: Wie geht es dir?

Ich: Ich habe seit drei Stunden nicht geweint. Ich würde sagen, es geht mir gut.

The girl who was always hungry, lost her appetite.

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it makes me sick. the whole self-doubt. the self-hating. be alone, even though so many people are around you. I keep trying to keep up, although I have no more strength. I admit with all the effort. I'm a huge chaos. help. I push away my friends from me, so I can not hurt them. and so I hurt myself the most. if I would only see a light at the end of the tunnel. a glimmer of hope. a tiny sign that shows me that everything will be fine again. maybe I would not be so depressed. but currently I have no alternative.

I use humor to cover up the fact that I want to jump off a bridge