this came to me in a vision

Okay I was venting abt this yesterday but I wanna make an official post. I have this job interview on Wednesday but as of right now I am rlly struggling and my phone service is about to get shut off and I really need to prevent that from happening so I can communicate w the hiring manager and so I don’t have to walk there by myself with no way to contact anyone… 😭 it’s not safe out here and also if I don’t get this paid I’m just gonna end up losing this phone plan/phone number which is attached to all the job applications I’ve sent in to different places and is my primary means of communication . If any of u help me out w this I can pay u back at a later date, whatever u need. I just really need this job search to go as smoothly as possible bc life has rlly been kicking my ass lately . The bill is kinda high but that’s bc it covers 3 months (which is a rlly good deal in the long run) and I don’t have the option to pay for a shorter period through this plan

I have literally not a dollar to my name and I’d rlly appreciate any help I can get.

My cashapp/venmo/paypal are all karmabauer

yemen is the poorest nation in the arab world. but in two weeks time, it did what no oil or gas- rich arab nation could do. by seizing three ships and costing i****l more than 2 billion by forcing its ships to go around africa, yemen showed up.

stop getting so obsessed with fictional dudes like get real. start downloading millions of images of real men with families

JASON X (2001) dir. James Isaac

i need everyone to see the funniest fucking pigeon rescue in the world

ethel cain shot by caden clinton (2022)

i love this image

it is occurring me thaf i can only take so much. just kidding im the strongest girl alive and can withstand any thing

🎶 baby duck du du du du du du 🎶

The Palestinian village of Aqabat Jaber, 1986.

grief will make you do crazy things. it will electrify the elegant, flower-stem neurons in the amygdala of your brain, will pluck them like an instrument. in ancient rome, grief made men twirl in their thin, leather sandals and pirouette until their feet bled; in india, it walked widows onto pyres waiting for fire. the persians gave the bodies of their deceased beloveds to dogs; the egyptians buried them with their servants. grief will make you laugh at the funeral, weep over the cereal bowl; it will buzz your feet until they start dancing in the middle of the night. it’s grief that inspires the unlikeliest of bedfellows. it will convince you, tugging at the hem of your ragged cotton robe — the one you’ve had since your father bought it for you in latakia when you were fifteen, the one that will always smell hazily of summer — that the building is on fire, the world is on fire, and you’ll only find water in one place: a city as far away from here as you can imagine. grief will pack your bag, quit your job, buy a white dress. it will make you say yes.

the arsonists’ city, hala alyan

the longer i live and create art the more i realize the categories of "edgy" are so socially constructed... i'll get called an edgelord for something i wrote and it'll just be like. something that happened to me or a friend that i cribbed for artistic inspiration. like oh wow people do see certain kinds of violence as inherently Unreal, like, the people they happen to are purely theoretical and couldn't actually be artists themselves, or even just like, present in totally typical daily life. and it's made me a lot more sympathetic to so-called "grimdark" art tbh!

To Wong Foo, Thanks for Everything! Julie Newmar (1995) dir. Beeban Kidron