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andiska · 7 months

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KTY_309 4EVA, GG4EVA

This tumblr post entry is 3 years 1 month after my last one, and this is about an event I attended 3 months ago. An event that made me go way back to the first time I liked this girl-group, and especially this one small cute little person. She's 2 years older than me, but I do want to put her in my pocket.

It all started around May-June 2023 when I saw information on Twittter (yes, I'm never going to call it 'X' though) that my bb is going on tour, which my half-ass country got listed in. There was rumor on dates and venue capacity, when it was officially announced turns out different date and venue capacity from the rumor. I was very worried if I didn't get ticket for Jakarta Taengcon, I even determined to save money to go to Bangkok to catch the tour.

And on June 30th, my sister helped me to war on the tickets. And I got the ticket! I got a lot of consideration but because I reaaaaally want to go, so I went. And it was the best decision I've ever made, and to think I will very regret it if I didn't go. The concert was very very very good. We can see that, even after few months I'm still thinking and talking about the concert and even cried myself out everytime I see KTY on social media.

Their last activity as a group was on August 2022 which they released a full album on their 15th anniversary, for the sake of the fans. It was truly my only ups in 2022, so I enjoyed it very much. Other than being fatherless, which I didn't enjoyed it that much.

And before 2022, it was 2017. Their last year being active, and which 3 from 8 was out from SM, between 2017 to 2022 it was just normal fangirling mood because fans were kind of both pessimist and optimist to see another group activity. That is until I went to Taengcon...

Yup, that's me. 10 years apart. Wearing my own designed t-shirt for the concert 😅

I mean, look at her 😳🥵

The concert was very emotional for both KTY and all fans, from the first time she come up on stage we can really see and feel how she's very nervous. And went along the way until the end we can see her very playful, flirty 😳, and happy to interacts with the fans. And we had our fan events which one of them is a banner said

"태연 마음 = 소원 마음"

meaning Taeyeon's Heart = Sone's Heart.

Which KTY herself agreed on it 👍🏼

And now all my feelings from before adult life has come to the surface once again, and we're both #YATEAM so here we are.

I was so happy to see her happy at the concert, doing the best thing that she love very much. And with the deadly wavy black hair, just O M G it feels like my birthday that day.

I'm going to meet her again soon, I know I will, I know I am.

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andiska · 4 years

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andiska · 4 years

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Di Bandung.

Wajib

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andiska · 4 years

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Perjalanan ke Barat Mencari Kitab Suci -- Aug '20

Post yg terakhir kemarin ditulis sebelum rona happens, trus abis gitu antara males dan juga males wkwkwk pgn ngutruk tapi agak ngambek sama 2020 jd yauda enggak. Tapi di Agustus terjadi perjalanan keseruan dan banyak poto-potonya, kalo nga ditulis ntar keburu lupa atau keburu males lagi. So here goes koleksi pemandangan dari dalam mobil ~ (not in particular order)

Pemandangan dari dalam mobil yg lagi diangkut kapal, males turun dari mobil karena bete udh harus pulang (Ketapang - Gilimanuk)

Ngantre ~

Sebagai sunset person agak takjub lihat sunrise karna biasanya jarang banget effort liat sunrise, kalau aku berada dalam situasi melihat sunrise itu berarti emg cantalidur gaez. Dan tau habis ini mah serab banget pasti hehe.

PLTU Paiton, seru banget lewatin sini malam-malam karna wuaaaaaw banget kayak tempat suting Spiderman vs Electro. Tapi komentar kami lewat sini adalah "oh iniiii yg waktu itu bikin mati lampu se-jawa" wkwkwkwk.

Lagi nunggu ditilang pakpulici di gerbang keluar pelabuhan, karna perjalanan menggunakan mobil bodong alias no surat dan plat mati hihihi

Bagus ya ini kalo gak salah di area hutan raya Baluran, dikit lg sampai pelabuhan Ketapang.

Sunrise waktu berangkat, di Tol baru transjawa itulho. Tepatnya gaktau dimana pokoknya sebelum Sidoarjo kalau dari Timur.

Nah ini sunset waktu mau pulang. Terlihat jelas perbedaan nya kan, waktu berangkat bagasi nya kosong cuma isi tas baju aja. Waktu pulang bagasi nya full sama makanan dan segala barang bawaan yg ingin dibawa dari rumah di Bandung ke Bali hehehhe. What a great trip it was, sungguh semua aspek nya serba kejutan tapi mantep banget. Thanks untuk semua kawan-kawan yang terlibat, Thanks Allah sudah beri keselamatan di perjalanan (oya di jalan aku terus yg berdoa, yg lain aamiin doang) ya gpp deh alhamdulillah doaku masih didengar qiqiqiqi. Last but not least thanks rona lah karna tanpa corona belum tentu bisa dapat pengalaman pulang ke bdg rame-rame dan seseru ini hehehe. Dah ya f u rona~

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andiska · 4 years

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2020

Hehheehehehe kemarin2 dah sempat tulis panjang lebar trus bagus gitu in englays tau2 Opera na crash yauda we hilang yah, mungkin emg ga boleh ditulis hanya boleh ada di kepalaku aja. Ya intinya trims 2019 untuk perjalanan mental nya. Trims untuk org2 yg semi udah aku hapus dari hidup aku, trims udah sadarkan aku betapa berharga nya self-love dan betapa berharga nya makna true friends, betapa berharga nya segelintir manusia lain yang tetap ada, trims udh kasih aku kesempatan untuk lihat warna asli kamu kamu semua. Trims sebanyak2nya untuk segelintir manusia lain tsb, yg sudah selalu ada sama aku, dengerin kegundahan hati aku, ingatin terus aku, terima kasih banyakkkkkkkkk sekali. Thanks 2019 see u never ~ inget ya gaez, karma is a bitch and u know it.

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andiska · 5 years

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🌴🌴🌴🌴🌴🌴🌴🌴🌴🌴

#deardiary

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andiska · 5 years

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Juga sebuah appreciation post untuk my fav month of the year, September. Trims Allah sudah beri aku usia panjang yang bertambah lagi satu di tahun ini, trims Allah sudah beri rezeki berlimpah untuk orang-orang terdekatku yang jadinya bisa sambangi aku di sini, trims Allah sudah hadirkan manusia-manusia terbaik yang bisa ada terus bareng aku, trims Allah sudah beri aku rasa, trims Allah sudah kasih aku kesempatan kedua untuk berada di sini lagi….. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

♥

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andiska · 5 years

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Another appreciation post for the treeeeeeeesss 🌳🌳🌳

Pantai Mengiat, Nusa Dua. 2019.

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andiska · 5 years

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(Foto diambil di Puja Mandala, Nusa Dua. Bali, 2018)

Alasan ternyata kenapa aku betah tinggal di Bali adalah karena, kehidupan bermasyarakat disini benar-benar bukti manifest nyata dari Indonesia yang kupelajari di buku PPKn waktu SD. Indonesia yang penuh toleransi, tenggang rasa, keberagaman dalam keberagamaan, bahwa “berbeda-beda tapi tetap satu” itu benar adanya bukan hanya sebagai slogan saja. Tapi benar-benar bisa kita lakukan, kita saksikan, kita rasakan disini.

Setiap lihat pemandangan kerukunan antar umat beragama disini tuh kayak seneng banget aja gitu, contoh terakhir yg kulihat sesimple hari Idul Adha yang jatuh di hari Minggu. Pagi solat ied di lapangan Renon, berbarengan dengan aktivitas warga lain yang tidak merayakan hari raya untuk sekadar berolahraga di lapangan tsb. Siang setelah bubaran pembagian hewan kurban, berbarengan dengan bubaran umat kristen dan katolik setelah melakukan ibadah di gereja nya masing.

Ya gitu deh ah intinya Dirgahayu Republik Indonesia, aku cinta Indonesia tanah air nya tapi sm org2nya gak terlalu. Semoga segera bangkit menjadi Indonesia yang Indonesia bangettttttt bukan contekan dari negara lain gitu hehhehe. Semoga segera merdeka karna ini mah belum merdeka, cuma ulang tahun aja.

Huh 😒

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andiska · 5 years

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pada cakep2 bgt mb nya~

Emma Bernache from Men I Trust, and

Rachel Weisz ♥

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andiska · 5 years

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The Internet

We all know that the internet is both a gift and a curse for the human race. Because it’s simplify our life in all aspects, but also terrifying if we don’t use it wisely. For me personally, I love the internet because it’s my source of information and also it facilitates me to connect with people back home. When some people say that the communication you had in the internet is not real, well for me it’s super real. I mean for example, Instagram Story. There’s a lot polemic going on like it’s only for likes or their image on social media. But to me it’s like mini reunion to have just a little chit-chat with all my friends, like I almost always like to replying on my friends’ story to supporting whatever happens in their life, or simply just to say hi. And from there it’s expanding to other topics. I know that adult life sucks, really sucks to the core. But the internet helps me get through this, to reconnect with people who I haven’t met for like years.

So yup, I ❤ the internet

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andiska · 5 years

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“Having a soft heart in a cruel world is courage, not weakness.”

My first post this year will be dedicated to a thought that has been lingering in my head for the last decade I guess. Also to celebrate that my smart-ass country’s decision to block tumblr for the last 2 years has been invalidated.

So, the thought of this has been came bubbling to the surface when some time ago I stumbled upon to this song:

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With a cut of lyrics that say:

Now that I'm older

My heart's colder

This song came on shuffle while I was on my motorbike driving through the highway with a scene of an almost landed airplane and a sunset, (yes, a perfect situation to get all melancholy with a song and just in time to having a self-reflect moment lol). It hit me with a question in my head, “why should everyone say that along with our age get older, get our hearts colder?” On the contrary I feel that my heart grows warmer each day, now that I’m older.

How on earth I can say that is because the more we see things in this world, good or bad, should be a trigger to our deeper emotion, that every being in this world has the right to live their life happily after all what happened in the past. So that treating others with a good heart is an option, and not an ashamed thing to do.

Point is, we all knew that we live in a cruel cruel world. So why would we want to make it worse by treating others badly?

Although I’ve been perplexed with it for years, like “why should I be the only good person in this world, if others are not having the same intention like me?” Because I’m not gonna lie, I’ve been wronged, I’ve been cheated my whole life and I’ve been blaming myself for all that, for naively thinking that maybe, maybe everyone have at least a good heart, for being all out to each of my friendship I had with everyone else, my absolute gift and curse. And I’ve been venting about that to some of my closest friends, and their advice got me thinking. They said that it’s okay to be who I am, because we all need at least one person like that in this world, also because what goes around comes around. If I do good, good will come to me. I said, OK THEN I’LL TRY.

So, yeah.

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andiska · 6 years

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Kompilasi Foto Monyet

Monyet nyanyi. Happy Puppy Teuku Umar, 2018 ♪ ☼

Aku dan Monyet. Pantai Melasti, 2018 ♪ ☼

Monyet bandel. La Laguna, 2018 ♪ ☼

Monyet’s day. Denpasar, 2018 ♪ ☼

Kado dari Andiska, Dea, Hafiizh untuk Monyet. Denpasar, 2018 ♪ ☼

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andiska · 6 years

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Bandung, 2018

My definition of love wins, my happy pills, my kind of people, my inner circle, my 24/7, my 911.

Terima kasih sudah jadi temanku, dan sudah terima ku jadi teman kalian. Terima kasih sudah cukup kumpulkan kenangan lagi untuk kubawa kembali ke Bali, We know life sucks, the concept of time is also sucks. But as long as we have each other, and know how to cherish the moment, I think I can live with that.

Good luck to us all. See you soon, my friends ♥

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andiska · 6 years

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Bali 2017

Pantai Mengiat.

Tempat favoritku di Dalung, ada pura, mesjid, dan gereja yang bersebelahan. Semua damai tanpa perlu ada keributan. Caption foto ini “walau berbeda-beda tapi tetap satu (rt/rw)” soalnya kan tetanggaan hhehehhe. Salah satu hal yang sangat kusuka dari tinggal di pulau Bali, semua umat beragama bergandengan, beriringan dengan damai.

“When the power of LOVE overcomes the love of POWER then the world will know peace.”

tapi hanya mimpi ~

Nusa Dua, Bali.

Tempat favoritku di Bali di kala weekend, Pretty Poison ♥

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andiska · 6 years

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Jakarta, Oktober 2017

Jakarta ~

Di jakarta yang terus memetropolitankan Agama yang terus kau pegang Dengan sangat teguhnya Suara bus kota datang dengan ramainya Inikah panggilan untuk menjadi dirimu lagi ataukah diriku yang telah berubah? Jakarta ~

(Jakarta, Luky Annash)

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andiska · 6 years

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