Place to hopefully post art and such i make. At this point most of my art is fan art of final fantasy 6 or Sky children of light. I spent well over a decade maybe sketching 1 picture a year. In 2022 i desided this wouldnt continue. I drew maybe 5 scetches from jan till sep that year. In october i spent most of the month finishing an art. An actual finished piece. Something i had not really managed since highschool! Then i made a second, and a third. I am still slow, i still have so much room to grow in art, but for the first time since i fell into the pit of depression in my 20s i am creating with joy.
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This week i have gotten so little writing done lol. I kinda got sick and just have been either sleeping or drawing.
Plus side i got the Cyan kitty drawn and worked on the gif i have been chiping away on and finished a drawing for next month and started another for next month.
But like no writing.
Well some, i rewrote two parts i didnt like, but that is very little for a week. Ah well i am starting to feel better so hopefully Monday will go a bit better on the writing lol
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One of the things i am trying to learn to learn to differentiate is when i dont like a piece of my writing because
1. the writing needs to be reworded and smoothed out
Or
2. I some how messed up a chunk in voice, action, or plot development and the whole piece needs to be scraped.
The first isnt a big deal, i can just fix it when i go over it later, the second however will make my writing come to a screeching halt days later because i got myself off track.
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I miss you
I really love Sky.
At this point i have been playing so long many, many of the people i used to see every day have... just stoped playing.
There was one person who started about the same time i did. We played together for hours a day. Then their life got busy... i still miss her.
Did this like 2 years? Ago? Back when i was fighting for my dang life just to sit down to draw. Took like an hour on it. It aint good, but i like it anyway!
#my art#my artwork#sky children fanart#sky children of the light#sky cotl#I think this may have been the first thing i drew with the art program i use#If not it was one of two posible ones#I am so so proud of myself#It used to be a struggle to sit to draw for an hour#Then i pushed and got it to two hours#And it was hard but i did it#Then i pushed and got to being able to stop and get back to an art! Two day art!#Then 3 days!#A month!!!#Doing art over a month in 2 to 3 hour blocks!!#I am now up to 5hr chunks!!!#And i am just!! So so proud of myself for geting this far over two years!
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Art Thou Sure the Ears Are Required?
Sabin: yea! Totally! Got to have both the ears and the Tintinnabulum!
Cyan: ... well if thou art sure...
Ghost of Elayne: damn by husband is cute! *high fives Sabin*
#final fantasy 6#final fantasy fanart#my art#my artwork#ff6 project#final fantasy vi#ff6#cyan garamonde#Cat boy#I spent 10 hours on this#Why? It was just for a shit post lol#Ah well it came out nice#I tried to do a better face than usual#I tried. I even got a referance for all the good it did#I am rather proud of tgat bell#The copper clasp is cute too
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I draw so slow like dang. 2hrs and i have... like 1/10th of the outline done at best. There isnt even a background or color...
Me: "i will just sketch this silly idea real fast!"
Me, two hours later: "well you see when i said sketch i ment trying to do a slightly more realistic face than usual and trying to make nice lines"
#Just talking#I am trying real hard on this and i dont know why#It was ment to be a shit post damn it
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Head canons i consider solid enough to just be canon.
Terra is fully trained in using Magitek armor.
My proof here is she is the only one to ever be able to use all the functions of the armors. It makes since to have a "basic function mode" that is easier to use. No one wants random untrained soldier #3 shooting off misles or bio attacks.
The Phoenix Magicite was stolen from Kohlingen in the attack, and was the reason the Empire was even there.
Proof includes that the old man knew to send Locke looking for a thing in the first place. The old man probably had the magicite origonaly.
The Returners used to be a larger organization.
At least one npc mintioned they had heavy losses. Plus their location is poor, and in only one place. It seems more like a flee point. There should have been at least two to three more such bases especially since they are shown to have such influence in Figaro, Doma, and Narshe.
Celes and Maria are the same person.
Not so much proof exactly as... opera singing is an extremely difficult skill. So is stage acting. These are not things someone could just do. She had to have training before this. Also Maria is NEVER seen nor mintioned again.
Cyan and the hurt soldier in Mobliz, from Maranda became friends while Cyan was there and the soldier told Cyan how bad the attack on Maranda was.
Cyan jumped right to what happened to Maranda when he met Celes. Not to say that word wouldnt have gotten out about it, but it was a strong and pointed rage more in line with him equateing it to his own situation, and recently.
The flash back to Terra's parents was a vision from her father.
It was all from his point of view. It was his memories he was sharing with his daughter.
The poison that killed Doma was in the air, Cyan survived because he was high enough to get a small dose.
There would be no other way for everyone to drop like that unless it was in the air. Not everyone would be drinking freshly pulled water at the same time.
The three dream 'stooges' and Wrexsoul werent actually real. It was the Magicite Alaxander trying to help.
You find the Magicite right where you finish the fight. Plus the whole thing was a weird form of counseling.
Related, the charicters are already/still asleep when the three dream 'stooges' show up.
... like... you jump in to Cyan. That is dream logic.
Ok those are the ones i can think of right now. So i will leave this list here. I probably forgot some, i made this list because i couldnt sleep 🤣
#final fantasy 6#Ff6#Final fantasy 6 theories#Ff6 head canons#The game is so vague on some stuff it us hard to tell what is actual subtext and what is unintended implications#Mind these are still opinions#So if you disagree no big#This is just the only way i have been able to put these together
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me: "oh hey! I could have this connect like this! This is a good head canon that will work in this story! I just need to see what exactly it said in game"
Me: "wait... it already draws a straight line to... ?? Ok... maybe not a head canon? Is this actually implied or am i just..." 🤨
This is now one of THOSE THINGS that i feel like the writers ment but did not have time and space to be really clear on.
#ff6 project#just talking#One day i will make a LIST of things i think are way to solid head canons#This is not the day#This is about Cyan and the injured soldier in mobliz becoming kinda friends while they were there#And having some dark talks about what happened to their homes#Explains how pissed he gets at Celes about Maranda when they meet in Narshe#As well as why he takes up trying to chear up Lola later#It isnt just him greaving vaguely. He is greaving a young man specifically and what could have been for the young couple#Maybe this is obvious to some people but damn did i only now see it
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I’m surprised Sabin didn’t get swept away by the ocean and end up on the other side of the world, knowing him.
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It isnt that i didnt see where people were coming from about long fic. The responses about not reading anything really long.
But today i was looking for a nice fanfic to read, and i found a long one that i thought may be interesting. I had to back out before geting to far because it was just... boring.
When ever that happens i have taken to forceing myself to read and figure out why i dont like it. And that brings me to why i think people balk at high word counts.
It was boring because it had to many words. To much was said with 5 or even more sentences when it could have been 2 or just left out completely.
I am aware what i have now on my story likely needs to be cut and combined in places.
That there are to many of the wrong words. Places where more descriptions are needed and places where characters get stuck in their own heads.
But despite being at almost 150k words i am actually trying to keep it short.
The problem is i am focusing on charicter development, and well there is so so much there and it is slowing me down lol.
Hopefully what i end up with will not be boring. I plan on asking my beta readers to mark where it drags so i can fix it. But i would rather not bore my friends and make them regret agreeing to this 🤣
#ff6 project#Seriousy i got my friends on board before it got so long#One has played the game and is a fanfic author#The other has never played it but writes#Then there is my mom who was the one who taught me to write and had some self published stuff like 20years ago#My mother also doesnt play games so i only really got one beta that can check for game stuff#But since this is kinda a test run for writing original fiction 2 betas from out of the fandom will probably help#I asked my dad but he just kinda looked at me and was like 'uh... i dont really like to read?' Which was the answer i expected 🤣#But he played the game way way back#We played together#Omg if i realized this was going to be such a large project i probably wouldnt have started#But i am COMITED now...#I have been pleasantly surprised my ADHD has been on board for this long#But like. I have always loved to write
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No Escape
This part is one of the instances where because of how the game does partys with only seeing the one character you get some odd impressions of what happens.
I can see Cyan just kind of going along with this, but Shadow and Intercepter i would think would be like "no, thats fine"
My fave part of this is that ghost just... hanging on. I am fairly sure that was the idea that promted this 🤣
I started this a year ago as a quick 2h draw, got so so frustrated trying to draw the guys i just stoped and put it aside for a year lol
I really wanted to finish this one though, so i picked it back up yesterday and finished it today. While there is more i could do to it, it started as a quick draw so i wanted to keep it to fairly short times.
My quick draws went from 2hrs to 5-6hrs in a year so... lol this was probably about 6hrs.
#final fantasy 6#my art#my artwork#ff6 project#cyan garamonde#ff6#sabin figaro#I drew the train last year and didnt want to redo it#But it looks like two sub sandwiches and i can not unsee#If i was to start this over i would do a lot differently but i wanted to keep what i had done over a year ago
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*looks up average chapter length in books*
"Book chapter length usually is in the 3k-4k range"
*looks at my chapter lengths*
I am thinking i may talk to much? My SHORTEST chapters are the only ones in that range... there are 3 of em... 6 are about or over 10k... (i am at 17 chapters)
Welp i know i will be cutting some of it anyway, i will worry about being to wordy later.
#just talking#I just finished the longest chapter#It is over 13k words#It should be the longest one by the end#I was originally going to have the part before it with it but i split it into 2 chapters because over 15k seemed a bit much#But this part needs to be together. Or at least i feel like it does#So... 13k it will be i suppose#Maybe i can cut some of the count by moving things around#Part of the problem is i dont want to cut much from the game#And that means having little things that happen that ups the word count
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Seriously i have been working on this part all month, it is eating me.
The tragedy of Doma is just...
This part is so so hard, it took me over a week to realize why i was acting weird. I dont do well with grief, i just... shut down. I am not the most aware of my emotions on the best of days but i am just not ok, and so off. i was so confused because nothing had happened.
Then it dawned on me i was trying to see from Cyan's point of view and that kind of pain just... shut me down.
I hope i can get this part to do what i want it to. But damn is it all going to need work from what i have. I kept having to stop and gloss over because it was jacking me up so bad.
I am not even TRYING to go deep into the grief in this! I dont want it to be that depressing! I dont think what i wrote is very deep on it but just puting myself there even to lighten it is... damn it is taking my ass out...
i really underestimated how hard it would be emotionally to try and put myself in the mindset of a man who lost so much at once.
This part has been so so hard to get through.
And i feel like i havent done it justice at all.
#Hello darkness my old friend. Would you mind fucking off again#I have depression i do not need this crap#I need to figure out a way to not have it kill me to write this stuff#Welp the whole point of this project is to learn how to write books#Guess this is an important lesson
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i really underestimated how hard it would be emotionally to try and put myself in the mindset of a man who lost so much at once.
This part has been so so hard to get through.
And i feel like i havent done it justice at all.
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... huh ok this chapter is already pushing 10k and it is probaby, at best, only 2/3 done. i wanted to do this whole part in one chapter but it is looking like it will have to be split... that will probably leave me with a short chapter and then a long chapter...
or keep it all together in one really long chapter i guess.
I will probably have to tweek it once i get to editing to smooth out pacing either way...
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my ADHD ass
I want to write it is time to write, i want to be writing...
😭😭😭 why is i not writing!? 😭😭😭
HOW DID I END UP ON TUMBLR!?
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Something Aint Right
This whole part was kinda startling to me when i was little. I really didnt get what was going on just that now two of my people were gone!
That they were bad people kinda didnt click the first time i played this. In my defince i was like 9? And had the reading comprehension a rock. (Seriously no shade to baby me i had a very very hard time learning to read because of learning disabilities)
I did this one sometime last year. This was a lot of fun to make! Took forever! Ment it to be a sketch! I realized that the water in the picture should have been ice way to late and just said 'whatever i aint fixing it' 🤣
I want to point out the attempt to make the shadows in back look like wings and the shadow talons in front reaching for Biggs and Wedge kuz i remember trying real hard on that :D
#ff6 project#ff6#final fantasy 6#final fantasy vi#my artwork#my art#terra branford#Not sure it counts? But she IS in there lol
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