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actuallyimdoingfine · 4 months
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looking for a husband in canada or switzerland just so i can apply assisted exiting
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actuallyimdoingfine · 9 months
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sibling relationships are so strange... like i love you. you will never understand me in a way that matters. we are the same person in drastically different ways. we are sewn together. we don't talk. we are attached at the hip. you wish i was never born. can i call you. let's eat together. i forgive you. etc
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actuallyimdoingfine · 9 months
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“I am not a creature that was born. I am a fire that was set.”
— Moss Angel The Undying, from Sea-Witch Vol. 2: Girldirt Angelfog (via lifeinpoetry)
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actuallyimdoingfine · 9 months
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and BTW im not alive
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actuallyimdoingfine · 9 months
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the thing many don’t understand is I would rather die than do almost anything
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actuallyimdoingfine · 9 months
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doctors have stopped given me drugs so i'll have to push a heart attack with energy drinks /s
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actuallyimdoingfine · 10 months
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actuallyimdoingfine · 10 months
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everything would be easier if the local pharmacy sold visine
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actuallyimdoingfine · 10 months
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reblog if you have narcissistic eyes and dark energy
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actuallyimdoingfine · 10 months
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Certain words can change your brain forever and ever so you do have to be very careful about it.
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actuallyimdoingfine · 10 months
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one of the worst symptoms of bpd for me is the chest pains. sometimes they’re completely random and sometimes they’re triggered. i feel so empty and other times it feels like some heavy weights are on my chest. it hurts to even exist. nothing makes it go away and all i can do is ride the wave until it’s bearable again.
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actuallyimdoingfine · 10 months
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she narc on my issistic til i personality disorder
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actuallyimdoingfine · 10 months
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actuallyimdoingfine · 10 months
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getting to witness my sister react to the show she's watching is actually really heartwarming and good for my brain
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actuallyimdoingfine · 10 months
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i dislike the implications that "disabled people who aren't working" and "disabled people who cannot afford to be unemployed" are discrete categories. bc i guarantee they do overlap. some disabled people will not be able to afford to be unemployed but they cannot, even at a push, even with accommodations, remain in employment. and it's important to remember them
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actuallyimdoingfine · 10 months
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do you have "treatment resistant depression" or are you just fundamentally living a life that would make anyone depressed?
are you just dealing with abuse, poverty, and oppression? are you just dealing with a lifetime of trauma? do we just live in a society where peoples basic needs are neglected, and the completely understanble response to that is pathologized? on purpose? so that it's just an individual problem and people arent Trying Enough... so nothing about the system has to change?
...do you have "treatment resistant depression," or do you just need real community, support, resources, and protection?
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actuallyimdoingfine · 10 months
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void: ‘such a filthy emptiness it is’
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