Me: Jhin x Rakan. Jhin top or bottom?

Friend: Hm... In my opinion Jhin would be top.

Me: Oh, really? I see him more as a sassy bottom.

Friend: Have fun drawing~

Me: Wait wh- oh. OH! OKAY

And that's how this thing was created 😂 not much of a ship thing, but eh.

I will say something that I experienced just now as Catcholic. I know that some of you don't believe in God and I respect that. But right now I have this strong feeling that I have to say it or I'll blow up.

Before today I prayed full of fear. I have been scared of the end of school that was today. I didn't know how to survive Summer as school was the only thing that kept me from overthinking.

Today I met my friends after long while and decided to take a walk together. We reached the beach. Feeling of God's presence filled me and I started to talk about faith. (None of my friends are Catholic, but they like to talk to me about it.) And when we reached house of one of my friends I started to have panic attack. Tried to calm down, but it didn't work so I told them that I had to leave. When I took a sit in public transport (ferry) I started to pray. In Rosary I sacrificed my pain to everyone in that place so they can go back home safely, people who suffers from panic attacks as much as me, for those that fears God so much that can't get close to him.

While praying, one water drop of rain fell on my knees and then small bug sit next to this stain. I never saw bug like that before. It had white fur that was finished with blue colour. (I thought it might be symbol of God's Mother. Right now it might not make sense or sound really funny, but I don't think it was coincidence.) After pray I started to worship. For the first time in my life. (I heard that people in faith, worship alone in their houses, but I never knew how it works and was asking God for guidance before.) It calmed me enough to get to home safely.

Panic catched me again when I was sitting next to my mom and storm started outside. Slowly I started to get better to eventually come back to normal. When I was already fine the rain started again, but this time with sunlight that created a rainbow right in front of my house. I reached to touch the water and then wet hand I placed on my forehead thanking God. It felt like a blessing for the beginning of Summer. A promise from God.

I'm still very emotional and English is not my native language. I'm shearing this right now to make sure that I don't get scared and keep it to myself. Probably when some people see it I'll decide to correct my spelling mistakes.

I don't know how to finish this so... God bless you. Stay safe.

Sooo... I wanted to draw background but my skills are still too low :V

I really wanted to show workers' strikes that happened in the 80's under the flag of "Solidarność"- nationwide trade union that were fighting with communism and government.

I'd like to use hype over countryhumans to talk about history :3

(And make progress in drawing but... :V)

Don't mind me, just shitposting idk lol

Fern Flower is just a phone game, but that inspired me to make the best art I ever made