a-lost-daydreamer
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Writing in the hope that once out, the thoughts and the feelings will leave me alone
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I'm a boba ball of negativity who wants to be left alone to heal and grow but people won't let me be because their dreams and responsibilities are at stakes
i don't know who needs to hear this, but guilt, self-hatred and shame are not sustainable sources of growth and healing. you can't hate yourself into feeling better, or being better. you can't repeatedly punish yourself for your flawed humanity and expect wholesome results.
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I wish I was a supernatural being in a supernatural world
You are one of the most dangerous villain in the world of heroes, also known as The Death. One day you received a letter from Make-A-Wish requesting you to visit a sick child.
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what a joy
late night reminder to self: your depressive episode will not last forever. it will have an end. tonight will not be the end of you.
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Not when your not living for yourself
your recovery is all your own. it’s not for others. it’s for you.
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#aliens should abduct me
When aliens first discovered Earth they were surprised that such a hostile world could produce life, let alone intelligent life. They were even more surprised to learn that Earth had not always been this deadly and that cockroaches were not its first technological species.
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Idk man i wanna be rich and successful and deserving of a penthouse right now
gentle reminder: you’re beautiful and lovely and deserving of good things
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Since when did thinking about killing myself become a coping mechanism hah
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Are there any ff on obsidian bride??? Gotta check ao3.. I love the webtoon so much but one episode per week is killing me.. It's torture..
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In another life
I'd own a cute apartment
With pastels and fairy lights
House plants and paintings
Fluffy pillows worth pillow fights
A colorful wall for Instagram
A table for some aesthetics
A sofa worthy of Pinterest
A wall of photographs and memories
A bookshelf full of to be reads
A work table to be organized
A kitchen with an oven
For some pizzas and toasts
A room enough for one and
A queen sized bed near the window
I'd clean the rooms and
Tidy the house
Cook delicious food like a chef
I'd work during working hours,
And laze when I want,
Pursue hobbies and what not,
Exercise, meditate, do some yoga
Pilates, zumba and a healthy diet
Shop, go for a walk, read a book
Sing a song, dance or adopt a cat
In another life
I'd be successfully, beautiful,
Rich and even socially wonderful
I'd know what I want, know what to do
Love myself for who I am,
Know how to get what I want and
Love the world and life a little bit more
In another life
I'd be cool, a rebel, someone who'd
Stand up for themselves
Never let it go, hold on a little more
Do it today and not tomorrow
In another life..
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Watched Law School and honestly can't get over the subtle romance in the drama.. A true murder mystery and suspense where the students are actually crying about studies and exam, solving cases and catching culprits.
The only drama where I wished there was a little bit more romance ♡
The chemistry between each character was just sweet. Gonna rewatch sometime later..
I need more dramas with Kim Bum!!!!
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This reminds me of last week when I binge read all the books...
Funny thing about those hiakus, my brain just started ignoring the haikus at the beginning of every chapter from book3 lol
The character arc is pretty good but what's the point exactly? He's a god and he's gonna live forever.. For how many days will he remember the character development he had as Lester? Are we gonna get a book where he actually does something good with everything he learnt from being human for a while?
I just finished the first Trials of Apollo book and I got to say, I actually enjoyed it.
I read the original 5 PJOs from 2007-9. 6th grade to 7th grade. Then starting in 2010 (?) when The Lost Hero came out I read each of the HoO books as they came out. I think I was a freshman in college (2014?) when the last one came out, so I can honestly say I grew up with these characters and this world.
I don’t remember why I didn’t read any of the Trials of Apollo books before but it was nice to come back to this world. I read PJO 6 when it came out last fall and it sparked my love of reading these stories again, so I read The Hidden Oracle to continue this story to keep up to date in this world.
Spoilers ahead
So as I mentioned before I did like this book.
It’s been literal years since I read any of TLF, but I did get some major TLF vibes from it. The set up for the rest of the series is pretty good.
Haikus for chapter titles A+
Showing that the mythic world is always growing and there is a new generation of Demigods (Clarisse, and Travis going to college, Percy and Annabeth in their senior year)
Cameos from og characters like Connor, Percy, Malcolm, Nico, and Will
Interesting take that once Apollo and Meg arrived at camp they technically never left. I think except for BotL and TLO this book and the most limited outside of camp action. Not a bad thing, just a different experience.
Peaches!
I’m not going to lie I genuinely did not expect that twist! I was legitimately shocked. Looking back I feel like I could have picked up on some of the clues. I mean imperial gold swords…come on. That should have been a dead giveaway.
Apollo really did grow as a character this book. I’m very interested to see how else he grows.
My biggest question is, if Apollo is supposed to be Lester, why don’t the other demigods refer to him as Lester? Like what is the point of an entirely different identity if it’s really not used? Apollo only refers to himself as Lester when he’s complaining about mortality or feeling useless. Maybe it’s more important later but I feel like making an entirely new identity, one that Nero and probably the rest of the Triumvirate can see through, is kind of pointless. One of the themes of this book is acceptance, so maybe when Apollo totally accepts “Lester” that’s the end.
So much of this was too easily accomplished by Apollo or Apollo/Meg. They were met with a problem and it was almost solved too easily. The thugs in the beginning, Meg beat them up. Attacked by plague spirits, Meg summons Peaches, trapped in the cocoon made by ants and almost about to be eaten, flower seeds that your 1/2 sister gave you before your quest. Trying to fight off ants, just sing a song and they’ll be mesmerized. Don’t get me wrong I loved all those scenes, but the only time that any of the characters actually struggled was fighting Nero. Even when they’re fighting the giant statue, Apollo’s arrow magically gets helped by the wind.
I really hope Apollo finds Meg. I have the second book ready to go and will start reading it. I need her to come back to camp. That poor girl had been emotionally and mentally abused by Nero. She was also manipulated by him and I feel so sorry for her.
Leo coming back to camp and Nico setting up a queue to allow the campers to punch him was legitimately one of the funniest things I’ve read in the entire Percy Jackson world.
Calypso giving up immortality is huge. Her reunion with Percy was also funny.
Apollo’s reaction to Calypso was also amazing (juicy gossip. Don’t ask me later.) If Percy is the god of sass, Apollo is literally the god of gossip. I love it.
I’m excited to keep going with this series. It’s nice to that I don’t have to wait until the next book gets published because it’s already out.
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I want to do something but I'm still in the wierd book hangover sigh
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But Hera crying for Jason in the last book of ToA.. I guess she really loved him like her own son
But my question.. Couldn't Apollo just go around in his godly form to zap the emperors and python to secure all the oracles?? Like did he have to be human??? And it would've been quicker too
#good character development#but why??#even other olympians would agree it was unnecessary#trials of apollo#percy jackson#riordanverse
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hmm... ok lemme go and sleep
i dare you to do something for yourself today
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Does everyone forget the books they've read or is it only me coz apparently I've read 200 books but i hardly remember the stories
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