im gonna miss the boys so much man.

Your posts yesterday about staying in the community and supporting the boys was very comforting!! Thank you for that

💞💞💞

bts have been such a big part of my healing and growing as a person, and this makes them a forever safe space for me. which is why my heart hurts so much. and im sure many of you can relate to this. and we know they aren’t leaving forever but when it comes to people you love and care about even a week can feel like months.

with that being said, i will still be here in this community posting and supporting the boys as usual. i know the announcement was shocking to a lot of people (i know it was to me), so i hope you all are doing okay. i love you all, we are so strong and as always we will get through this <3

i knew it was coming and i know it’s a normal thing but that still doesn’t make my heart hurt any less.

the run bts performance…😮‍💨

Fic inspo? Idk

♡ jimin once again reiterating that he has an allergy to cats 🐈

💭 imagining the boys comforting sick jungkook by binge watching marvel movies with him but he’s a little too emotional…

a sickie leaning over the bowl miserably for what feels like the millionth time that night, the caretaker at their side rubbing their back and whispering words of comfort. and the sickie just feels so, so awful. the two sit in silence waiting for the next round of sick when the caretaker hears droplets hitting the toilet water instead, and a heartbreaking sniffle. and they look down to see the (normally not emotional) sickie crying softly over the bowl :((

Missed you so much on here! Was really scared you’d never come back 😭 I’m so glad to see you active here again. I hope you have been doing well

oh my gosh you guys are seriously the sweetest 🥺🥺🥺 thank you for welcoming me back with so much love and support, im so happy to be back !! 💗💗💗

i want to write a multi chapter sickfic filled au/normal sickfic but i need help on ideas so if you have any to share help a girl out😫

fall is seriously the best time of year 🍂

good weather, good vibes, good seasonal inspired sickfic content…

ugh i love it all sm.

because @sicjimin’s amazing works inspired me,,,

send me in some bts x y/n scenarios and i’ll write some out :)

okay hi this is random but there is this fic ive been thinking about for a while and i dont know if i made it up in my head or the op deleted it or what. but i’ve searched the internet for days for it just to prove it exists but i just can’t find it 🤧 so, im going to describe it here and if anyone knows what i’m talking about or if anyone has the link PLEASE leave a comment or a message in my inbox thank you 😭

so i’m not sure if these details are 100% accurate but from what I remember, it was a fic where jungkook was really sick with food poisoning or a stomach bug, just something enough to make him go to the hospital. i think jin and maybe namjoon (idk about that part) accompanies him to the hospital but jungkook has to stay overnight, and the other boys have to leave him. and omg idk why this part is driven in my brain but this nurse comes in and has him drink this liquid (she tells him he has to keep it down in order to be released from the hospital) and he ends up getting sick again so he’s extremely upset. he calls jin (who is at home) and cries to him about how he wants to go home and how terrible the liquid tasted (he rambles something about “how could anyone keep that down it tasted awful, of course i threw up” and i think he mentions how jin’s cooking is so much better). i know this sounds crazy but it’s what my brain remembers from this fic 😭

if any of this sounds familiar to anyone, please let me know 😭 or at least leave a comment to let me know im not losing my mind HAHAH

“kiddo” is a term reserved for white suburban dads and ao3 yoongi

okay im going to let you all in on a little secret; before i had a real blog in this community, i never clicked like on posts. to stay extra anonymous but also keep the fics i enjoyed to re-read, i actually copied and pasted them in google docs. well i just so happen to have some fics (i think like 18?) from accounts that don’t exist anymore so if anyone wants access to that doc then dm me 👀

it’s literally a pot of gold btw