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I think even though Tallulah talks a lot, it seems like she feels love through actions rather than words. How Phil stops to read her signs, how he stays in the back for the group so she's not alone. Even though she hasn't been abandoned, those feelings creep up, so Phil sticks close so she knows that if no one else, he's there with her.
Gonna guess not a lot of people understand this about her though because really they don't talk a whole lot to everyone else. So when she goes from Phil who understands her to her tios and tias who don't have this insight, it's really depressing because logically you know they mean well but it's not what you need.
Phil can tell Forever and everyone that she's slower than the other eggs, that she can't physically do as much, but if they don't understand that emotional part, that she needs someone to be close to her, they're just going to keep an eye and think she's okay. They just don't know that she needs the emotional stability there. It's that feeling of otherness of being different that makes you insecure. You can be told you are loved a thousand different times but if you're not shown it through meaningful actions it's pointless.
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i will never get over the way wilbur used his dsmp character to explore themes revolving around perceiving yourself through a narrative and projecting conventions of storytelling and media onto your own life out of a need to become part of something greater and more “beautiful” than yourself. the complicated relationship between life and art: which imitates which? the attempt to aestheticize your own suffering in the hope of creating a “masterpiece” that makes it all somehow worth it. convincing yourself that you are a character on a stage and must play your part so you don’t have to admit to yourself that you’re tired and hurting and it’s easier than putting in the work to heal. just. god. c!wilbur’s story means so much to me and wilbur soot is a fucking genius
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all the new official qsmp wiki character renders (more renders in reblogs)
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i made a compilation of juanaflippa moments showcasing her personality & silly moments since i know not everyone remembers or was watching the qsmp when flippa was around!! every egg was so special and i don’t want them to be forgotten so here you go🫶
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the code monster has the opportunity to do THE most fucked up thing
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Big misunderstanding argument where missa tries to explain that once chayanne's gone he's probably going to move out too and phil who's kind of shocked and hurt that missa would leave during such a painful time tries to confront him about it no get back here tell me why you're leaving and at some point missa blurts out "chayanne is the only thing keeping me here" and it's all very tragic isn't it because he means that without chayanne there really isn't anything between him and phil that would bind them after everything, like fit is a longtime friend, the english speakers are all relatively close, forever is openly in love and the greater brazilian polycule works with him on larger projects but missa, at the most, is a pleasant neighbor, a casual stranger
But what Phil hears is "apart from my son there's nothing keeping me from packing up and leaving right this second, not anything we built together or said or did or promised, at the first second my son is gone, so am I"
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truly the absolute best way to say there’s going to be an admin switch
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Hello! Do you like QSMP. Do you think the eggs are cute. Do you ever think, wow, I would love to have more little things to place in my dear minecraft home, and it would be epic if it could reflect my interest in my favourite SMP. I have the texturepack for you.
You can put them on your head. You can put them on your shoulders. This pack allows carved pumpkins to be renamed to the eggs so that you can take them with you on adventures. (You can also rename a totem of undying to the eggs as well, since I figured that is the item people have in their offhand the most!)
*You need Optifine or Fabric CIT Resewn (or another alternative) to use!
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I want to talk about how the qsmp federation dinner blended canon and non-canon "storylines", and just how effective that was for engaging Philza "the fourth wall is for other people and I'll sneak away mid-lore" Minecraft:
Those who don't watch Philza streams might not know, but cc!Phil identifying when his eggs are not his eggs is a regular occurrence. He knows when Chayanne's admin is portraying Cucurucho, and when Tallulah's admin is subbing in to play Chayanne. Phil keeps track of which admin is which as a means of judging what scenarios are safe for them. He knows what skills he's taught them and even some of the hardware limitations they're working with. So when someone else steps in to play them, its a risk, because it means he doesn't know how his kids are going to act.
Philza takes about a minute and a half to call out "Tallulah" as not his egg. But if you watch closely, you can see that it took him less than 15 seconds to identify that the wrong person was playing her. Early in the dinner (4:52:50 on Phil's stream), Philza noticed and pointed out to his chat that the chef was lagging in a way that Tallulah normally lags. When "Tallulah" shows up to the dinner, there's a moment when he looks away from her-- he's not scanning for threats, he's checking that the chef was still around. And then giving a knowing look straight to camera. For a bit after that, he keeps looking back at the chef and talking to "Tallulah" like she's real. Because what cc!Phil hasn't decided at that point is whether or not this is canon. He knows the admins have to switch around for practical reasons, which have never been canon before.
But it's already a risk. This might be q!Tallulah, but it definitely isn't the Tallulah that cc!Phil knows how to predict and protect. All of the earnest, half-in-character conversations between Phil and Tallulah's admin about how they both want to keep her safe and how best to accomplish that are suddenly for naught, because the wrong person is on the other side of that screen.
While most of the characters and audience got to doubt reality when the eggs transformed, the same sort of process happened for cc!Phil and his chat as soon as the eggs showed up. What we were doubting was the line between canon and non-canon, but it tapped into much the same emotions while overriding the tongue-in-cheek approach to canon that normally holds sway in Phil's streams.
It's just so cool to see storytellers embrace the limitations of the medium to enhance the story they're telling like this. What a fun stream that was!
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Ok SPEAKING of Michael_B I wanna say that, in my mind, Foolish Junior is the Tommy to Michael's Tubbo.
In that, like cTommy, Junior is a bit of a prankster instigator that is immovably stubborn and, like cTub, Michael is good natured but still thrives on mischief and controlled chaos. They're both spoiled but they also don't mind hard work to pull off an idea.
The two of them are more into creative pranks than destructive ones, so they'd be less likely to burn down/blow up a base and more likely to fill it with chickens and replace all the items inside with eggs (they have done this to multiple people. They threaten people that they will "egg" their house and get brushed off. Big mistake.)
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qphil spiraling and venting on how he now is a single father and he doesn't know if missa will ever come back. and also the struggles that comes with having to be a single parent of two eggs while other eggs have 5 parents to take care of them aughghgjj
the only people that can understand him are bad and fit and MAN, is he giving up hope on qmissa, is the realization that he's alone in this finally hitting him
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*SLAMS HANDS ON DESK*
FUCKING PHILS POV
Everything about his POV was bone chilling holy shit. Also fucking shoutout to the admins for picking Chayanne and Tallulah bc that was a really smart move.
For some context for those who arent Philza watchers:
Tallulah and Chayanne obey Phil. Yes they can be divas sometimes and be dumb and silly, but they arent like their siblings like Dapper and Richas who will just be dramatic and do dumb and dangerous stuff when their parents dont feel 100% okay with it. They will throw a fit but still be respectful of Phil’s word.
Phil said multiple times to them, especially Tallulah, to not go to the dinner no matter what. That as soon as it hits 2pm PST, they get tucked into bed and they can wake up after if they want. Chay and Lullah both agreed bc they both fear dying. Tallulah wants to see her dad and Chayanne knows how hard his dad works to make sure they are safe.
Let me fucking tell you how creepy it was seeing Tallulah walk into the dinner.
Phil immediately questioned her and was like “what the fuck you doing? We both agreed you would stay in bed.” and when ‘Tallulah’ just stared at him and shook her maracas, you could feel the air still.
Personally, it felt like a bucket of ice water got dumped on me. Phil literally froze. Because thats not fucking Tallulah. Tallulah is calculated, gentle, and slow moving. The ‘Tallulah’ at the dinner was shaking her maracas without a care in the world, running around. Also Tallulah will talk to Phil and they check in on each other. The ‘Tallulah’ at the dinner didnt put down a sign once.
Then as Phil was realizing that Tallulah wasn’t Tallulah, then ‘Chayanne’ comes in. At this point Phil realized that both ‘Tallulah’ and ‘Chayanne’ dont have cracks. Phil straight up looks at ‘Chayanne’ and says “You are fake, you arent my son.” Also same thing with Tallulah, Chayanne and Phil check in with each other. They are a well oiled machine. Phil knows Chayanne like the back of his hand and vise versa.
To be fair, Chayanne isnt an egg of many words. He likes action and just nods/shakes of his head when talking. If need be he will place a sign down, but he doesnt talk as much as Tallulah. So it isnt hard to impersonate him.
But the second, ‘Chayanne’ started punching Phil was again bone chilling. Chayanne rarely hits Phil, maybe once or twice from the top of my head. Again, Chay and Lulah are very respectful of Phil. If they need his attention, they do other ways. They dont hit.
And thats when Phil let Fit know that something was wrong. Those werent his kids. That they are fakes. Around that time, Phil runs home and sees that his actual kids are sleeping. He takes a photo, runs back, and fucking shows ‘Chayanne’. Phil lets the fakes know that he knows and he doesnt give a shit.
At some point, Phil and Fit talk again and ‘Chayanne’ runs up and tries to take the photo from Phil. Phil basically said fuck off and went back to his seat.
The part I find so fucking eerie was that Fit and ‘Chayanne’ had a lil talk. ‘Chayanne’ put down a sign that said something along the lines of “My dad doesnt love me anymore”.
That sign literally made me start to freak out because thats the fucking last thing the real Chayanne thinks. The real Chayanne knows that his dad loves him to death. That Phil would burn this server to the ground if anything bad happened to Chayanne. Chayanne knows that Phil does everything in his power to keep his son alive. He knows how much Phil worries about him and Tallulah (both the characters and the admins).
Going back to what I said at the start, the admins were so fucking smart for picking Chayanne and Tallulah to be the ‘Code eggs’.
People outside of Phil, Fit, Bad, and maybe Forever/Cellbit dont really spend time with Chayanne and Tallulah. Yes, other people do care after them and know them, but they really dont know their mannerisms and quirks. They dont know that Tallulah only shakes her Maracas when she is very excited or have something to say. They dont know that, while Chayanne can be hyper, he usually is very obedient and stays close to Tallulah when he can.
So putting them in a party where the attention isnt on them 100% time is so smart. They can run around and people dont think about it. They just see two eggs running around and having fun. They dont know how wrong it is to see them like that.
Then when the ‘Code eggs’ made themselves known, Phil got kicked. Again very smart from the admins because no one wanted to kill ‘Chayanne’ and ‘Tallulah’ even though they were obviously Codes. Even Fit, who Phil told over and over again that those arent his kids, hit the Codes once or twice but stopped because he didnt wanna take that risk. No one wanted to take the chance of hurting an egg. It gave the ‘Code eggs’ time to kill Charlie and try to kill others.
But the second Phil joins back, he is screaming that those arent his kids and to kill them. That they were impostors. Even then, they let Phil kill the Code eggs.
Then when Code Tallulah died, everyone stepped back and let Phil 1v1 Code Chayanne.
Im so impressed with the admins and the people who played the fake Chayanne and Tallulah. They did such a good job of putting a spear of ice through my heart. 100/10 Bravo
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