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#its definitely nuanced#stuff like bondage or dom sub roles are perfectly fine as long as its open and concentual#stuff like knife play blood play or cnc i consider dark content though#basically i consider anything that causes real harm or genuine threat of harm dark content#♠️#this pole is actually really interesting and im also curious to see what the final results will be
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I've gotten 2 asks about why Kuya is on the hot list and Morvay is on the bang list. It's because Kuya is hotter but he would tease me too much for me to be comfortable around him, and I'll sleep with Morvay because I know there is nothing I can do that he would judge me for.
It was also hard to place Rei on the hang out list because on one hand I love science and I think it would be a lot of fun to talk research with him, but also he's a turd and I don't think I can be around his snobby attitude for long.
Do you have a hot or not list for the nu carnival boys? I think Quincy is your fave but I want to know if you've ranked them?
I made a few lists because I have complicated feelings about some of the characters. This really made me think though, thanks for the ask! Here is the "official" degenerate rating!
Who's character I like the most
Topper (best boy!)
Quincy
Yakumo
Eiden
Garu/Karu
Dante
Olivine
Blade
Morvay
Kuya
Edmond
Aster
Rei
Who i would like to hang out with
Topper
Quincy
Yakumo
Eiden
Olivine
Garu/Karu
Edmond
Blade
Dante
Kuya
Rei
Morvay
Aster
Hottest
Quincy
Dante
Kuya
Yakumo
Who i would sleep with
Quincy
Yakumo
Morvay
Eiden
Dante
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nuca boys giving and receiving head hcs plsssss
^Morvay when you won't let him suck you off too
I already know I'm going to go overboard with this considering my last 2 ♠️ stories had blow jobs
I might have to split this into 2 posts, one for giving and one receiving
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In exactly one week it is going to be this blogs three the year anniversary!
I want to thank everyone who supported me these last 3 years, and especially this last year where I've started posting more of my own writing. You are all amazing!
I want to do a little raffle for the occasion! I will draw the 3 winners at random on May 1st. All you need to enter is to be following me, and leave a note on this post. Every note (like/reblog/comment, ect) on this post counts as an extra entry.
Each winner will get a free commission! My standard commission rules apply. I'll reach out to the winners via DMs so don't worry if you don't want to be tagged. Anyway, I just want to thank you all for the love!
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In exactly one week it is going to be this blogs three the year anniversary!
I want to thank everyone who supported me these last 3 years, and especially this last year where I've started posting more of my own writing. You are all amazing!
I want to do a little raffle for the occasion! I will draw the 3 winners at random on May 1st. All you need to enter is to be following me, and leave a note on this post. Every note (like/reblog/comment, ect) on this post counts as an extra entry.
Each winner will get a free commission! My standard commission rules apply. I'll reach out to the winners via DMs so don't worry if you don't want to be tagged. Anyway, I just want to thank you all for the love!
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WHAT! Dante isn't heterochromatic either! That's his GEM!
Guys y'all need to tell me these things sooner so I don't make a fool of myself 😭
At least I know what I'm incorporating into my next fic
Also why are the 2 most decorated clan members the ones with "hidden" gems? Is that why they wear so much jewelry and patterns? To distract from having a literal rock implanted in their eye? I know Dante can be self conscious but this is interesting to think about for Kuya...
Wait, Kuyas gem is IN his eye!?!
I thought he was just heterochromatic like Dante! Not that the purple eye is his amethyst!
Does it work? Can he see out of his gem? Did it hurt? I have so many questions!
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Wait, Kuyas gem is IN his eye!?!
I thought he was just heterochromatic like Dante! Not that the purple eye is his amethyst!
Does it work? Can he see out of his gem? Did it hurt? I have so many questions!
#nu carnival kuya#nu carnival#a degenerates journal#i only realized this because i needed to know his gem location for a fic
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Nu carnival x ftm period
Mentions of blood, general pain, dysphoria, and drugs
♦️Garu, Aster, Morvay
Yakumo
Boy is comforting by nature and he will do anything in his power to make you feel better. Warm soup, mint tea, any kind of comfort food; he'll make it all for you. If he needs to he will even fight the awkwardness and ask his grandma for advice on how to make “someone” on their period feel better. He knows better than to out you to anybody, even to the people he trusts most. He just wants you to feel better.
Edmond
He's going to need some help. He heard that people like chocolate when this happens so he gets you expensive chocolate confections from your favorite bakery. If he's not too busy he might make some with you. Quality time is important to him and he wants you to know he's here to support you even if he's too awkward to express it with words. He will make time to try and comfort you as much as he can but it will be in all non verbal ways.
Olivine
He will pray for your recovery. He sympathizes with you, he understands how much his essence imbalance hurts him so it makes sense that your hormone imbalance hurts you. It hurts him seeing you so uncomfortable and him not being able to help. He really doesn't want to leave you alone and it hurts him when he can't be by you to help. Even if it's simply grabbing something for you he wants to take as much of your burden as he can.
Quincy
Quincy is big and I think he's very warm too, especially his right hand because of the gem. He cuddles up to you and uses himself as a hot water bottle. Resting his hand on your stomach and letting you use him as a pillow. If you have any kind of mood shifts he takes it in stride. It kind of reminds him of dealing with a cat; wanting pets one moment and biting his hand the next. It doesn't bother him much though and it's nice having a grounding personality like his around while you wait out the pain. He probably offers some natural pain killers if it gets bad.
Kuya
He has a herb that he gives you to help. You don't know what the plant is but it helps. All the pain and discomfort are gone but it makes you feel weird in the head. You've tried finding the plant but no book or even Quincy knows what it is. Kuya just tells you not to worry about it and enjoy not being in pain. You should probably be more weary of him but the herb works so well that you can't really say no.
Blade
He freaks out when you tell him you're bleeding. He thinks you're injured and immediately goes into protection mode. You have to explain it happens to some guys monthly. That's satisfactory for his curiosity for now. It's best to just tell him what helps you manage pain. If you don't he will take the initiative to look up what will help…and he will want you to try the weirdest home remedies. So unless you want him asking you to put a frozen potato wedge cover in sesame oil in your underwear, I suggest being open with him very early. It's so hard to say no to his puppy eyes when he's just trying to help.
Garu
This gets a little weird so continue with caution. He smells it right before you start bleeding and it scares him the first time. It hurts your heart to have him look at you so worried for a week. You know he's just concerned but honestly it doesn't help the dysphoria at all.
Karu
He is confused. Normally if something is causing you pain he just breaks it. Like when you stubbed your toe on the table, no more table no more problem. However he can't just rip your guts out, that would just make more of a problem. He tends to keep his distance unless you give him a specific task, once the task is over he's going back to keeping his distance though.
Dante
He is no help. Honestly he has no idea what to do. Normally the guys he's around only bleed when they are stabbed, but at least he knows how to dress a stab wound. This however, is out of his league. When this time starts he will assign a personal assistant to you to help. They have full permission to get you literally anything you need. Dante doesn't want to know about periods and assumes you don't want anyone to know about yours either, so your assistant is also sworn to secrecy.
Rei
No help in the beginning. I don't think he's been around many AFAB people so you are going to be his first reference point. After this happens a few times though he actually figures out the best ways to help you. He will learn what makes you feel better in terms of painkillers vs muscle relaxers, he learns if any foods make you feel worse and avoids them. Yeah he treats it like an experiment but as long as it helps in the long run he doesn't think it matters. Also he memorized all the early signs and is fully prepared for when it actually starts. I'm not sure how skilled he is with a scalpel (or if you can trust him with a scalpel) but he may offer to remove the problem if you want.
Eiden
I think he's the only one on this list who truly understands how much this week triggers your dysphoria. He will do anything he can help physically, but he is also extra protective of your masculinity during this time. He will literally fight anyone who misgenders you, and makes sure to give you lots of compliments. “Y’know most guys can't handle pain as well as you do. I've even seen knights cry at the sight of a paper cut haha!” He's very proud of you and will make sure you know just how manly you are.
Aster
Also kinda nasty so read at your own risk…. “Free meal”. He uh, gets pretty excited when it happens. He tells you stuff like “you look so handsome today~” and other masc compliments but it's all a ploy to get in your pants. Honestly he's more pushy than Morvay is when you're bleeding. It's just that the constant smell of your blood is impossible for him to ignore. He helps with pain management but is really only invested in the clean up.
Morvay
He heard an orgasm helps with cramps… this is the only thing he will do to help, but being a service bottom he does it so well. He will bring you food in bed, let you eat, make you cum till you can't see straight and pass you, rinse and repeat for a week. He gets so pouty if you leave because “doctor Morvay” just wants to make you feel better.
#i think these headcanons cursed me because ya boy is having stomach pain now#a degenerate writes#Nu carnival Yakumo#nu carnival Edmond#nu carnival olivine#nu carnival Quincy#nu carnival Kuya#nu carnival Garu#nu carnival Dante#nu carnival Rei#nu carnival Aster#nu carnival Morvay#nu carnival Eiden#nu carnival x reader#nu carnival#x ftm#ftm reader#tw periods#♦️
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I got a really nice comment on one of my fics and I legit started blushing and kicking my feet
Readers I don't think you understand how much a few words really affects writers. You have the power
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Is that my shirt?
Connor Kenway / Ratonhnhaké:ton x gn reader drabble
350 words
“Connor, is that my shirt?”
He froze in his tracks; unmoving and unblinking like a deer right before it flees. “... perhaps.”
I burst out laughing, nearly doubling over with the force of it. Even after it became hard to breathe I couldn't stop. He stared at me, blinking once and totally dumbfounded as I regained a semblance of composure.
“You look like if somebody stuffed too much meat into a sausage, and it's about to pop.” I chuckle and continue “we may be similar heights, but love you are built like a barn.” I gently put my hand on his shoulder and looked at him with so much love in my eyes.
“It couldn't be helped. I had to wash the blood off my coat, It's drying now. It would have looked suspicious if I went all the way back to the homestead covered in blood.” He looks away like a kid caught in a cookie jar.
I have to hold back another fit of laughter. I don't know how it's possible for a man the size of a bear to look so cute. “I wouldn't mind if you ran around without a shirt on.” I shrugged. I adore watching the flashes of emotions that cross his normally stoic face. Features hardened by tragedy that soften for just a moment. Expressions that are for my eyes only.
“... I'll keep that in mind for next time.” I can see he's looking for an escape route. Quickly I grab his hand to keep him from running away.
“It'll be nice having my shirt smell like you for a little while.”
“What do you mean?” My question clearly took him by surprise.
“You smell like pine and iron. It never fails to put me at ease. Familiar… I miss it when you're not around.” I wrap my arms around his broad shoulders. “It'll be nice having that comfort, if only for a little while after you leave.”
I could only see a ghost of a smile on his lips, but it was there, and just for me to see.
#connor kenway#ratonhnhaké:ton#gn reader#connor kenway x reader#assassin's creed x reader#assassin's creed#this has been in my drafts for too long so im posting it now before it gets lost in the void#little ooc but not bad for my first time writing Ratonhnhaké:ton#a degenerate writes
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I'm dying at the idea of Ezio as a vampire!
No garlic! In Italy! Fine, its hard but not impossible.
It's driving him mad not having a reflection though. No way to check on his looks before going out!
Worst of all has to be travel though. Every third building in Italy is a church! Do you know how hard it is to walk down the street and NOT accidentally step on hallowed grounds! Same situation with crosses being absolutely EVERYWHERE.
Only benefit is he didn't have to change his sleep schedule. Oh, and the pseudo immortality when he fights the templars. That's definitely a bonus.
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nu carnival x ftm reader period headcanons? (Sfw or nsfw) I'm not sure if this counts against your rules since I know you don't write pregnancy at all so forgive me if this goes against your rules and I misunderstood your rules somehow
You're good anon! Periods aren't the same as pregnancy, so no rules broken. I appreciate you asking to double check though!
I can definitely write these headcanons for you
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Do you have a hot or not list for the nu carnival boys? I think Quincy is your fave but I want to know if you've ranked them?
I made a few lists because I have complicated feelings about some of the characters. This really made me think though, thanks for the ask! Here is the "official" degenerate rating!
Who's character I like the most
Topper (best boy!)
Quincy
Yakumo
Eiden
Garu/Karu
Dante
Olivine
Blade
Morvay
Kuya
Edmond
Aster
Rei
Who i would like to hang out with
Topper
Quincy
Yakumo
Eiden
Olivine
Garu/Karu
Edmond
Blade
Dante
Kuya
Rei
Morvay
Aster
Hottest
Quincy
Dante
Kuya
Yakumo
Who i would sleep with
Quincy
Yakumo
Morvay
Eiden
Dante
#nu carnival#a degenerate answers#im happy to elaborate on my thoughts but i think this is a good baseline
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It's been half a year and I still have Rei slander in most of my posts
I got some Rei slander coming in my next post... Sorry to anyone who likes him
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Venom
Miguel O'Hara x addicted gn reader
Warnings: Blowjob (Miguel reviving), rough, withdrawal symptoms. Drug use (venom), no beta we die like men. "Pretty" used once but not in a gendered way.
2250 words
It was an accident; becoming addicted to him was never part of either of your plans, but yet, here you were. Sitting patiently on a plush chair, looking up at him like he was your whole world. At This point he might as well be, considering his venom was the only thing keeping you going.
Funny to think it was an accident that got you both into this situation, but we should probably start at the beginning.
You were your world's spider. Strong, smart, and fiercely impulsive. Good at getting out of a bad situation because you were prone to getting into bad situations. Great qualities for a hero, but this time they really got you in trouble.
Miguel was an amazing hero. Strong, stoic, and a heart of gold, even if he didn't like showing it. He was also the only spider that doesn't have a spidey sense. Not that you knew that when you were silently approaching him from behind.
His back heaved, and his breathing was labored. Clutching his shoulder like a wounded animal, complete with claws half extended. You stopped when you were close enough to see the slight tremble in his whole body. Every muscle tensed and ready to spring at a moment's notice.
“You okay?” Your voice was soft as you reached a hand out to check on him. The next thing you saw was a flash of red eyes and white fangs so fast you didn't even have time to react. He was too fast for you to even feel the pain of his fangs sinking into your shoulder. One of his hands tightly gripped your outstretched wrist while his other hand clutched the nape of your neck. From an outside perspective one could mistake the pose for a tango.
A cool tingling sensation spreads through your veins almost instantly, completely paralyzing you. Yet still even in such a vulnerable position your spidey sense never rang. Slowly his eyes faded from that unnatural glowing red to his normal rich brown. He released you the moment he realized what he had done.
“Lo siento mucho, no fue mi intención-” Panicked and rambling through what you assume is an apology you simply stood there; paralyzed and helpless. His eyes were locked on to where your neck meets your shoulder, never looking away from his crime, and never looking you in the eye.
You should have been scared. Worried or intimidated would have also been appropriate, but all you felt… was excitement.
The venom felt like pure euphoria under your skin. The bite felt hot but each heartbeat sent a cool rush of endorphins deeper into your body. Filling every vein, every muscle, just everything with that beautiful menthol chill. There were no thoughts because it felt like someone stuffed your head with cotton. Was this what his villains felt? This was far too good for them. You silently slipped into your own thoughts; becoming completely oblivious to anything but your own heartbeat.
By the time you regained consciousness and control of your body you had been left in a secluded area of the spider society. A to-go container was left on a stool with a water bottle. This was too little to be a bribe, maybe an apology? Slowly your head started to clear. You wish it hadn't. As the feelings of the venom had worn off, and the physical effects were starting to fade you were left feeling like hot garbage. This just left you alone with a throbbing pain in your shoulder and a strange sense of emptiness.
You hissed in pain when you absentmindedly touched the bite. “Ow! …” Even now your movements were sluggish. Like a marinette fighting against its strings. It's dangerous for a spider to be slow, that makes them easy to squish. Dangerous; that was definitely the look in his eyes. It was stupid to want to see them again, but yet…
You needed to talk to him.
He's been avoiding you. It's been almost two weeks and every time you caught sight of him he seemingly vanished into thin air. The only problem with trying to track another spider is that you are all notoriously slippery.
“Miguel.” He continues to walk away from you, never even sparing you a glance. “Miguel!” You yelled, gaining glances from the other spiders in the hallway, and finally making him stop. “We need to talk.”
His head dipped slightly as he grumbled out a “Fine.” before continuing forward. His pace was swift, not even caring if you kept up with him, and he only stopped when the two of you were in a secluded room. Free from any prying eyes he finally turned to face you, but it felt more like he was looking through you. “Talk.”
His voice was colder than his venom. Low and dark, but you couldn't feel any real malice behind it. “I need a favor…”
His eyes cast over you, looking for any sign of what you were about to ask. He looked almost like he was on edge. Understandable considering how much he does to keep the multiverse intact.
After a deep breath you finally spoke again. “I… I need another hit. I can't even shoot a web straight! God, if Hobie wasn't there on my last mission I would be a pavement pancake right now!” Your hands started shaking. No, your whole body started trembling. Withdrawal had been slowly eating away at you since the incident.
His brown eyes narrowed as he watched you struggle to keep yourself together, slowly working yourself up to a near breakdown. “I never meant to bite you. I'm sorry, but I won't do it again.”
“But-”
“That's final!” He snapped at you with a slight snarl. He let out a sigh when he saw the despair fall on your face. “I can find something else to help you. I'll make something if I have to, but my venom is too dangerous for even one bite.” You nodded slowly, not wanting to anger him again. With that he walked past you and out the door. “I'll call you when I get something.”
…But it didn't work.
Trial after trial, and batch after batch, but nothing helped. The withdrawal symptoms only got worse. Until finally you were bedridden with a fever and sweating bullets, completely unable to move without wanting to throw up.
Miguel entered your medical room. A range of emotions; hurt, disbelief, anger, and hopelessness, all flashed across your face in an instant before you pleaded. All he did was put his hand up and you stopped. He looked…hurt, but finally he gave in. You needed this, and he was the only one who could help you.
It was finally time for him to take responsibility.
He pulled up a chair next to your bed. “Give me your arm.” His voice was low and hesitant, and you eagerly complied. After a moment of contemplation he opened his mouth wide enough for you to glimpse those glorious fangs before they sank into your forearm.
Your eyes all but rolled back in your head as that long awaited rush of euphoria flooded your veins. “Nnnmm~” it was only a moment before he pulled himself away, but it was enough.
“...When I first bit you I had just taken a dose of my spider stimulant. Think of it like a steroid, but radioactive. This should be less potent than that.” You half listened to his explanation, not really caring what he said but loving the sound of his voice. It's not like you could respond because of the paralytic effect so he continues “I will take responsibility for this. I'll help you wean off of it.” You moved your eyes slightly towards him as he stood up. “Call me when you can.” And again he left you alone; paralyzed, but delighted.
After about a week your symptoms returned. Shaky hands and difficulty focusing being the first red flags prompting you to seek him out. Without question he followed through with his promise to help you. Every time he sunk his teeth into you felt just as good as the last.
This quickly became routine. Every week, weather your symptoms returned yet or not, the two of you would meet like this. Alone together, hidden away from curious spiders. The rush you got never faded but the physical effects lessened gradually. You could move a little now, maybe even give single word responses if he asked.
His attitude also changed from a broken melancholy to something more enticed but conflicted. It soon became apparent that both of you were enjoying this, yet neither of you spoke of the palpable change in expression. That was, until you took that first step farther.
Now what used to be more akin to a medical procedure was more like a carnal rendezvous. It became rare to see his contemplation now, and the weekly sessions left no time for your withdrawal to return.
The sessions definitely helped with the physical withdrawal, but your desire only grew. Desire for his venom; desire for him. No, desire wasn't the right word. This was stronger.
Need
Slowly you reached out to his waist; muscles fighting every inch against the venom induced atrophy. Suddenly but gently he grabs your wrist before you can reach him. You shakily lift your chin enough to see him; his nostrils slightly flaring as he takes deep breath, his eyes completely locked on to yours, and his lips pursed together in a flat line.
Your mouth opened and closed fruitlessly, like a fish gasping desperately for water. Miguel felt a little pity but he couldn't ignore the butterflies in his stomach as you looked up at him hungrily. His own hunger only grew as the next words barely fell from your mouth.
“Please?”
“I'm not going to take advantage of your situation.” His heart squeezed as he denied your advances. His heart was beating rapidly, and it's been getting harder for him to control himself during these sessions. He could feel his will crumble as you looked up at him with begging puppy dog eyes. He closed his eyes and let out a sigh. “...but just this once I'll make an exception.” He released your wrist, and as he opened his eyes his stomach fluttered as the delight spread across your face.
Your movements were stiff and choppy as you staggered to kneel before him. His chest swelled with pride as you looked up at him with that eager doe eyed expression. Each movement was a fight against the venom that made you feel alive, and you were fighting for him.
“Still…hard…to…move…” Your words came slowly, and he patiently waited for each one; his red brown eyes never leaving your lips.
“Would you like some help?” His voice came out like a choked purr. Every passing moment you could see how excited he was getting. His now crimson eyes were a dead giveaway; as was the growing bulge in his suit.
You tried your best to nod; head barely moving an inch up and down, but the message was clear. Gently he cupped your face, thumb running across your bottom lip before sliding back towards your jaw line.
His suit receded to reveal his beautiful fat cock. He helped you open your mouth wide and pulled out your tongue. Once satisfied with your position his hand slid into your hair. His claws barely scraping your scalp sending a shiver rippling through you.
He took his sweet time placing his cock on your tongue. He wanted to give you a moment to back out before you lost the use of your words as well as your body. He let out a shaky sigh as he slid all the way into your throat. Your muscles were too relaxed to trigger any gag reflex and he had no issue going as deep as he pleased.
Slow movement shortly turned into a rough face fucking. His clawed hands roughly gripped your hair for leverage as he buried his bush into your nose with each thrust. It was heavenly.
His grunts were just as delicious as his cock as he picked up the pace once more. Any pathetic little noises you tried to make only gave his cock more pleasure. Your eyes rolled back as your head went fuzzy. The slight lack of oxygen and the effects of the venom making every sensation that much more potent and delightful.
“Merda-” His hips stuttered, and with a pained grunt he pulled himself away from your hot wet mouth. His cock twitched twice before erupting thick ropes of cum across your face. He had to take a few deep breaths until he was able to get control of himself again.
You looked like a dream. Kneeling pretty at his feet covered in his cum. You were all but ensnared in his web, and he loved it.
“When you're able to move more I may let you drink it.” He used his thumb to swipe some of his cum over your tongue so you can have a taste. “Right now I can't risk you choking because of the paralysis.” The taste was exquisite. It only made the euphoria of his venom still in your system that much stronger. If that's the boost a taste could do you were already drooling at the thought of a full dose.
Miguel was very easy to get addicted to.
Translation
Lo siento mucho, no fue mi intención: I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to
Merda: shit
#a degenerate writes#miguel o'hara#miguel o'hara x reader#miguel o'hara x male reader#gn reader#smut#♠️#tw drugs#marvel x reader#spiderverse x reader#spiderman x reader
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Helo Degenerate (it feels weird calling someone that lol) for your current prompt can I request number 7 with Shanks or Law. Also can it please be yandere! It's been so long since you did a yandere story!
Sure anon! I feel like 7 is an awesome Yan prompt and I think it would work great with Law!
7. "Is it a crime to kill, if only sinking deeper, and love can't stop the fever?"
I do have some yandere stuff in the works but it has been a while since I made any dark content
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