independent,   private,   highly   selective  &   canon   divergent   MEG   THOMAS   from   behavior   interactive’s   DEAD   BY   DAYLIGHT.   scholarship   track   athlete   turned   survivor.   the   fastest   final   girl.  fueled   by   spite   &   adrenaline.  established   october   2016.   as   loved   by   alice.  *   contains   triggering   themes.

              I’LL BE BACK ON MEG, EVAN & ADELAIDE ( @suffocationpit / @cattleboned  ) soon!! I have a week off work so I’m planning to try and get to every across the board of my dead by daylight muses. I miss being here so much but you know how life is!! I hope to be active again very soon, starting tomorrow <3

              I’M GOING TO HANG OUT on another blog. If you need me feel free to contact me on discord:  justalice44#2704.

asylumet:

           She swore she heard breathing. A noisy sound, piercing her covered ears with the occasional shrill cry, and the want to find and take CARE of the noisemaker was intense; old habits die hard, they say. Like maggots attracted to corpses she was a parasite not many were pleased to see, all white and blurry sight, unwelcome sounds and CRAWLING fingers. Attracted to death, one would almost say, creeping along without sound in search for someone weeping.

           She wished to wrap dainty fingers around pale throat, see those last few fighting moments before, in a sense of almost PITY ( Sorrow ) close the eyes of the POOR, suffering being she helped out of their misery. She was doing good deeds, weren’t she? She was only HELPING, easing their pain until it dulled into nothing. 

           And yet there was a RAGE behind her actions as well.

          “ Don’t cry… ” sweet murmurs to nothing yet everything, a wheeze between hoarse whispers, “ Don’t cry and everything WILL be good. ” Empty promise, everyone knew, but the whimpering was near—The Nurse was but a few feet away and she released a BREATH.

                   IF THERE’S ONE THING MEG loathes the most about the Nurse, it’s the fact she’s the one to draw the labored breath & the hitched cries of pain from her throat. She’s learned from Jake how to stifle and suppress the screams, to focus on ignoring how agony laces through the abdomen, flooding out a wash of crimson beneath her feet --- but somehow Sally always seems to hear how she grits her teeth and tries to fight against her own suffering. Dark scarlet seeps through the blue of Meg’s shirt, slicks her hands as she desperately applies pressure to the wound, stumbling alongside by the confides of crumbling brick walls caging the FOUR BLIND MICE in with this CAT. Her thoughts are focused on trying to stifle her pain and upset, biting fiercely into her lower lip, hard enough to draw blood, as she forces her legs forward, in hopes of finding the shack --- and inside it, a chest with medical supplies.

                  Keep it together. You’ve got this. You’ve dealt with worse, right? It’s not hard to tell herself to try and FORCE ALL THAT SUFFERING IN, keep it bottled up; after-all, she’s used to it by now. A deadbeat father and a teenage rebellion period trained her to horde her agony away, close herself off. But it’s harder when the pain is physical. ALOT harder. A whimper escapes as she braces herself behind the remains of a wall, breathes in deeply through her nose. She’s starting to think that rusty old bonesaw is ladled with infection, given the way her wound’s making her teary-eyed. “Fuck!” It’s a hiss that rips past clenched teeth, and Megan doubles over a fraction. “Fuck, fuck fuck...” Where the hell is Claudette when I need her?

independent,   private,   highly   selective  &   canon   divergent   MEG   THOMAS   from   behavior   interactive’s   DEAD   BY   DAYLIGHT.   scholarship   track   athlete   turned   survivor.   the   fastest   final   girl.  fueled   by   spite   &   adrenaline.  established   october   2016.   as   loved   by   alice.  *   contains   triggering   themes.

karnaes:

halsey ‘badlands’ starter sentences

CASTLE:       “I’m sick of all these people talking.”      “I’m already choking on my pride.”      “They wanna make me their queen.”      “There’s no use crying about it.”      “I probably shouldn’t be so mean.”      “I should probably keep my pretty mouth shut.” HOLD ME DOWN:      “My demons are begging me to open up my mouth.”      “He told me I was holy.”       “He’s got me on my knees.”       “Hold me down.”      “This is what I live for.”      “Throw me in the deep end and watch me drown.” NEW AMERICANA:      “The city’s ours until fall.”      “We don’t feel like outsiders at all.”      “We know very well who we are.”      “What kind of dough have you been spending?” DRIVE:      “I can never keep my eyes off this.”      “All we do is think about the feelings the we hide.”      “It never felt like home to me.”      “Would it really kill you if we kissed?” HURRICANE:      “He’s got an eye for girls of eighteen.”      “I held him captive by my kiss.”      “I’m a one night stand.”      “Don’t belong to no city.”      “Don’t belong to no man.”       “I’m the violence in the pouring rain.”      “I reminded myself to keep you far away from me.”       “You could devastate me.” ROMAN HOLIDAY:      “Do you remember the taste of my lips that night?”      “I remember the fear in your eyes.”      “The timing’s never right.” GHOST:      “I’m searching for something that I can’t reach.”      “I don’t like them innocent.”      “You say that you’re no good for me.”      “I swear I hate you when you leave, but I like it anyway.”      “I know I’m gonna leave him.” COLORS:      “You’re only happy when your sorry head is filled with dope.”      “You’re ripped at every edge but you’re a masterpiece.”      “I’m still waking in the morning, but it’s not with you.” COLORS, PT 2:      “Everything is dripping like a saturated sun.”      “I hope you make it to the day you’re _____ years old.” STRANGE LOVE:      “Everybody wants to know if we fucked in the bathroom sink.”      “But the ending is the same every damn time.”      “They think I’m insane.”      “They think my lover is strange.”     “But I don’t have to fuck and tell you anything.”      “That’s the beauty of a secret.”      “They can’t believe I made you weak.”       “These days I can’t seem to get along with anyone.” COMING DOWN:      “I found god - I found him in a lover.”      “I found the devil - I found him in a lover.”      “Now we’re lost somewhere in outer space.”      “I’m such a fool for sacrifice.”       “I’ve got a lover and I’m unforgiven.” HAUNTING:      “Keep on haunting me.”       “I was pure as a river.”      “Now I think I’m possessed.”      “I’ve been cold since you left.”      “You’ve got your own mistakes in bed at home.”      “You’ve got a fire inside but your heart’s so cold.”      “I’ve tried to wash you away, but you just won’t leave.” GASOLINE:      “Are you insane like me?”      “You can’t wake up - this is not a dream.”      “I think there’s a flaw in my code.”      “These voices won’t leave me alone.”      “My heart is gold and my hands are cold.” CONTROL:      “I sat alone in bed until morning.”      “I tried to hold these secrets inside me.”      “I’m meaner than my demons.”      “God damn right, you should be scared of me.”       “Who is in control?” YOUNG GOD:      “You know we’re gonna be legends.”      “I know you wanna go to heaven, but you’re human tonight.”      “Do you feel like a young god?”      “My tongue is a weapon.”      “If you wanna go to heaven, you should fuck me tonight.” I WALK THE LINE:      “I keep a close eye on this heart of mine.”      “I find myself alone when each day is through.”      “You give me cause for love I can’t hide.”

various starters

❛  you’re a weapon and weapons don’t weep.  ❜

❛  hurt me once, I’ll kill you twice.  ❜

❛  never trust a survivor until you learn what they did to stay alive.  ❜

❛  death is the only god that comes when you call.  ❜

❛  I am teeth. I am royal. you are nothing to me.  ❜

❛  the sun will rise and we will try again.  ❜

❛  we’re just kids. we aren’t supposed to be heroes.  ❜

❛  I like my women like I like my Absinthe: bitter and intoxicating.  ❜

❛  what doesn’t kill me better run.  ❜

❛  she wasn’t looking for a knight. she was looking for a sword.  ❜

❛  don’t dehumanize bad people, because it’s their humanity which makes what they’ve done so terrifying.  ❜

❛  she isn’t just pretty. she is otherworldly and vaguely threatening.  ❜

❛  magic is not good or evil. is a knife evil? only if the wielder is.  ❜

❛  I don’t want your crown. see, I’ve come to burn your kingdom down.  ❜

❛  they broke my wings. they forgot I have claws.  ❜

❛  all that blood was never beautiful, it was just red.  ❜

❛  what do you do when there’s no hero in the story? simple. you kill the monster and crown yourself.  ❜

❛  how terrible it is, to love something that death can touch.  ❜

❛  you may not be interested in war, but it is interested in you.  ❜

❛  I feel divinity in my bones like aching. like fire.  ❜

❛  you make me feel and I don’t like it. I want it to stop. now.  ❜

❛  you are losing my interest and that is very dangerous.  ❜

❛  she will burn your kingdoms down, herself with it, if it means your ruin.  ❜

❛  it’s okay to be scared. it means your about to do something brave.  ❜

❛  she looks like divine absolution.  ❜

❛  I will not be another flower, picked for my beauty and left to die. I will be wild, difficult to find and impossible to forget.  ❜

❛  be careful with words. they can be forgive, but never forgotten.  ❜

❛  you not wanting me was the beginning of me wanting myself.  ❜

❛  I’m tired of fighting. for once, I want to be fought for.  ❜

❛  never run back to what broke you.  ❜

❛  I was quite, but not blind.  ❜

❛  your gut knows what’s up. trust that bitch.  ❜

❛  we all eat lies when our hearts are hungry.  ❜

❛  do not judge my story by the chapter you walked in on.  ❜

❛  I’m just a girl, standing in front of a salad, wishing it was a donut.  ❜

❛  you can miss something but not want it back.  ❜

❛  you can’t save people, you can only love them.  ❜

❛  I came, I saw, I made it awkward.  ❜

❛  we buy shite we don’t need, with money we don’t have, to impress people we don’t like.  ❜

❛  you’re always one decision away from a different life.  ❜

❛  my brain has too many tabs open.  ❜

❛  I’m not saying I hate you, just that you’re like the Monday of people.  ❜

❛  there’s no ‘we’ in fries.  ❜

❛  apology accepted, trust denied.  ❜

❛  death and I have been scandalously intimate for some time now.  ❜

❛  life happens. coffee helps.  ❜

❛  I am mine before I am ever anyone else’s.  ❜

❛  I rely a bit too heavily on alcohol and irony.  ❜

❛  very early in my life it was already too late.  ❜

❛  is that a threat or are you flirting with me.  ❜

❛  was the use of force necessary in completing your objectives?  ❜

❛  I’ll let you drag me to hell if it means you’ll hold my hand.  ❜

❛  I do bad things, and I do them very well.  ❜

❛  you drink too much, you cuss too much and you have questionable morals. you’re everything I ever wanted.  ❜

❛  they will kill you, but first they will have to catch you.  ❜

❛  drugs might kill you but they’ll never break your heart.  ❜

❛  good girls are just bad girls that haven’t been caught.  ❜

❛  a pretty face doesn’t guarantee a pretty heart.  ❜

❛  no airbag, we die like men.  ❜

❛  true evil is, above all, seductive.  ❜

❛  it takes more courage to suffer than to die.  ❜

❛  you must be lucky to avoid the wolf every time. but the wolf? he only needs enough luck to catch you once.  ❜

❛  justice is vengeance in prettier packaging.  ❜

@lithealert feng & meg tho

Important character development question: would they lick someone’s hand if they tried to cover their mouth?

               UNDER THE CUT ARE ALL THE STARTERS I CURRENTLY OWE!! If you would also like a starter, you’re more than welcome to like this & I’ll whip you up something.

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                ———SO I HEARD YOU LIKE NURSES ! how about this prime example of a nurse from HELL instead? You get it all; lovely lady, nice surprises ( And a chance of murder ! ), amazing shoulder rides ! what isn’t there to love? give this a quick LIKE / REBLOG ( The latter is prefered ) if you’d like to interact with a NURSE from Behaviour Interactive’s DEAD BY DAYLIGHT !

the ultimate hiding spot: two steps behind evan’s ass.