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anissaanon · 3 years
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Lemon Water
Clink clink goes the ice in my cup as I pour a fresh glass of lemon water
As the seasons change from winter to spring, I notice the weather got hotter
Though I'm covered in sweat
I continue to wear sweaters because of my silhouette 
A constant reminder when I look in the mirror
The mocking voices becoming clearer and clearer 
A separate plate for me at dinner 
My Mom and Dad hoping to make me thinner 
As the lights in the house go dim
I await in the bathroom two fingers to make slim 
I tie up my waist as the night gets hotter 
Clink Clink goes the ice in my water 
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anissaanon · 3 years
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Depressed
Waking up most day is a challenge
Why wake up when your dreams, 
A world of fantasy is better than your own life.
“You're just Lazy” 
Your parents snicker at you. You feel alone, isolated, so you keep a distance from the things that once brought Joy 
 “You’re Just Bored”
Your Friends say as they only see the mask you wear and believing it’s 
HAPPINESS
The long shirts and sweaters you wear in the summer, Your silent cry for help but it 
DOESN'T
Work, Sleepless nights, Sleeping days 
Time passes but you don't bother to keep track 
You fantasies about your worries, your fears fading away, you fading away
A world where you don't 
EXIST
A thought that consumes you, a solution you don’t seek but seems like the only option.
What would it do to your friends, to your family, to your loved ones, what would their lives be if I wasn’t here 
ANYMORE
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