to have gotten to know you better over the course of 2023 . who else will i be an absolute simp with if not you haha

@iirath: essek , i know you're already aware but i am so damn happy to have gotten to know you better over the last year , even more so the last few months . i enjoy talking to you about life and getting to learn about who you are beyond the surface level . you're honestly SO tilt proof ( lmaoooo ) and surely never get mad when we play league . SURELY . thanks for speed running stardew valley with me and letting me run around not knowing what to do while you carry our farm to its greatest potential . you really have become one of my good friends and please know i always look forward to your good morning message in the server with the tired cat emoji haha

@shokutsus : LEON !!!!!!! ayaki will always reign supreme and have the best ship name . i will fight anyone who says otherwise . okay but let me just say i fucking love you dude . i know we haven't had a chance to have our tea talks on fortnite the last few months but i admit , those were some of my favorites . you've helped me through some really tough times and been there for me as a friend when i needed someone the most . i really enjoy thinking of the wildest plot lines for our characters while sleep deprived and playing fortnite ( tbh crackabella and anakin lore was big brained of us ) or discussing with kaine and courtney which part of the centipede we'd be . weird shit but i laugh typing it out lol . okay but fr i want this year to be the best one yet for you !! ps . send more pixel photos

@rosahope : fae , thank you for becoming one of my good friends this year . i'm so blessed to have met someone as grounded as you and i don't tell you enough . i know i'm too much sometimes and impulsive af , but you are my voice of reason and i appreciate it so damn much . you've helped me think outside the box and take things one step at a time . you're one of the realest people and i always welcome your honesty even if it's not something i may initially agree with . tbh i think that's what makes you such a good friends because you're transparent with me . i really am so happy for your big moves with your new job and i am always rooting for you no matter what !! you'll always be my chibiusa and my jessie <3

@prettyguardian : niniiiiiii . firstly , thank you for coming into my life and being such an amazing friend . i admire your tenacity , your creativity , your openness , your vulnerability . the list goes on . you've been there for me when i sought some direction in my life and for that i want to thank you . i know we have yet to write more aerti things but please know i will always gladly write them with you . you've helped me heal with ff . i know that sentence may sound silly at some level but it is a big thing . really !! your friendship has only added improvement within my life and i can't wait to see where it goes this year . sending you all the good vibes for 2024 !!

@cybrvce : light !!!! i'm so fortunate to have gotten to know you more over the last year and actually write with you . your characterization is truly amazing and i'm always impressed with everything you write . yes im slow as molasses but i promise it doesn't mean it's because i don't care !! i just want to write for you when i'm at my best because i want to give you quality writing !! thank you for being patient with me though . you're so kind <3 i'm genuinely so excited to start this year with your friendship !!

@deadn30n : LOOK HERE ALEXANDRA . YOU MADE IT ON THIS LIST BECAUSE YOU ARE JUST A GEM . i know we only recently became friends but in that short amount of time we bonded by playing league for like 5 hours straight lmfao . thank you for feeling comfortable enough to ask me for advice and direction though . it means a lot to me more than you know !! also i am here to write yone and kai'sa mutually fangirling/fanboying over each other . that thread is so cute and i am excited to see where it goes . ALSO I'M A NOOB AT XIV SO YOU'VE BEEN WARNED . heck im just bad at all video games lmao . but i look forward to playing them with you !!!!

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐓𝐑𝐈 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

i can't write about everyone , but i can sure as hell tag you all . please know that even if we haven't actively written it doesn't mean i don't want to . i still support you as a writer and creator and enjoy seeing you on my dash !! i have hopes that maybe we can write some day ! but i know we're all busy or overwhelmed with things outside of the rpc so there's obviously no rush . and if we have written or talked then please know that you have truly made my experience here something amazing . i was always a bit scared to come back to such a big fandom , but so many of you have welcomed me in writing ayaka and given me the opportunity to explore her more . so thank you <3

@zaihuos , @autymns , @wcvensouls , @enjomo , @todestochter , @yizao , @ungest , @raikuro , @tealsteel , @sourcewater , @dcndrohime , @rikyos , @nekasu , @meropidas , @scarletooyoroi , @viaetor , @abyssin , @crownlcsking , @raytm , @iedolon , @noctumsilenced , @noctuafought , @capravulpes , @liightbringr , @chiheru , @foliarlight , @mercyburned , @apocryphis , @anostos , @theoneandonii , @gonguji , @sinspast , @mellodiies , @pietys , @knghted , @dualisume , @artificeheart , @erabundus , @momijiba, @supportingfire , @cloudhymn , and honestly all of you .

merry christmas to all who celebrate , and to those who don’t i hope you’ve all had a beautiful day ❤️ i’m sick and have pretty much been in bed all afternoon so my activity will drop everywhere for the time being until i get better . sending you all some positive vibes . i’m glad to have become mutuals with all of you and befriended many of you as well ! you’ve made my experience here on ayaka truly great and i can’t thank you enough !

there's something of relief she feels at his agreement to entertain a second meeting with her . she feels it even more so at how he doesn't seem to treat her any more special after learning who she is . while ayaka greatly appreciated the people who regaled her as the shirasagi himegimi back home , the title wasn't always a blessing . many put her on a pedestal and saw her as more of a figure than an ordinary girl . ayaka never saw herself as exemplary in anything except in her discipline with a sword , but those who revered her would simply beg to differ . at her core she was still just a girl and wriothesley treated her how she always wanted to be           ordinary .

❛ well , i'm here for a week depending on how things go at the palais , ❜ she says to him as she folds the napkin on the table to signal that she's finished . though it didn't seem to matter since in the duration of their conversation the staff had remained absent . ❛ i'd be glad to take some time away from negotiations to meet with you again though , ❜ the softness of her voice is laced with a genuine appreciation for his time . ayaka wasn't sure what he did for a living but a glint of sunlight reflected from his waist and the appearance of handcuffs allows for a good guess . perhaps he was like heizou and was a detective , or perhaps law enforcement like the garde .

her attention piques at his admission . given her suspicion that he was part of the law enforcement within fontaine it only made sense to know the iudex as well . ❛ ah , so you know him ! ❜ she can't help the excitement and interest in the revelation . the words that follow offer a slight reprieve on her nerves and she can't help but exhale with some relief . ❛ usually it's my brother who conducts business on behalf of the yashiro commission , ❜ ayaka begins , a sort of pensive and defeated tone in her voice . ❛ he's been rather busy as of late and i offered to do this on his behalf to the shogun . i don't want to let either of them down ... ❜ her voice trails off , but before she allows herself any time to accept the possibility of defeat she inhales sharply and looks wriothesley in the eye . ❛ so thank you . your reassurance means a lot . and i ... ❜ there's a pause , a soft smile pulling at the corners of her lips . ❛ i wouldn't mind the company there . i'd hate to get lost again . ❜

she repeats his name, testing the word, accented. and though the shift in his expression is almost imperceptible, he does seem to approve, like the sound of it. " yep. just wriothesley. " he repeats, hopefully discouraging any further questioning. if she is, indeed, as educated as she seems, she might find it odd, a man using a surname as his given with no proper family name to follow. and that? well, that would be a downer of a tale. he certainly doesn't want to get into it.

he huffs another quiet laugh at her compliment. and pointedly, he does not make an attempt to be humble and try deny it. why would he? in his opinion, it's true. sure, there are far wealthier, more traveled people top-side. but even so, she would be incredibly hard-pressed to find someone who appreciated tea the way someone like him would, someone who remembered a time he'd gone without it.

his interest clearly piques at the mention of what he presumes to be real, inazuman matcha. in truth, much of what fontaine boasts is a watered down version. and even the finer stuff lacked the art surrounding it. it would be an honor to be given a sample, truly.

his schedule, though, is... something of an issue. he lives hour-to-hour most of the time. without yet getting into the specifics— or making a promise he can't quiet keep— he nods to her suggestion, hoping she'll share in his optimism. " well, i imagine i'm probably more flexible than you. i live here, after all. how long are you in town? we could probably find some time in your schedule. "

if the circumstance is unusual, forward, he certainly doesn't seem to notice it. tea is for everyone, after all. and he sees no reason to ever place propriety above enjoying something. they could get into the details later, perhaps... if she's really serious. it would be easy enough to meet her somewhere top-side, so long as he had plenty of notice.

her next answer genuinely surprises him. and he leans back in his seat, blinking as he replies. " huh. never would have guessed. " he begins, thoughtful for a moment. then, he leans forward as if about to share a secret. is he grinning? " monsieur neuvillette? i know him, actually. don't worry; you two'll get along great. " it's meant as a compliment, that little quip. as polite as they both seem, he can't imagine the man not liking her and her feeling the same.

" he's a big fan of the arts, as is most of fontaine. i can't imagine he'll turn you down. " he continues, noting the barest hint of her nerves showing as the words leave him. it's the truth even if it's also a comfort. he hopes she'll realize that. " and an hour? oh, you've got time, then. " he gestures gently to the teacup in her hand, then. " when you're done, i can show you the way... i mean, if you need it. it's not far. " this offer, too, is given genuinely and so nonchalantly.

he really is just what he seems to be.

actor / actress au anyone ?

𝐝𝐲𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐜𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝟐.𝟎 : hi , everyone ! in an effort to overhaul my blog and focus more on threads i wanted to drop a new dynamics call for anyone still interested in interacting here . i've been away the last few months because of school and personal issues mentioned before , however , i do miss ayaka a lot and want to get into the swing of things again . if you'd like to establish a platonic , familial , romantic , or antagonistic dynamic ( or one not mentioned ) please feel free to hit the ♡ and leave a comment for which one(s) you'd like or potentially explore . it just allows me direction when answering memes , writing replies , etc . thank you !!

BARKING. BARKINGGGG. THIS EVENT HAS REVIVED AYAKA MUSE TO THE MAX AND I AM ITCHING TO WRITE.

ayaka kamisato has a degree ... in being the fucking cutest

I AM OFFICIALLY DONE WITH MY MASTERS ON THIS RANDOM TUESDAY NIGHT . I JUST HAVE TO TAKE ONE MORE BIG TEST FOR MY BOARD CERTIFICATION BUT THEN YOU CAN CALL ME ASTRID , RN , BSN , PMHNP . it feels so surreal . this past year has been a difficult one but i made it . i came out stronger and am ending this year with a bang !! i'm so thankful to you all for understanding and being patient with me . i'm crazy and already thinking about going back for my doctorate but we'll see . or ... i may apply for med school because why not . anyways , i wanted to share this accomplishment with you all ! i'll try to be here more but your girl has some tuition to pay off so i'll be busy picking up shifts . anyways ... if you wanna plot or write you can catch me on discord @ astrussy . i have so much to catch up on but I AM FREE !!!