NGV Summer Architecture Commision by John Wardle Architects in the rain ☔ #ngv #melbourne #architecture

Well, I guess it was good to vent. Even though I'm aware nobody's reading this. I think it's just the possibility that they could, you know? Like I'm broadcasting something to this community and if I get something back from it, great, but either way it's a cathartic activity. But hey, why do I need to explain blogging to anyone? You get it.

But it's going to be fine because I'm attending a mandatory workshop on "Making stress work for you!" tomorrow and that will fix everything, right?

I mean, it's got to be pretty irresponsible for a consulting psychiatrist, especially one I have a history with, to not get back to me about availability of an appointment. Like, it's extremely hard to reach out and ask for help and it was a really big deal for me to even pick up the phone, and to just be ignored now is pretty defeating. This experience is kind of a nightmare scenario.. I feel so abandoned and shut down. It's awful not having friends or family that I feel I can turn to, but when it's a mental health support service or medical professional, that's pretty messed up.

Brought the sunshine inside 🐣 #work #florist #posy #spring #flowers (at Bridge Road Florist)

Spring posies 🌸 #work #florist #flowers #spring (at Bridge Road Florist)

Östersjön 🌊 #balticsea #sweden #travel

Spring 🌼 #blossom #melbourne #spring #sunshine

Dreaming of brighter days in Berlin with @axziom ⛅😙 #nostalgia #berlin #travel #throwback

Not a cloud in sight ☀🌴 #sky #spring #melbourne

How do I ask for help? How do I get out of this hole? I don't want to be alone anymore. I don't know what I'm doing.. Especially here. I guess (pathetically) I'm looking for a support I once found here.

Detail of @dukeygrimo at #yemayafestival. Cannot BELIEVE how amazing this piece looked at night under the lights 👽💕😵

But who's counting? ✈

@fintan_magee 👌 #mural #streetart #art #collingwood #melbourne

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