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"I was an angel"

Alternate gabriel x reader

Synopsis and small update: I've started school again, and wow...my back Is actually killing me from standing for 7 hours straight everyday 😭 posts are gonna slow down a bit but I do have stuff in my drafts. The inbox is temporarily closed as well. This is just a small post, really a ramble from alternate gabriels pov about his s/o, that he finds over and over again

Walking upon a scorched earth. The land hot and the sun. They leave their filth everywhere, they kill all the animals without a care, discarding them like objects once they've gotten to bask in the glory of their kill. They are no more animals then the ones they hunt.

No

They are all monsters.

In a land of monsters, a godless land. they hide but I will not go away. No. They love me. Adore me, their hands small and covered with sin as they reach out to me. They reach forever, I will never let them touch me. They bask in my glory, they are lucky to do even that

Their Round dull and yellow teeth, pulling into sick smiles to me. But then their small mouths are pulled into Snarls, with their teeth barred to each other. Hate, envy, prejudice Ugliness in their eyes.

Truly these creatures are beyond redemption, they have no care in the world for anyone but themselves. But I have a solution. I have the perfect victims to fall for my temptation. How pitiful they look, crestfallen as they suffer from their actions. How their cries and prayers for redemption are the sweetest music to my ears. To all of our ears

They all fall, one by one. Every single one of them. Like flies they all fall to my feet. The men, the women, and everyone else. All have the same fate.

Just as they had dammed me, I have now dammed them.

"You're perfect"

Yet, amongst the filth. I have found one.

One soul. One Human. Who isn't corrupted nor tainted by sin.

Many times, have you slipped from my hands. I adore you truly, but my heart does break and crack each time I lose you. Each time I have to watch the light, leave your eyes. Each time I have to hear your ribs shake, crack and groan as you draw your last breath.

Your death hurts me everytime almost as much as it hurts you.

After each time you slip right past me, I always find you. I find bits of you in sunbeams. I find parts of you in the moonlight that reflect upon the waters of the beautifulest lakes and rivers, I hear your voice in the wind and smell you when I pass through bountiful gardens. My heart aches for you, and longs to be with you. I dream of the day when I can be with you forever more. I am always bewitched by you, in every form you've taken and I'll continue to be enchanted by the forms you will take on next.

You're never truly gone. Even after you've left, part of you haunts me until I find you in the flesh again.

I'll find you. I'll always seek you. You've had many bodies before this one and will continue to have more after. I will never end my hunt for you. I'll find you in a sea of filth and muck. Perhaps it's a sick form of cosmic punishment for my crimes, but I will never fully be able to complete my mission because I risk loosing you to the void. Yet, I am not upset by this revelation, I could never loose you.

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allice-dummy-art · 8 months

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Could you make a small blurb about alternate Gabriel punishment being a human and forced to live Among them?

I need angst, thank you ☄️

Defected by this form

Mentions of blood. Self harm, gore(?). Generally not the vibe..

I cried and tore at my own flesh. Pain searing me in a way I had never felt before. The cold gaze of the seraph watched me. Watched as my wings rotted away, the bones in them breaking, snapping, dying as my feathers fell in clumps with fresh flesh clinging to them. Holding them together

" I have no wrong!" I cried as my body aged, my nerves felt like they were on fire as oxygen seemed to be limited, my mouth dry as thorns seemed to drag across My being.

The angel, the highest one grabbed my alreadly breaking wings, not even taking the care to Handle me gently, in my current state, and with one swift motion.

Red hot blood oozed down my back and down my neck as the sickening sound of bones snapping filled the air. My bones bent and broke as my wings were torn off. Without any care in the world.

My body crumbled as I fell limply to the floor, blood covering every inch of me as hot tears filled my eyes.

"This is a mercy...." the voice of the seraph spat down at me, as it looked upon me once more. I curled up inside of myself. Hugging my I wept.

"Count yourself lucky" the voices uttered before it vanished into thin air. Taking what was left of my divinity with it. I can feel myself rotting in this form

I was alone again. My armies...fallen... the other lords...dead...even lilith...missing and nowhere to be found.

I clawed at my flesh, beads of red dripped out from the wounds, ruby red pearls letting me know of my new found mortality.

I laid there, bare and exposed to the cruel world. The world I had once stalked and preyed upon, now made me its own prey.

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allice-dummy-art · 9 months

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Chasing after you

Alternate gabriel x reader

(Hanahaki disease)

Content warning: This doesn't have a happy ending...per say...you'll know how it ends. I don't have to say it. Unrequited love, death. Blood. GN neutral reader.

A divine punishment.

My creator was not always a kind and loving god. So long I had watched my "brothers" and sisters fall for a human, only to be left in the ashes by those vile and selfish creatures

""light-bringer! Please help!" Their voices would cry as I watched them all succumb "there must be something you can do! Anything!"

Roses, marigolds, and the peals of sweet Lilies were coughed up anf blood covered by them. The price they paid for being stupid.. angels were never meant to interfere with the vike creatures in such ways. Such stupid choices they made. Although....the blood covered flowers and thorns were such a fitting punishment

"I cannot undo the punishment brought onto you" I spat as they clawed at my feet, grabbing my robes, desperately in hopes that'd I'd some how save the.

"You've done this to yourself"

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"Why do you always come around if you hate me so much?" The voice whined out, I rolled my eyes at the human. They glared at me playfully as they folded their arms across their chest

"I never did say that I hated you" I mused as I watched them drip with annoyance, as they shook their head

"Well you sure act like it" they added as they folded their arms, sitting back against the dark wood of the stump behind them. The sound of birds chirping and the wind singing filled my ears.. a garden. It felt familiar to one I had been in before long ago...the first garden.

"I could never hate humans, I love all humans. I love even you" I lied....well Half lied as the swaying grass tickled my skin. I looked down at them, the sun gleamed every so gently off their skin and the blood under their flesh gave them such a lovely red glow.

"Yeah right" they snorted as i rose a brow at them, a soft tickle was felt at the back of my throat. "You know damn well you're lying" they mocked

"I'm hurt that you'd accuse me of such a thing my lamb," I said I crouched down to meet them at their level. They stuck their tounge out at me, the small action of defiance made me smile ever so softly.

"Why do you hang around here anyways?" They inquired as they leaned closer to me. I felt their warmth radiate closer to me. The sweet smell of their skin made my skin tingle as I felt myself grow loose. Soft.

"I am to guide you humans" I lied as I gazed at them, watching the way their eyes had gleamed with mischief? No, curiosity.

"Really? You humans?" They asked further leaning up to my ear "you're not doing a very good job...." they teased as they cackled with laughter. A small frown grew on my face as it was quickly replaced with a small smirk. They weren't wrong per say...

"Funny....very funny lamb" I answered I stood up. The small tickle rose up again and a small cough escaped me.

"I am very funny." They chimed. Silence filled the air, nothing could ruin this moment

"But...you're here to guide humans..I am a human...in need of guidance" they sheepishly admitted. I turned to look at them. Another cough slipped past my lips, My chest stung as i cringed

"With what do you need guidance?" I inquired, they stood up quietly and looked up to me, a small flush of blood rushing to their face, making them appear embarrassed

"Its...well...kind of silly really" they sheepishly admitted. I rose a brow as I turned myself fully to them

"Oh?"

"Yeah...it's just a small crush?" They peeped out as they looked away, my heart squeezed as I leaned closer to them.

"Crush? Elaborate" I asked and they cringed and shook their head.

"Don't you...you know alreadly?" They asked "aren't you supposed to be like...all knowing?" I laughed as I grabbed their warm hand, clasping it within mine. It was warm and small compared to mine.

"I know much, but I cannot possibly know every single detail of your little life" I mused "who has captured your heart?' I asked..I know who it was..it was very obvious. My heart felt strange, full. So did my chest. Is this what love is? Another cough dared to rise inside me

"There's this guy I've known.." they stopped for a moment as they looked away from me....say my name lamb. I will answer your call. Please just call my name.

"He's so...weird..but in the same way that I am." They added. I wouldn't say that I'm "weird"

"And I love spending time with him but he's got his own life.." they continued, I nodded softly, anticipation building as my lungs felt like they were going burst with joy. Don't keep me waiting

"But there's issues with his mother, and he's so busy with her. I understand why...she needs the help but I feel like maybe right now isn't the time to...you know...go after him" they sighed out as they pulled their hand away from mine, they hugged their arms as tears formed in their eyes. My world stopped.

Mother?...

I stood their silent, unmoving as I looked down at them. My heart ached as my fists clenched.

"What....what is this...mans..name?" I spat, they let out a shakey breath

"Do you think I should-"

"Name human" I interrupted, my tone dripped with malice as they flinched

"....adam.." they quietly mumbled. I glared at them as I turned my back to them, my wings twitched as I clenched my teeth. Blood. The taste of blood was at the back of my throat as I coughed out again

"No." I flared answered as another cough tore past my lips. "He is not capable of loving someone like you." I spat as I felt more pressure in my chest.

I could hear their heart break, as they stood there silently

"He is not meant for you. Nor are you meant for him. Chasing after him will be a waste of your time and his time" I plainly stated. A sob escaped them as they sniffled

"Thank you...I appreciate your honesty.." they murmured "...thank you" the sound of their somber footsteps echoed in my now ringing ears, the sound of the soft grass crunching under their feet grew quite.

Another cough ripped past my throat, followed by another, my throat ached and burned as more escaped, I fell to knees and clutched at my throat. Pain raced through me, a pain I had never felt before as what felt like bugs crawling their out as I hacked and gasped in pain. Before finally I found a moment of relief after spitting out a mass of dark goo.

Blood

And the dark purple of dahlia petals made a mess of the soft green grass under me.

I felt like i was Bleeding on a stage for an audience of those I had judged before. Fallen and lost angels I had once thought foolish for ever daring to love a human

I had become one of them.

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allice-dummy-art · 9 months

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I think a fitting punishment for alternate Gabriel

Would be being changed into a human and being forced to live among humans, in a world that he FUCKED UP along side them.

He would hate every second of his waking existence and he would make it everyone else's problem.

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allice-dummy-art · 10 months

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"Ties that bind"

Red sting of fate (au)

alternate gabriel x reader

Reader is gender neutral, but has a fem soul mate (?)

"It's all God's plan" those humans always say as they twist, pull and tug at the red string that connects them to each other.

Silly simple little things they were. Stupid little animals. They though their little red strings were binding, completely. With no way to break them

But I did ever love doing so. Finding humans, love struck and stupid, and telling them sweet stories, perfectly curated lies to get them to hand over their strings to me

Big doe eyes, filled with hope. Hope that they'll finally meet their "other half" after years of waiting, praying to me, thanking me for guiding them to their "perfect compliment" or their "missing piece."

Each time I tugged their string, joy filled my Veins. With each fiber that frayed from the cords as I tore at them made My heart filled with glee. These stupid creatures were so gullible . I love watching them cry and scream at me about their strings being torn

"I'll never find them now!?" They'd scream, "How could you do this to me?!' They'd cry, "What, what did I do to deserve this?!" They kick, and cry, and whine, and how I loved it. I loved watching them suffer. It made my days all that much better. Finding the perfect prey. Each one so unique, each one had their own little hidden nasties that came up to the surface when their strings were cut. Such joy~

But then again. It is all the same. I wonder...how could I play this game a new. ~

There was a human girl. Long brown hair, angry cat eyes. A well enough target for my new game. I approached the human. Even in broad daylight, no one noticed me making my way to her as she stood by a red sign on the road. As she turned away from me, I yanked the red string and tore it, its fibers tearing and fraying quickly. The swift motion being nothing but precise and forcefully, sending the clueless woman flying and slamming onto the ground before her.

She looked around worriedly with confuseon and embarrassment making her way quickly. She stood up and looked to her hand.

Panic and tears rushed through her. She started to scream about the now missing threads absence. I tied the ring onto my ring finger. It was now mine. The woman ran hurriedly among the crowd passing us. Grabbing desperately onto anyone passing and begging for help and yowling about not being able to see her string.

My new game beings.

"Human?" My voice called out to the sleeping human in front of me. Soft beams of light danced upon their face as the dark shadows of the night painted there face. Soft snores filled the room along side the sounds of the crickets soft song.

"Human." I called out louder as I gently shook their form. The being jumped away from me as they shot up. Their once peaceful face now twisted with fear.

"Who the hell are you?! Are you a deranged perv?! " They screamed as they practically flew across the room and away from me. A soft smile crept onto my face as I rose an eyebrow at their words

"Be not afraid, human, and I mean you no harm. Nor am I a "perv"." They cowered before me; I looked at the sting tied to my hand and lifted to show them. Their eyebrows furrowed as they squinted at the cord connecting us.

"I am your soulmate?" They asked, I nodded at their question. Their eyes widened as they shook their head

"What? How are you in my house? Why do you look like...that?" They asked, lifting their hand to gesture at my form. My wings fluffed and twitched at their comment.

"Now lamb, there is no need to be rude...I have come to find you. I wanted to join our souls together once more"

"Once more?"They questioned as they leaned a bit closer to me

"Yes, ny lamb, for I am the great angel Gabriel, and we have had many past lives together. I have loved you in every form. From man to woman, to every other form you humans come in. I have always found you. I've come to love you in your newest vessel." I professed, and I held a small giggle in the back of my throat. The human stared at me. Their eyes flicked all over my form and took in all of my glory.

"You're...an angel?" They asked "like an ANGEL? From the Bible?" The Meer mention of that book made my heart leap with such joy. My best work of art yet, the most perfect lies immortalized within the pages of text.

"Yes..from the Bible" I remarked, I gently fluttered my wings behind myself and I batted my eyes at the human

"Rejoice, my lamb. Your soulmate has found you. You will never know love as true or honest as mine," I lied as a smile graced my lips. "Please rise, I'd like to be closer to you human" they quickly jumped up and spotted nervously to me

"I um...I have a lot of questions" they sheepishly admitted as I stood over them. They looked over me nervously. How quaint

"All of them, I will answer for you"

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allice-dummy-art · 10 months

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Do you have a headcanon or small blurb for a Alternate gabriel and a nun s/o?..

Alternate gabriel with a nun

It's not a very good relationship, it's very very predatory

There is a lot of lying, more misleading and deceiving (more then usual)

He would temp his "s/o" to do things that they were taught to be sinful. Drinking, sex. Ect ect

He doesn't really respect them, not in the slightest. They already worship the ground he walks on so why would he

He really just uses them to fluff his ego, uses them for sex. They would essentially be a play thing to him.

He keeps them at arms length and often leaves them for days to weeks on end only coming back on his terms

Now, if they were defiant. Not believing him to be who he says because they could feel something off about him or found holes in his story .

Now things get interesting

He goes out of his way to be domineering to them. Loving and hating when they push back against him

He tries to win them over with gifts, blessings, acts of " God will" . He truly is the good angel gabriel don't you see?

But, when that doesnt work threats of punishment, coldness, and outward hostility makes way from him

Cross and bibles broken and burned. The church's land being killed, with now dead grass everywhere, dead plants and dead animals found around the property. And even a few other nuns, or crush go-er's suddenly fall violently ill and die

"This...you've brought upon yourself. You were not faithful to me. To god. You can end this all"

It would be a fun cat and mouse game. He loves the push and pull but also hates it.(toxic ass)

Eventually he'll break them, either by tearing down the church said nun belongs to, their family and friends all dying slowly one by one. He'll do it, he doesn't reward insubordination.

Or he'll straight up make an appearance to the church, and everyone in it. Making a big show of his "holy" power and he'll single out the nun. Tell the whole church about their defiance. Turning everyone against them.

He always gets what he wants. One way or another

#alternate gabriel x reader #alternate gabriel #alt gabriel x reader #the mandela catalogue x reader #the mandela catalouge au

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allice-dummy-art · 11 months

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Hello!, Can we have a little fanfic where alternate gabriel s/o decided to call him Lucy or Lulu like you said so in one post?

Thank you!✨

Small "blurb" as all the hip writer says...or was that a 2015 fan fic thing??? I'm honestly not sure anymore, time isn't real.

"Pet names"

Alternate gabriel x reader

"Oh my little luluuu!" I chimed as I tossed myself onto his lap, he looked down at me unamused. I smiled up at him with mischief in my eyes.

"Lulu? Really? That's the best name you could give me" he asked. He was very unimpressed with my little nickname for him

"It's just a silly little name, for a silly little guy" I chimed and he rolled his eyes and looked away.

"Silly..and.... little. Need I not remind you of who I am and what I've done?" He remarked as he rose a brow at me. He never found humans' "nicknames" to be amusing, especially not ones that he would call "childish"

"Come onnn! It was cute!" I groaned as I let out a deep dramatic sigh. He smiled a little at me.

"I'm not commenting on that..."he shook his head as he ran a hand through my hair. "But I'll...allow it my lamb" he added with a small sly smile, pressing a soft kiss to my forehead

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allice-dummy-art · 11 months

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"What was"

Alternate gabriel x reader

Synopsis: you ask about his past. It feels like he'd leaving things out...and not telling the whole story

"Why?? Did you choose to leave? It seems like you had a good gig in "heaven". I asked, he turned to look at me. A small pause of silence filled the air

"No..I didn't " he answered in a very hushed voice

"What? But you said-"

"I became too powerful. I was a threat to "god" and the order of existence as you humans knew it. "He answered, there was no tone to his voice. No indication of pain, regret, hurt. Nothing

"Knew?" I mused as I leaned to him a bit. A small smile graced his lips as he noticed how closed I had gotten to him, clearly interested in what he had to say

"Yes...knew.. you had to be there dear lamb to understand" he responded

"Oh...okay?"

" as I was saying. I was too powerful for anyone to control. It was perfect. I had a better vision for humans" he admitted with a small hint of...joy? To his tone

"How so?" I asked him as I rested my head on his shoulder.

"You My sweet human, wouldn't understand. There is a reason that knowledge is forbidden to you" he stated plainly, but his face. There was something off about it. He stared right through me...almost

"....You aren't telling me everything are you." I asked

"Once again, I cannot tell you everything without risking your mind and sanity" he murmured quietly, almost in an annoyed tone "I will tell you more, as time passes us"

"But the other angels grew to fear me and the jealousy of the heavens pushed me away. Cast me out because I was seeing a different..vision compared to them" he often spoke of himself like this, as if he was higher then everyone else.

"More superior then god?.. . Your joking right" I asked in a teasing manner, he shot me a glare as his lips tugged into an unamused frown

"Do I look like I'm "joking"... yes. Even more than he. I am meant to take over, but he doesn't want me to. Why?? Because He feared me"

"Feared you?" I asked puzzled as I gently grabbed a small lock of his hair to play with. His hair was truly beautiful, it was a bright golden yellow, it curled every so gently and thr hair itself was softer then anything I've ever felt. But sometimes I did pull some red hair from him. Or found loose strands of it around the house...

"Yes, that's correct" he answered as he turned his head to look down at me.

"Do you ever miss it...being there I mean" he stopped moving entirely and just stared at me. His eyes were stone cold. He never looked at me this before. A small chill went down my spine

"You don't have to ans-"

"I have found you now, and you are my home." He interrupted, his eyes going soft for a moment before he looked away

"I am?" I questioned "I mean a human and literal heaven aren't really....comparable though" he rose a hand and furrowed his brows

" silence" he firmly stated, i looked at him with a puzzled expression as he let out a sigh. "We can create our own heaven where we will be free."

"Free?? Aren't we already free?" I mused and he chuckled

"Prehaps you are..but not I. There are many things that I have to keep hidden" he answered. My eyes drifted to couch where I noticed another single strand of red hair. I carefully picked it up, and held it up to him

"....are you hiding another lover? Perhaps one with red hair?" I teased. A part of me meant it as a joke but another part was...admittedly suspicious of him. He eyed me with a blank face before he broke out into laughter

"I promise you my dove...the answer to this mystery is far more interesting than a "secret lover" as you believe" he teased. What did he mean by that

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allice-dummy-art · 1 year

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Can i request a small angst story of alternate gabriel x s/o?

Thank you!

A small little ficlet(fic-let? Is that even that right word for it?

God can't stop me

Mentions of death, and strangulation

"Don't you remember?" He mused as he looked down at me, I glared daggers into him and this only seemed to amuse him even more "My sweetest, purest lamb, this is all apart of my plan"

"But it doesn't make it right!" I argued and he rolled his eyes at me "you're killing so many innocent human people!" He scoffed

"First of all, IM doing nothing. The alternates are the ones shedding human blood"

"You still control them! You made them!" I snapped as I stomped my foot at him. He only snickered

"You're so so cute. When your mad" he mocked as he patted my head "you do realize that humans kill thousands of other humans all the time yes? A little game of war you humans love to indulge in. I don't see you getting mad at other humans for that, the so called leaders you all praise"

"I'm not the government!! I don't control that! I don't praise them!" I yelled as he sighed, putting both of his hands on my shoulders.

"You're angry with me because you know I am right. At least I am a fair and good leader to my army. Humans have done more damage to the earth then you know. I'm really doing this dammed planet a favor" he corrected. He's treating me like a stupid little child again!

"You? Really?"

"Yes me! Who else?! You humans don't care to! With how you kill and pillage other humans, how you leave your never ending trash everywhere, or how you posion your own air and water, and food" he scolded "I'm doing you all and the earth a favor, this plant was so beautiful before humans invaded it" he added

"But the way you're going about it is awful! You're being awful! Killing innocent humans isn't the answer!" I spat, his face dropped into a deep frown. And his hands crept up my neck

"Do you truly mean that? You think of me as such an awful being?" He asked, his voice was still, no inflections of anger, sadness or hurt..nothing

"I didn't.....i don't agree with you!" I defended, he only turned his head to the side as he forcefully grabbed my neck. His hands wrapping tightly around me and never easing their grip.

"It's such a shame you became an issue. I will truly miss you" he sighed out, I scratched at his hands and flailed around trying to escape him desperately

"You do know I would have spared you? I thought you were worth saving" he shook his hand as my vision grew darker

"Would have"

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allice-dummy-art · 1 year

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Light tw for facial disfigurement / alternative shenanigans in the third image

Anyway did you know that “In the sixth month the angel Gabriel was sent from God to a city of Galilee named Nazareth […]” And that also “he came to her and said, "Hail, O favored one, the Lord is with you!”

Freakass ! Like him a lot

#the mandela catalog fanart #the mandela catalogue #tmc #gabriel the mandela catalogue #archangel gabriel #leon draws

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allice-dummy-art · 1 year

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Give us tutorial how to draw blood, i Adore how you draw blood on every Gore drawing even Doodle

Yeah sure