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zeivira · 19 hours

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#How I write reinhard #And Julius #Aand Subaru #And fourier #And grimm #And Anastasia #And crusch #And felt #And—

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zeivira · 19 hours

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Maid Natsumi (WIP)

#fembaru!!#natsumi

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zeivira · 3 days

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#Sounds like canon to me

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zeivira · 5 days

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How to stop comparing ourselves with our friends and peers?

Therapy!

#With peers and friends he means julius #this is the actual reason why joshua started using Tivey's monocle #Tivey be so wise #re zero #rezero #re: zero

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zeivira · 5 days

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make bad art or you will always feel bad about your art. Make bad art until you find joy in the crooked lines and the off colours. Make bad art because art is about expression and artwork is never ugly because it was made by someone who has lived a life no one else will ever live. Make bad art and find love through ugly. Make bad art so you make art at all. Make bad art.

#Write!#Draw!#I hate it when people say they can't write #We all started not being able to write!!#making bad art is the only way to get good #and there is not such a thing as bad art tbh

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zeivira · 6 days

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How do you think Emilia and the others would react to the concept of dreaming in No Rest for the Wicked?

“If I’m honest— sleeping isn’t even that bad,” Subaru starts, rubbing his eyes. He woke up an hour ago, but he still feels pretty sleepy— and how could he not, when Otto decided that the first thing he needed to do in the morning was discuss taxes with him? “You get to dream every night, which is pretty cool if you ask me.”

Subaru lets himself sink deeper into Emilia’s office couch. He loves it when she lets him watch her work.

He doesn’t usually like talking about sleeping much, not after all the trouble it already gave him— but today he dreamed he had momentarily traveled back in time to when he was eight years old, and was able to hug his parents one more time. Waking up hadn’t left him fatigued, on the contrary, it left him much better rested than usual. At least until Otto decided to be a pest, of course.

“Dreams?” Emilia raises her gaze from the papers in her desk and tilts her head to the side. “What are dreams?”

“Dreams are, uh…” He blinks. How could one describe dreaming? “It’s like traveling to another world—” no, that doesn't sound right, “—except the world doesn’t really exist ‘cus it’s merely a product of your imagination.” He crosses his arms. Did that even make sense? “Do you not do something like that when you are unconscious?”

People from Lugunica can still faint from blood-loss or other wounds. They surely had to dream then, right?

“You travel to another world when you sleep?”

Ok, maybe that was too much. Subaru blushes at the wonder marrying her voice. “Well, not literally. They are just a series of thoughts, images, and sensations occurring in a person's mind during sleep.”

“Natsuki-san, are you implying that when you sleep you… hallucinate?” The reason for his current nightmares —Otto— opens the door of Emilia’s office with a sack of papers in his hands and turns to stare at him.

Subaru pauses and rubs his chin, deep in thought. Can dreams be considered hallucinations?

“Hallucinations?” Emilia repeats, voice distant.

Otto sighs. “Indeed, when people are in agony, they sometimes see things that aren't there."

Subaru starts laughing, then stops when he realizes what Otto actually meant. “Wait— what?” Oh cmon, this can’t happen again. “I already said I'm not in pain when I sleep.”

“You say many things,” Otto glares. “But Lady Beatrice said you often squirm or wake up crying.”

Emilia gasps.

“You know that?!” Subaru stands up, then raises his hand to hold his head at the whiplash from changing positions so quickly. His own words finally sink in as his eyes widen. “I mean— I absolutely do not do that.”

Otto squints at him. He hadn’t missed his slight headache. “You should have told the healer about the hallucinations when he visited last week, Natuki-san.”

“They aren’t hallucinations.” Subaru blinks.

“Your description sure matched them. What is the difference between hallucinations and dreams, then?”

Emilia interrupts. “Are dreams another symptom of Subaru’s Partial Sleeping Beauty, then? Should we make sure he doesn’t dream?”

Otto shakes his head. “The only way to make him stop dreaming would be to make him stop sleeping, and the doctor said we shouldn't.”

“But that’s…”

“Time out!” Subaru raises his arms, crosses them and forms a stop sign. “The squirming is completely unrelated to the dreaming. I like dreaming, It’s relaxing.” Unless he is having a nightmare, he knows better than to address that topic.

Emilia’s purple eyes fill with tears. “Is your condition so bad that you prefer spending so many hours in a fake world rather than real life?”

What the fuck.

“No, absolutely not! I love real life is just—” Subaru groans.

He should have learnt to shut up by now.

(Some hours later:

“I wonder if Heinkel-san’s wife dreams,” Emilia says during dinner, after calming down. “If she has to sleep for so many years, it would be nice if she were to hallucinate that she is in a world in which her family is safe and sound.”)

#Sorry for mid quality writing #Wrote this while debbuging #no rest for the wicked #re zero #re: zero #rezero #I dunno why otto is here #I dont even like otto #Blame the others tumblarinas for that #Also i sent this to marquess first and asked her if there was any grammar mistake #She is the MVP even with Tumblr asks #Op you probably wanted a list but you get a scene because why not #UwU #Hope you like Anon!

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zeivira · 12 days

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Younger Heinkel is already depressed

#j2 is spoiling me with all the art she is making for my favorite characters #so good...#heinkel with knight outfit is eyecandy okay

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zeivira · 12 days

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Heinkel patting Reinhard

#shout out to zei who encourage me to keep drawing heinkel in knight uniform i love him like this too #<- previous tag #YES PLEASE NEVER STOP #I LIVE FOR THIS

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zeivira · 12 days

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The Dream the Lion King Saw

#FOURIER MY BELOVED #J2 TY FOR DOING THIS #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #asjdsdkñdlsdñkañdksd

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zeivira · 20 days

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capitalist candidate anastasia hoshin

#Literally Anastasia #actual anastasia

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zeivira · 22 days

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I can appreciate Priscilla and Lamia but im a Fourier simp above all.

You don't need to know the characters. Just pick whatever sounds hardest to you.

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zeivira · 24 days

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WNSNSNWNWJW LIL DOODLES OF JULI AND CAPELLA

#!!!#Juli my beloved

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zeivira · 25 days

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Assuming we are talking about Otome isekai like possession:

IMO It all depends on the circumstances! If the person was alive and happy and suddenly got possessed… well, I consider it a weird form of Manslaughter…? Homicide in which the person who commits the homicide does not intend to kill the victim, but it still happens.

They didn’t mean to be hit by truck-kun and be isekaid as another person. But they did, and now because of their negligence anooother person is dead…. instead of them lol.

Now, if the person is reborn as the possessed person, I definitely don’t count it as murder, nor if the possessed person died right before their body got hijacked.

#Zei writes character analysis #I did the murder one in Withered Petals #And the not-murder in Purple Prose

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zeivira · 25 days

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It was confirmed the other day but apparently Tappei hinted this months ago??? DUDE, Kadoman is literally one of the BEST connected people. Close to Emilia camp 'cause Subaru, close to Anastasia because of that one ss, close to Felt Camp because of Grimm and Carol.

#Re zero #reinhard van astrea #Grimm Fauzen #Carol Remedis #re: zero #rezero #re zero

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zeivira · 25 days

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